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Inspirational Verse in the free-form style of Emily Dickinson


HT Wagner – is a Freelance writer of WordPress in St Louis, Missouri 
She has had a successful career in Project Manager with over 25 years’ experience in research, development and team building, with a strong background in both technical and financial services industry recruiting. She has also built her own successful recruiting company.

She retired and suffered a series of devastating family tragedies that led to a period of deep depression and devastation. Expressing herself in poetry has helped her to rebuild a normal life.

Dee’s ‘turn on’s- are the ocean, swing dancing and comedy.
Her ‘turn-off’s’ are negative people who judge and people who hate.
 She and husband of 53 years now live in St Louis close to her family.
You can email her at dwh1nine@gmail.com
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Inspirational Verse in the free form style of Emily Dickinson

Prayer Book of Poems & Other Notions: Verses To Hold In Your Heart

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Living in God’s Space: Inspirational Verses

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As the Fog Lifts in the Garden : Verses to Know that You are not Alone

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For the Love of Emily and Me – : A Study of the Inspirational Verse

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The Second Coming-Italian Renaissance-Food & Drink -: Non-GMO, Over-Milled or Heat-Altered-Not Modern Factory (Processed Whole & Unaltered)

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BODY OF POEMS

Opeand Curious – Sunday, September 30, 2012

Prayer:

I do not want to be outside your Gaze

Like a sheep 

The pasture ‘over there’ looks better

Then I realize it is not Your pasture

It is riddled with land mines

And unfriendly folk

Wasted time is on my own

Your time is perfect

Troubling

And always one thought away

You made me perfect

And each moment I stray

Is lost 

I become uglier

And silent

To You and myself

A tasty Twinkie

A Big Mac

Feeds the low default brain 

And the tongue

That’s all

Focusing on self-only

Going through the dogma rituals

Starves my celestial roommate

Who needs only fresh air…

Mayan Calendar Ends – Saturday, September 29, 2012

He told us that it would end-

Another notch carved in the Tree of Life

We are almost home

It has be a long a crooked journey 

Time falls like rain drops and snow flakes

Sometimes buckets-

Confusion and chaos reign mostly

Faith comes in handy at those times

God-on-a-mission-

He took time to make time

And started with a bang-

A Big Bang!

Then He had to figure out the wet from the dry

The low from the high…

He took the shard and scraps from the exploding star

With finesse and a flair-

Aimed His gaze

Like a billiards cue

In just a minute the planets were orbiting His Son.

Sent them into orbit around his little finger and thumb

Hydrogen, Helium….one by  one.

Caught carbon’s eye

The Sea came to be

Primoral soup percolating and incubate the life of tomorrow

Pool fish schooling

Intrigued and curious the frog grew legs

And landed on land

With a plop…

And the rest was history..

The makings of mankind

All- in-One God….

the Architect. 

The Chemist, – 2022

and a Project Manager.

Momentous .. 

In my head-

Existential Kierkegaard 

Monumental

Free Will

Hardwired

Hay wired to arrest the urges

Primal

Inherent 

Once vital but now

Out-of-date

Passé

Will Power Friday, September 28, 2012

Spirit assisted

Unavailable to all but man

Reasoning power

Will power

Hidden force

Only discovered by living. (S Kierkegaard)

By doing the hard thing…

Moving matter in motion

 By an impelling force 

The right hand of God

Freedom from matter

Freedom from form

Becomes  the Spirit’s journey

Quest

Life’s work and purpose

Boredom is the root of all evil. (S Kierkegaard)

No power to will

Inertia

Unchanged state

Constant stasis 

Stoppage

The force of good 

Canceled by the force of evil

Stopping all physical and chemical process

Forever halting and denying the existence of God

Choosing to remain inert

A mass of matter

A mire of earthy mud

Clay foundation

To be borrowed  by the gods.

Providence breaks

Life force defines

The human condition

Leaves – Friday, September 28, 2012

Leaves leave us grateful

They leave us in wonder

The glowing green unblemished leaves of spring

Out matched by the venerable timeworn leaves of fall

The photo factory for sin-the-system

Picture this-

The leaf cells march 2×2

Plan in mind to mark their mark

Claim their place 

In the scheme of all things green

They leaf

and leaf

and eventually become a tree

A tree with solar panels 

To catch the rays of the Son

The grace in the form of the Holy Spirit progeny 

The pro-generator of all creation.

The windmill that makes the energy

That moves information through the mind

That permeates and pervades the being

Being of God

Being of man

Co-connected

Through

Energy and information flow (Dr Dan Siegel)

Data of the divine

Honing and refining sires awe

Fineness becomes

 Highest quality –

Meditation – Wednesday, September 26, 2012

Why travel to the ends of the earth

When you own a Taj Mahal?

An internal cavern

Of wondrous gems and gold

Why trade a fleeting delight?

A groundless delight?

A meaningless moment?

Supplanting a permanent marker

In the changelessness of the wilderness  of time…

Why imprison your immutable,

Perpetually abiding roommate

To a long night

Of arid thirsty frost

With a Litany of a void-

TV delights the ephemeral part of us

While shackling the soul…

Who invented His carriage

His marriage

And will not be denied

Why listen to the pandemonium of the world

The Din

Dead air

That cogs the Soul’s service…

Of Feathering a nest

To burrow a hideaway 

Undying

Timeless

Not bound by time..

God-in-a-Box

Unfasten and fashion 

A home for Satan- 

Pseudonym for all that is not the Maker-

Reconstruct

Disassemble all that is nonspiritual

Feelings, perceptions

Terrestrial, sensual

and mundane

Consciousness that matters not…

Provisions only to  comfort and sustain

The beast 

Man sans God-

First Installment – Wednesday­­­, September 26, 2012

Origin and root

Foundational footing 

For dispatch

Of energy and information flow

Bedrock of thought

Primitive, crude and simple

Rocky road 

Laid down for Dialogue

Communication

Awaiting the next stage

Wiring for the Holy Spirit

Dispatch the Spirit.

As the Falcon Flies – Wednesday, September 26, 2012

Searching for prey

Soaring

Something is missing

A piece that brings peace

Drive to create

and be created

Drive to fulfill 

Earth’s destiny with the sky and sea

Wrought from a void

A common destiny we all share

We all bare

The burden of co-existence

Foundress

Fortress

A foundling home

For orphans and beagles

For rough hewn beast to the dainty gnat

All pioneers 

Each day on awakening

The smell of creation cooking

Simmering

Smoldering

Succinctly syncopated cacophony  

Without which

Confusion reigns

and creation becomes mud from which it was wrought…

Given – Sunday, September 23, 2012

Gift is in the Eye of the beholder…

All have been given an eternity of goodness, wisdom, knowledge..

Dutifully organized each volume of the windfall

In the canyons, caverns and caves the mind

Intending to be summoned back as life relents 

Wanes

Clearing, making space

To unbutton the facade 

The pretense of living a life of the Spirit

A life in the world

Worshiping idols

Meaningful to the moment

that houses the grotto of the eternal internet-

Thin – Sunday, September 9, 2012

The atmosphere is thin

Looking for substance to grasp

Hold

Become

Urgency screams

and delivers none

Edgy watchfulness

Ready 

Waiting

Wanting to find a citizen 

To accompany into the haze of tomorrow

Character for what lies ahead

Ready to stop

Get off the treadmill

And just be-

Searching –  Sunday, September 9, 2012

Searching the way 

Out of an Impetuous storm

Only to find another storm

When will it all end

Or is the reality?

Soul storm

Kernel of being

Stronghold of sanity

Truth

Altruistic love 

Empathy

Foreign to the senses

Here comes thunder

Lightening has already struck..

Ego snorts a prideful, pitiful snot

To keep the soul suppressed

Vanquished

His mortal enemy

Mindsight from Ego-ground

Is through a peephole

Only slit in the creation cloth

He believes that if he perceives it,

Tis the truth…

The “hole” truth

and nothing but the small mind truth…

God will figure it out later…

He miffs.

a petty quarrel

Blindness is cured by seeing God

in the living…

Dissolving perception.

Reconnoiter 

Realize

Perception is dangerous-

Risky

Has ramifications, mostly dysfunction….

Heaven is here and now

Not out there somewhere 

Heaven in  the correct function of the temple

That He has been building for the last 4 billion years

It is is our hearts and minds

New and everlasting since the event of the Holy Spirit

Heralded by the crucifixion

We are saved…from dysfunctional thinking, 

Dysfunctional relationships and dysfunctional society-

Only My Soul  – Sunday, September 9, 2012

Only my soul knows me

My inner thoughts

My inner moods

My ways 

Some…. that should be “the highway”

My soul is always welcome

Except when Ego is there

Along with His minions of idols

and idol worshipers

Who bring havoc and distress

and darkness to the soul

Who has work to do

Building a nest in heaven

From the perch in the Cerebrum

Insula 

To be exact

The new and everlasting covenant will be realized

On schedule

The Mayan calendar did not lie

When one circuit of creation ends

Another will begin..

The earth is not longer flat

The industrial farmer have completed their role

To make the Jews, Gentiles, Christians and all

Fat, diseased and speechless-

Allowing the Muslims to catch up

Without alcohol,

Without industrial farmed animal protein

and with praying five times a day!

Western Medicine 

Ignores Hippocrates

“Let food be thy medicine”

and treat only the symptoms

With pills that fix the disorder

But have a blind eye to the abundance of healing components of the whole-

Taken away by industrial farming practices and techniques

That are meant to build and repair…

Western Religion

Dogma at its apogee

Strangleholds the Soul

With ritual and meaningless ceremony…

Only ones left praying are the Muslims…5 times a day.

911 signaled the end of the 6 the stage of creation

Mayan calendar ended-

And so hopefully shall end the reign of the post-Nazi Nazi’s.

Awareness – Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Perception that lies to us

Intentional or unintentional

Enmity is

State of mind

Created when the ancient world

Was replaced by the Breath of the Spirit

When an new layer of awareness and knowledge 

Came to be

Mortal perception

Folded into the Truth of the Spirit

Jesus cured the bling, deaf and dumb

“Stiff neck”

Yesterday’s news

“Clan” became “Other”

No longer a threat to existence

But the ticket to Salvation

What once was the Cadillac of creation

Became the model-T

What was the T-bone steak of life,

Became the whole grain staff of life

The winds of grace prospered those

Those that “got it”

Embracing others accumulated favor

Prosperity

and Peace

The haughty and proud

Who embraced only themselves

and their clan

Calamity 

Disgrace and disfunction

No “Other”

No Grace

Beatles “Nowhere Men”- they become

Sitting in a n  owhere Land

Making all his nowhere plans for no body

Doesn’t have a point of view

Know not where he’s going to..

He’s as blind as he can be

Just sees what he wants to see

Nowhere man can you see me at all?

The world is at you command, please listen-

Hating is the ways a means to maintain self-esteem.

Hating feels so good-

Blind to see from the “low” brain perch

That feels good down there

It takes a lot of energy to hold on to hatred and other grudges

When all that time and energy could 

All the while

Be spent build the new neural tissue 

A saving account in the “high brain” graces

Have to choose

Have to pause at the Narrow Gate

Stop the hate and let the hopeful thoughts pass through…

Hoarding is a way to hold on to material grace

But no one told them that it is a mirage,

An Illusion

Only props to shore-up an effigy-

Being Hated – Wednesday, September 5, 2012

It is-

Now I See

Connecting points from the past-

the cabin so perfectly designed for someone on a “God Mission”

Outfitted to the “nine’s”

11 miles from town, in the woods

Missing nothing

Laid out to accommodate and reward

Lives live totally inside the Heart of God

Suffering, integrity to unwavering belief

In doing the right thing-

Especially when it was also the “hard thing”

Now I know that is must give back 

The cabin he prepared for me

Probably my last week end forever

Abe, Loretta and Billy were my charges

Neglected and ignored

Grace went to others

Who saw more clearly 

The ramifications of love

and the wanton sadness of a missed opportunity…

The wounds and scars

And empty robin’s nest that I look at each day from my kitchen window….

Billy is not with me, as You intended him to be

I had the tools to heal and the connections to find work

What was lacking was the mind of a saint

Courage to take a leap of faith

and know we would land on our feet.

Eternal Father – Wednesday, September 5, 2012

I feel like I am in a state of suspension..

It is over

I am in mourning

Where will I go?

What will I be?

Around and around I go.

The atmosphere is thin

Laden with lead..

I will go where You go

I will follow as long as I can see You…

Feel You

Know You are near.

Only me can make you abandon me

Only me can choose to stray…

You are present and accounted for

I am but a waffling, wayward hungry soul..

On training wheels at best.

Where will the grace come from?

Will I recognize it when it comes?

How will I be able to see God in all I meet?

Freeze…

I am frozen, fearful…

Desiring desire

Hoping for happiness,

Knowing it depends on living in truth.-

Wayfarers – Monday, August 20, 2012

Suspended in mid-sentence

Suspended in life..

Eternity may just be beginning

The chemistry of creation

Measures each step

By the weight of it passion

The intention to survive

Thrive and love

Survival depends on many things

The first being the plan

The Godgerm

Nature created fish with gills

Snakes with venom

Cats with claws…

and Man with a Soul

Each an individual blueprint

With specs to follow

Building materials are plentiful

Abundant

Matching what is needed to what fits

Is the Key-

Only certain substrates unlock specified proteins

Their in lies “the bite”

What tastes good, but does not fit

Remains useful for the mouth only

What tasted good, but does not fit

Must be disposed of

The blood is very efficient at removing unneeded substrates

Quick solution is space in the brain for dairy or in the joints

Heart for animal protein and fat, 

Infants, we are

Still too young to understand

That taste is mostly unreliable and inefficient-

I am Alone – Sunday, August 19, 2012

One mind

One soul

One God alone

Almighty

Expecting

Relating

Feeling for feelings

I am alone

Beyond repair-

Beyond care

Hopeful

and sure

Sure that only the truth

Will save us

Save us from ourselves 

and our primitive mentality

Of Me

Me only

No interest in other

No interest in becoming “We”

God is in “We”

Others are too

But those who hate

Can never be “we”

Nor can those who lie, cheat and steal

Letting feeling get hurt –

All turn grace into violence-

Presuming, being angered and prejudice only cause blockage in “WE”

To be “WE”

Being intentional is required-

Intention is the chariot of the Holy Spirit

Who drives a mean stake

Into the false heart of Ego…

Intention is faith and trust 

All balled up into one

One God alone

With me inside

Inside his wounds

Inside his Sacred Heart

Knowing that someday the Temple

Of the new and everlasting covenant 

The tripartite brain

Father, Son and Holy Spirit 

Will be complete

Only when we can recognize  and accept other as “WE”

Ready in the Wings – Sunday, August 19, 2012

Looking for wholeness

Wholeness amounts to striking out the ways of the word

Positive and negative

Negative first

Hone in on the fun – but empty activities of life

Make room for exploring and getting to know the hidden spirit

The perfect One

Who need nothing but to have a clear path to the Almighty

A way home

In prisoned  in the envelope of Ego

Mostly mud and clay

Selfishly guarded to protect his unimportance 

His desire to control

and eliminate “others”

The souls ticket to freedom

While slimy creatures lurk in the clan of Ego.

Out dated and unreliable

But they like it that way.

Their days are numbered

Their mission is to protect the soul

and diminish – so the soul can become

Become a star that will always shine

The will is on Ego’s side

Intention born of Faith is the fast track out of the Ego cave

The will enjoys pleasure

Intention is God’s will

And the battle ensues..-

Meditation – Sunday, August 19, 2012

Discursive

Rambling, digressive

Ruminating..

Breaks into 

Contemplation

General loving knowledge 

Loving and peaceful awareness

God’s grace is received passively

Like sun rays

“Son” bathing

Empty thought ways

With Eyes wide open-

Gratitude Journaling – The Neuroscience of…   Sunday, August 19, 2012

Intention drives the flow of the energy of the mind

The Holy Spirit guides our intention

The Holy Spirit – the energy flow in our mind

Unless Ego is in charge

The it all goes “down stream”

To his lair

The lair that God created as a vehicle of the Soul

God’s not there 

In Spirit, anyway

But gratitude for the ways and means

Will only bring more neural firing

To build and strengthen the lair of the Soul

In the Insula – structure of the midbrain

He is all present in all matter,

But His spirit is moving away…

Away from the Ego mindset

That is selfish and proud

Hoards things

Hates others

Bully – he is, 

Instills fear in the hearts of all that judge him…

Coaxes his clan to do so too

By over-generalized “put down”s

Revenge-get even mentality

Shunning all who are not like him

Coveting what never be his

Shooting “from the hip”[1] 

(Hippocampus-Jacob wrestled with A Man until dawn (of civilization) and would not let him go until the Man gave him his blessing (father of the chosen race)..  He was given the blessing but his hip was thrown out of socket.  Hippocampus is the structure in the midbrain that is very essential to taking implicit thoughts and storing them in the explicit memory (autobiographical ) in the right hemisphere of the brain)

Impulsively acts 

On the first urge

Perception is truth

As inaccurate and unreliable

Perfect tool for preserving his image

And tearing others down.

The truth is that Ego was born blind

He was doing the best he could 

With the thinking equipment that God gave him..

He was living in the basement of a cathedral

While the temple above was under construction..

It was nice enough

A little dark

Monks were chanting hope

But the Holy Spirit has not yet arrived…

The prophet years may have been the beta test for the new Cathedral/Temple

The old Temple destroyed

The Crucifixion was the bookmark for the official initialization 

and Grand Opening on the new Temple

The New and Everlasting Covenant..

We have the tools to be nice to others…

Clan no more under this covenant…

The blind, deaf and dumb no long have any excuse to remain in the lair.-

There Is Nothing – Friday, August 17, 2012  

Where there is nothing

God is found in His purest 

Clearest perception

He can be seen,  tasted and heard

 without distraction

Only getting there is the rub…

With the world always creeping in

Encroaching on God’s territory

It is work to clear the path to meditation

Impossible without His grace

and desire to persist

To call out 

To leave the comfort

Of the known

Fear of being left behind

Repels followers on-

Empty – Sunday, August 12, 2012  

God is

He is the Space between all matter

He is all existence

All earthly creation-

Plus the matter in between

He is the energy that makes thoughts flow

He cradles and guides each neuron 

To where we want them to go

He is chaos that disrupts the pandemonium of life

He is the upheaval that renders Ego helpless

He is found in every heart and mind

He is why we are

We are why He is

He is the chemistry of compassion-

God created God

and remembers all

He is found in small minds

and in large boxes

But most of all he likes cats!!

Cats eat the rats

That eat the whole grain

That we need to make neural fiber 

To make smart and sacred thoughts

Grain should not be few to cows

Grass should

Meat should not be fed to smart minds

But dumb ones who want to stay that way

Thinking the binary way

Not on all cylinders

But only the ones that make them feel good…

Live for pleasure only 

Grain fed cows

Monster Martha’s

Horny males

and brain a dumping ground for 

Keys that open no doors

Fall on the neural paths

To trip up thoughts and

Make the highways 

Thought paths littered with debris

Of the greedy

The ignorant

and all those who care not…

Only the Low brain can sin

Their sin is only ignorance

Their fear holds them back from what might have been

Mired in dysfunction

Like a pig in mud-

It Only Serves Me – Saturday, August 11, 2012

I would like to spend my days 

Reading and analyzing scripture

I would like to cloister myself

In a quiet spot and just be with You

I would like to hold Your word in my heart

While the candle burns for the world around

I would like to hold You

And You alone

Leaving all behind

Leaving all to their circumstances

But I cannot be that selfish

What you have given me

I – not mine to keep 

But to share and bring others home.

My cross is leaving You hanging

Without me 

Always by Your sacred side

You are there, now, then and ever shall be

It is I who must withdraw

And spread you Greatness

and not withhold

The pain is great

Too great

But it is my mission

My charge

To share with creating

All you give

You have to keep showing up!

I Found God – Saturday, August 11, 2012

When I was not looking

Always busy looking away

Looking around 

Upside down-

I thought He was just up there some where

The I realized 

That he was

But more

Skylander 

He created of himself

For Himself

All by Himself

Because??

He could …

He ordered order

But Chaos needed  a job

So He formed Chaos to muck it up

So He could create more

To test the minds and hearts of created man

More Alchemy

More chemistry,

To make things grow, build simpatico

Simpatico that that results from graceful thinking,

That makes for graceful living

Harmony within the Heart of God

Integrity of parts of God

That fit together to make matter

Parts of a part only make matter worse

So where is God?

He is the matter that He created

But his is also invisible, infinite spaces in-between.-

Off to Wisconsin – Saturday, August 11, 2012

Retreat from the heat of the “Son”

Desolate, dry seasons 

Make it possible for the harvest to blossom

Necessary to weed out the weak…

The strong 

Strengthened  by grace stored in the heart and mind

Desolation a time to reap

A time to store

A time to see God through clearer prisms

Undistorted by all things not

All things nothing

All things banal and unforgiving

How do I meet You? 

In the 3 chimney stacks of the power plant

Looming Large

Father

Son

and Holy Spirit

Bring power Grace to the houses

At the end of the power lines

Grace to bring life

To sustain life

You are the mind and heart of the angry and confused

The lost and alone

Leaving for us to find the hurt

Soothe the damage

And bandage stop the bleeding

and give You a chance to heal

We are the doctor’s assistant

Not the healer

That is why you are here…

Within each and every one, in all  living things as well

Inertia  is not really inert

But the the balls that are juggled to create and for the rest of creation

Since the Big Bang

You have been the Space in between

Suspending creation and make it holy

Directing the flow

Accompanying

Guiding the way

You are Ever present

Along the way as we labor and work

To build the Temple to house 

The Triune God

 The midbrain, prefrontal and cerebrum 

Nicely perched at top the basement structure 

Of the primal brain…. 

3 to 4 billion years in the making-

Fear of God -Tuesday, July 31, 2012

I fear loss of you connection..

I fear that I am not good enough and underserving of you presence…

I feel lost and alone

Happy-sad

Because I know there is nothing in the world

That can satisfy this desire that you have created 

In my space in the cosmos.

It is mine, 

All mine to maintain, 

Keep clean

Draw others into…

I do that, for the most part, 

Not well at times…

Something is missing…

Like IVery roaming the house 
Looking for Gunter-

Who died yesterday…

He is not there and will never comeback..

A hole in Ivery’s heart

A bonded mate

Sharing the same space for a time…

The Next Nazis – Industrial Farm Machine – Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Concentrated

Clustered

Congregated

Extra pleasure-

Displaces so many things named God

Choosing taste-only, TV,-only,  games-only, 

Physical relationships-only 

Only criteria:  “it feels good”

Starvation of the Spirit

Extreme hunger for goodness and grace

Famine for the bones…

 “enriched” 60% less for the bones

 GMO

Death from lack of undisputed soul love

Harmless sex-

Makes a potential Soulmate scatter

Recede from view

Vanish

Choose truth from the “get-go”

Love-at-first sight is speaks to the heat

But it must go both ways or it is a lie.

Keep looking 

Time is of the essence

Essence of love is truth.

Nutritious food should tastes good

Not just a concentrated sweetness

By lack of whole food

With essential nutrients industrialize farmed or GMO…genetically modified out

Amino acids are not the same

Modify a protein by change one or two amino acids

and the “key” will no longer fit the “lock”.

So….Industrial Farm Engineers has not strategic plan

For the undigested, miss and mal-formed proteins disposal

Misfits navigate to the brain (memory problems), heart (attack and stoke), immune system (allergies, cancer, joint dysfunction),   

That mentality is that of ignorance…Before Eve…ignorance…

She desired knowledge so much

That she was willing to bite the apple…

God allowed because she shepherded in the next leap in creation..

The midbrain, prefrontal and cerebrum actualization…

Preparing the brain for the initialization of it by the Holy Spirit

The crucifixion being the Bookmark of the event…

The prophet years being the beta test of the structures in the midbrain and frontal, particularly the Insula….

The temple for empathetic thought….

The culmination and the reason for creation…

So if someone really wants to kiss you,

And it would feel so good..

What is the decision…Do it…

No harm in a little kiss

Or If I use this time (another idol to worship)

Displacing time that should be spent 

In the arms of my soulmate…

Hard to do when in the arms of a person

That you know you do not have feelings.

Sip of coke…nothing in it that causes cancer…

Just another betrayal of the immune system-

Who desperately needs tea, coffee, 100% fruit juice..

The list goes on…

But the process should be changed to always pause and reflect 

And only and always follow the path out of ignorance

Truth

Eve knew that the path to good was truth

and the path to evil was to remain in primal thinking..

Ignorance and presumption-

In a world where Carpenters get resurrected — 

Anything can happen-

Help Me Find the Word– Tuesday, July 24, 2012

They are out there 

Somehere

Waiting to be thought

And born into our world

Nature needs nurture

Nature perceives

Low “default” Brain prospective

Where chaos reigns…

Old 

Unreliable

Nurture is the environment

After the thought is free willed through the “Narrow Gate”

Dividing line between the Low brain and High Brain 

The kingdom of the Holy Spirit-

She Felt Hated – Sunday, July 15, 2012

Spinning

Swirling around in space

In a space created by me

Not what I thought it would be

Learned from my Mother how to be…

A servant, she was

And proudly so

Mother-less at four years

She found herself

Alone and frightened

Like Moses, she was imprisoned in a new life

A life of coldness, harshness and fear

The farm chores became the caregiver template

Feelings so primal and tender feelings 

Remained uncorrected 

Undeveloped 

Using her primal filters-

Unreliable and inefficient 

Facing adulthood with a deficit 

To connect with societal ease..

Her brilliance soaked in fear

and fueled by whole grains and produce from the sustainable farm

On the seven acre sustainable farm 

She slaved to clean, cook, launder, plant, grow, harvest and preserve

Her four small needy children needed  and loved her

Much like love a beloved servant

The Garden of Eden

The Abby with the Gregorian Chanting monks

Came to an end after WWII 1953

She lost her Camelot-

Her little ones were growing away

Her duties to them would forever change…

Indoor plumbing, grocery store convenience…

She lost raw dairy, grass-fed chicken and pig

Lost the manure fertilized vegetable garden…

Out side of Eden was a living hell…

The processed dairy became a mangled protein to clog in the brain

Developing dementia

Enriched flour stripped of the germ and bran

Starved the brain function-she became obese

Trying to please her maturing children

Baked the processed refined bread that nourished not the body 

and in the end, no the even the soul…

Her only solace was the daily Mass

A mile walk-

“Days of our Lives” streaming 

and to fill the gap-

Phone time with her friends-

The Glancing Point[2]  Secure – Sunday, July 15, 2012

Next Gen

My beginnings – Born July 29, 1947

Feast day of St Martha

(God’s sense of humor)-

A weekly maternal gestation-

The chanting monks of Subiaco Abby-

Six years of Camelot 

Sustainable Farm in Subiaco

Mass at the  Abby with the Gregorian Chant

The chorus of Benedictines

Ceremonious and solemn-

When as a new born I cried-my brother 

became the caregiver and attachment was secured…

My lot – to help with the garden, feeding and canning chores 

and care for the cats-

Discipline was light to no discipline-

Three brothers, a sister and playmate to be-

Schooling – 1953-65 and marriage 1667 to a tournament male[3] 

Children – 1969 baby girl, 1971, baby boy…

Instead of a sustainable farm to manage and run

What would “Martha” do?

Do all tasks, perfectly-

Never sit down like “Mary” and enjoy the show”

Mary would prioritize, children first

And let the rest fall in place…

The Martha Mom in me took charge and did it all-

A legacy of toil, industry and purposeful resolution

Tasks must be done….(even if Jesus is in the next room)


The children were entertained with a quilt on the floor or Baby Einstein.
[4] 

No caregiver – insecure attachment formed

We are hardwired  to recognize  our caregiver by electronic wiring in the form of speaking and hearing….”take turns” communication.

Without “take-turns” communication, the Martha Mom caregiver becomes seen as an outsider who is suspicious and should be approached with caution or anxious ness, fearfulness or hate. 

Future Generations:

Martha Moms may attempt to correct the basic emotions[5]  of their children so that they will develop to mature behavior. Age 6 to 12  is the incubator  for the germs of compassionate thinking.  

Pre-adolescent mentality – Presumption is often their truth

Overcoming the thought that “If I think a though it must be true,” starts to awaken in the pre-adolescent mind. The mind is now beginning to take another’s point of view in to account.  In a secure attachment, calling to consciousness their self-orientated and egocentric view

Basic filters of extra tender feelings remain in pre-adolescent state, judging others and using a negative spin on gossip, greed, envy, anger.

Enmity for “others” is still hardwired and unless it is corrected compassion and empathy will never develop to refine adult behavior.

Insecure attachment corrections are a difficult obstacles to overcome for a Martha Mom. 

 If not accustomed to “take-turns” communication between mother and child, any suggestions from MM will often be received with suspicion and refutal-

Insecurely attached children see the Martha Mom as an outsider and will resist correction…Tender feelings will hurt, the advise will not be trusted-

A week in Iraq Friday, July 6, 2012

This week has been like a tour in Iraq.  

I hope it is over.

Sometimes days are dry

So dry 

Parched,

As is the temperature outside

People are still bogged in the heart of the evil One-

Their mortal bodies still using their default brain

Like continuing to use a generator after the storm has passed

And the electricity has been restored…

Satisfied and content in their dysfunctionality

Happy trapped int their fly trap

At least the refrigerator is on..

Blind to  a better way

Contently with impaired by ignorance

Dysfunctional and in a faithless mentality 

Certain that their way is the true way

It is what it is and shall remain

In a Fixed Action pattern

Closed to curiosity and possibility..

Taste is the driver for gluttony

If it tastes good, eat it

The ignorance keeps them in their cave

Competent in their in incompetence

Voracity in their underdeveloped consciousness

Throwing darts into the shadows of the night

Knowing that sooner or later at target will be hit

Target shooting works in a world with whole wholesome food

Not so much, with altered, refined food, once whole

Now trapped, happy, TV, movies, novels that “fill” God’s time

Idols – they are, 

Displacing what matters with what matters not

 Putting God “on hold”

Impudent

Mannerless

We are always looking…

But do ever really see?

Kick the can down the road…

The meditational work to be done

Compassion cannot be manufactured in the “default” brain.. 

Only by shutting it down can the meditating “monk” neurons mine the Insula 

and build the muscle of Empathy-

Operating in the default brain is easier

and more pleasurable to the five senses.

The unseen, unfelt work of meditation and prayer…

Neural currency  or grace is only won by shutting down the default brain

We must love one another 

Or die  

It is easier not to do “the hard thing”

“The hard thing is required for the quality of existing now and in the after life..

“Other” ruffles me-

We are hardwired to be suspicious of “other”.

“Others” take away time from “self”-

Takes away from time fillers like TV movies and all the sensory vacuum.

“I love everyone-

Unless they are not like me”

Harmless  chatter about the to my clan

Is not gossip!

“look after my own”

‘It feel good to get angry”…

Why pause and reflect and miss the opportunity to feel…

For a feel satisfaction of “getting even”

And prayer?

That is for dummies

Where do they go?

They are not felt…

They are not seen?

Sometimes He cannot hear us in since He mostly resides in His God-in-a-box

He does not seem to  hear them in there-

Where Have You Been? – Thursday, July 5, 2012

I have been looking for you 

For all time…

and now You are nowhere to be found.

You are gone…

Or is it me who has left you??

Your dwelling place

Unknown

Mindful

Heartful

All of the above

Outside “being” is the world

and Your Holy Spirit won’t be found there..

The world was created to shelter the Spirit

Sanctuary for it 

Not to institutionalize It.

Spirit “work”

Welding new neural pathways

Enlarging “God-ness” from within

Displacing the world

Spark by spark

One neuron at at time…

It is impossible to serve two masters-

Building Empathy – Thursday, July 5, 2012

Empathy

Destroys the enemy of Creation

The Ego 

Spirit-less matter

Abated  by the Spirit 

Humble

The meek

Poor in Spirit

Inherit the Kingdom

The proud

Inherit the earth 

And all of the earthly burdens

and stockpiles of insignificance 

Temporal and Fleeting

Leaving the Spirit within-

Gaunt and forever deficient

Imperfect

Out of empathy flows mercy and justice

Peacemakers know truth-

They are the next-door neighbor to empathy

The next generation 

The rights of passage 

From the low (default) brain dysfunction

To High Brain Heaven. – God’s Kingdom on earth-

The Next Nazis

Industrial Farm Machine – Thursday, July 5, 2012

Concentrate pleasure

At the expense of God’s plan.

Choose taste, TV,  games, relationships 

Based on “it feels good”

Displace what God wants you to do now-

Choose truth

If decision is clouded by ignorance

Truth does not have a chance-

Food that tastes good

Often is concentrated sweetness

With essential nutrients industrialize farmed or GMO…

Genetically Modified out-

That mentality is that of ignorance…

Before Eve…ignorance..

She desired knowledge so much

That she was willing to bite the apple…

God allowed because she shepherd in the next leap in creation…

The Midbrain, prefrontal and cerebrum actualization..

Preparing the brain for the initialization of it by the Holy Spirit

The crucifixion being the Bookmark of the event.

The prophet years being the beta test of the structures in the midbrain znd frontal, particularly the Insula….

The temple for empathetic thought….

The summit and the reason for creation…

So if someone really wants to kiss you,

And it would feel so good..

What is the decision…Do it…

No harm in a little kiss

Or If I use this time (another idol to worship)

I am displacing time that should be spent 

In the arms of my soulmate…

Hard to do when in the arms of a person

That you know you do not feel fondness-.

Sip of coke…nothing in it that causes cancer..

Just another betrayal of the immune system 

Who desperately needs tea, coffee, 100% fruit juice…

The list goes on..

But the process should be changed to always pause and reflect 

And only and always follow the path out of ignorance

Truth

Eve knew that the path to good was truth

and the path to evil was to remain fastened in the past..

Ignorance and presumption-

Waiting – Monday, July 2, 2012

Not knowing

Wondering

Wandering unabated 

Wishing

Regretting

Knowing the alternative is completely quiet

and probably tongue-tied

Optionlessness  

Triumphant…

All that remains is an empty void

Rapture

Craving connection with Him

Hoping He sees my heart

Hoping He hears my prayers

Sabor a Me

Savor me

Remove all senses not of Light

Feel the brightness 

The Glow of Being

Without the intrusion of the world

All that is not God

All that distracts

and draws us outside his circle of grace

Circle of Love

So sweet

So fatherly

Without apprehension or suspense

Or expectations

With Joy unabated-

8:00  Mass – March 29, 2008

Without worry

Without distraction

I heard Your Voice today

You spoke lowly but clearly-

I knew You were there

The bread was broken and

Placed  in my hand

My spirit received You with rejoicing 

Your brokenness healed my brokenness 

From within-

The Artist  – March 29, 2008

He is all things 

In Him all things are held together

Can a painting see and see the Artist?

The mind of Christ, 

The image of God

Came in human form

To bookmark an unseen event

The initialization of the mid brain

The Limbic system

Unlocking footpath for thoughts to escape 

Leaving the agony of the Primal Cave behind….

The dysfunction that has kept man bound in chains

To wade in the mud of earthly worry and anxiety….

Functioning with unreliable, out dated software 

With presumption and best guess 

Criteria for selecting the Leader…

The Truth of the Time

Modus operandi…. later identified 

As the seven deadly sins.-

Ascending beyond the primal brain was the mid-brain and cerebrum

The cathedral of the Kingdom was being built.-

Through the prophet years…

Finally open for business…

Owner’s manual built on the old Testament

The triune Mind of Christ

Snake like stem of the reptiles and old Testament rules…

Mid brain designed to streamline empathy 

and decommission the basal brain thought..

To the cerebral memory…

To  the Kingdom of Heaven-

I Am – March 29, 2008

I am be

I can be

For the joy I have 

I will be

For the time

Be cool

For the time 

Be a fool

But above all things

Just BE. .-

Treasure – 2008

Treasure hidden within

A shroud of Mist

A shroud unknowing 

Reserves concealed within the cavernous subconscious mind.

Consigned with  deliberation…

To be uncovered at a predestined time and place

To be sought…

A hunt…

Like of an Easter egg … 

Anticipation of an episode-

Fashioned with a grand crescendo 

At the dawn of our soul…

From the foundation of time…

The creation schema was laid down…

The genome packed with rations and necessities

To finish mission assigned….

In the Template for Soul’s life labors…

Shards of celestial fire 

Begins at ground zero….The Genome

Gene on a mission-

The first stitch to be knit in the breath of life…

Fully developed become the

Fruits of the Holy Spirit

Impediments…

Those who worship other gods..

Ignorance

Egocentric persona

Distraction destroys “Soul work”…

To mine the genome.

Waste restricts and blocks

Slows down

Or snuffs out the celestial spark….

Flames die out to  cinder…

The Soul wildfire demands spiritedness…

Zeal and the passion of prayer 

Prayers unsaid form a black hole

Of  embers undiscovered 

Inertia…

Hesitation..             

The refusal to “do the hard thing”

Become cowardice and steal all the good that might have been..

Genome is a well-ordered whole

Treasure Island inside

Solemn and thoughtful pirates required…

Fear is a Thief that steals all the good…

 that might have been….William Shakespeare-

Genome – 2008

God creates creation by dwelling in it

Morphing It

Being It

Temporal home formed from

Air

Water

and Rock

Appointed by the thought of God

The Spirit of all things not physical,

Belongs to God

Before the indwelling of the Spirit

 Man was an Earthen Vessel only….

The Heart of being

The egoless Spirit 

The Spirit 

The Chosen DNA became “set aside”

And became the instrument 

The Means 

To transport the Arch of the Covenant

The Holy Grail

The  righteous essence of God 

Married to mankind-

The Greatest Thing – 2008

The greatest thing

Has no arm or legs

No wheels or wings

Was born out of nothingness

Moves mountains-

Shifts sand

Makes erasers out of storms

Roams the universe

Is the Universe

But makes our hearts His home-

Who am I? – April 16, 2008

I keep trying to make myself

Into something that I’m not

Maybe because I have never

Known who I was supposed to be

I can’t give perfectly

I can’t help perfectly

My memory leaks

My thoughts think 

Slowly like molasses

People bore me

Animals scare me

I am tired of being tired

All I want to do is look inside 

And see something there

I see an invisible God

At work melding Creation

Letting me do it my way-

My way has only ever worked

With abundant grace

God is holistic holy love

Complete and unadulterated

He is the space between the molecules

Find your way next to Him

And you will never want to be apart

Afterlife – 2008

Man alone comprehends not 

The afterlife

Man without cognizance of the Spirit 

Knows only clay and dirt

And is content 

and unaware

The Soul is its ticket

We compete to survive

At least,  the fittest do

We eat

We sleep

Afterlife….

After thought….

Genesis – 2008

Conception

The soul’s dawn

The rib of Adam’s genome first

Then Eve softened the cosmic blow..

A Sacred variegation of the clay

Shaped by free will 

The Covenant amorphous

Vague

Nebulas

Faith required to read it

 The God-Mind in mankind-

Saint on Training Wheels – 2008

I look to You for strength    

My mind had made me a prisoner in my body

Boundaries once open and free

Now Narrow…

Feeling that I should be somewhere else

Trapped and hesitating in the darkness 

I ruminate

I recoil

I see myself no more as me

But as a saint-on-training – wheels

Better than Western Medicine alternative  

More drugs..

Plea (Suscipe St Ignatius) – 2008

You have graced me with a soul

This soul and everything it needs

To accomplished Your will 

Ir is Yours…From the start 

I return it to You..

How foolishly I used these gifts 

Thought they were mine

Now Your gifts lie dormant

If I survive this winter of mine

My hope for spring is 

That You will keep giving your Holy love

Use Your gifts with wisdom and courage

And renew our Covenant

Once again-

Where God Lives – 2008

God just didn’t fashion mankind

Out of nothing 

To do nothing

Our purpose does not include 

Spending time worshiping other idols…

Or spending all of our time is thinking “low road” thoughts..

The vineyard without a keeper

Becomes just a plot of overgrown weeds

Vines not producing fruit 

Are pruned 

Collected and destroyed

It is real

Empathy  and kindness become fruit

When “It’s all about me” 

Not enough grace is obtained to purchase

Real estate on the “high road”

One becomes barren

and Lonely

Aimless

Pointless and futile

Covenant is all about Other

No excuse since the Mid brain has been initialized

and open for business..

A harvest of grown by compassion  yields more fruit

God’s Grace is the sap 

That courses through our sacred vines

Reaching out to all those who love Him

And obey His commandments

God is for real-

Desires – April 9, 2008

Lamenting

Mourning

What should have been

But never was

Going back steals time from tomorrow

It is within me to long for and

Settle In the Heart of God …for all eternity

I fear my decisions

 Bad judgment

Tether me to the earth

Wrongs must be righted

Rights must be loved and grown

Forever must wait-

My Head is Heavy – April 9, 2008

My head is heavy

With the lack of my mind

My heart has holes 

That let the love out

I can see with my eyes 

But only darkness

My ears scream for silence

And my mouth obliges

When the fog lifts 

And it always does

And the Delusions surface

Real or imagined?

Indistinguishable-

Unclear – Holy Spirit – 2008

Spirit of Truth

Spirit of Being

Yolks us to God

Exists outside of deceit

Deceit becomes a blister on the soul

A violation 

Displacing the love that could have been….

Reclaim

Recover

Or consequences  remain.

Desire wills love

and love wills desire..

Desire evokes action

Action is the engine of creation

We were created to return to God

Held back by matter

Of this earth

By involving free will—

Making it a sentry

Our choices determine

Whether we return to God or dust

Ego-

Who’s self-control 

Along with the rest of the clan 

Stay behind…

On the Low Road…

 Finding truth is random…

And rare…

CYA default…

The truth is best known by God

Pride and prejudice

The proud

Oh-so-very-Tender feelings

Disallowing true communication with others

Fearing retribution–for fear of perceived insult

Presumption rampant

Holds only a thin slice of God’s truth

Control…reading God’s mind…

Lust….Gluttony

Envy…Coveting and more

Choices made  are in a vacuum of presumption…

Not in trust and faith

Choices made with reason..

God’s eye view

Consequences tend to be

Hassle free

Seamlessly and stressless?

Let it be-

Silence Wakes My Soul – April 9, 2008

Silence awakes my Spirit

Longing to speak with me

Longing to be with me

Noise of the world

Creeps in and confines

Limits…

Muffles the essence…

Blurred intuition…

Hides…

Where to cast the net?

Without the world at hand and accessible….

Daily conclaves

To discuss the 

“The state of Being”

Burden, crosses, victories all..

The weight of the world

Alone

Grace has run dry

Conversations seem out-of-true…

The judges are out and about

Lurking…

Looking…

To trip you up

The energy once piloted… 

Has been pirated by 

A burglar barnacle attached to  the Soul’s core … 

Stealing  energy-

Soul – Lost and Alone April 9, 2008

The soul is mostly

A helpless force

Ego …… Mostly oblivious to the spirit within

At the mercy  

Of our free will

Soul needs to recoil..

Away from the fray, the pack-

The Pity Party has Begun – April 9, 2008

When the world intrudes

and closes in on the space inside

The Spirit Soul weeps

Dies a little..

Sloughs off…

Molts…

It Purges all not sacred…

Mindfully cleanses and purifies…

All worldliness that is not Soul…

Like grapes in a wine press

Crushed

Not heard but felt…

Life, as we knew it. grinds to a halt..

Creation slows to a crawl…

From the soul’s prison

Surge the tears

Soak the ground 

Beneath  Ego’s feet

Unaware

Oblivious

Clueless

“It is all about me-go”-

At the Precipice – 2008

At the precipice

Rock-face cliff

A road blindly leading

To tomorrow

The storms

The blistering heat

The wrong turns

Set backs

Strength drained

Allowing for

Suffering and hardship

Gives rise to truth realized…

Accelerates about prayer

Brings forth…

Stamina and strength

A powerfully built soul can carry the weight of any Cross

Prayer

Energy maker for the soul

Generates grace…

The  fuel for Creation…

The knit-miester for our being-

Eye into the Core – 2008

Peeking inside

The soul holds court

Things seem conflicted

Suffering…Makes extra space for God within

Silence is an amusement park ride

While Ego steers clear and shuns….

Dishonesty and lies take up space reserved  of God

Do not belong…incompatible

Like dirt on a rug

Needs to be shake often

Left undisturbed

Slows God down….

Thorns must be removed for healing to begin…

Or get to be wounds that never heal.

Things that can’t be taken away –

Time, words, or opportunity-

Womb – April 9, 2008

The fertile womb…

“The first shall be last and the last shall be first”

God prospered the Chosen race….

Abraham and Sarah’s progeny 

While Abraham and Hagar’s progeny Ishmael waited to be last

Both to conquer the Americas, 

The baton was passed to the 15th century Catholics

Assisted by  WW II birth control, industrial farming…

 Abraham and Hagar beget Ishmael 

The Last 

The baton was clearly passed to Hagar’s children

The Muslims..They are keeping the New and Everlasting Covenant..

The cradle of civilization

At last, the Muslims hold the fertility card

The Winning ticket

The fertile womb holds the 

Promise of hope in the 

Sage syncopation of the Covenant…

Forms the right to be

Matchless wonder-

Nothingness – April 9, 2008

Nothingness comes in many forms

Love of what can never be….

Hatred exacted on another soul….

Building a mansion with many empty rooms….

Hearing only the voice of Self…

Eyes that look the other way…

Hearts that beat only one beat…

Oneness is born of truth

Veritas-

The Tapestry of Life – 2012

Jewish Legend

Early in the life of our universe, the universe exploded into countless pieces of light and they lodged as sparks in every piece of creation.  Each one has exactly what is needed to repair the world that we can see and touch.  

The tapestry of life 

Woven by the Hand of God

We are the threads

Each thought, word-

Opportunity

Action

Whether be 

Sin or success-

Forever remains

Cannot be taken back

A shard of creation 

Sparks-

We are

With all that is needed to repair the world 

We see and touch

It takes faith to realize this-

Faith – 2008-

Abraham

Abraham knew God so intimately-

That he was willing to sacrifice his son.

A ram caught in the thicket 

Was reward for his faith

Knowing that God always has a purpose

Abraham

The bleeding edge of creation

Obeyed

Lottery

Many spirits are extinguished

Because we fear to take up a cross

Fear the difficulty

Fear the cost

A cross is a lottery ticket to grace 

Grace puts us back 

In the Garden

Three Things You Cannot Take Back – 2008

Time

Words

Opportunity

Lost in time

We have the free will

To choose a cross

Or take the easy road

The road of a coward

Creates inertia

Of Spirit and 

The death to the Soul

Faith Awakens-2012

Faith awakens Grace

A seed 

Deeply planted

Expectedly emerges

Only to be freely lavished 

By the generous rays of the sun

Like the seed

Faith germinated

And virtue and confidence 

Takes on a life of its own

Kindness, compassion

Crosses to carry

Grace to win

Love Who You Are – 2008

We cannot be another animal,

Flea

Or fig

Souls won’t fit

Spirit burdened with 

The temporal load of Ego….

A mind of its own….

Fear and hopelessness

Impale

Impede the growth 

Carefully measured at conception

Loaded and ready to fire

With hope and faith

Taking God by the hand

A discerning mind

Sees life from above

Higher Thoughts

Fruits of the Holy Spirit

Not from The Cave

Of the lower ANS brain…

That mostly thinks with out reason

Justice or altruism

Ego cannot see God

Only Ego self

The Poor in spirit

The Humble

Are Rich in God’s eyes

The core of creation 

Lies the Heart of Jesus and the Mind of God

The Imperishable Germ

Tuesday, March 13, 2012 stopping point

Abused but not dead

Swaddled the grace–

The gentle rays of love

Desire awakens the core

A prefect celestial blueprint 

Opens to a world of possibilities

And consequences

The rain of desire beckons it to grow

But do not awaken it, until it beckons you   (Song of Songs)

Imperishable becomes perishable 

The law of the universe, love

Determines the range of life

The habitat of the soul 

Belongs to tomorrow

Belly Ring – 2008

The big 

Boasting Belly

Landfill for waste-

Scraps

Guilty Pleasure

The unnecessary morsels that

We should have denied ourselves

Or offered up

Like the computer

Unneeded documents

“file save as” – Hogs space

Denying ourselves

Leaves more space 

For our partner Spirit

To do for others

And share in creation

Instead of having it our way…

“God wants me to be happy,

He won’t mind..

Your choice Happy In Hell…

Dichotomy

Skittish Spirit – 2008

The Operation Manual of the Spirit

To open the door

Listen

Be silent

His message is subtle

And can be easily missed

Back ground noise of the world

Drowns our spirit out

And may just drown Him

Red Ribbon – April 2008

Red Ribbon 

Around a heart of gold

Drum beats

Count the miles of life

Keeping thoughts in today

Living in Today

The Now

Assures Tomorrow

Penny Thoughts – 2008

Penny thoughts

Many thoughts

Thoughts of resignation

Thoughts of prayer

It is a mystery 

Where they come from

Will impact where ever they go

One toxic thought 

Can wage a war

Shot like an arrow 

Through the Heart of God

Love is found when 

Thoughts of hate are retracted

Suppressed or

Bundled together 

Kindling for a bonfire

Detaching

Releasing a  duty from Spirit 

Discharging-

Family – June 3 2008

I felt family today

Aunt Rose died-

She brought the fruit

Of her mother Amylia’s vine 

Planted in a dusty Oklahoma Dairy Farm

Rose’s smile was

Amazing

Reflecting her compassionate spirit

All given

Mildness

Ever-smiling

Benevolence untapped

It was this yarn that knitted 

Her clan together 

In an organic tapestry

Perfected by Grace

The last thread was severed

At last-

Wealth was not her happiness

Or in her simple possessions

But in knowing she always did the ‘hard thing’

Difficult times

Integrity

Impeccable reason and will

Subconscious intellect

Held her conscious true

At her funeral I found five 4-leafed clovers

My  “drought” was over

I had not found one for years

It is hard to spot them hidden 

Sometime God just wants to make a statement

About one of his most beloved.-

My Aunt Rose

Beyond the Grounded – June 3 2008

The decent from the Air

God so near-

Up here

The heavens so delicate

Azure tones of 

Lost in memories

Tattooed on the skin

Of my soul

Things lost

Changed or

Broken

But a morsel  remains forever

Fix the broken

Make old the weary and worn out

Work-a-rounds for the lost

Our cries are muffled and faint

When the past becomes the present

God is only out of reach 

When we do not seek him

He heals the broken

Sculpts the changes

Gold nuggets can always be found

In our grief and sadness

Choppy landing 

Proceeds final destination

God is plain as air

Always there

Distant Thunder – June 3 2008

Distant thunder

Warning things to come

Ominous storms

Rain gives grace to the crops

Resurrection storms

Make way for new growth

All ways of watchfulness

Creation marches on

And on

Deserts

Waterfalls

Sunsets

Authored

Intellectual Property 

All are God-Speak

Belongs to God

Driving Grievances Home – June 3 2008

When our faults and failings

Register

We have hit the proverbial nail on the head

Driving the spike deeper

Into the hands of Jesus

Does He ever get used to it?

Sins can be pardoned

But wasted opportunities are lost forever

The consequences remain

Often life altering… 

Pocket stones not thrown

Cultivate elegant grace

Reap the respect, regard and decorum

My Spirit Lives – June 3 2008

My Spirit lives

To be born again

Beyond the impenetrable will

Where reason and the Spirit have jurisdiction 

and rule

Separating Heaven from Hell

Longing to leave the Cave 

of desire and self

Born  of Ignorance

A detention center 

Of pain and sadness

A chrysalis must form

before it can fly…

Creation evolves in  stages

Each stage adds genius

Eventually we find God

Take Up Your Cross – April 16, 2008

We are commissioned

To go out into the world

Each day

We are loving Him

When insults and misunderstandings

Are ignored and 

Roll off our backs

A hateful comment

Can be a “piece of candy”

To the soul inside 

We are loving Him

By giving a gentle hand to guide

A smile

A kind word

Sparks a fire in the soul

Deceit and “What’s in it for me?”

Make a soul vulnerable

To spiritual virus that

Disable

Decay

Leave it helpless 

To iron our distorted thoughts away

Judgment weakens and becomes bad-      

Candy to the Soul – April 16, 2008

We are licensed

Sanctioned

To daily sample the sphere

The realm or of influence

To show what it means to love God

When prayer is everyday all day

In all things

When we rule pride, prejudice, envy and control

When we turn the other cheek

When insults, and misunderstandings 

Roll off our backs

A hateful comment hurled

Un-recanted

Can become a piece of candy

To the Soul inside

By fielding it and turning it to refuse

Pulp fiction it always was

Deceit

Dishonesty

Denies and revenge

Taste so sweet

and becomes sweeter with practice

Rewards of the Fruit of the Holy Spirit

Profit the being

A smile

A kind word

A gentle hand to guide

Sparks a fire in 

The Well Spring of Grace for the Soul

Remaking Myself – April 18 Friday

I keep trying to make myself

Into something that I’m not

Perhaps because I have never known

Who I am in the core of my being

My memory leaks

I can’t give perfectly

I can’t help perfectly

I’m tired of being tired

All I want to do is look inside

And see something there

I see an invisible God

At work in creation

Letting me do it my way

But my way only works 

With abundant grace

Find your way to Him

And you will never want to be apart

Look to God for Strength – April 20, 2008

My mind has become a prison

For my soul

My life

Boundaries not open and free

Constricted

Trapped

FumblingIn the darkness

Feeling that I should be somewhere else

I see myself no more as me

Another someone mostly 

Lost and alone

New Covenant – April 20, 2008 

God has graced me with a soul

This soul and everything it accomplishes

Is done because of you graciousness

How foolishly I used these gifts

And thought they were mine

Now your gifts lie dormant

And I awaken to a new spring

New dawn

Rebirth

Unused Energy 

A will to give back all gifts received

Discernment

Detachment

Courage

And Joy

Thought Catcher – April 20, 2008

I have a defective “pray-er”

I close my eyes to find God 

I see Him there

He is majestic

Kind – all caring

Pleased to see me there

Then some unimportant rumination

Blocks my view

Displacing the wisdom 

That I sought to find

Weeds are pulled-

Vines are pruned to be more fruitful

Vines not producing fruit are taken out

And burned

God’s fuel is the sap that nourishes 

Fruit is pressed into wine

As the fruits- charity and kindness 

Turn into love of neighbor

 Toll Gate on Life Support

April 20, 2008

Toll Road Built on a Promise – 2008

A promise of what will be

The highway-

Easier and faster

It has a gate

Admit only ones 

With ready money to pay the toll

Other roads are free

Freedom costs

But it leads to a fast track

To where you want to be

Rights must be loved and grown

Forever must wait

Holy Spirit – 2008

Desire wills love

Desire sparks action

Spirit of truth

Unconscious connection to God

Truth tracker

Brings to light pretense 

Keeper of the real

Lies thought inconsequential 

May be unseen

Imperceptible

But their consequences remain

Burdened with the matters

Of this earth

A Judgement call

Only tools at hand….

Free will 

God’s Word

And the prophets

Understanding

Observation

Determine who returns to God

Or return to earth

My Soul is shrouded in suffering. 

I am continually offering myself to God by an act of the will.  

He is my power and my strength. 

Will God Still Hear Me?   

April 16, 2008

My Mind is Closing in on Me

The mental mesh is tattered and torn

That is why thoughts

Slip right through

Unable to remain

Will God still hear my prayers-

When my memory runs out?

Soul Smasher – April 16, 2008

The soul is mostly

A helpless being

At the mercy of our free will

Soul morphs daily

Environmental impact amends

Bends and Folds

Sends vibes

To use 

To confuse

To stabilize

Barnacle report

Fleas in the rug

Things that set back

Slow down

Like plaque on teeth

From our daily bread

Soul will get rusty with sin

A consult with Jesus 

Like a trip to the dentist

Teeth cleaning-

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My Story…

It all Started When the Orphan Train Came from New York ‘Foundling’ Home to Subiaco Abby – April 8, 1911~

One evening this summer –

Deep “in the throes” of my Burnout/Depression-

A blank Google page was open, so I typed ‘GOD, PLEASE HELP ME!!’ I hit the enter key and as soon as I did ~ THE PHONE RANG – It was a nun – working with Bridges (Ignatian Spiritual Exercises)!

I had attended an introductory session in the last year, but the timing was not right – It may have been “happenstance” that she followed up ‘at that moment’- but I am so grateful that she called!

Faith Bio of H.T. Wagner Hinkle for Bridges – 2006

Psalm 139 ~ Search me O God, and know my thoughts

Test me and know my anxious thoughts…

1947-1965—Spiritual base:

Fraternal parents (Hebrew & Basque DNA) were immigrants (brave pioneers!) from Slovenia at the turn-of-the-century.

They were ‘transplanted’ in Subiaco Arkansas, a German community established around a Benedictine Abby ~ (complete with chanting monks & Vespers)

My highly scheduled, Slovenian father (Grandson of Butler (CEO) for A Slovenian Nobleman) HAD to be ‘on time’ for Mass – His idea of “on time” was 45 minutes early.

That time filled with reflection and prayer!

I was held captive by the weekly Mass sounds of the Benedictine monks chanting – They were haunting to hear and even now – Hearing the Gregorian Chant – always brings me home to Subiaco…

My mother (Her mother ~ Hebrew from Ulster Ireland and her father ~ a Doctor of Metaphysics & Philosophy (French). Packed with this DNA ~ She arrived as an orphan on one of the Orphan Trains from New York on April 8, 1911. She was adopted by a large German Catholic family in Subiaco. She was devoted to Mary and the Sacred Heart & Consecrating her family in 1938

Which lead her to Henry’s Tavern and eventually to marry Henry Theodore Wagner in 1939 – They farmed a 7-acre sustainable farm, near the Subiaco Abby ~

In 1953 we moved to Little Rock.

They raised 4 children and we all desired and were determined to a ‘higher’ education – We all attended parochial schools through High School.

In grade school, I was always drawn to spirituality at age 8 – I had a “knowing” inside and assumed that I would likely become a nun someday.

I “broke rank” in private education and attended a state school for college. My father insisted that I become a nurse (pre-med was my major) – After 2 years, I chose to marry and we moved to Columbia Missouri for graduate school.

Then Moving to Westminster College, Fulton, MO (10 years) – I received my BS in Education and taught at St. Peter’s elementary school ~ So I could have the summers off with the children. Unfortunately, teaching was not ‘in my Nature’ and therefore not an enriching experience. I never really wanted to be a teacher – only teach, but did so to be with the children all year round ~

This is when I started to use and read the Good News Bible – Always retaining my interest in science, growing plants and cats!

Our children were born: 1969 and 1971…

In the mid 70’ we were invited by the Calloway Band to take on the local True Value Hardware and operated it to mid-’80s – Economic conditions turned down, Callaway Nuclear canceled the 2nd unit and a regional mall was built in Columbia only 25 miles away. These events. removed our business base for the Christmas and the Spring seasons.

With 2 children (about to start college) and $250K in debt – We closed the store and moved to St Louis –

Both of us – started over with 100% commission positions. Thinking back, It did not seem a loss – Nor did it make me anxious – Only quiet confidence. …

Trusting and ‘Trying to shine through our Sorrows and Rise to Love Him still’ –

Likely ‘encoded in my DNA’ as ‘those who went before me’ ~ Pioneers from Europe, starting over and surviving World Wars, Depression –

Using The Abby sounds to find their Center –

That is all I knew – Things seemed to fall in place.

Then, as before, I felt closely connected to God.

In ten years we had paid for 2 college educations, paid the debt on the store.

From 1987 to 2000 I was an ‘Information Systems’ Recruiter (Head Hunter)~

My recruiting business developed into a 2 million dollar business after 13 years with a team of 5 to 8 recruiters – When I left, they gave me a gold St. Joseph’s medal, knowing my devotion to him.

In 1995, we moved to Ladue and remodeled the large basement to an apartment and shop for my Father and Mother, relocating them from Little Rock – to live with us – This was one of the happiest times of my life – Camelot – Like Subiaco!

Knowing that they were safe and allowing us to care for them – My parent’s Rosary reverberated through the floor (as we watched TV above).

This is when I began to pray the rosary in my commute.

I asked my father, Henry, to make a finger rosary out of some of the wood from his shop – The Rosary saw us through life’s travails – always!

My father died in 1998 and our mother moved to Tulsa to live with my sister.

I was at the top 13-year of a High Functioning Project Manager of 5-8 recruiters, ‘comradery & synergy’! When the ‘KNOWING INSIDE’ signaled that it was time to make a change!

In 1999 – This is when I first started to look around and say “God, where are you??”

I was LED to move out of our home in Ladue & was recruited by STARTUP Company for as Director of The job was Director of Recruiting for a ‘From-Scratch Recruiting Department’ in a company that was developing an electronic platform for the mortgage industry ~ which had a “downturn” in 2003 ~

Still recruiting to build this software platform, but the Downturn only made things worse – Recruiters laid off, High Stress, but still determined to do the job!

The likely beginning of the ‘Perfect Storm’ ~

In 2000, I changed my diet from Total Cereal (1/2 dairy) to Protein Powder (Body-food only), Modern CAFO-GMO Yogurt, Milk and Fruit!

I soon began to experience ‘Cognitive Burnout’ It took me 17 years to figure the Brain – CAFO-GMO food connection!

Dodging Darts of Western Medicine and Fear Mongering 

MANIC IS ALL BAD – Without taking into consideration 100 years of Amazing Pioneer DNA ~ Nor was the CAFO-GMO (missing ‘Plant Protein & Seafood Protein for the CNS & Prefrontal Cognitive Brain! CAFO-GMO Muscle meat was the ONLY PROTEIN and White Bread – Their Daily Bread! (Refined with ‘Disease-Causing Carbs) and only 2 grams of Plant protein!

But like ‘Chiron’. In Greek mythology, Chiron was wounded by Hercules. Though he was immortal, it is said that he invented medicine in order to heal himself. Chiron was also the teacher of the hero, Achilles, who was thought to have had some special medical knowledge-Sept. 16, 2002

In 2002, I read Psalms a lot, particularly in the middle of the night when I could not sleep…

My sister and her husband were struggling after our Mother died in 2001…

In April 2005, my husband’s team left ML to open office for a competitor,

** The next week his father suddenly died from an aneurysm …

** The next week my company sold & they wanted me to travel to Cleveland to spearhead hiring 300 people…

** The next week my daughter had a miscarriage…

** The next week my cousin’s house burned…

All of this was on top of me being totally ‘burned out’ ~ working 12 hour days for the previous year.

2005-2006 were particularly difficult years.

I finally retired – BURNED-OUT~ (Cognitive)

This began my Journey into DARKNESS-

and began my experience into THE ‘DARK-SIDE’ OF WESTERN MEDICINE (PHARMA)

combined with a stressful job (Cortisol)

and the REVENGES OF THE SAD (DEAD) AMERICAN DIET – CAFO PROCESSED GMO FOODS!

TOO MUCH (GMO fed) ANIMAL PROTEIN (MUSCLE MEAT), TOO LITTLE (Unaltered) PLANT PROTEIN – MIA! Not enough Seafood Protein!

DUE TO OVER-MILLING

OVER-HEATING (Pasteurization and Roasting of raw Nuts, seeds UNCLEAN-NOT SOAKED)

and GMO grains – (Magnifying the Glutens and Lectins) as well as the grain itself.

AND THE MOST DAMAGING…

POSSIBLE CONTRIVANCES OF THE ‘MEAT & DAIRY CARTEL’???

Western Medical ‘professionals’

Did NOT take INTO ACCOUNT-THE ‘GIFT’ OF MY INHERITED DNA! and MY CHOICE OF THE SAD (CAFO) AMERICAN DIET…

THE PERFECT STORM TO CAUSE ‘COGNITIVE BURNOUT!’

I spent many hours reading scriptures, particularly the Prophets.

Also, participated in 2 year-long Bible studies of Genesis and Romans, Revelations …

After 17 years, Slow recover my spirit and  my cognitive skills.

Now years of Research of the Dangers of Industrial Farm Methods, Starting a business to help create awareness of GMO, Over-Milling grains, Heat-Altering & EXCESS of them all…

Through these years I would characterize my spiritual journey as by-the-book Catholic.

To this day, I cannot remember missing Sunday Mass ever; prayers before meals and maybe a few brief night prayers.

I now go to confession more often (FREE THERAPY!)

I often longed to find a spiritual community that my family experienced at Holy Souls. We came close at St. Peter’s, in Fulton, but can’t seem to find in St. Louis.

I pray the Rosary and The Divine Chaplet daily and I have read Henri Nowen, Tom Merton, St Theresa of Avila.

The Fatima Garden at the Carmelite Monastery & At Mother of Good Council Nursing Home are my Joy and my responsibility to Plant, weed & water…

I still feel like I am chasing after God.

After LOOSING 2 very close SINGLE (FROM DIVORCE) NEPHEWS – (to taking their own lives)

RELYING ON TAINTED INDUSTRIAL MEAT and ‘MOLD-LIKE’ MODERN DAIRY…

My cognitive mind was slowly burned out

With NO NEW SUPPLIES OF PLANT PROTEIN and FISH TO MAINTAIN and RESTORE IT.

HE (some say God) fed the ‘multitudes ‘ with Barley Loaves & Fishes ~ (Not Altered CAFO-GMO) – Just natural Ancient grains (plant protein) and Seafood (both oil & protein)

Why I do this – The story of Billy…

The End to Senseless Loss of Lives – END to GMO & SAVE US ALL and Donuts & Return to Sanity!…        THE WALL TO BE TAKEN DOWN-GMO

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“Tell me what you eat and I will tell you what you are”…

Anthelme Brillat-Savarin wrote, in Physiologie du Gout, ou Meditations de Gastronomie Transcendante, 1826: “Dis-moi ce que tu manges, je te dirai ce que tu es.”

Confession-


Dee Hinkle Aug 18, 7:58 AM hippocampus…Jacob wrestled with A Man until dawn (of civilization ) & would not let him go until the Man gave him his blessing (father of the chosen race)..  He was given the blessing but his hip was thrown out of socket.  Hippocampus is the structure in the midbrain that is very essential to taking implicit thoughts and storing them in the explicit memory (autobiographical ) in the right hemisphere of the brain.

Dee Hinkle Today, 10:51 AM

Dee Hinkle Today, 10:52 AM  (does not participate in the child rearing)

Dee Hinkle Today, 11:35 AM  research shows That the Baby Einstein concept is  failure..like speaking a foreign language 

  All the while displaces any meaningful  attachment behavior

Dee Hinkle Today, 11:51 AM  Stage 3  –  6 years to 12 years

Plato’s analogy of “the Cave”

Concrete Operations (6/7 to 11/12)-PreAdolescent mentality- Immature thinking that is to be corrected to enable “Theory of Mind” (compassion for other) mentality to emerge…

As opposed to Pre-operational (adolescent) children, children in the concrete operations stage are able to take another’s point of view and take into account more than one perspective simultaneously. They can also represent transformations as well as static situations. Although they can understand concrete problems, As opposed to Pre-operational (pre-adolescence) children, children in the concrete operations stage are able to take another’s point of view and take into account more than one perspective simultaneously. They can also represent transformations as well as static situations. Although they can understand concrete problems,Piaget would argue that they cannot yet perform on abstract problems, and that they do not consider all of the logically possible outcomes.

Dee Hinkle Jul 5, 8:43 PM  The text of St. Matthew 5 runs as follows:

Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. (Verse 3)

Blessed are the meek: for they shall possess the land. (Verse 4)

Blessed are they who mourn: for they shall be comforted. (Verse 5)

Blessed are they that hunger and thirst after justice: for they shall have their fill. (Verse 6)

Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy. (Verse 7)

Blessed are the clean of heart: for they shall see God. (Verse 8)

Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God. (Verse 9)

Blessed are they that suffer persecution for justice’ sake, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. (Verse 10)

Prose-a-Try in Motion 2012 The Chemist – and 2008-Inspirational Verse!

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Afternoon prayers:

The Chemist

A few years ago, 

Before the Big Bang,

Was God bored?

He found that certain elements?

Stick to His being

Like lint to fabric 

Or mist to the air,

He relished the idea of welding

Knitting disparate objects together

Modern art was born

All stuck together

A star became

The mass exploded 

 First imploding 

Then exploding 

Like a tsunami

Projectile-ing  all of the balls of lint

Mathematically, each element 

Aligned itself

positive and negative charges aligning 

Because the had nothing else to do

Instinct demanded conformance

And performed

Not by themselves 

But with God all around

One became two

The ball began to roll

Before you knew it – Adam and Eve were born..

The elements arranged and aligned perfectly

Flesh upon flesh 

Bone upon bone had become 

A rolling stone

A house a home from a rolling stone

God exactly not in is

But in between

In between the rocks and into balls and fire

 The spirit, at first

On equal footing with the clay

Task at hand 

To mold, to hold and make a nest of twigs and twine

From the molten mass

God caught in his hand

To get the chemistry right..

Sin offerings had to be made 

When the fabric was torn

Or 

When the the ball of lint would not give 

To build the nest

Spirit relying on good information from prayer

Scurried to make repairs and find new subject matter

To subject

All good thing come to those that wait

So that is what the Spirit chose to do

The Prophets warned

To do “the hard thing” and complete their Hebrew nests

The Harsh heavenly winter was a horizon away

A day of reckoning for those under developed minds

Clinging to comfort and pleasure

Leisure

Could not compete to the seasoned,  blessed and righteous hoard

All doped up on grace

Catapulted mortal into the human race

The Hebrews “got it” and  recognized sinfulness

Knit  new neural tissue 

and forever change their brain

Which means, when “exact” copies are made

When sperm and egg unite

“doing the hard thing”  hands over much growth to the next generation

Where as sloth, miserliness, distrust, lethargy surrenders to death

Reap the wrath of God..

The Bookmark-Crucifixion

The event: the initialization of the Holy Spirit

The evolution of the Midbrain, Prefrontal and Cerebrum had finally reached the point 

for All to participate in this functionality beyond the primal brain stem

Ir is because of you crucified your Flesh

To broadcast and make public this availability of this new mental functionality

My roommate 

and you are the space that fills the room and allows the relation to abide in love…

8:00  Mass -March 29, 2008

Without worry

Without distraction

I heard Your Voice today

You spoke lowly but clearly-

I knew You were there

The bread was broken and

Placed  in my hand

My spirit received You with rejoicing 

Your brokenness healed my brokenness 

From within…

The Artist – March 29, 2008

He is all things 

In Him all things are held together

Can a painting see and see the Artist?

The mind of Christ, 

The image of God

Came in human form

To bookmark an unseen event

The initialization of the mid brain

The Limbic system

Unlocking footpath for thoughts to escape 

Leaving the agony of the Primal Cave behind….

The dysfunction that has kept man bound in chains

To wade in the mud of earthly worry and anxiety….

Functioning with unreliable, out dated software 

With presumption and best guess 

Criteria for selecting the Leader…

The Truth of the Time

Modus operandi…. later identified 

As the seven deadly sins.-

Ascending beyond the primal brain was the mid-brain & cerebrum

The cathedral of the Kingdom was being built.-

Through the prophet years…

Finally open for business…

Owner’s manual built on the old Testament

The triune Mind of Christ

Snake like stem of the reptiles and old Testament rules…

Mid brain designed to streamline empathy 

and decommission the basal brain thought..

To the cerebral memory…

To  the Kingdom of Heaven

I Am – March 29, 2008

I am be

I can be

For the joy I have 

I will be

For the time

Be cool

For the time 

Be a fool

But above all things

Just BE. 

Treasure – 2008

Treasure hidden within

A shroud of Mist

A shroud unknowing 

Reserves concealed within the cavernous subconscious mind.

Consigned with  deliberation…

To be uncovered at a predestined time and place

To be sought…

A hunt…

Like of an Easter egg … 

Anticipation of an episode-

Fashioned with a grand crescendo 

At the dawn of our soul…

From the foundation of time…

The creation schema was laid down…

The genome packed with rations and necessities

To finish mission assigned….

In the Template for Soul’s life labors…

Shards of celestial fire 

Begins at ground zero….The Genome

Gene on a mission-

The first stitch to be knit in the breath of life…

Fully developed become the

Fruits of the Holy Spirit

Impediments…

Those who worship other gods..

Ignorance 

Egocentric persona

Distraction destroys “Soul work”…

To mine the genome.

Waste restricts and blocks

Slows down

Or snuffs out the celestial spark….

Flames die out to  cinder…

The Soul wildfire demands spiritedness…

Zeal and the passion of prayer 

Prayers unsaid form a black hole

Of  embers undiscovered 

Inertia…

Hesitation..             

The refusal to “do the hard thing”

Become cowardice and steal all the good that might have been..

Genome is a well-ordered whole

Treasure Island inside

Solemn and thoughtful pirates required…

Fear is a Thief that steals all the good…

 that might have been….William Shakespeare

Genome – 2008

God creates creation by dwelling in it

Morphing It

Being It

Temporal home formed from

Air

Water

and Rock

Appointed by the thought of God

The Spirit of all things not physical,

Belongs to God

Before the indwelling of the Spirit

 Man was an Earthen Vessel only….

The Heart of  being

The egoless Spirit 

The Spirit 

The Chosen DNA became “set aside”

And became the instrument 

The Means 

To transport the Arch of the Covenant

The Holy Grail

The  righteous essence of God 

Married to mankind

The Greatest Thing – 2008

The greatest thing

Has no arm or legs

No wheels or wings

Was born out of nothingness

Moves mountains-

Shifts sand

Makes erasers out of storms

Roams the universe

Is the Universe

But makes our hearts His home

Who am I? – April 16, 2008

I keep trying to make myself

Into something that I’m not

Maybe because I have never

Known who I was supposed to be

I can’t give perfectly

I can’t help perfectly

My memory leaks

My thoughts think 

Slowly like molasses

People bore me

Animals scare me

I am tired of being tired

All I want to do is look inside 

And see something there

I see an invisible God

At work melding Creation

Letting me do it my way-

My way has only ever worked

With abundant grace

God is holistic holy love

Complete and unadulterated

He is the space between the molecules

Find your way next to Him

And you will never want to be apart

Afterlife – 2008

Man alone comprehends not 

The afterlife

Man without cognizance of the Spirit 

Knows only clay and dirt

And is content 

and unaware

The Soul is its ticket

We compete to survive

At least,  the fittest do

We eat

We sleep

Afterlife….

After thought….

Genesis – 2008

Conception

The soul’s dawn

The rib of Adam’s genome first

Then Eve softened the cosmic blow..

A Sacred variegation of the clay

Shaped by free will 

The Covenant amorphous

Vague 

Nebulas 

Faith required to read it

 The God-Mind in mankind-

Saint on Training Wheels – 2008

I look to You for strength

My mind had made me a prisoner in my body

Boundaries once open and free

Now Narrow…

Feeling that I should be somewhere else

Trapped and hesitating in the darkness 

I ruminate

I recoil

I see myself no more as me

But as a saint-on-training – wheels

Better than Western Medicine alternative  

More drugs..

Plea (Suscipe St Ignatius) – 2008

You have graced me with a soul

This soul and everything it needs

To accomplished Your will 

Ir is Yours…From the start 

I return it to You..

How foolishly I used these gifts 

Thought they were mine

Now Your gifts lie dormant

If I survive this winter of mine

My hope for spring is 

That You will keep giving your Holy love

Use Your gifts with wisdom and courage

And renew our Covenant

Once again

Where God Lives – 2008

God just didn’t fashion mankind

Out of nothing 

To do nothing

Our purpose does not include 

Spending time worshiping other idols…

Or spending all of our time is thinking “low road” thoughts..

The vineyard without a keeper

Becomes just a plot of overgrown weeds

Vines not producing fruit 

Are pruned 

Collected and destroyed

It is real

Empathy  and kindness become fruit

When “It’s all about me” 

Not enough grace is obtained to purchase

Real estate on the “high road”

One becomes barren

and Lonely

Aimless

Pointless and futile

Covenant is all about Other

No excuse since the Mid brain has been initialized

and open for business..

A harvest of grown by compassion  yields more fruit

God’s Grace is the sap 

That courses through our sacred vines

Reaching out to all those who love Him

And obey His commandments

God is for real

Desires April 9, 2008

Lamenting 

Mourning

What should have been

But never was

Going back steals time from tomorrow

It is within me to long for and

Settle In the Heart of God …for all eternity

I fear my decisions

 Bad judgment

Tether me to the earth

Wrongs must be righted

Rights must be loved and grown

Forever must wait-

My Head is Heavy – April 9, 2008

My head is heavy

With the lack of my mind

My heart has holes 

That let the love out

I can see with my eyes 

But only darkness

My ears scream for silence

And my mouth obliges

When the fog lifts 

And it always does

And the Delusions surface

Real or imagined?

Indistinguishable

Unclear

Holy Spirit – 2008

Spirit of Truth

Spirit of being

Yolks us to God

Exists outside of deceit

Deceit becomes a blister on the soul

A violation 

Displacing the love that could have been….

Reclaim

Recover 

Or consequences  remain.

Desire wills love

and love wills desire..

Desire evokes action

Action is the engine of creation

We were created to return to God

Held back by matter

Of this earth

By involving free will—

Making it a sentry

Our choices determine

Whether we return to God or dust

Ego-

Who’s self-control 

Along with the rest of the clan 

Stay behind…

On the Low Road…

 Finding truth is random…

And rare…

CYA default…

The truth is best known by God

Pride and prejudice

The proud

Oh-so-very-Tender feelings

Disallowing true communication with others

Fearing retribution–for fear of perceived insult

Presumption rampant

Holds only a thin slice of God’s truth

Control…reading God’s mind…

Lust….Gluttony

Envy…Coveting and more

Choices made  are in a vacuum of presumption…

Not in trust and faith

Choices made with reason..

God’s eye view

Consequences tend to be

Hassle free

Seamlessly and stressless?

Let it be

Silence Wakes My Soul – April 9, 2008

Silence awakes my Spirit

Longing to speak with me

Longing to be with me

Noise of the world

Creeps in and confines

Limits…

Muffles the essence…

Blurred intuition…

Hides…

Where to cast the net?

Without the world at hand and accessible….

Daily conclaves

To discuss the 

“The state of Being”

Burden, crosses, victories all..

The weight of the world

Alone

Grace has run dry

Conversations seem out-of-true…

The judges are out and about

Lurking…

Looking…

To trip you up

The energy once piloted… 

Has been pirated by 

A burglar barnacle attached to  the Soul’s core … 

Stealing  energy-

Soul – Lost and Alone – April 9, 2008

The soul is mostly

A helpless force

Ego …… Mostly oblivious to the spirit within

At the mercy  

Of our free will

Soul needs to recoil..

Away from the fray, the pack…

The Pity Party has Begun – April 9, 2008

When the world intrudes

and closes in on the space inside

The Spirit Soul weeps

Dies a little..

Sloughs off…

Molts…

It Purges all not sacred…

Mindfully cleanses and purifies…

All worldliness that is not Soul…

Like grapes in a wine press

Crushed

Not heard but felt…

Life, as we knew it. grinds to a halt..

Creation slows to a crawl…

From the soul’s prison

Surge the tears

Soak the ground 

Beneath  Ego’s feet

Unaware

Oblivious 

Clueless

“It is all about me-go”-

At the Precipice – 2008

At the precipice

Rock face cliff

A road blindly leading

To tomorrow

The storms

The blistering heat

The wrong turns

Set backs

Strength drained

Allowing for

Suffering and hardship

Gives rise to truth realized…

Accelerates about prayer

Brings forth…

Stamina and strength

A powerfully built soul can carry the weight of any Cross

Prayer

Energy maker for the soul

Generates grace…

The  fuel for Creation…

The knit-miester for our being-

Eye into the Core – 2008

Peeking inside

The soul holds court

Things seem conflicted

Suffering…Makes extra space for God within

Silence is an amusement park ride

While Ego steers clear and shuns….

Dishonesty and lies take up space reserved  of God

Do not belong…incompatible

Like dirt on a rug

Needs to be shake often

Left undisturbed

Slows God down….

Thorns must be removed for healing to begin…

Or get to be wounds that never heal.

Things that can’t be taken away – Time, words, or opportunity-

Womb – April 9, 2008

The fertile womb…

“The first shall be last and the last shall be first”

God prospered the Chosen races….

Abraham and Sarah’s progeny 

While Abraham and Hagar’s progeny Ishmael waited to be last

Both to conquer the Americas, 

The baton was passed to the 15th century Catholics

Assisted by  WW II birth control, industrial farming…

 Abraham and Hagar beget Ishmael 

The Last 

The baton was clearly passed to Hagar’s children

The Muslims..They are keeping the New and Everlasting Covenant..

The cradle of civilization

At last, the Muslims hold the fertility card

The Winning ticket

The fertile womb holds the 

Promise of hope in the 

Sage syncopation of the Covenant…

Forms the right to be

Matchless wonder

Nothingness – April 9, 2008

Nothingness comes in many forms

Love of what can never be….

Hatred exacted on another soul….

Building a mansion with many empty rooms….

Hearing only the voice of Self…

Eyes that look the other way…

Hearts that beat only one beat…

Oneness is born of truth

Veritas

The Tapestry of Life – 2008

Jewish Legend

Early in the life of our universe, the universe exploded into countless pieces of light and they lodged as sparks in every piece of creation.  Each one has exactly what is needed to repair the world that we can see and touch.  

The tapestry of life 

Woven by the Hand of God

We are the threads

Each thought, word-

Opportunity

Action 

Whether be 

Sin or success-

Forever remains

Cannot be taken back

A shard of creation 

Sparks-

We are

With all that is needed to repair the world 

We see and touch

It takes faith to realize this.

Faith

Abraham – 2008

Abraham knew God so intimately-

That he was willing to sacrifice his son.

A ram caught in the thicket 

Was reward for his faith

Knowing that God always has a purpose

Abraham

The bleeding edge of creation

Obeyed

Lottery

Many spirits are extinguished

Because we fear to take up a cross

Fear the difficulty

Fear the cost

A cross is a lottery ticket to grace 

Grace puts us back 

In the Garden

Three Things You Cannot Take Back

Time

Words

Opportunity

Lost in time

We have the free will

To choose a cross

Or take the easy road

The road of a coward

Creates inertia

Of Spirit and 

The death to the Soul

Faith Awakens

Faith awakens Grace

A seed 

Deeply planted

Expectedly emerges

Only to be freely lavished 

By the generous rays of the sun

Like the seed

Faith germinated

And virtue and confidence 

Takes on a life of its own

Kindness, compassion

Crosses to carry

Grace to win

Love Who You Are – 2008

We cannot be another animal,

Flea

Or fig

Souls won’t fit

Spirit burdened with 

The temporal load of Ego….

A mind of its own….

Fear and hopelessness

Impale

Impede the growth 

Carefully measured at conception

Loaded and ready to fire

With hope and faith

Taking God by the hand

A discerning mind

Sees life from above

Higher Thoughts

Fruits of the Holy Spirit

Not from The Cave

Of the lower ANS brain…

That mostly thinks with out reason

Justice or altruism

Ego Cannot See God – 2008

Only Ego self

The Poor in spirit

The Humble

Are Rich in God’s eyes

The core of creation 

Lies the Heart of Jesus and the Mind of God

The Imperishable Germ -Tuesday, March 13, 2012

A stopping point

Abused but not dead

Swaddled the grace–

The gentle rays of love

Desire awakens the core

A prefect celestial blueprint 

Opens to a world of possibilities

And consequences

The rain of desire beckons it to grow

But do not awaken it, until it beckons you   (Song of Songs)

Imperishable becomes perishable 

The law of the universe, love

Determines the range of life

The habitat of the soul 

Belongs to tomorrow

Belly Ring – 2008

The big boasting Belly

Landfill for waste-

Scraps

Guilty Pleasure

The unnecessary morsels that

We should have denied ourselves

Or offered up

Like the computer

Unneeded documents

“file save as” – Hogs space

Denying ourselves

Leaves more space 

For our partner Spirit

To do for others

And share in creation

Instead of having it our way…

“God wants me to be happy,

He won’t mind..

Your choice Happy In Hell…

Dichotomy 

Skittish Spirit – 2008

The Operation Manual of the Spirit

To open the door

Listen

Be silent

His message is subtle

And can be easily missed

Back ground noise of the world

Drowns our spirit out

And may just drown Him

Red Ribbon – 2008

April 2008

Red Ribbon 

Around a heart of gold

Drum beats

Count the miles of life

Keeping thoughts in today

Living in Today

The Now

Assures Tomorrow

Penny Thoughts2008

Penny thoughts

Many thoughts

Thoughts of resignation

Thoughts of prayer

It is a mystery 

Where they come from

Will impact where ever they go

One toxic thought 

Can wage a war

Shot like an arrow 

Through the Heart of God

Love is found when 

Thoughts of hate are retracted

Suppressed or

Bundled together 

Kindling for a bonfire

Detaching 

Releasing a  duty from Spirit 

Discharging-

Family – June 3 2008

I felt family today

Aunt Rose died-

She brought the fruit

Of her mother Amylia’s vine 

Planted in a dusty Oklahoma Dairy Farm

Rose’s smile was

Amazing

Reflecting her compassionate spirit

All given

Mildness

Ever-smiling

Benevolence untapped

It was this yarn that knitted 

Her clan together 

In an organic tapestry

Perfected by Grace

The last thread was severed

At last-

Wealth was not her happiness

Or in her simple possessions

But in knowing she always did the ‘hard thing’

Difficult times

Integrity 

Impeccable reason and will

Subconscious intellect

Held her conscious true

At her funeral I found five 4-leafed clovers

My  “drought” was over

I had not found one for years

It is hard to spot them hidden 

Sometime God just wants to make a statement

About one of his most beloved.-

My Aunt Rose

Beyond the Grounded – June 3 2008

The decent from the Air

God so near-

Up here

The heavens so delicate

Azure tones of 

Lost in memories

Tattooed on the skin

Of my soul

Things lost

Changed or

Broken

But a morsel  remains forever

Fix the broken

Make old the weary and worn out

Work-a-rounds for the lost

Our cries are muffled and faint

When the past becomes the present

God is only out of reach 

When we do not seek him

He heals the broken

Sculpts the changes

Gold nuggets can always be found

In our grief and sadness

Choppy landing 

Proceeds final destination

God is plain as air

Always there

Distant Thunder June 3 2008

Distant thunder

Warning things to come

Ominous storms

Rain gives grace to the crops

Resurrection storms

Make way for new growth

All ways of watchfulness

Creation marches on

And on

Deserts

Waterfalls

Sunsets

Authored 

Intellectual Property 

All are God-Speak

Belongs to God

Driving Grievances Home – June 3 2008

When our faults and failings

Register

We have hit the proverbial nail on the head

Driving the spike deeper

Into the hands of Jesus

Does He ever get used to it?

Sins can be pardoned

But wasted opportunities are lost forever

The consequences remain

Often life altering… 

Pocket stones not thrown

Cultivate elegant grace

Reap the respect, regard and decorum

My Spirit Lives – June 3 2008

My Spirit lives

To be born again

Beyond the impenetrable will

Where reason & the Spirit have jurisdiction 

and rule

Separating Heaven from Hell

Longing to leave the Cave 

of desire and self

Born  of Ignorance

A detention center 

Of pain and sadness

A chrysalis must form

before it can fly…

Creation evolves in  stages

Each stage adds genius

Eventually we find God

Take Up Your Cross – April 16, 2008

We are commissioned

To go out into the world

Each day

We are loving Him

When insults and misunderstandings

Are ignored and 

Roll off our backs

A hateful comment

Can be a “piece of candy”

To the soul inside 

We are loving Him

By giving a gentle hand to guide

A smile

A kind word

Sparks a fire in the soul

Deceit and “What’s in it for me?”

Make a soul vulnerable

To spiritual virus that

Disable

Decay

Leave it helpless 

To iron our distorted thoughts away

Judgment weakens and becomes bad-      

Candy to the Soul – April 16, 2008

We are licensed

Sanctioned

To daily sample the sphere

The realm or of influence

To show what it means to love God

When prayer is everyday all day

In all things

When we rule pride, prejudice, envy and control

When we turn the other cheek

When insults, and misunderstandings 

Roll off our backs

A hateful comment hurled

Un-recanted 

Can become a piece of candy

To the Soul inside

By fielding it and turning it to refuse

Pulp fiction it always was

Deceit

Dishonesty 

Denies and revenge

Taste so sweet

and becomes sweeter with practice

Rewards of the Fruit of the Holy Spirit

Profit the being

A smile

A kind word

A gentle hand to guide

Sparks a fire in 

The Well Spring of Grace for the Soul

Remaking Myself – April 18 Friday

I keep trying to make myself

Into something that I’m not

Perhaps because I have never known

Who I am in the core of my being

My memory leaks

I can’t give perfectly

I can’t help perfectly

I’m tired of being tired

All I want to do is look inside

And see something there

I see an invisible God

At work in creation

Letting me do it my way

But my way only works 

With abundant grace

Find your way to Him

And you will never want to be apart

Look to God for Strength – April 20, 2008

My mind has become a prison

For my soul

My life

Boundaries not open and free

Constricted

Trapped 

FumblingIn the darkness

Feeling that I should be somewhere else

I see myself no more as me

Another someone mostly 

Lost and alone

New Covenant – April 20, 2008 

God has graced me with a soul

This soul and everything it accomplishes

Is done because of you graciousness

How foolishly I used these gifts

And thought they were mine

Now your gifts lie dormant

And I awaken to a new spring

New dawn

Rebirth

Unused Energy 

A will to give back all gifts received

Discernment

Detachment

Courage 

And Joy

Thought Catcher – April 20, 2008

I have a defective “pray-er”

I close my eyes to find God 

I see Him there

He is majestic

Kind – all caring

Pleased to see me there

Then some unimportant rumination

Blocks my view

Displacing the wisdom 

That I sought to find

Weeds are pulled-

Vines are pruned to be more fruitful

Vines not producing fruit are taken out

And burned

God’s fuel is the sap that nourishes 

Fruit is pressed into wine

As the fruits- charity and kindness 

Turn into love of neighbor

 Toll Gate on Life Support – April 20, 2008

Toll road built on a promise

A promise of what will be

The highway-

Easier and faster

It has a gate

Admit only ones 

With ready money to pay the toll

Other roads are free

Freedom costs

But it leads to a fast track

To where you want to be

Rights must be loved and grown

Forever must wait

Holy Spirit

Desire wills love

Desire sparks action

Spirit of truth

Unconscious connection to God

Truth tracker

Brings to light pretense 

Keeper of the real

Lies thought inconsequential 

May be unseen

Imperceptible

But their consequences remain

Burdened with the matters

Of this earth

A Judgement call

Only tools at hand….

Free will 

God’s Word

And the prophets

Understanding 

Observation

Determine who returns to God

Or return to earth

My Soul is shrouded in suffering. 

I am continually offering myself to God by an act of the will.  

He is my power and my strength. 

Will God Still Hear Me? – April 16, 2008

My mind is closing in on me

The mental mesh is tattered and torn

That is why thoughts

Slip right through

Unable to remain

Will God still hear my prayers-

When my memory runs out?

Soul Smasher – April 16, 2008

The soul is mostly

A helpless being

At the mercy of our free will

Soul morphs daily

Environmental impact amends

Bends  and Folds

Sends vibes

To use 

To confuse

To stabilize

Barnacle report

Fleas in the rug

Things that set back

Slow down

Like plaque on teeth

From our daily bread

Soul will gets rusty with sin

A consult with Jesus 

Like a trip to the dentist

Teeth cleaning-

Confession-

Digestive System not Equipped to ‘Unlock’ Preserved Foods or Heat-altered Trans Fats-Leads to Obesity-List of 7 Preservatives and Additives to Avoid-

Do preservatives affect digestion?

The chemical preservatives in food greatly affect digestion, absorption and elimination….

Our digestive system is not equipped to ‘unlock’ added preservatives and altered fats used to prolong the life of our food, therefore we do not fully digest foods preserved in this way.   This leads to undigested substrates and obesity

Jul 24, 2016

Both, natural and chemical preservatives are categorized into 3 types:

  • Antimicrobials that destroy or delay the growth of bacteria, yeast and molds. E.g. nitrites and nitrates prevent botulism in meat products. Sulfur dioxide prevents further degradation in fruits, wine and beer. Benzoates and sorbates are anti-fungals used in jams, salads, cheese and pickles.
  • Anti-oxidants that slow or stop the breakdown of fats and oils in food that happens in the presence of oxygen(Oxidation) leading to rancidity. Examples of anti-oxidants include BHT, BHA, TBHQ, and propyl gallate.
  • Anti-enzymatic preservatives that block the enzymatic processes such as Food preservatives are classified as:
  • Class I preservatives or the natural preservatives such as salt, sugar, vinegar, syrup, spices, honey and edible oil and
  • Class II preservatives or the chemical preservatives such as benzoates, sorbates, nitrites and nitrates of sodium or potassium, sulfites, glutamates, glycerides and the like.
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The food standards regulations require that not more than one class II preservative to be used on one particular food item.ripening occurring in foodstuffs even after harvest. E.g. Erythorbic acid and citric acid stop the action of enzyme phenolase that leads to a brown color on the exposed surface of cut fruits or potato.

Digestion and Food Preservatives

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7 Food Additives And Preservatives To Avoid – Chefs for Seniors

The food standards regulations require that not more than one class II preservative to be used on one particular food item

Here’s a list of 7 Food Additives and Preservatives to Avoid.

  • TRANS FATS. Trans fat has been a popular nutrition buzzword for the past 15 years or so. …
  • SODIUM NITRITE. …
  • MONOSODIUM GLUTAMATE (MSG) …
  • ARTIFICIAL FOOD COLORING. …
  • HIGH FRUCTOSE CORN SYRUP. …
  • ASPARTAME. …
  • BHA & BHT.

Aug 2, 2018

Dee  Wagner~Hinkle
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About the Author

Inspirational Verse in the free-form style of Emily Dickinson


HT Wagner – is a Freelance writer of WordPress in St Louis, Missouri 
She has had a successful career in Project Manager with over 25 years’ experience in research, development and team building, with a strong background in both technical and financial services industry recruiting. She has also built her own successful recruiting company.

She retired and suffered a series of devastating family tragedies that led to a period of deep depression and devastation. Expressing herself in poetry has helped her to rebuild a normal life.

Dee’s ‘turn on’s- are the ocean, swing dancing and comedy.
Her ‘turn-off’s’ are negative people who judge and people who hate.
 She and husband of 53 years now live in St Louis close to her family.
You can email her at dwh1nine@gmail.com
JenCareBCE.com
(htwagner@jencarebce..com – under construction)

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About the Author HT Wagner

Inspirational Verse in the free-form style of Emily Dickinson


HT Wagner – is a Freelance writer of WordPress in St Louis, Missouri 
She has had a successful career in Project Manager with over 25 years’ experience in research, development and team building, with a strong background in both technical and financial services industry recruiting. She has also built her own successful recruiting company.

She retired and suffered a series of devastating family tragedies that led to a period of deep depression and devastation. 

Expressing herself in poetry has helped her to rebuild a normal life.

Dee’s ‘turn on’s- are the ocean, swing dancing and comedy.
Her ‘turn-off’s’ are negative people who judge and people who hate.
 She and husband of 53 years now live in St Louis close to her family.
You can email her at dwh1nine@gmail.com
JenCareBCE.com
(htwagner@jencarebce.com – under construction)

Inspirational Verse in the free form style of Emily Dickinson

BODY OF POEMS-

Faint Suspicion – July 2022

Misgivings and doubts 

Saunter 

Take to the air of the mind’s way

Where is the trust?

Mankind seems to be lost in a world of mistrust

Distrust

The feeling that someone cannot be relied on

Constancy 

a long forgotten lost art-

Contemptuous Way to Gluttony – July 2022

Distain

Disrespect

Showing no respect for food

Food lies in the center of who we are

Our being

Prearranged 

Proposed

Preoccupied 

When too much is not enough

Insatiable demand for the exact-

Then the worst can be expected 

Sanity prevails

It is a set back – not a disaster

Naturally Amenable to the Enemy – July 2022

Easily handled 

The complaint 

Hovered and circled 

Like a circle of vultures 

Without protest or grumbling 

The soared

Only to be brought back down to earth

by a slight of hand

and a prayer

Don’t give up on faith.

Standing in a Busy Queue on a Long and Mean Street – July 2022

Where it is always raining and always dark-

Somehow no longer a scene

But a rugged trap

Depression links

Depression hovers

Depression stays the main stream

Despondent unhappiness

Well spring of being 

Stuck in a cosmic rut 

It is not chosen 

But descends like  a mean ugly fog

Sticks  like slime

That is frozen in time

Willing is away 

Only works if the will is alive and stubborn 

Depression – mostly born out of dishonesty

Physical and mental 

The Spirit cries for help

That comes only in it good time

Depressants only stall

a Kiosk-showcase of emotions – not told

Domestic Hatred – July 2022

Saying things that appear harmless 

on paper

But are really a blow to the face of a foe or friend 

Sorting out the double standard

Deflecting the hurt

Reflecting the life

Makes null the negative energy of hate-

Domestic at home not recognized a stable

Indigenous

Original and first

Cane killed Able 

He was the first to cave to the primal

He opened the door to the violent side of home

The first to test the hypothesis of hate-

Bringing Fully into Consciousness – July 2022

Awareness – a gift

But not without honor-

When consciousness realized

Awakened 

A new thought is harbored

Launched from the healing pad of the nimble mind

Each with its own tiny parachute

To travel and distance

Gentle breeze flows in

an updraft sends 

To an awaiting an elegant home

So as not to compete for essentials and light 

Mega timing-

Well said-

Parrot-Like Prayers – July 2022

Not spontaneous, inward or informal 

Renders Prayers Innocuous

Rote-ness

Remoteness 

Harmless

Non-toxic and neutered-

Sacred sparse and spaced

Pray for the good

With whole heart-

One time rivals- 

Better off together-

Vaguely Devotion Mood – July 2022

From a vaguely devoted soul

The fresher 

The better

Hibernation last only a minute

to be exactly where they need to be-

Roughly-

Less or more

Subtler Misdirection of Intention  – July 2022

Low key

Astute and 

Inappropriately used

Wrong instructions 

A Holy Grail

DNA container 

Pursued 

Sought after 

Looking for life in all the wrong places

Holy Grail – great cosmic attractor

Contained in the mystery of life-

Alien starts being brought into the spiral helix 

a celestial ballet

something spectacular in the night sky

about to collide

Drawn in and disorder to the cosmos

Galaxy mergers

Mostly empty space-

Passing through like a ghost

or God

Make purposeful

A wish

A hope

a billion stars grow bigger

The Milky Way or

Sagittarius Streams-

The Sewer of Seeds – July 2022

Patches 

Rocky

Fertile loam

Life throws curve balls

as well as  sticks and stones

It is where you land and plant yourself

that makes is all around

Whole happy or stuck?

For I brought you up from the land of Egypt-
from the place of slavery I released you-
and I sent before you Moses-

Moses – Jewish prophet

Author of  the Torah – Law of God

Led the Israelites out of Egypt and across the Red Sea. 

Rode the Exodus tide 

Pharaoh of Egypt ordered every male Hebrew to be drowned 

so the Hebrews would be set free.

Slavery Ended by an Act of God – July 2022

Bondage-

Yoke and fetters – 

A mind entrapped 

Holding pattern-

Space to deploy 

Set free those in bondage-

Release of what can never be held back

Dogma He Detests – July 2022

‘I desire mercy, not sacrifice ~

For I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners’

It is not the Law of Moses

But the Law of our Hearts

That He desires

Life without dogma

The Spirit Knows

The Spirit  Reigns

The Way of Religion…

Dead..

God is alive and healing

Above the fray 

The Soul of Yesterday ~ Necessary

To bring us to our knees 

Today ~ Before our God

The God of Moses

Feels

Thinks not

Sensory overload

Stiff necked and mindless

Believes in 

All that matters not…

The Mind of Christ

Knows others

Open

Curious

Open 

to Accepting

Present 

In every way

The Way of the Cross

Obey

Lament of Integrity – HT Wagner

Dirge – Funeral Song

Unflagging voice of the underdog-

Scapegoat – carries the burden of all humanity

The diligent Voice will soar unmoved-

righteousness and honesty survive

to morn the debt of integrity- 

God is watching us – From a distance

The Scapegoat – July 2022

The virgin shall conceive and bear a son,

and shall name him Emmanuel-

(in the Bible) a goat sent into the wilderness after the Jewish high priest had symbolically laid the sins of the people upon it (Lev. 16).

He Covered all our Sins…

John 1:29, where John the Baptist sees Jesus and exclaims, 

“Behold the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world.”

Sins of the father-

become the lining of our souls 

Psychology 

the Greek word ‘psyche’ ‘soul’ and ‘logos’ – ‘to study’.

Psychology – science of soul-

For many psychologists-

it is not so much that souls do not exist-

it is that there seems to be no need for it-

Our souls feel the heat of creation

When they become mainstay-

The soul drowns-

Suffocated by the water of the Cosmos-

The Pain He Bore – HT Wagner (From the Fog Lifts in the Garden)

The disputing nerves cried out in Agony

Majestic – Magnificent but outstretched arms

Heart strings strummed a dirge

a funeral song

Blood ran cold and wet

Warming and warning the afternoon

Helpless 

She bore the scene

Helpless and Holy – a Mother’s love

Remembering Billy 

Born under a different star

He lived, laughed and loved-

When his partner left his field

His orbit shifted to dry

His personalized bubble 

Broken

Fragmented

He lost heart

He tried to be

but life became benign

Banal and bothersome

No longer benevolent 

No longer approachable 

A bagger he became 

Trying to syphon grace

From the nearest bottle of sludge

Slurry to drowned the pain of dry

Despondency charmed and over came the life for

So tired and strained

With nothing to lie for

He joined the great stream- 

that flowed to the ocean of death 

My Story of Grieving  – July 2022

Loss of a piece of me-

That I had to leave behind

Taken away before my heart was ready…

What once was life

Now all gone

Stunned

Darkness descends

Like a chain dragging 

Holding life hostage

Chained to a yesterday 

That could not be retrieved

Only remembered

Grasping to hold on to memories

so bold and beautiful

There will be a time to Grieve 

and a time to break down 

and a time to heal.

Frozen in Time – July 2022

Remind yourself 

In your time of loss that your feelings are YOURS

You own them 

Yours to own and relish.  

‘Allow the feeling to be’ and sink in

Collect Support who will allow Sacred ‘Living Crust’

to softly rusty crust to form and become 

the next Living layer of your soul

Life us encircles around you..

Find focus on the living 

Invite them inside

Begin the knitting process of a stratum living 

and warm to hold-

or get a cat-

Friends for Lunch – July 2022

They came bearing wine, bread,

salad – such fare

The joy of comradeship

We toasted our lives

So much alike 

but on a different rail from the past

Now we meet and conjoin our lives

They are like us-

Pilgrims on their way

Our Way like the Way-

An eye lost sight

But more space made for living-

The Horror of the Same Old Thing – July 2022

Love of change- 

Love of permanence 

Human heart valuable viable passions-

Heartiness

With Passion

Fervor 

Intensity

The Landscape – outlook prospects…

Brings levity 

Livelihood

Redundancy renounced-

Substitute the Faith Itself some Fashion with Christian Coloring – July 2022

Milktoast 

Bland and boring

Color of waiting

Not bright or bold 

Lifetime work of preparation 

Debating 

Counting on crazy fastedness

Reliance is what is needed the most

Hopefulness results

Credence is born again

Christian color painted

Reborn

A Chink in the Armor of Being – July 2022

Obtrusive 

But clearly defined belief 

Untroubled assumption 

Colors surroundings 

Turns the room to amber

Ignorance and naivety 

The novice exaggerates 

Pedantic – over-scrupulous 

Some trained minor theocrats

The High priests rule-

Armor – 

Protecting cover survives 

But breached-

Unconscious Reservations – July 2022

Honeycombed intentions of total commitment 

Remembering that the worst

May not come to the worst 

Remembering that one has something

to prevent real terror rushing out to nerves and muscles

No longer a fatal act done-

Act of cowardliness postponed-

Hatred – the Connecting Link – July 2022

Not a hotbed of charity and humidity

A church

A club

Self-hatred-

Starting-point for contempt of others 

Humility ‘called to consciousness’ 

perpetual Virtue 

Pride at one’s own humility-

Smother-

this new form of pride

Repentance and Renewal – July 2022

Some say grace-

Surrounded by it

Makes what is all bad- 

inexcusable and inaccessible 

Forgiveness become new life

Objects of Forgiveness – July 2022

Hate – combined with fear-

Becomes cowardice 

Horrible to anticipate 

Horrible to feel

Horrible to remember 

The more fear

The more hate

To abate-

Tolerance becomes-

When forgiveness 

Submersed in grace

Courtship – July 2022

A time for sewing seeds

Rogue seeds 

or seeds of hope

When the market speaks of fear

and dread

It is for us to question-

Our questions merely draws darkness

Hiding place for the end of the beginning-

Seed grow with rays of being

Rays of life longing for itself-

In suspence-

Loose lips sink ships or move mountains

Visible only to those who have-

Those who have not 

Lost in time

Multiplied the harsh reality

the lost reality 

Courtship 

a Dance 

Marriage

One flesh 

Happily or torn

Scar or new growth 

Must be transcendentally enjoyed or 

Eternally met…

Courtship Becomes a Votive Candle – July 2022

Offered or consecrated 

Each has a tone-of-voice or

Expression of face-

Unendurably irritating 

Eye-brows raised-

The snake that tempted Eve-

Becomes an immense 

Improbable assumption-

Supposition and conjecture 

Self-pity glances of a supposedly happy past-

Fraudulent

Unbalanced sleepless nights

A cande lit – 

High minded

Burns aflame-

Eternal 

You are Not Drunk – only Delirious – July 2022

We tend to start yet another war

Combative and hateful

Only makes old heads on a young person’s shoulders

We see their terrors 

a future-

Dead before it has a chance to breathe

Where self-indulgence is a prison or head lock

Only to tantalize and torment us

A blockade that is ultimately imposing 

Looking for causes that show a higher-self

Monstrous sophistication retards the heart

and raised the bar on mediocrity-

When sickness encourages excuses for every indulgence 

The doctors betray the sick to their true condition? 

How much better if we die in costly nursing homes?

They believe themselves the ultimate Way-not so

Babling incoherent – 

Contented Worldliness – July 2022

How disastrous is the continual remembrance of death

Wartime zones relay 

Wartime seizes the opportunity for attacks on God

Faith becomes mute 

Silent and unspoken 

Diffused suffering – war unending 

He died for our sins of lassitude 

Lethargy 

Which makes the soul 

Unholy and full of holes

Reason temporarily suspended-

Contradictory views of the future 

All suspended

Anxiety 

Suspense for barricading the mind

Fearing what will happen to them

Patience with tribulation 

‘They will be done’

Daily task of being 

Uncertainty remakes and suspends passage-

A crossing never found-

Let Him Regard Tribulations as Crosses – July 2022

Resignation set in-

Prayers weaken and dissolve

Hissing Hope

Mind diverted from fear itself

Fear becomes easier to master 

in the suspended state-

the appointed Cross becomes a state of mind

Vindictive feelings 

Revenge directed to mythical hatred

Scapegoat loaded

Tracks to the desert 

Nailed to a Cross to save mankind-

Some Benevolence – July 2022

Love lost to a remote location-

Man’s mind 

Concentric circles

Malice becomes mostly real-

Benevolence afar-

Shoving all virtues outward to the circle of fantasy 

Virtues painted in the fantasy 

or approved by the mind-

if loved-

May be still a trail to Our Father’s House-

Only to be surprised and delighted when at last gets there.

Your Unfathomable Cavernous Heart -July 2022

Sacred

Remarkable 

Pumping endorphins of Grace

Over the Great Divide 

The Wall of Freedom

The Journey Fraught with Fear

or the Night

The terror of not having enough

to find the Way through

Your Cavernous Heart of Gold

Diamonds and Warmth

Your Smile

Your Walk

Welcome us always…

If they only knew

How it is to be loved

They would flock

Flee life as we know it 

To your arms

Only to be held 

A second of Your Fleeting time

In an Eternal Flow 

Time

Is a Century of all Eternity

Eyes on the End

We arrive where we are born to be…

Ignorance of the Mind’s Existence – July 2022

Faced with a cruel dilemma 

In due time we learn-

to emotionalism and mythologize

Belief creeps in-

Life Force or evil – sometimes kin

Call in the Materialist Magician

Veritably worshiping 

To avoid confusion 

Intensify 

Belonging to a sect

To manage pacifism

Merge triumphant 

When the Religious Phase Dies Away – July 2022

Undulation

Moving Smoothly up and down-

Hybrid humans

Spirit belongs to the nether world

Eternity bound

Bodies, passions, imagination are in continual change

Constancy 

Troughs and peaks

Undulation in every aspect of life

to numbness and poverty 

Richness and liveliness 

No good 

Unless you make sense of it

Ask the universe what should be

and then do to less of it

The troughs are laden with the lead based thought that 

have teeth and tether to the earth-

Propaganda of the mind 

Leads to loathsome replicas of creatures on a minuscule size-

Man wants cattle made into food 

He wants servants who can finally become sons

Man’s inner world 

Drab, cold and empty

A child

Lost in a land of odd-

off and much less more

When religiosity dies out-

Prayers offered in periods of dryness – please Him the most

We learn to walk as he withholds His hand

No longer desiring-

But Intending 

Allow Forsaking – but still obedience and faith remain-

Physical Energy of Undulation

Houses Built on Sand -July 2022

Collapse and are ruined

It is easy to be

but it is hard to be nice and easy

Being nice is often the icing on the cake

The cake may have a rotten core

But with the right icing

No body knows-

Love Despite Differences 

No one knows better 

Than someone who is despised

Why did He come? 

only to be despised 

abandoned 

isolated-

Jesus’ world family-

He loved to the Cross

Trifecta of all in need-

Farther Son Holy Spirit

Crosswords of Science and Religion

To the holy 

St Partinio 

Friend, helper, supporter

He was staid to the most high God

To the Catholic church – music, art, architecture

Tourist vs pilgrim 

Savoring our beliefs 

Politics, faith and food

Moral laws – St Thomas Aquinas

Food for body and soul bologna 

Pursuit of truth and God

The Coward

The adulterer-

They came in droves to give accolades

Because that is what they were supposed to do

They don’t want to be left out

or recalcitrant 

or appear to be thoughtless and unkind

So we lacquer the ego

Hoping that it will pass muster

We wait and waller in the dregs of the day-

Spending the energy intended to build bridges instead

of bringing attention to what needs to be true-

‘He is so nice’

Everyone loves him

If you call him on his lie

He will bury you in hate and mocking

Sugar-coated hate still destroys

 Gethsemane all over again 

Timeless tyrany –

Enabling the fog to slip under the gate and smother

The garden of Even – 

Even though we try to hide

God feels us in our adultery 

Our unfaithfulness 

our Cowardliness 

They Fought to Live and Die 

A plant with a remarkable survival strategyIndependence Means dependence

Dependence on the truth

The life force of the living

Cowards cower and buckle 

When the harsh light of truth 

Permeates the means of the day

You know what I want to say

to broadcast to the cosmos

Al those who hide in the shadows

Only see what they want to be true

Excuses 

Whitewash the truth

Make it look like it is really

They think no one will know

But in reality 

Everyone truly knows 

Always hiding the truth from those who want to believe

End up in the mud pit of creation

Stealing 

Forever sealing all the truth that might have been 

Satan speaks to the ego that boasts

Boasting only makes the emptiness grow larger 

A dust storm suffocating  the very life that they want to create –

Where is the love? 

Hidden and broken 

Shattered and shone by myopic mind of the wanton ways

How do we learn how to project a fake shadow to please 

Free will mixed with the sins of the father-

all wound up in the DNA

Eulogy

Acclaim of the liar 

Buys time to cover

Belies   

Contradicts the intended holy 

Becoming the lie of a house built on sand

Regards

Regrets

Remembering 

Finding heart in the everyday ways

Recording before it liquifies and becomes vapor

Regrets reinforce bad emotions

Instead of chilling – new neurons 

The old tired thoughts are used to patch and repair 

Wasted energy of the byways of the mind traffic ways 

Depression hardness of the pathways that should have been sealed for all time-

Things that Go Bump in the Night-

Good to remember and not forget

The things that are part of the solid core

Tracking the thought tracks

The thought mister sifts and sorts

It has the power to create novelty 

Also has the power to discern 

Where the mental rubber meets the road 

Road to perdition or hell

or free will pass to create positive diamonds in the rough 

It is the batter with bat that sends the ball out of he ball park 

or let the slider slide on by 

Connection is made and seeds are spawn 

The First of Always 

Was and will every be 

Holding on to what little life if can see

can be 

A Bucket List

An Intention to share

A prayer for the morrow

A wish 

A dare

A prophet nod

A Way of the Cross

or not

It is easy to conceive

and below the line and

Hard to defend a prayer so rare

Too early 

To far out

But real not the less

The least thought 

No the less 

A sparkling piece of the creation puzzle

Only to be brought down from the Control Tower 

At the perfectly syncopated time-

Rare Planetary alignment

On Friday (June 24) the “planet parade” will be joined by a special guest as the crescent moon slots in between Venus and Mars, acting as a “stand-in” for Earth in the planetary procession. According to a statement (opens in new tab)from Sky andTelescope, Mercury should rise about an hour before the sun on Friday, meaning there is ample time to snag a glimpse of the whole parade before the sun puts an end to the viewing party.

Night Owls and Early Birds

They all come to home roost

The night owls hover and harken 

The early birds always catch the worm

They slug out the slugs and shards of soul

The world goes on spinning

Winter brings dormancy 

others it brings death-

Everything depends on the timing 

and getting it just right-

The pyramids hold their spot

Never seem to change

Built to last

Where as the night owl and early birds 

transient and unaware 

Unlike the stone marking it place on the Nile-

Compassion

Brotherly love

Leniency

A care, concern

charity 

Benevolence to Behold

A Way of Life

His Love

He will Renew one

In His love

He will sing joyfully because of you

Faithfully yours

Mindfully mine

Mind for Feeling

Whither thou goest

I go

It is easy when there is Wind beneath your wings

Breath for Breathing

Heart beats to the tune of the Cosmos

Flow

Freedom to soar 

 Not my Will 

But the Will of Eternity

Loving and living

The Sound of a Gun

It is said that a gun 

Held to the head 

Is lethal-

Only if it is shot

Just the same 

as words shot from the hip

to wound another

It is mental-

Just as powerful 

as physical – but more damaging to the psyche 

an allotted portion 

a cup of poison 

a charged issue 

bottomless pit 

When a line is crossed- 

Friday, March 8, 2019 

The Last Supper (From Prose-a-try in Motion – WordPress)

Remembering Dad – Henry Wagner  

He was too tired (from his stay in the hospital)

to finish cooking their meal 

So  I went down to help 

and we had a lovely meal…

(Sunday Evening) 

Our Last Supper…

It just seems like yesterday…

He was the one to teach me to pray to the “Sacred Heart” for a “Happy Death’- 

(Sweet release of Life)…

It  worked for them and it will work for all of their children, grandchildren…

I believe it is in the DNA!!

Thoughts of Henry  and Evelyn ~

Henry Slays the Dandelions

Today he got two buckets full of ‘em!

He turns 90 this month, 

But age has not slowed his deep desire to “do just one more.”

Today it was the dandelions that were on his list.

Tomorrow it will be something else.

He can’t leave this earth just yet…

Tomorrow will be here to “do just one more.”

The Will to Give

In my early morning haze, 

I find myself hugging my coffee cup, 

Waiting for that moment of energy.

As I wait, I watch my mother and my dog.

Sadie lies silently at the old woman’s feet, 

Moving only when she moves or

To catch a fat laden morsel dropped sneakily to the floor—

Like food smuggled to a prisoner.

Caught!

The old woman is caught in the act.

Confronted!

“That’s why the ants come in!”  I say.

They lower their eyes knowing that they have been scolded!

Somehow we know that

The dog can always count on her treats,

The ants will come in  

And the Forgetful Old Giving Tree will remember the only thing that’s important…

The will to give.

His Shop Lies Empty

March 9, 1998

I found him,

So peaceful.

He had told me that he would just sleep away.

His heart was weak after 90 years of toil.

It was in “doing for” that made his being

But simple tasks now made him sick.

His mind and will, so strong

Life was not worth living if he could not “do for” others.

He took care of his mother after his father died.

He stayed with her until all the younger brothers and sisters were grown.

He gave Evelyn the family that she had never known.

They gave us focus by keeping us God-centered.

They taught us what is important by giving.

They gave us success by teaching us to serve others.

They gave us joy because there was no room left for sadness.

They were simple people, needing little.

All he desired was affection,

He needed to know that he was loved.

His shop lies empty.

But why do I feel like I did not do enough?

I gave because I had plenty.

They gave, even though they had little.

His shop lies empty.

My work group sent flowers to me,

I took them to his shop.

A Piece of His Soul

March 9, 1999

I knew when they came to live with me

That this would be his last stop

I instinctively knew 

and reminded  myself  daily

Knowing the inevitable…

I was sure that I would be be ready 

For the time when he left.

I remember waking at 3:00 AM

The morning he died-

I felt a sudden  saddening of emptiness.

I knew a part of me was no longer there.

I was not as prepared as I planned to be.

It was that moment that I understood agape  love.

The bonding love that binds and links life force.

and anchors 

Tethers to the ground of confidence 

That one free to aspire & create..

Now, one year later

The emptiness does not leave.

Nor is it filled …

As I fill my life with nothingness 

The emptiness is always there.

It almost becomes a companion, 

Reminding me of what is worthwhile.

Longing for that  place that I call home.

The Bond of Attachment broken…

It was knit 

Like a ticking bomb…

Ear to the pocket watch in his bib overalls 

As he rocked me to sleep-

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How do you Fix Happy?

Anatomy of Dysfunction and Disease-See Article on WSJ

Dysfunction and Dysfunction – Linked to Physical and Mental Behavior Poorly Controlled largely due to DNA (Nature) and by not supporting the Nurture of the CNS, Prefrontal Brain, Immune System due to GMO, Factory-altered PROCESSED foods –

GMO-Multiples the Glutens and Lectins (Natural part of seed – 

SURVIVAL ADAPTATIONS 

that are indigestible and ‘disease causing’ when GMO and MULTIPLIED IN EXCESS – LIKE THE FOOD – GMO multiplies to EXCESS the Food – However is also makes it NO LONGER BIOAVAILABLE – OBESITY and GLUTEN DISEASE-

** Over-Heating Omega 3 Healthy oils Raw Nuts and Seeds (not Soaked- Changed to Omega 6 – ‘Motor-like’ oils – Shelf life stable-Body only – CNS, Brain and Immune System are poisoned! Dr Thomas Cowan

 ** Over-Milling of Ancient Grains, Raw Nuts and Seeds (not Soaked-Sprouted to CLEAN – Mother Nature’s survival adaptations – (Glutens – Seed locks  and Lectins in the peel – to ward off predators-Shelf life stable)-

List of Disorders – 

Made worse by the Modern American GMO – Fast-Convenient Faux Foods!

  1. Impulse control problems – Sex offenders – pedophile priest or Abusive  father – daddy’s girl-May find themselves  on The Sex Offender Registry was created in response to the Missouri Legislature’s resolution to facilitate public access to available information about persons … www.mshp.dps.missouri.gov › CRID › SOR › SORPage http://www.mshp.dps.missouri.gov › CRID › SOR › SOR  
  2. INFANTS – Not Bonded – Insecurely attached by Ignorance and Poverty – Single Parent Moms – setting up life-long relationship problems – 

R. Chris Fraley | University of Illinois-Research on adult attachment is guided by the assumption that the same motivational system that gives rise to the close emotional bond between parents and their children is responsible for the bond that develops between adults in emotionally intimate relationships. The objective of this essay is to provide a brief overview of the history of adult attachment research, the key theoretical ideas, and a sampling of some of the research findings. This essay has been written for people who are interested in learning more about research on adult attachment.

  • Diseases-Cancer, Obesity – Diabetes-ADDHD -DNA (Nature) –                                  Made worse by the Modern American GMO – Fast-Convenient Faux Foods! Acute Spinal Cord Injury.
  • All Neurological Disorders – List of Neurological Disorders and Their Descriptions-https://www.disabled-world.com/health/neurology/disorders-list.php- DNA (Nature) -Made worse by the Modern American GMO – Fast-Convenient Faux Foods!
  • Alzheimer’s Disease – Dementia –
  • Anxiety may be a symptom of or a reaction to the neurologic disorder, a medication side effect, or a comorbid condition. The most common anxiety disorders seen in neurologic patients are panic disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, social phobia, and obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD).
  • -Made worse by the Modern American GMO – Fast-Convenient Faux Foods!
  • Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis (ALS)
  •  Acute Spinal Cord Injury-
  • MS
  • Ataxia.
  • Bell’s Palsy.
  • Brain Tumors.
  • Cerebral Aneurysm.
  • Epilepsy and Seizures. –More items…

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END TO HOMELESSNESS

But What if the Western Medicine Diagnosis is Wrong? Western Medicine is plagued with Misdiagnosis – Statistics are Telling-12 Million Americans Misdiagnosed Each year in the U.S.~

We are approaching a PARADIGM SHIFT! Ushered in by Comet Neowise-6000 Year Event-the Last Ice Age! BAD Omen for GMO and Factory Altered Processed Faux Food-Immune System-Dead! Preventing Utopia!

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But What if the Western Medicine Diagnosis is Wrong?

Western Medicine is plagued with Misdiagnosis – Statistics are Telling-12 Million Americans Misdiagnosed Each year in the U.S.~

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We are approaching a PARADIGM SHIFT! Ushered in by Comet Neowise-6000 Year Event – the Last Ice Age! BAD Omen for GMO and Factory Altered Processed Faux Food-Immune System-Dead! Preventing Utopia!

Isaiah 11:6-9-6The wolf shall live with the lamb, The Lion Shall Live with the Lamb–Big Government-Big Business Corruption-

Dr Thomas Cowan -‘‘Once a society finds itself FINANCIALLY DEPENDENT on WAS, SICKNESS, IMPRISONMENT, ENFORCED SCHOOLING-it must be understood that the solution to these problems can’t bet more of the same’ (WESTERN THOUGHT and PHARMA)

Autoimmunity-the Changing Nature of Illness TRAUMA TREATMENT Dr Tom Cowan’s Version of the Gaps Diet-GMO or Factory-Altered Processed Foods-LDN-Low Dose Naltrexone for Better Sleep-Anxiety Treats Symptoms of Trauma from Life-the Elephant in the Room! Needed with Diet-Recipes-Isaiah 11:6-9

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This article is about the Austrian philosopher. For the novella, see The Death of Ivan Ilyich. For the Russian philosopher, see Ivan Ilyin.

The Reverend

Ivan Illich

Ivan Illich.jpg

Born   September 4, 1926

Vienna, Austria

Died    December 2, 2002 (aged 76)

Bremen, Germany

Era      Contemporary philosophy

Region           Western philosophy

School            

Catholicism

Main interests           

Philosophy of educationphilosophy of technology

Influences[show]

Influenced[show]

Ivan Dominic Illich (/ɪˈvɑːn ˈɪlɪtʃ/; 4 September 1926 – 2 December 2002) was a Roman Catholic priest, theologian, philosopher, and social critic.[1] His 1971 book Deschooling Society criticises modern society’s institutional approach to education, an approach that allegedly constrains learning to narrow situations in a fairly short period of the human lifespan. His 1975 book Medical Nemesis, importing to the sociology of medicine the concept of medical harm, alleges that industrialised society widely impairs quality of life by overmedicalising life, pathologizing normal conditions, creating false dependency, and limiting other solutions more healthful.[2] Ilich called himself “an errant pilgrim.”[3]

Contents

1          Biography

1.1      Early life

1.2      Work in Europe and the Americas

1.3      Personality

1.4      Death

2          Philosophical views

3          Influence

4          Published Works

4.1      Deschooling Society

4.2      Tools for Conviviality

4.3      Medical Nemesis

4.4      To Hell with Good Intentions

5          List of works

6          Honours, decorations, awards and distinctions

7          See also

8          Notes

9          References

10        Further reading

11        External links

Biography[edit]

Early life[edit]

Ivan Dominic Illich was born on September 4, 1926 in Vienna to Gian Pietro Ilic (Ivan Peter Illich) and Ellen Rose “Maexie” née Regenstreif-Ortlieb.[4] His father was a civil engineer and a diplomat from a landed Catholic family of Dalmatia, with property in the city of Split and wine and olive oil estates on the island of Brač. His mother came from a converted into Christianity Jewish family from Germany and Austria-Hungary (Czernowitz, Bukowina).[5] Ellen Illich was baptized Lutheran but converted to Catholicism upon marriage.[6][7] Her father, Friedrich “Frtiz” Regenstreif, was an industrialist who made his money in the lumber trade in Bosnia, to later settle in Vienna, where he built an art nouveau villa.

Ellen Illich traveled to Vienna to be attended by the best doctors during birth. Ivan’s father was not living in Central Europe at the time. When Ivan was three months old, he was taken along with his nurse to Split, Dalmatia (by then part of the Kingdom of Yugoslavia), to be shown to his paternal grandfather. There he was baptized on December 1, 1926.[8] In 1929 twin boys, Alexander and Michael, were born in the family.

Work in Europe and the Americas[edit]

In 1942 Ellen Illich and her three children—Ivan, Alexander, and Michael—left Vienna, Austria for Florence Italy, escaping the Nazi persecution of Jews. He finished high school in Florence, and then went on to study histology and crystallography at the local University of Florence.[9] Hoping to return to Austria following World War II, Illich enrolled in a doctorate in medieval history at the University of Salzburg[10] with the hope of gaining legal residency as he was undocumented.[9] He wrote a dissertation focusing on the historian Arnold J. Toynbee, a subject to which he would return in his later years. While working on his doctorate, he returned to Italy where he studied theology and philosophy at the Pontifical Gregorian University in Rome, as he wanted to become a Catholic priest. He was ordained as a Catholic priest in Rome in 1951 and served his first Mass in the catacombs where the early Roman Christians hid from their persecutors.[5]

A polyglot, Illich spoke Italian, Spanish, French, and German fluently.[10][11][12] He later learned Croatian, the language of his grandfathers, then Ancient Greek and Latin, in addition to Portuguese, Hindi, English, and other languages.[10]

Following his ordination, in 1951, he “signed up to become a parish priest in one of New York’s poorest neighborhoods—Washington Heights, on the northern tip of Manhattan, at that time a barrio of newly-arrived Puerto Rican immigrants.”[13] In 1956, at the age of 30, he was appointed vice rector of the Catholic University of Puerto Rico, “a position he managed to keep for several years before getting thrown out—Illich was just a little too loud in his criticism of the Vatican’s pronouncements on birth control and comparatively demure silence about the nuclear bomb.”[13] It was in Puerto Rico that Illich met Everett Reimer and the two began to analyze their own functions as “educational” leaders. In 1959, he traveled throughout South America on foot and by bus.[10]

The end of Illich’s tenure at the university came in 1960 as the result of a controversy involving bishops James Edward McManus and James Peter Davis, who had denounced Governor Luis Muñoz Marín and his Popular Democratic Party for their positions in favor of birth control and divorce. The bishops also started their own rival Catholic party.[14] Illich later summarized his opposition thusly:

As a historian, I saw that it violated the American tradition of Church and State separation. As a politician, I predicted that there wasn’t enough strength in Catholic ranks to create a meaningful platform and that failure of McManus’s party would be disastrous on the already frail prestige of the Puerto Rican Church. As a theologian, I believe that the Church must always condemn injustice in the light of the Gospel, but never has the right to speak in favor of a specific political party.[15]

After Illich disobeyed a direct order from McManus forbidding all priests from dining with Governor Muñoz, the bishop ordered Illich to leave his post at the university, referring to his very presence as “dangerous to the Diocese of Ponce and its institutions.”[14]

Despite this display of insubordination and an order from Paul Francis Tanner, then general secretary of the National Catholic Welfare Conference, forbidding Illich from any official role in the organization’s Latin American bureau, Illich maintained the support of the influential priest John J. Considine, who continued to push for Illich to have a role in training the Church’s missionaries, personally funding trips to Mexico in order for Illich to scout locations.[14]

Following his departure from Puerto Rico, Illich moved to Cuernavaca, Mexico, where he founded the Center of Intercultural Formation (CIF) in 1961, originally as missionary training center.[9] As the center became more influential it became the Centro Intercultural de Documentación (CIDOC, or Intercultural Documentation Center),[9] ostensibly a research center offering language courses to missionaries from North America and volunteers of the Alliance for Progress program[10] initiated by John F. Kennedy. His real intent was to document the participation of the Vatican in the “modern development” of the so-called Third World. Illich looked askance at the liberal pity or conservative imperiousness that motivated the rising tide of global industrial development. He viewed such emissaries as a form of industrial hegemony and, as such, an act of “war on subsistence”. He sought to teach missionaries dispatched by the Church not to impose their own cultural values.[16] “Throughout the late ’60s and early ’70s, CIDOC was part language school and part free university for intellectuals from all over the Americas.”[13] At the CIDOC, “Illich was able to develop his potent and highly influential critique of Third World development schemes and their fresh-faced agents: Kennedy’s Alliance for Progress, the Peace Corps, and countless other missionary efforts bankrolled and organized by wealthy nations, foundations, and religious groups.”[13]

After ten years, critical analysis from the CIDOC of the institutional actions by the Church brought the organization into conflict with the Vatican. Unpopular with the local chapter of Opus Dei,[13] Illich was called to Rome for questioning, due in part to a CIA report.[10][9] While he was not convicted or punished by the Vatican, it was then that he decided to renounce active priesthood.[9] In 1976, Illich, apparently concerned by the influx of formal academics and the potential side effects of its own “institutionalization”, shut the center down with consent from the other members of the CIDOC. Several of the members subsequently continued language schools in Cuernavaca, some of which still exist. Illich himself resigned from the active priesthood in the late-1960s (having attained the rank of monsignor[citation needed]), but continued to identify as a priest and occasionally performed private masses.

In the 1970s, Illich was popular among leftist intellectuals in France, his thesis having been discussed in particular by André Gorz. However, his influence declined after the 1981 election of François Mitterrand as Illich was considered too pessimistic at a time when the French Left took control of the government.[10]

In the 1980s and beyond, Illich traveled extensively, mainly splitting his time between the United States, Mexico, and Germany. He held an appointment as a Visiting Professor of Philosophy, Science, Technology and Society at Penn State. He also taught at the University of Bremen and University of Hagen.[17] During his last days of his life he admitted that he was greatly influenced by one of the Indian economists and adviser to M. K. Gandhi, J. C. Kumarappa, most notably, his book, Economy of Permanence.[18]

While Illich never referred to himself as an anarchist in print, he was closely associated with major figures in left-anarchist circles, notably Paul Goodman and unschooling advocate John Holt. Goodman is credited in Deschooling Society with having “radically obliged” Illich to revise his thinking, and described with great affection in Illich’s 1990s interviews with David Cayley:

… I loved Goodman very much, but not from the beginning. In 1951, as a twenty-six-year-old man newly arrived in New York, I went to a public debate. This strange person arrived and fascinated everybody with his way of presenting himself. I was just then having my first experiences of sitting through cold turkey with neighbourhood kids from Washington Heights, and this guy carefully phrased his proposal that New York immediately decriminalize all substances you can ingest, because otherwise the city of New York would become an unlivable city within the next few years. He had recently played a major part in getting a law passed which recognized that the state should not interfere with the private activities of consenting adults. Well, I was shocked! I would not have suspected that within three of four years we would be good friends and that during the last part of his life he would spend considerable time with me in Cuernavaca. I consider Goodman one of the great thinkers I’ve known, and also a tender, touching person.[19]

Personality[edit]

Ivan Illich called himself “an errant pilgrim”,[3] “a wandering Jew and a Christian pilgrim”,[5] while clearly acknowledging his Dalmatian roots.[20] He remarked that since leaving the old house of his grandparents on the island Brač in Dalmatia, he had never had a home.[21]

Death[edit]

Illich died 2 December 2002 in Bremen, Germany. Not realised was his last wish: to die surrounded by close collaborators in Bologna amid the creation of his planned, new learning centre.[22]

Philosophical views[edit]

Illich followed the tradition of apophatic theology.[23] His lifework’s leading thesis is that Western modernity, perverting Christianity, corrupts Western Christianity. A perverse to attempt to encode the New Testament’s principles as rules of behavior, duty, or laws, and to institutionalize them, without limits, is a corruption that Illich detailed in his analyses of modern Western institutions, including education, charity, and medicine, among others. Illich often used the Latin phrase Corruptio optimi quae est pessima, in English The corruption of the best is the worst.[5][24]

Illich believed that Biblical God’s taking human form, the Incarnation, marked world history’s turning point, opening new possibilities for love and knowledge. As in the Gospel of John,[25] it invites any believer to seek God’s face in everyone encountered.[5] Describing this new possibility for love, Illich refers to the Parable of the Good Samaritan.

Influence[edit]

His first book, Deschooling Society, published in 1971, was a groundbreaking critique of compulsory mass education. He argued the oppressive structure of the school system could not be reformed. It must be dismantled in order to free humanity from the crippling effects of the institutionalization of all of life. He went on to critique modern mass medicine. In the pre-Internet age, Illich was highly influential among intellectuals and academics. He became known worldwide for his progressive polemics about how human culture could preserve and expand, activity expressive of truly human values, in the face of multiple thundering forces of de-humanization.

In his several influential books, he argued that the overuse of the benefits of many modern technologies and social arrangements undermine human values and human self-sufficiency, freedom, and dignity. His in-depth critiques of mass education and modern mass medicine were especially, pointed, relevant; and perhaps, more timely now than during his life.

Health, argues Illich, is the capacity to cope with the human reality of death, pain, and sickness. Technology can benefit many; yet, modern mass medicine has gone too far, launching into a godlike battle to eradicate death, pain, and sickness. In doing so, it turns people into risk-averse consuming objects, turning healing into mere science, turning medical healers into mere drug-surgical technicians.[26][27][28]

The Dark Mountain Project, a creative cultural movement founded by Dougald Hine and Paul Kingsnorth that abandons the myths of modern societies and looks for other new stories that help us make sense of modernity, drew their inspiration from the ideas of Ivan Illich.[29]

Published Works[edit]

Deschooling Society[edit]

Main article: Deschooling Society

Illich gained public attention with his 1971 book Deschooling Society, a radical critique of educational practice in “modern” economies. Claiming examples of institutionalised education’s ineffectiveness, Illich endorses self-directed education, supported by intentional social relations, in fluid informal arrangements:

Universal education through schooling is not feasible. It would be no more feasible if it were attempted by means of alternative institutions built on the style of present schools. Neither new attitudes of teachers toward their pupils nor the proliferation of educational hardware or software (in classroom or bedroom), nor finally the attempt to expand the pedagogue’s responsibility until it engulfs his pupils’ lifetimes will deliver universal education. The current search for new educational funnels must be reversed into the search for their institutional inverse: educational webs which heighten the opportunity for each one to transform each moment of his living into one of learning, sharing, and caring. We hope to contribute concepts needed by those who conduct such counterfoil research on education—and also to those who seek alternatives to other established service industries.[30]

The final sentence, above, clarifies Illich’s view that education’s institutionalisation fosters society’s institutionalisation, and so de-institutionalising education may help de-institutionalize society. Further, Illich suggests reinventing learning and expanding it throughout society and across persons’ lifespans. Particularly striking in 1971 was his call for advanced technology to support “learning webs”:

The operation of a peer-matching network would be simple. The user would identify himself by name and address and describe the activity for which he sought a peer. A computer would send him back the names and addresses of all those who had inserted the same description. It is amazing that such a simple utility has never been used on a broad scale for publicly valued activity.

According to a contemporary review in the Libertarian Forum, “Illich’s advocacy of the free market in education is the bone in the throat that is choking the public educators.”[31] Yet, unlike libertarians, Illich opposes not merely publicly funded schooling, but schools as such. Thus, Illich’s envisioned disestablishment of schools aimed not to establish a free market in educational services, but to attain a fundamental shift: a deschooled society. In his 1973 book After Deschooling, What?, he asserted, “We can disestablish schools, or we can deschool culture.”[32] In fact, he called advocates of free-market education “the most dangerous category of educational reformers.”[33]

Tools for Conviviality[edit]

Main article: Tools for Conviviality

Tools for Conviviality was published in 1973, two years after Deschooling Society. In this newer work, Illich generalizes the themes that he had previously applied to the educational field: the institutionalization of specialized knowledge, the dominant role of technocratic elites in industrial society, and the need to develop new instruments for the reconquest of practical knowledge by the average citizen. He wrote that “[e]lite professional groups … have come to exert a ‘radical monopoly’ on such basic human activities as health, agriculture, home-building, and learning, leading to a ‘war on subsistence’ that robs peasant societies of their vital skills and know-how. The result of much economic development is very often not human flourishing but ‘modernized poverty’, dependency, and an out-of-control system in which the humans become worn-down mechanical parts.”[13] Illich proposed that we should “invert the present deep structure of tools” in order to “give people tools that guarantee their right to work with independent efficiency.”[34]

Tools for Conviviality attracted worldwide attention. A résumé of it was published by French social philosopher André Gorz in Les Temps Modernes, under the title “Freeing the Future”.[35] The book’s vision of tools that would be developed and maintained by a community of users had a significant influence on the first developers of the personal computer, notably Lee Felsenstein.[36][37]

Medical Nemesis[edit]

In his Medical Nemesis, first published in 1975, also known as Limits to Medicine, Illich subjected contemporary Western medicine to detailed attack. He argued that the medicalization in recent decades of so many of life’s vicissitudes—birth and death, for example—frequently caused more harm than good and rendered many people in effect lifelong patients. He marshaled a body of statistics to show what he considered the shocking extent of post-operative side-effects and drug-induced illness in advanced industrial society. He introduced to a wider public the notion of iatrogenic disease,[38] which had been scientifically established a century earlier by British nurse Florence Nightingale (1820–1910). Others have since voiced similar views.[39]

To Hell with Good Intentions[edit]

In his 1968 speech at the Conference on InterAmerican Student Projects (CIASP), Illich strongly opposes the presence of American missionaries in Mexico. Illich says that the presence of American “do-gooders” is causing more harm than good. Rather, he suggests that the Americans should travel to Latin America as tourists or students, or else stay in their homeland, where they can at least know what they are doing.[40]

List of works[edit]

Die philosophischen Grundlagen der Geschichtsschreibung bei Arnold J. Toynbee. Salzburg: Diss. 1951.

Celebration of Awareness. 1971. ISBN 978-0-7145-0837-5.

Illich, Iván (1971). Deschooling Society. ISBN 978-0-06-012139-6.

Tools for Conviviality. 1973. ISBN 978-0-06-080308-7.

Illich, Ivan (1974). Energy and Equity. ISBN 978-0-06-080327-8.

Medical Nemesis. London: Calder & Boyars. 1974. ISBN 978-0-7145-1096-5. OCLC 224760852.

Illich, Ivan (1975). Medical Nemesis. ISBN 978-0-394-71245-1.

Illich, Ivan (1978). The Right to Useful Unemployment. ISBN 978-0-7145-2628-7.

Illich, Ivan (1978). Toward a History of Needs. ISBN 978-0-394-41040-1.

Illich, Ivan (1981). Shadow Work. ISBN 978-0-7145-2711-6.

Illich, Ivan (1982). Gender. ISBN 978-0-394-52732-1.

H2O and the Waters of Forgetfulness. 1985. ISBN 978-0-911005-06-6.

ABC: The Alphabetization of the Popular Mind. 1988. ISBN 978-0-86547-291-4. Coauthored with Barry Sanders

Illich, Ivan (1992). In the Mirror of the Past. ISBN 978-0-7145-2937-0.

Illich, Ivan (1993). In the Vineyard of the Text: A Commentary to Hugh’s Didascalicon. ISBN 978-0-226-37235-8.

Blasphemy: A Radical Critique of Our Technological Culture. We the People. Morristown, NJ: Aaron Press. July 1995. ISBN 978-1-882206-02-5.

interviews with David Cayley, ed. (1992). Ivan Illich in Conversation. Toronto: House of Anansi Press.

The Rivers North of the Future – The Testament of Ivan Illich as told to David Cayley. Toronto: House of Anansi Press. 2005. ISBN 978-0-88784-714-1.

David Cayley, ed. (2000). Corruption of Christianity. ISBN 978-0-660-18099-1.

Disoccupazione creativa (Creative Disoccupation), Italy, Italian, 1977

Illich, Ivan (2013). Beyond Economics and Ecology. ISBN 978-0-714531-58-8.:[41] Edited by Prof Sajay Samuel

Honours, decorations, awards and distinctions[edit]

Culture and Peace Prize of the Villa Ichon in Bremen (1998)[citation needed]

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(No GMO Whole Wheat or All purpose-less “white menace” flour or GMO soy or GMO Corn or GMO Alfalfa fed to animals)

** Conventional Bread can be BOUGHT SPROUTED ~ 

SILVER HILLS OR Angelic Bakehouse: The Sprouted Grain Bread Brand 6 grams of Protein

Ezekiel on  is sprouted  only 4 grams of protein – Not Biblical!

**  For ‘Plant Protein’  ~ HANDFUL of Plant Protein Smoothie –

Soaked Frozen Almonds or coked Farro, buckwheat, oats or other Ancient Grains (low or no gluten) 

AVOID USING ANY PROTEIN POWDER (OMEGA 6 – INFLAMMATORY….

& Frozen Non GMO Tofu cubes…Grind to paste with a small amount of Kombucha tea, green tea, cranberry juice. etc…

**  Add HANDFUL of kale, Bok Choy, Swiss Chard, Beet Greens, Collards or any other deep green and leafy vegetable…

Broccoli, a carrot, celery with leaves, stems of beet greens and Swiss Chard…

**  Add a HANDFUL of frozen fruit or vegetables 

and (Remove PEEl – if GMO) …

Google if not sure … Avoid Flax seeds, GMO Apples, Squash and Zucchini, Peel potatoes & tomatoes (Night Shade – high in Lectins  & GMO alfalfa & corn fed Animals)…any Industrial farmed Animals..

(GMO -“Magnifies” Lectins in peel to ward off predators & Vital Glutens – necessary seed locks) …  causing them to be concentrated to a “Toxic” level).

**Add Abundant honey, raw sugar or Maple Syrup…

ENJOY!

**  SIMPLE ‘ANTI-INFLAMMATORY,’ (PLANT PROTEIN) TRAIL MIX ~Non-GMO & (Raw), ** Non-Dairy, ‘Gluten Free’…

INGRDIENTS…

Non-GMO (buckwheat) CEREAL (Kashi-go-lean-Buckwheat), Oats, ‘Aritsan” brown rice crackers, Spelt pretzels, Pumpkin seed for zinc…

 A variety of RAW nuts (whole walnuts, pecans, almonds, etc. 

and RAW seeds chia, sesame, millet, etc &Spices.(Herb de Provence, Cajun, Cayenne Sea Salt with Kelp for Iodine, Cracked Pepper, etc..…

Melt slightly and mix: (Virgin coconut oil/or duck fat (from free range ducks – not farmed & fed GMO)…Add seed & herb mix.. 

Mix thoroughly …

Bake on cookie sheet (lined with Parchment paper) at 190* for 30  min & rest for to cool in the oven for an hour or so..…

After cooled…Add EVOO and more Sea Salt …if necessary… store in an air tight container… Hanover Spelt pretzel barrel container works well…

Like Olive Oil – Coconut oil can be compromised & thinned for Profit~

Extra Virgin  ~ Trust labels ~but Verify ~Google!

Top 10 Evidence-Based Health Benefits of Coconut Oil 

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(High in Lauric Acid)…`

Virgin Coconut Oil Can Destroy “Harmful Microorganisms”. 

The 12-carbon lauric acid makes up about 50% of the fatty acids in coconut oil. 

When lauric acid is digested, it also forms a substance called monolaurin. 

Both lauric acid and monolaurin can kill harmful pathogens like bacteria, viruses and fungi (6).Jan 11, 2018

* Foods High in Lauric acid (per 100 g edible portion)

Palm kernel oil. 45000 mg.

Virgin Coconut oil. 43000 mg.

Coconut (coconut powder) 28000 mg.

Coconut (coconut milk) 6900 mg.

RAW ~ “Unpasteurized” Cream  3000 mg.

“Unpasteurized” (RAW) butter. 2600 mg.

“Unpasteurized” Whipping cream (vegetable fat) 2600 mg.

“Unpasteurized” (Without the LOAD of “DEAD BACTERIA”) & Fed GMO

Foods High in Lauric acid | Whole Food Catalog

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**  ‘The Magic Pill’ – Netflix Documentary~The Lie of the Grain Millers-How SKIM,  Over-Mill, Dilute Un-Altered Raw Nuts and Seed Milks ~ Making ‘Plant’ Protein No longer NATURAL and DILUTED FOR Profit and Leaving Us with Disease! ‘Crime-in-Italy’~ IT IS TIED TO ‘HOMELESSNESS and WILL REVERSE AGING!

Simple Pastured (Free Range) Beef Bone or Free Range Chicken Stock

Beet and Beet Greens-stems are known to reduce High Blood pressure quickly….

ANOTHER SOURCE OF ANTI-INFLAMMATORY FOODS..

Fish (Not Farmed or Fed GMO)

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So is Twitter…or Just Pray…

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Memory Loss & Disease & Dysfunction 

Caused by SAD Diet….

Website; 

https://www.jencarebce.com (under construction)…

“Tell me what you eat and I will tell you what you are”…

Anthelme Brillat-Savarin wrote, in Physiologie du Gout, ou Meditations de Gastronomie Transcendante, 1826: “Dis-moi ce que tu manges, je te dirai ce que tu es.”

Great Minds ~ Discuss Ideas!

Average Minds ~ Discuss Events!

Small Minds ~ Discuss People!

Smaller Minds ~ Gossip!

We are what we believe we are.

C. S. Lewis 

A Buck Supermoon is Rising on Wednesday July 13, 2022

Can the Moon really affect our Health?

From sleep and menstrual cycles to full moons and ‘lunacy’, discover the history and science behind the Moon’s supposed effect on humans

Can the Moon affect our health and behaviour?

Royal Museum Greenwich

https://www.rmg.co.uk/stories/topics/can-moon-affect-our-health-behaviour

Sleep trouble. Violent behaviour. Mental health. Menstrual cycles. All these and more have at one time or another been associated with the Moon. 

Why have people believed that there is a connection between the Moon and human health? And what, if any, is the scientific basis for it?

How the Moon affects humans – a history

Belief in the Moon’s influence on human sickness and health is ancient and widespread, from early folklore and medicine through to contemporary accounts of full moons and a rise in violent crime.

One of the oldest objects in the 2019 The Moon exhibition at the National Maritime Museum was a Mesopotamian tablet from 172 BCE. The tablet describes how to ward off the evil effects of a lunar eclipse, which were believed to threaten the life of the king.

In ancient Greece and Rome by contrast, girls were given crescent-shaped amulets on their birthday to protect them from evil spirits. Women also wore them to improve fertility and for protection during childbirth.

By the 16th century, tracking the Moon’s position had become an “essential part” of medicine according to Louise Devoy, curator of Royal Observatory Greenwich. The chart below shows one way in which physicians would determine how the Moon affected their patients.

“They used the black spokes on these rotating paper discs – ‘volvelles’ – to keep track of the Moon’s position,” Devoy explains. “The waxing phases of the Moon were thought to enhance the benefits of bloodletting. In contrast, the Full Moon was thought to intensify a patient’s fever. Similarly, apothecaries created herbal remedies using watery plants that were thought to be influenced by the Moon.”

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Volvelle to show the critical days of illness, Astronomicum Caesareum by Petrus Apianus, 1540 (ZBA7662, National Maritime Museum)

In Hinduism meanwhile the god Chandra embodies the movement and changing faces of the Moon, and is closely aligned with periods of sickness and health.

In one story, Chandra is cursed by 26 of his wives for spending too much time with the 27th wife. His resulting illness ‘waxes’ and ‘wanes’, echoing the cycle of the Moon.

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In India, newspapers still report on the belief that people should avoid eating during a lunar eclipse. An article published in the Times of India before the July 2019 eclipse warned, “It is believed that eating during lunar eclipse is harmful for health, and this is simply because the eclipse leads to emission of strong ultraviolet rays, which impacts cooked food as it is prepared with water, which further attracts emissions, which turns the cooked food into poison.”

Lunar cycles and menstrual cycles

There is a long and surprisingly persistent association between the Moon and a woman’s menstrual cycle.

Etymologically at least the connection is clear: the Greek word for Moon – ‘mene’ – and the Latin for month – ‘mensis’ – provide the root for the term ‘menstruation’.

Scientifically, the connection is more dubious.

In 1708, physician Richard Mead published the catchily titled A Discourse concerning the action of the sun and moon on animal bodies and the influence which this may have in many diseases.

Taking inspiration from Isaac Newton’s theories, he proposed that the gravitational pull of the Moon affects fluids within the human body, aggravating conditions such as epilepsy and kidney stones as well as menstrual cycles.

“Every one knows how great a Share the Moon has in forwarding those Evacuations of the weaker Sex, which have their Name from the constant Regularity they keep in their Returns,” he claimed, adding that the Moon’s effect on these “monthly secretions” was more pronounced nearer the Equator.

“It is very observable, that in Countries nearest to the Aequator, where we have proved the Lunar Action to be strongest, these Monthly Secretions are in much greater Quantity than in those near the Poles, where this Force is weakest.”

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Diagram of the phases of the Moon, 1846-1860 (AST0051.2, National Maritime Museum)

While there is no scientific evidence to support Mead’s 18th century theories, the ideas that lunar and menstrual cycles can somehow be ‘synced’ has persisted.

In 2016, period tracker app Clue analysed data from over 1.5 million users in order to determine whether there could be a correlation between lunar phases and the menstrual cycle.

The study found no link.

“Looking at the data, we saw that period start dates fall randomly throughout the month, regardless of the lunar phase,” concluded data scientist Dr Marija Vlajic Wheeler.

Does the Moon affect sleep?

The idea that a Full Moon may result in poor sleep is a consistent theme, but the scientific evidence remains inconsistent. 

A study in 2013 conducted with 33 volunteers did find that on average it took them five minutes longer to fall asleep during a Full Moon. Volunteers in the experiment also spent 30% less time in deep sleep. 

While it’s easy to assume that the increased moonlight from a Full Moon may be the cause of disrupted sleep, this study was held in a sleep laboratory, where the amount of light was tightly regulated each night.

However, following publication of the study, two further experiments failed to replicate the results.

When it comes to the question of whether the Moon affects sleep, the editors of scientific journal Current Biology have this warning: “The conundrum of ‘lunar effects on sleep’ represents an exemplary case of a scientific question which should be approached with caution, as it may seem much easier than it will likely be.”

‘Lunacy’, the Moon and madness

“For millennia, there has been a widespread belief in the association between the Full Moon and extremes of behaviour linked with mental illness,” historian John J. Johnston writes in The Moon exhibition book. “The very word ‘lunatic’, now thankfully outmoded, is an indicator of the former pervasiveness of this conviction among the general public and medical professionals alike.”

Johnston goes on to explain how Aristotle believed that the brain’s high water content made it susceptible to the phases of the Moon. These theories on the ‘tides’ of the mind resulted in a Full Moon becoming associated with violent behaviour, seizures and mental illness.

Read more in The Moon exhibition book

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A buck supermoon is rising on Wednesday. Here’s what to look for

Updated July 13, 202210:08 AM ET

Originally published July 12, 202212:49 PM ET

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Malaga, Spain: The full moon is rising over the Malaga lighthouse. The supermoon, also known as the buck moon, will be visible through Friday morning.

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The third supermoon of 2022 will grace the night sky on Wednesday. It’s also known as a uck moon because it falls in July. The name doesn’t come from its appearance — you won’t see the shape of a buck on the moon’s surface or anything. Instead, it refers to something that’s happening in nature.

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“The full Moon in July is called the Buck Moon because the antlers of male deer (bucks) are in full-growth mode at this time,” as The Old Farmer’s Almanac says. “Bucks shed and regrow their antlers each year, producing a larger and more impressive set as the years go by.”

What is a supermoon?

What makes this particularbuck moon a supermoon is something else. Supermoons by definition happen “when a full moon coincides with the Moon’s closest approach to Earth in its elliptical orbit, a point known as perigee,” according to NASA.

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“During every 27-day orbit around Earth, the Moon reaches both its perigee, about 226,000 miles (363,300 km) from Earth, and its farthest point, or apogee, about 251,000 miles (405,500 km) from Earth.”

Supermoons happen when a full moon comes within at least 90% of the perigee. That happens Wednesday afternoon at 2:38 p.m. ET.

What to look for

Supermoons in general appear 17% bigger and 30% brighter than when the moon is at its farthest point away from Earth, according to NASA. Supermoons are slightly bigger and brighter than most full moons, too. Just because it’s bigger and brighter doesn’t necessarily mean you’ll see it unaided, so binoculars may give you a better view.

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And if you’re looking for some photography tips to capture this event, NASA has you covered with these handy tips.

The best times to view the buck moon will be at moonrise and moonset. You can find your local times for those here.

If it’s cloudy where you are on Wednesday, don’t fret too much. The moon will appear full for about three days, through early Friday morning, so there are still viewing opportunities.

And this isn’t the last supermoon of the year either. The sturgeon moon on the night of Aug. 11 will be the final supermoon in this year’s set of four.

Supermoon alert: The biggest full moon of 2022 rises tonight

By Daisy Dobrijevic published about 13 hours ago

The ‘Buck supermoon’ marks the third supermoon in a row.

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The full moon of July, also known as the “Buck Moon”, will occur on July 13. (Image credit: Mark Miller Photos via Getty Images)

The largest supermoon of 2022 — July’s full Buck Moon — rises above the eastern horizon tonight. 

It will make for a striking skywatching sight as “supermoons shine about 16% brighter and appear 6% larger than an average full moon” writes geophysicist Chris Vaughan, an amateur astronomer with SkySafari Software who oversees Space.com’s Night Sky calendar

The Buck Moon, also called the Thunder Moon, or Hay Moon, will reach its full phase at 2:38 p.m. EDT or 11:38 a.m. PDT (18:38 GMT), according to Vaughan. It will shine brightly between the constellations of Sagitarrius and Capricornis. 

The exact time of the event varies depending on your specific location, so you’ll want to check out a skywatching app like SkySafari or software like Starry Night to check for times. Our picks for the best stargazing apps may help you with your planning.

A full moon occurs when the moon and sun are opposite each other and sunlight strikes the moon face-on. As such, it can be tricky to see features on the lunar surface in detail during a full moon due to the lack of shadows. 

Supermoons occur when the full moon coincides with the moon’s closest approach to Earth in its orbit — known as perigee. According to the Farmer’s Almanac

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 and  eclipse expert and retired NASA astrophysicist, there are four supermoons in 2022, in May, June, July and August. Espanak’s definition of a supermoon as a full moon within 90% of its closest approach to Earth gives us four to view this year. 

July’s full moon is not just an impressive skywatching target but is also an important event in many different cultures worldwide. Here are some examples of the cultural significance of July’s full moon

  • Europeans sometimes call this the Hay Moon due to the haymaking season that falls between June and July. 
  • Hindus, Buddhists, and Jains may call July’s moon the Guru Full Moon (Guru Purnima), “celebrated as a time for clearing the mind and honoring the guru or spiritual master,” NASA said.  
  • Theravada Buddhists may call July’s moon the Asalha Puha (also known as Dharma Day or Esala Poya — a festival celebrating Buddha’s first sermon, NASA said). July’s moon also marks the beginning of a three-month annual Buddhist retreat called Vassa.  
  • July’s full moon falls in the middle of the sixth month of the Chinese calendar, Tammuz in the Hebrew calendar and Dhu al-Hijjah — the 12th and final month of the Islamic calendar.  

If you’re looking for a telescope or binoculars to observe the moon, our guides for the best binoculars deals and the best telescope deals now can help. Our best cameras for astrophotography and best lenses for astrophotography can also help you prepare to capture the next skywatching sight on your own. 

The next full moon will occur on August 11 and is known as the “Sturgeon Moon.” It will also be a supermoon — the final one of the year. 

Fancy taking a more in-depth moonlit tour of our rocky companion? Our ultimate guide to observing the moon will help you plan your next skywatching venture whether it be exploring the lunar seas, mountainous terrain, or the many craters that blanket the landscape. You can also see where astronauts, rovers and landers have ventured with our Apollo landing sites observing guide

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Dutch Hunger Winter November 1944-Not Unlike Modern GMO and Altered Processes (Over-Heating GMO fed Dairy, Inflammatory Oils) Poisoning us and Over-Milling of Grains- Starving us?

Dutch Hunger Winter Beyond DNA: Epigenetic’s

Deciphering the link between nature and nurture

http://www.naturalhistorymag.com/features/142195/beyond-dna-epigenetics

By Nessa Carey

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During the Dutch Hunger Winter, which lasted from the start of November 1944 to the late spring of 1945, a Dutch boy waits at a restaurant with a spoon tucked into his waistband. Epidemiologists have been able to follow the long-term effects of the famine on those who lived through it, and have even seen its effects in the next generation.

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Excerpted from The Epigenetics Revolution: How Modern Biology Is Rewriting Our Understanding of Genetics, Disease, and Inheritance, by Nessa Carey (Columbia University Press, 2012). Copyright © 2012 Nessa Carey.

We talk about DNA as if it’s a template, like a mold for a car part in a factory. In the factory, molten metal or plastic gets poured into the mold thousands of times, and, unless something goes wrong in the process, out pop thousands of identical car parts.

But DNA isn’t really like that. It’s more like a script. Think of Romeo and Juliet, for example. In 1936 George Cukor directed Leslie Howard and Norma Shearer in a film version. Sixty years later Baz Luhrmann directed Leonardo DiCaprio and Claire Danes in another movie version of this play. Both productions used Shakespeare’s script, yet the two movies are entirely different. Identical starting points, different outcomes.

That’s what happens when cells read the genetic code that’s in DNA. The same script can result in different productions. The implications of this for human health are very wide-ranging, as we will see from the case studies we are going to look at in a moment. In all these case studies it’s really important to remember that nothing happened to the DNA blueprint of the people in these case studies.

Their DNA didn’t change (mutate), and yet their life histories altered irrevocably in response to their environments.

Audrey Hepburn was one of the twentieth century’s greatest movie stars. Stylish, elegant, and with a delicately lovely, almost fragile bone structure, she became an icon in her role as Holly Golightly in Breakfast at Tiffany’s, even to those who have never seen the movie. It’s startling to think that this wonderful beauty was created by terrible hardship. Audrey Hepburn was a survivor of an event in World War II known as the Dutch Hunger Winter. This ended when she was sixteen years old, but the aftereffects of that period, including poor physical health, stayed with her for the rest of her life.

The Dutch Hunger Winter lasted from the start of November 1944 to the late spring of 1945. That was a bitterly cold period in Western Europe, creating further hardship on a continent that had been devastated by four years of brutal war. Nowhere was this worse than in the western Netherlands, which at this stage was still under German control. A German blockade resulted in a catastrophic drop in the availability of food to the Dutch population. At one point the population was try­ing to survive on only about 30 percent of the normal daily calorie intake. People ate grass and tulip bulbs, and burned every scrap of furniture they could get their hands on, in a desperate effort to stay alive. More than 20,000 people had died by the time food supplies were restored in May 1945.

The dreadful privations of that time also created a remarkable scientific study population. The Dutch survivors were a well-defined group of individuals all of whom suffered just one period of malnutrition, all of them at exactly the same time. Because of the excellent health-care infrastructure and record-keeping in the Netherlands, epidemiologists have been able to follow the long-term effects of the famine. Their findings were completely unexpected.

One of the first aspects they studied was the effect of the famine on the birth weights of children who had been in the womb during that terrible period. 

If a mother was well fed around the time of conception and malnourished only for the last few months of the pregnancy, her baby was likely to be born small. 

If, on the other hand, the mother suffered malnutrition only for the first three months of the pregnancy (because the baby was conceived toward the end of the terrible episode), but then was well fed, she was likely to have anormal-size baby. 

The fetus “caught up” in body weight.

That all seems quite straightforward, as we are all used to the idea that fetuses do most of their growing in the last few months of pregnancy. But epidemiologists were able to study these groups of babies for decades, and what they found was really surprising. The babies who were born small stayed small all their lives, with lower obesity rates than the general population. For forty or more years, those people had access to as much food as they wanted, and yet their bodies never got over the early period of malnutrition. Why not? How did their early life experiences affect these individuals for decades? Why weren’t they able to go back to normal once their environment reverted to the way it should be?

More unexpectedly, the children whose mothers had been malnourished only early in pregnancy had higher obesity rates than normal. Recent reports have shown a greater incidence of other health problems as well, including effects on certain measures of mental health. Even though those individuals had seemed perfectly healthy at birth, something had happened to their development in the womb that affected them for decades after. And it wasn’t just the fact that something had happened that mattered, it was when it happened. Events that take place in the first three months of gestation, a stage when the fetus is really very small and developing very rapidly, can affect an individual for the rest of his or her life.

Even more extraordinarily, some of these effects seem to be present in the children of this group, that is, in the grandchildren of the women who were malnourished during the first three months of their pregnancy. So something that happened in one pregnant population affected their children’s children. That raised the really puzzling question of how those effects were passed on to subsequent generations.

Let’s consider a different human story. Schizophrenia is a dreadful mental illness, which, if untreated, can completely overwhelm and disable an affected person. Patients may present with a range of symptoms including delusions, hallucinations, and enormous difficulties focusing mentally. 

People with schizophrenia may become completely incapable of distinguishing between the “real world” and their own hallucinatory and delusional realm. Normal cognitive, emotional, and societal responses are lost. There is a terrible misconception, however, that people with schizophrenia are likely to be violent and dangerous. For the great majority of patients that isn’t the case at all, and the people most likely to suffer harm because of this illness are the patients themselves. Individuals with schizophrenia are fifty times as likely to attempt suicide as healthy individuals.

Schizophrenia is tragically common. It affects between 0.5 and 1 percent of the population in most countries and cultures, which means that there may be more than 50 million people alive today who are suffering from this condition. Scientists have known for some time that genetics plays a strong role in determining if a person will develop this illness. We know this because if one of a pair of identical twins has schizophrenia, there is a 50 percent chance that their twin will also have the condition. That is much higher than the 1 percent risk in the general population or even the 15 percent risk for fraternal twins. Identical twins have exactly the same genetic code as each other. They share the same womb, and usually they are brought up in very similar environments. When we consider this, it doesn’t seem surprising that if one of the twins develops schizophrenia, the chance that his or her twin will also develop the illness is very high. In fact, we have to start wondering why it isn’t higher. Why isn’t the figure 100 percent? How is it that two apparently identical individuals can become so very different? An individual has a devastating mental illness, but will his or her identical twin suffer from it too? Flip a coin—heads they win, tails they lose. Variations in the environment are unlikely to account for this, and even if they did, how would those environmental effects have such profoundly different impacts on two genetically identical people?

Here’s a third case study. A small child, less than three years old, is abused and neglected by his or her parents. Eventually, the state intervenes, and the child is taken away from the biological parents and placed with foster or adoptive parents. These new caregivers love and cherish the child, doing everything they can to create a secure home, full of affection. The child stays with these new parents throughout the rest of his or her childhood and adolescence, and into young adulthood.

Sometimes everything works out well for such children. They grow up into happy, stable individuals indistinguishable from all their peers who had normal, non-abusive childhoods. But often, tragically, it doesn’t work out this way. Children who have suffered from abuse or neglect in their early years grow up with a substantially higher risk of adult mental health problems than the general population. All too often such a child grows up into an adult at high risk of depression, self-harm, drug abuse, and suicide.

Once again, we have to ask ourselves why. Why is it so difficult to override the effects of early childhood exposure to neglect or abuse? Why should something that happened early in life have effects on mental health that may still be obvious decades later? In some cases, the adult may have absolutely no recollection of the traumatic events, and yet he or she may suffer the consequences mentally and emotionally for the rest of life.

These three case studies seem very different on the surface. The first is mainly about nutrition, especially of the unborn child. The second is about the differences that arise between genetically identical individuals. The third is about long-term psychological damage as a result of childhood abuse.

But these stories are linked at a very fundamental biological level. They are all examples of epigenetic. Epigenetic’s is the new discipline that is revolutionizing biology. Whenever two genetically identical individuals are nonidentical in some way we can measure, this is called epigenetic. When a change in environment has biological consequences that last long after the event itself has vanished into distant memory, we are seeing an epigenetic effect in action.

When scientists talk about epigenetic they are referring to all the cases in which the genetic code alone isn’t enough to describe what’s happening—there must be something else going on as well. That is one of the ways that epigenetic is described scientifically: where things that are genetically identical can actually appear quite different from one another. But there has to be a mechanism that brings out this mismatch between the genetic script and the final outcome. Epigenetic effects must be caused by some sort of physical change, some alterations in the vast array of molecules that make up the cells of every living organism. That leads us to the other scientific way of viewing epigenetic—the molecular description. In this model, epigenetic can be defined as the set of chemical modifications surrounding and attaching to our genetic material that change the ways genes are switched on or off, but don’t alter the genes themselves.

Although it may seem confusing that the word “epigenetic” can have two different meanings, it’s just because we are describing the same event at two different levels. It’s a bit like looking at the pictures in old newspapers with a magnifying glass, and seeing that they are made up of dots. If we didn’t have a magnifying glass we might have thought that each picture was just made in one solid piece, and we’d probably never have been able to work out how so many new images could be created each day. On the other hand, if all we ever did was look through the magnifying glass, all we would see would be dots, and we’d never see the incredible image that they formed together and that we’d see if we could only step back and look at the big picture.

The revolution that has happened very recently in biology is that for the first time we are actually starting to understand how amazing epigenetic phenomena are caused. We’re no longer just seeing the large image, we can now also analyze the individual dots that created it. Crucially, this means that we are finally starting to unravel the missing link between nature and nurture: how our environment talks to us and alters us, sometimes forever.

The “epi” in epigenetic is derived from Greek and means at, on, to, upon, over, or beside. The DNA in our cells is not some pure, unadulterated molecule. Small chemical groups can be added at specific regions of DNA. Our DNA is also smothered in special proteins. 

These proteins can themselves be covered with additional small chemicals. None of these molecular amendments—which I will explore in the next issue of Natural History—changes the underlying genetic code. But adding these chemical groups to the DNA, or to the associated proteins, or removing Scientists in both the academic and commercial sectors are also waking up to the enormous impact them, changes the expression of nearby genes. These changes in gene expression alter the functions of cells, and the very nature of the cells themselves. Sometimes, if these patterns of chemical modifications are put on or taken off at a critical period in development, the pattern can be set for the rest of our lives, even if we live to be over a 100 years of age. 

There’s no debate that the DNA blueprint is the starting point—a very important starting point and absolutely necessary, without a doubt. But it isn’t a sufficient explanation for all the sometimes wonderful, sometimes awful complexity of life. If the DNA sequence were all that mattered, identical twins would always be absolutely identical in every way. Babies born to malnourished mothers would gain weight as easily as other babies who had a healthier start in life. And we would all look like big amorphous blobs, because all the cells in our bodies would be completely identical. That’s because epigenetic is the mechanism by which cells with the same genetic code express different parts of it during development, becoming liver, muscle, brain, or any of the hundreds other cell types in the human body.

Huge areas of biology are influenced by epigenetic mechanisms, and the revolution in our thinking is spreading further and further into unexpected frontiers of life on our planet. Why can’t we make a baby from two sperm or two eggs, but must have one of each? What makes cloning possible? Why is cloning so difficult? Why do some plants need a period of cold before they can flower? Since queen bees and worker bees are genetically identical, why are they completely different in form and function? Why are virtually all tortoiseshell cats female? Why is it that humans contain trillions of cells in hundreds of complex organs, and microscopic worms contain about a thousand cells and only rudimentary organs, but we and the worm have the same number of genes?

Scientists in both the academic and commercial sectors are also waking up to the enormous impact that epigenetic has on human health. It’s implicated in diseases from schizophrenia to rheumatoid arthritis, from cancer to chronic pain. There are already two types of drugs that successfully treat certain cancers by interfering with epigenetic processes. Pharmaceutical companies are spending hundreds of millions of dollars in a race to develop the next generation of epigenetic drugs to treat some of the most serious illnesses afflicting the industrialized world. Epigenetic therapies are the new frontier of drug discovery.

In biology, Darwin and Mendel came to define the nineteenth century as the era of evolution and genetics. Watson and Crick defined the twentieth century as the era of DNA, and the functional understanding of how genetics and evolution interact. But in the twenty-first century, it is the new scientific discipline of epigenetic that is deconstructing so much of what we took as dogma and rebuilding it in an infinitely more varied, more complex, and even more beautiful fashion.

Traces of Dutch ‘Hunger Winter’ in genetic material

http://www.news.leiden.edu/news/dutch-hunger-winter.html

Conditions in the uterus can give rise to life-long changes in genetic material. People in their sixties who were conceived during the Hunger Winter of 1944-45 in the Netherlands have been found to have a different molecular setting for a gene which influences growth. Researchers from the LUMC are the first to demonstrate this effect. They published their findings this week in PNAS Online Early Edition, together with colleagues from Columbia University.

Epigenetics

http://www.news.leiden.edu/news/dutch-hunger-winter.html

Search for food in the Hunger Winter

During the Hunger Winter (the Dutch famine of 1944-1945) the west of the Netherlands suffered from an extreme lack of food.  It now appears that the limited food intake of mothers who were pregnant during this period altered the genetic material of embryos in the early stages of development.  The effects of this can still be observed some sixty years later.  These alterations are not changes in the genetic code, but a different setting for the code which indicates whether a gene is on or off.  This is known as epigenetic.   One of the main processes in epigenetic is connecting the small molecule methyl to DNA.

Vulnerable

The researchers compared the degree of methylation of a piece of DNA, the IGF2 gene, of people who were conceived in the Hunger Winter with that of their brothers and sisters.  They chose this particular gene because it plays an important role during gestation. People in their sixties who were conceived during the Hunger Winter have less methyl groups on the IGF2 gene than their siblings.  This did not apply to children of the Hunger Winter who were in later stages of gestation when the famine occurred. They did have a lower birth weight than their siblings, but the IGF2 gene was not ‘packaged’ differently. This indicates that epigenetic information is particularly vulnerable in the early stages of pregnancy.

More economical level

‘The next question is whether the epigenetic change which has been identified is a ‘scar’ on the DNA because of lack of food, or a specific adaptation to the shortage of food,’ comments Prof Eline Slagboom. Researcher Dr Bas Heijmans: ‘Epigenetics could be a mechanism which allows an individual to adapt rapidly to changed circumstances.  Changes in the DNA sequence occur by chance and it takes generations before a favourable mutation spreads throughout the population.  By then, a temporary famine is long past.  It could be that the metabolism of children of the Hunger Winter has been set at a more economical level, driven by epigenetic changes.’ This could explain why children of the Hunger Winter suffer more frequently from obesity and cardio-vascular diseases.   The research was partly financed by the Netherlands Heart Foundation and the EU network LifeSpan. 

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Inspirational Verse in the free-form style of Emily Dickinson


HT Wagner – is a Freelance writer of WordPress in St Louis, Missouri 
She has had a successful career in Project Manager with over 25 years’ experience in research, development and team building, with a strong background in both technical and financial services industry recruiting. She has also built her own successful recruiting company.

She retired and suffered a series of devastating family tragedies that led to a period of deep depression and devastation. Expressing herself in poetry has helped her to rebuild a normal life.

Dee’s ‘turn on’s- are the ocean, swing dancing and comedy.
Her ‘turn-off’s’ are negative people who judge and people who hate.
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Dr. Dan Siegel-Brain Anatomy to What We call the ‘Mind’-9 Different Practical Appliations from Brain Research to Parenting-Secure Attachment-

The Four S’s of Parenting: Dan Siegel’s Whole-Brain Child

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Dr. Siegel covered a wide range of topics, from brain anatomy to the nature of what we call “mind,” from the definition of mental health to nine different practical applications of the latest brain research to parenting. PUBLISHED ON: DECEMBER 30, 2013

Recently, renowned neuropsychiatrist Dr. Dan Siegel gave the inaugural public lecture for the new “Mindful Living and Practice” initiative at the University of Washington’s Center for Child and Family Well-Being.  The topic was his recent book, The Whole Brain Child: 12 Revolutionary Strategies to Nurture Your Child’s Developing Mind.

Dr. Siegel covered a wide range of topics, from brain anatomy to the nature of what we call “mind,” from the definition of mental health to nine different practical applications of the latest brain research to parenting.

It was a wonderful and inspiring presentation, and a bit overwhelming. It felt like a semester long course packed into an hour and a half, so, rather than try to repeat that pace here, I will just pass on a few points that stood out for me. I highly recommend the book for a more in-depth treatment of these topics.

Brain anatomy and the role of the pre-frontal cortex

Dr. Siegel began with a discussion of brain anatomy. The pre-frontal cortex (PFC) is the part of our brain that is responsible for integrating all the others. It gives us the ability to be emotionally balanced and self-aware, responsive instead of reactive, intentional with our bodies, empathic and intuitive. What research demonstrates is that the PFC is strengthened in children who have patterns of secure attachment.

This was interesting to me because it linked how children relate to their caregivers to the actual structure of their brains, not just learned habits of behavior. 

How we treat our kids socially and emotionally impacts them physically.

Fostering secure attachment with the four “S’s”

As parents, Dr. Siegel said that we can foster secure attachment if we remember the following 4 “S”s.  

Our children need to be:

  • Seen — this is not just seeing with the eyes.  It means perceiving them deeply and empathically — sensing the mind behind their behavior, with what Dr. Siegal calls “mindsight”
  • Safe — we avoid actions and responses that frighten or hurt them
  • Soothed — we help them deal with difficult emotions and situations
  • Secure — we help them develop an internalized sense of well-being

I like this summary because it provides tools and ideas that stretch beyond the core “attachment parenting” ideas that are common for infants (“baby-wearing,” co-sleeping, breast-feeding, responsiveness to crying, etc.). The 4 “S”s are tools that can work with our kids up through adolescence.

The role of a ‘coherent narrative’

Dr. Siegel emphasized that all parents can have a secure attachment with their children, regardless of what their own childhood experiences were like.

The key for us as parents is to have developed a coherent narrative of our own upbringing.

If our kids are showing signs of insecure attachment, doing our own work on our own past may actually be the best place to start to address the issue. Dr. Siegel covers this idea in depth in his book Parenting from the Inside Out.

This is a powerful idea because it means that we’re not doomed to replay past patterns,

and that even if we ourselves suffered from insecure attachment as children – We can provide secure attachment to our own kids.

The ‘river’ of well-being

Dr. Siegal offered an image of mental health as a flowing river, bounded on one side by rigidity and on the other by chaos. The healthy, flowing state in the middle is flexible, coherent and integrated. The banks represent extremes that our minds fall into when we’re not doing well.

Dr. Siegel believes that all difficulties of the mind, whether severe disturbances such as schizophrenia or something as common as an episode of road rage, can be understood as a failure of integration that leads us to become chaotic, rigid or to oscillate between these extremes. He described what it’s like when we’re in a state of mental integration using the acronym FACES: Flexible, Adaptive, Coherent, Energized, Stable.

I like this image of well-being, and think it will be useful for helping me work through my own low points, as well as my son’s.

Healthy mind parenting tip: connect and redirect

Of the many practical tips that Dr. Siegel gave for helping out kids with mental integration, I particularly liked the idea of “Connect and Redirect.” 

This recognizes that when our kids are in a “right brain” state, dominated by emotion and physicality, trying to address them in a “left brain” mode with words and reason won’t work.

We need to first connect emotionally, using touch, tone, facial expressions, gestures, eye contact and appropriate intensity to show them that they are “seen.” When their right brain state feels “met,” we can then redirect our children with our left brain tools — such as planning what to do next, or clarifying boundaries.

My wife and I have been trying this model as my son has struggled to get used to a new school situation, and I think it’s been helpful. It can take a little more time, but it seems to work well to first connect and reflect emotionally before moving on to problem solving or boundary-setting.

Using our minds to change our brains-

Dr. Siegel said that one of the most important things we can do to improve our own mental integration is to strengthen our PFC through a regular practice of mindful awareness. 

He likened a daily meditation practice to brushing our teeth — it’s a bit of regular hygiene that, over time, can dramatically improve our health.

On his website, there is a free 10-minute guided meditation podcast which can serve as a guide to getting started. I tried it, and it is very straightforward.  There’s no need for special cushions or poses or incense. All one needs is any old chair and the willingness to focus one’s attention for 10 minutes.

Since the lecture, I’ve added meditation time to my daily routine and I’ve enjoyed the experience so far.

Integration made visible

Dr. Siegel closed with the following question: 

“What is integration made visible?”

His answer was: “Kindness and compassion.”

By increasing integration in our brains, we improve the likelihood that we’ll engage the world from a balanced, healthy place. We’ll act better, which will help us feel better. Our kids will experience that, and we’ll feel positively bonded with them, which will make it easier to relate to each other with kindness and compassion, creating a wonderful virtuous cycle. It seems well worth 10 minutes a day (and practicing some of his other tips)!

Our children’s minds are everything — their personality, their character, their intellect, their talents, their actions, their resilience and their judgment.

As parents, we have the opportunity and the responsibility to support their mental health, and the way we relate to our kids day-to-day plays a critical role. Dr. Siegel has provided a valuable resource for us to help us make the most of these everyday situations, and I expect that I will continue to refer to his book for many years.

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From 18:20

The Entire Nervous System Including the Brain Which We’Re Going To Get into in a Moment Is All about the Connection of the Inner and the Outer this Is Extremely Important Okay so the Egg and Sperm Get Together the Conceptus Divides Okay Now It’s Imaginary so the Neural Tube Is Being Made the Brain Is Being Made and Now Here’s the Amazing Thing You’Re in the Womb and these Experiences We Have in the Womb Do You Have To Eat in the Womb No Do You Have To Breathe in the Womb No Do You Have To Pay Taxes in the Womb

From 24:55

But What Research Suggests this Is a Really Incredible View Is that the First Time I Figured Out Things like What Am I Aware of Where’s My Attention Where’s My Intention Is by Looking at My Village Mate and Figuring It Out in Her So in My Brain What that Means Is as a Human Being My Mammalian Brain and that My Primate Brain Now It’s a Human Brain It Develops All this Machinery To Look at the Face of another Person To Listen to the Sounds the Other Person’s Making To Look at the Nonverbal Signals of that Person and To Make a Map in this Brain in My Head of the Mind of My Village Partner Is She Trustworthy or Not Where’s Her Awareness Where’s Her Attention Where’s Her Intention

From 29:30

And Then You Allowed Your Body To Feel the Ache but Not Become the Other Person That’s Called Resonance so Presence Attunement Resonance Just like Guitar String You Know the Low Notes Don’t Become the High Notes They Just Resonate with Them so It’s Not Mirroring You Have To Become the Suicidal Person Says I’M GonNa Kill Myself Well I’M GonNa Kill Myself-Isn’t that a Tuning Do You Know It’s You Maintained a Differentiated Nature but You Linked There’s that Concept Again and Then the T of Part Is You Develop Trust

From 45:18

That’s all It Is the Whole Purpose of this Brain in Your Head Is Actually To Take Care of both the Inner Experience of the Body and the Relational Experience of the Body That’s It What Is It about if You Had To Summarize this Brain In like a One-Sentence Elevator Speech Believe It or Not It’s the Embodied Mechanism of Energy and Information Flow That’s It Bless You in Fact Let’s Have a Bless You for Everyone’s GonNa Sneeze so We Don’t Think about You Ready Do You Feel Blessed

From 57:35

Brain Anatomy

Dr. Dan Siegel’s Hand Model of the Brain – YouTube

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10 key moments in this video

From 00:55Using the hand model of the brain

From 01:58The cortex is the top of the brain

From 02:47What is the brainstem?

From 03:49The thumb region (limbic area)

From 04:23How memory is divided up in the brain

From 04:54The cortex, making maps

From 05:34What is the prefrontal cortex?

From 05:59When the system is not integrated

From 06:45The human connectome project

From 07:25Creativity, collaboration, well – being

How to comfort an upset child – Dr. Dan Siegel – YouTube

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Siegel emphasized that all parents can have a secure attachment with their children, regardless of what their own childhood experiences were like. The key for us as parents is to have developed a coherent narrative of our own upbringing.Dec 30, 2013

The Four S’s of Parenting: Dan Siegel’s Whole-Brain Child

Siegel’s Mind: A Journey to the Heart of Being Human is a thought-provoking book that offers a comprehensive, powerful definition of the “mind,” as an “emergent, self-organizing, embodied, and relational process that regulates the flow of energy and information.” Notably, a comprehensive, complex, and dynamic …Sep 14, 2017

Being Human: An Interview With Daniel J. Siegel, MD

Siegel’s Mind: A Journey to the Heart of Being Human is a thought-provoking book that offers a comprehensive, powerful definition of the “mind,” as an “emergent, self-organizing, embodied, and relational process that regulates the flow of energy and information.” Notably, a comprehensive, complex, and dynamic …Sep 14, 2017

Being Human: An Interview With Daniel J. Siegel, MD

“Specifically, relationships are the sharing between people of energy and information flow. The brain and its whole body are the embodied mechanism of that flow, and the mind is the self-organizing process that regulates that flow.” What you do with your mind, he adds, “can even change the structure of your brain.”

What’s the Difference Between Brain and Mind? Dan Siegel .

Mindsight is the way we can focus attention on the nature of the internal world. It’s how we focus our awareness on ourselves, so our own thoughts and feelings, and it’s how we’re able to actually focus on the internal world of someone else.

What is Mindsight? An Interview with Dr. Dan Siegel – Psychalive

The Dark Side of Creation-Like the Stock Market-Corrections-Abortion Mentality-A Form of Genocide? Holocaust that God Allows?

The Dark Side of ‘Creation Corrections’- Like in the Stock Market! Scapegoats-Old Testament to New Testament-Abortion Mentality-Should be-Mentality Not Needed in Creation

A form genocide – HOLOCAUST THAT GOD ALLOWS- 

The Dark Side of ‘Creation 

The Prophecy of Pope Leo XIII

Creation Corrections: (God allows)

He allowed His only Son to be Crucified? He allowed Jesus -who was Willing-to be a Scapegoat https://jewsforjesus.org/publications/issues/issues-v21-n01/the-ultimate-scapegoat

Jesus – To Save us – He Died for OUR SINS – SCAPEGOAT 

– ANCIENT OLD TESTAMENT HEBRES  TRADITION-https://jewsforjesus.org/publications/issues/issues-v21-n01/the-ultimate-scapegoat

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‘Small (Intrinsic) Mined’ thinking that Blocks the Hippocampus and denies access to the Autobiographical Memory on the Right Hand of the Cerebral Cortex – The Nature of ‘Mortal Sin’

How Creation brings Balance-

  1. God is Dead – Unanswered prayers – ‘God does not answer my prayers’ – Would a Parent give more for a child to take their life?
  2. Abortion – needed and should be legal – Anyone wanting to kill a fertilized egg should be allowed – Better for them not to reproduce – THAT MENTALITY will evolve out Destructive Mentality – Leaves those who respect life to reproduce. Abortion- a Grievous moral offense – People who willingly destroy the life within (any stage) – this mentality an adaptive quality for Creation? A form genocide – HOLOCAUST THAT GOD ALLOWS-
  3. Abortion ? A Test? for those who choose to keep the child – a Winning Mentality for a more Compassionate Altruistic race of humans?
  4. Birth control – a choice…likely type of ‘survival of the fittest” Maybe it is best? ‘their choice?’ Why judge or criticize?NOYB – Between the mother and God?
  5. ‘The Flood’ – New beginnings-
  6. Adam and Eve the Fall, Abraham, the Prophets-Developmental stages to evolve-
  7. Crusades and Wars – Creation seeking to Balance Yin-Yang energy?
  8. World Wars, 911 (Bookmark for the Second Coming)
  9. Holocaust, Dictators and Genocide and Orphans, Immigration, Migration -Trafficking-
  10. 1904 World’s Fair. prohibition, WWI and WWII, Korean War, Vietnamese War,
  11. Iraq to 911 – “911”… September 9, 2011Ground Zero…The World Trade Tower
  12. Unresolved’s: Mortal Sin – Unresolved Grief and PTSD-Trauma blocking the hippocampus – access to the autobiographical memory (on the Right Hand Side of the Father – the Right Cerebral Cortex-
  13. Life-altering ‘Glancing Points’ – Any ‘Perceived’ or Real Trauma – Divorce, lioness, Domestic Violence. & alcohol & all other additions
  14. Holding a Grudge – Bad for health – When a grudge is held, -recalling a past event and the negative emotions associated with it. It subjects the body to stress over a prolonged period, which has negative health effects. Rushing to forgive isn’t good either, as it can make you minimize your emotions – https://rightasrain.uwmedicine.org/mind/well-being/holding-a-grudge
  15. Lack of Impulse Control – Related to NATURE – DNA and NURTURE – RELATED TO PROTEIN and FAT DIETS – Modern Diets do not feed the executive functions Prefrontal-
  16. Pride, VainGlory and other 7 Deadly Sins- Prejudice – Hatred
  17. Abuse (Physical or Mental) of another, Domestic Violence-Gluttony-Envy- Gossip-Displaces all the Good that Might have been-
  18. Gender issues – Pope Francis has opened a door – to respect all others!
  19. the Millennials and the Conquistadores?- Modern factory (INFLAMMATORY) Diet (protein – muscle meat) and factory fat (brain CNS and Immune system) the throttle?
  20. SAD Dead or ‘INERT’ – Factory Dead Foods diet – creating a ‘Holding Pattern’- A Throttle? Obesity, Wheat belly and at the same time Hair loss , Diabetes, Neurological Disease and the Many diseases and dysfunctions caused by GMO, Heat altering (Over-Roasting Raw Nuts, seeds an non-GMO Ancient grains) Heat-altering raw Dairy Pasteurization resulting inDead bacteria and enzyme destruction,
  21. Feeding ruminants-cows – GMO alfalfa, GMO soy or GMO corn and Cortisol from STRESS of Modern farm practices and Over-Milling-Removing up to 50% (or more) of the Plant Protein germ-plant protein – meant for CNS and Immune system and leaving mostly ‘disease-causing’ ‘Refined carbs’-
  22. The Wise Men – Followed the Stars – Astronomy speaks!

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Big Government – Big Business is Fraud-Greed-Fear -Mongering for Profit? – Covid Makers ALL!

The Top Human Rights Issue of Our Time – Dr Thomas Cowan and Regenerative Agriculture – Fake Food – Future for America? Immune System Impotent!

The Prophecy of Pope Leo XIII

The St. Michael Prayer, which was said after Low Mass until the liturgical changes in 1965, was Instituted by Pope Leo XIII after he received a PROPHETIC vision. The most widely known element of this vision is that the Holy Father overheard a debate between Our Lord and Satan, during which the Devil was granted more power and authority for a period of 75 to 100 years. According to the most widespread accounts, the events behind the prophecy of Pope Leo XIII run as following: 

On October 13, 1884, after Pope Leo XIII had finished celebrating Mass in the Vatican Chapel, attended by a few Cardinals and members of the Vatican staff, he suddenly stopped at the foot of the altar. He stood there for about 10 minutes, as if in a trance, his face ashen white. Then, going immediately from the Chapel to his office, he composed the prayer to St. Michael, with instructions it be said after all Low Masses everywhere. When asked what had happened, he explained that, as he was about to leave the foot of the altar, he suddenly heard voices – two voices, one kind and gentle, the other guttural and harsh. They seemed to come from near the tabernacle. As he listened, he heard the following conversation:

The guttural voice, the voice of Satan in his pride, boasting to Our Lord: “I can destroy your Church”

The gentle voice of Our Lord: “You can? Then go ahead and do so.”

Satan: “To do so, I need more time and more power.”

Our Lord: “How much time? How much power?

Satan: 75 to 100 years, and a greater power over those who will give themselves over to my service.”

Our Lord: “You have the time, you will have the power.

Do with them what you will.” 

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Dr Thomas Cowan –‘Once a society finds itself financial detention on war, sickness imprisonment  & enforced schooling – it must be understood that the solution to these problems can’t bet more of the same’

A. Einstein  –The definition of INSANITY –  is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result.

The cost of Medical care is threatening  to bankrupt us.Reducing the ‘ INERT’ and  over-prescribed (under doctor’s supervision) 

Reduce the ‘Pill for a Problem philosophy of  Pharma –  to PLACEBO  level-to preserve organs and avoid SIDE-EFFECTS –

Ivan Illich –Health, argues Illich, is the capacity to cope with the human reality of death, pain, and sickness. Technology can benefit many; yet, modern mass medicine has gone too far, launching into a godlike battle to eradicate death, pain, and sickness. In doing so, it turns people into risk-averse consuming objects, turning healing into mere science, turning medical healers into mere drug-surgical technicians

VACCINE may not come  – Why not invest in Massive Research on the Immune system & CNS – (prevention & research & exquisite fine dining!!

Instead of complicated meals preparation –

Simple and Quick Plant Protein Recipes  and wild caught  SEAFOOD!

A  hypothesis – Western GMO and Over heating  and Over-milling  ‘altered’ processed food is Famine to the brain CNS and Immune system-for Prevention and Reversal of Disease  (Covid 19 Pandemic)

VACCINE- may not come  ?

  • Why not invest in MASSIVE  research on the Immune system 
  • an CNS – (Prevention and REVERSAL) research 
  • and exquisite FINE DINING !!

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The Genesis of   Generational  of Suicidal  Tendencies – The Human Rights Issue of Our Time – Over time-Western Thought Anxiety Programs – ‘Uninformed or Malinformed’  individuals-Kept ignorant by Big Business – Big Government-

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**  HOW TO CLEAN CANNED-PRESERVED SEAFOOD-

(Inflammatory) ‘Motor-like SWILL’  oil or  water canned  or sardines, tuna, etc) – 3 soaks (after ‘swill’ is drained  in garbage disposal)

  • It OK to buy Marinaded In lemon seasoning & sea salt marinade (to be rinses off) 

Instead of CONSUMING the  ‘SWILLl’  of canned foods

-to make MORE PROFIT – A vital Step (that prevents disease) is SKIPPED-In the preparation of MODERN CANNED  food are not ‘BLANCHED’ before canning – Pioneers Preserving Practice  

  • (to remove the ‘SWILL’  (INFLAMMATORY Omega 6 
  • and other Cancer-causing Heat-altered Free Radicals) –

DIRECTIONS –

1.  Drain and Empty in bowl and rinsing several times-

2. Soak in Sea salt and AC vinegar for  5 minutes or longer 

(and rinse 2 times  – if oil packed – oil will rise to the top  to be poured off – skin should be removed or buy ‘water-packed’ skinless boneless) 

3. Final soak in sea salt, lemon juice or buttermilk (from the Pasture-raised  Farm animals) – Can leave longer – 30 minutes 

4. Rinse and Pat dry!

Serve as a salad – EV Olive oil , garlic, chopped onions, leeks,  balsamic vinegar S&P, Cajun or Herb de Provence, capers , etc

Good-to-Go CNS and Immune system food to prevent and reverse Covid 19

Creation Correction…

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Beginning with-The Saint Michael Prayer

“Put on the armor of God, that you may be able
to stand against the wiles of the devil.”
-Ephesians 6:11

The customary version of the Saint Michael prayer is as follows:

Saint Michael Prayer

Saint Michael the Archangel, defend us in the day of battle. Be our safeguard against the wickedness and the snares of the devil. May God rebuke him we humbly pray and do thou O Prince of the Heavenly Host, cast into hell Satan and all the evil spirits who prowl throughout the world seeking the ruin of souls.Amen…

All of your anxiety can be quieted by asking for Saint Michael’s protection….

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The Dark Side of ‘Creation Corrections’– Like in the Stock Market

(God Allows) Conversation Starters??

Philosophical Debate??

The Prophecy of Pope Leo XIII

Creation Corrections: (God allows)-

He allowed His only Son to be Crucified? He allowed Jeans -who was Willing-to be a Scapegoat

https://jewsforjesus.org/publications/issues/issues-v21-n01/the-ultimate-scapegoat

Jesus – To Save us – He Died for out sins – The Ultimate Scapegoat-

The St. Michael Prayer, which was said after Low Mass until the liturgical changes in 1965, was Instituted by Pope Leo XIII after he received a PROPHETICvision. The most widely known element of this vision is that the Holy Father overheard a debate between Our Lord and Satan, during which the Devil was granted more power and authority for a period of 75 to 100 years. According to the most widespread accounts, the events behind the prophecy of Pope Leo XIII run as following: 

On October 13, 1884, after Pope Leo XIII had finished celebrating Mass in the Vatican Chapel, attended by a few Cardinals and members of the Vatican staff, he suddenly stopped at the foot of the altar. He stood there for about 10 minutes, as if in a trance, his face ashen white. Then, going immediately from the Chapel to his office, he composed the prayer to St. Michael, with instructions it be said after all Low Masses everywhere. When asked what had happened, he explained that, as he was about to leave the foot of the altar, he suddenly heard voices – two voices, one kind and gentle, the other guttural and harsh. They seemed to come from near the tabernacle. As he listened, he heard the following conversation:

The guttural voice, the voice of Satan in his pride, boasting to Our Lord: “I can destroy your Church”

The gentle voice of Our Lord: “You can? Then go ahead and do so.”

Satan: “To do so, I need more time and more power.”

Our Lord: “How much time? How much power?

Satan:75 to 100 years, & a greater power over those who will give themselves over to my service.”

Our Lord: “You have the time, you will have the power.

Do with them what you will.” 

READ MORE – Bears Repeating!

Creation Correction-

Beginning with…“Put on the armor of God, that you may be able
All of your anxiety can be quieted by asking for Saint Michael’s protection….http://www.how-to-pray-the-rosary-everyday.com/saint-michael-prayer.html

**  He allowed His Only Son to be Crucified??

~ Is the ‘Right-to-Life’ just another flaw Western-minded concept? 

Small minds – wanting justice for all?

‘Money mill’ for lawyers – 

**  AbortionMothers who will destroy the life within (any stage)?

Is this mentality an ‘adaptive quality’ for Creation?

A form genocide A Holocaust that God Allows?

‘Testing’ those who choose to keep the child?

Evolution to a ‘POSITIVE’ Mentality for a more Compassionate-Altruistic race of humans? 

Those with ‘STEEL-TRAP’ INTEGRITY” – ‘That Choose ‘to do the Hard Thing’ & Birth control – a choice-MAY likely be a type of ‘survival of the fittest’?

Maybe it is best ‘their choice?’ Why ‘get bent-out-of-shape? NOYB?       

Follow your Heart – Likely God’s Will!

Where is the prayer in this concept?

‘Cosmic incubators’  ~  Addiction & all behavior become 

A ‘HOLDING PATTERN ~ UNTIL THE ‘CONTROL TOWER’ GIVE PERMISSION TO LAND! 

Other Creation Corrections? Repeated 

**  ‘The Flood’

**  Adam & Eve – Abraham – the Prophets ~

**  The Crusades

**  World Wars

**  911 (Bookmark for the Second Coming)??

**  Holocaust

**  Dictators, Cartels & Genocide & Orphans, Domestic Violence & Immigration, Migration

**  Trafficking, Drug & Alcohol & all other Addictions

**  Gender-neutral issues – the Millennials & the Conquistadores??

**  Unresolved’s: Mortal Sin & Unresolved Grief & PTSD…

**  ‘Life-altering’ Glancing Points: Divorce & Real or Perceive Broken Relations, Sudden death of a close loved one, Serious Illness, Job Loss,   etc.  (ALL Block the Hippocampus & denies access to the Autobiographical Memory on the Right Hand of the Cerebral Cortex)…

**  Industrial Farming!

CAFO – CAFO -‘Concentrated Animal Feeding Operation’ 

– BAN GMO (Their Fuel) & the CAFOS GO AWAY & 168 Greenhouse gases They Emit!!

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Help Create Awareness OF CAFO Contribution to Greenhouse Gas

** CAFO waste (Concentrated Animal Feeding Operation)-Over 168 Gases are Emitted by Factory Farms ~ Major Cause of ‘Global Warming’-

Ban GMO & CAFOs Go Away!

Chemo & OTHER MODERN DRACONIAN MEDICAL TREATMENTS.- Cancer (MOST ALL CAFO DISEASES) are PREVENTABLE & REVERSIBLE – Fear Mongering & Greed for EASY money – Makes for REPEAT BUSINESS!

Does Johnson’s Baby Powder Cause Cancer? Only With the Help Of the CAFO-SAD GMO (Not Safe) DEAD Food Diet & Immune System Unarmed!

New Science: Nutritional Psychiatry – Research on Depression & Mental Illness…2017 Dee Hinkle on LinkedIn There are more & more other studies revolving around this topic that support this research. THE NEW

Foods That Can Cause Depression Dee Hinkle on LinkedInFoods That Can Cause Depression By Kelly Brogan MD Teamhttps://kellybroganmd.com/5-foods-that-can-cancer.

God’s Sense of Humor: 

**  Pharma! Viagra, Blood pressure meds, asthma meds, Supplements – ‘Thin Slice’ mentality – Pill for every problem!

**  Prevagen – JUST ANOTHER ‘SUPPLEMENT SCAM? Just ENJOY a Tuna Steak & Farro!! – Missing the Macronutrients. Micronutrients, Phytochemicals, Fiber & other Vitamins & Minerals not found in SUPPLEMENTS!

**  TRUTH ABOUT VACCINES –

**  Monsanto-Bayer: Spraying “Roundup” on Dandelions Will Cause “Free Radicals” Bayer’s Blind Spot on Monsanto’s Roundup- May Cost Billions!! Publish date March 22, 2019!

**  ‘Fast, Cheap, Tasty & Nutrition-less’ – from All CAFO-GMO (Synthetic FACTORY foods) 

We are we approaching a PARADIGM SHIFT?

**  CAFO-GMO SAD Dead Foods diet – creating ‘Holding Patterns’ – Obesity, Diabetes, Neurological Disease, Hair loss – ‘Wheat bellies’ – resulting from Over-Milling removal of the Plant protein – Leaving ‘Disease-Causing’ Refined Carbs – Diluting Plant milk – low to no ‘Plant Protein’! When – (Plant & Seafood Protein to Support CNS & Neural tissue -Barley Loaves & Fishes (not farmed & Fed GMO)

**  Heat-Altering producing ‘Plaque’ in Brain (internal) – Modern Dairy 3 strikes:  the Many diseases & dysfunctions caused by GMO,

**  Heat-altering (Inflammation & Allergy Causing – Roasting (NOT SOAKED) Raw Nuts, seeds & non-GMO Ancient grains – DESTROYING THE OMEGA 3 BRAIN FOOD) …

**  Heat-altering Raw DairyMADE PUTRID BY FACROY PROCESSED -Dead bacteria, GMO feeding – alfalfa, GMO soy or GMO corn & Cortisol from STRESS of Modern Industrial Farm practices…

IT IS NOT POSSIBLE to-Turn-to- ‘Alternative Milk FOR PLANT PROTEIN! Plant Milks diluted to 0-2 grams of Plant Protein!         

 ** Meat & Dairy Cartel Inspired??

** Prophecy Juels Vern ~ prophecy – Paris in the future on Food ~ ‘It will be SYNTHETIC’ & MADE OF OIL! PROPHECY OF CAFO-GMO FAST, CONVENIENT FACTORY FOODS ~ Sold in Supermarkets, Fast Food restaurants ~  

GMO FACTORY ALTERED PROCESSED FOODS ~ too Cheap & too Tasty ~  GMO MADE INTO  ‘CARNIVAL FOOD’S BY OVER-PROCESSING FOR SHELF LIFE -FOODS  

~ YOU GET WHAT YOU PAY FOR! MEDICARE & NOT A HAPPY DEATH!

Jeremiah-Chapter 26:1-9-From the Bible: ‘Say to Them’ – (CAFO–FUELED WITH GMO??) Publish date March 28, 2019 – Modern GMO Soy, CORN & ALFALFA -fed to animals is GMO ~ not Bioavailable & not useful BALDNESS & OBESITY!

**  FLOODS ACROSS THE US FLOODING FIELDS OF GMO!

** Over-Milling–Removing up to 50% (or more) of the Plant Protein (BRAIN FOOD) & leaving mostly disease-causing ‘REFINED CARBS’

**  Modern ‘Convention’ Flour & Modern Daily Bread – Marie Antoinette’s ‘Cake’ – 2 Grams of Plant Protein – History Repeats itself! Blind, Ignorant & in Poverty –

TIME TO REVOLT? 

& STOP BUYING!& Go back to the Sustainable Farm – find a Small Farm & a goat!

**  Modern GMO Soy & Roasted Peanuts ScamThey were  (BEFORE GMO & OVER-MILLING) the ‘Plant Protein’ for a Powerful brain – 

**Causing Allergies, Cancer Disease & Dysfunction Causing!

**  ‘Impulse Control – not necessarily an ADAPTIVE QUALITY the Cave Man for evolution & why the Hunters/Gathers of old could not ‘design tall buildings or fly jet planes’!

**  Executive Functions refers to a ‘set of mental skills’ That are coordinated in the brain’s PREFRONTAL LOBE –                

Executive Functions work together to help a person PLAN & ACHIEVE GOALS & HAVE EMPATHY FOR OTHERS…

READ MORE ABOUT IMPULSE CONTROL...

Types of Executive Function (Cognitive ) http://www.webmd.com/add-  

Located on top of the ‘ancient prehistoric animal brain’- 

Executive Function includes the ability to:

Manage Time & Attention

HAVE IMPULSE CONTROL – Curb inappropriate speech or behavior (impulse control)

Switch focus

Creativity

Plan & organize

Remember details

Integrate past experience with present action….

When Executive Function ‘BREAKS DOWN” ‘PERFECT STORM’- BEHAVIOR BECOMES ‘POORLY CONTROLLED’ – God Allows – Shooters, Bombers…

Add in –

** EXCESS STRESS

** LACK OF REM SLEEP

** POOR  NOURISHMENT (CAFO-GMO) FOR THE PREFRONTAL BRAIN – PLANT PROTEIN (NOT ALTERED OR GMO) & FISH PROTEIN (NOT FARMED)

Prefrontal Nourishment:

(‘Soaked-BAPTIZED) Barley Loaves (not GMO & not Over-milled) of whole Ancient Grain: oats, brown rice, quinoa, chia, tuff – (very high Plant Protein) & SEAFOOD – Fish protein – (not farmed & fed GMO)!

These Natural ‘Unaltered’ FOODS ARE NOT AVAILABLE at the Fast Food window or the “Quick Stop.”

MODERN SCIENCE RESEARCH –

New Science: Nutritional Psychiatry – Research on Depression & Mental Illness…2017 Dee Hinkle on LinkedIn There are more & more other studies revolving around this topic that support this research. THE NEW

Foods That Can Cause Depression Dee Hinkle on LinkedInFoods That Can Cause Depression By Kelly Brogan MD Teamhttps://kellybroganmd.com/5-foods-that-can-ca…

Synthetic Processed Faux GMO Altered Food –

Nutrition can affect a person’s ability to: work or go to school (avoid ADDHD) – Function independently or even think what to cook or wear!

Makes it difficult to maintain appropriate social relationships (along with ‘Insecure’ attachment trauma)

Executive Function can be divided into two categories:  Organization & Regulation –          **  ORGANIZATION involves gathering information and structuring it for evaluation.                                                           

**  REGULATION involves taking stock of the environment & changing behavior in response to it….

From Google: Churches (all detonations), Boy Scouts, Girl Scouts, Sports Coaches!

THE ‘SAD’ CAFO-GMO CONSEQUENCES OF IGNORANCE & DESIRE!

With that said:  In addition to LACK OF  IMPULSE CONTROL – What do these scandals (below) have in common?

~(NURTURE) – FAST & CONVENIENT FOOD & INSECURE ATTACHMENT STATUS –

~(NATURE) – ‘DEPENDING ON DNA’-

~The INSTITUTIONAL CAFO-GMO food in Nursing homes, schools, restaurants! It is everywhere the CAFO-GMO FOODS are prevalent – seeking out the weak & under-informed!

~ ‘Singles’ depending on CAFO Fast & Convenient foods at the Mercy of the Consequences of Neglect of the Prefrontal Executive Functions – MENTAL ILLNESS – SUICIDE – FROM Lack of Impulse Control

This is LIKELY why the Hunters/Gathers of old could not design tall buildings or fly jet planes ‘Impulse Control – not necessarily an ADAPTIVE QUALITY the Cave Man – for evolution!  

**  Abortion-Mothers who CHOOSE TO destroy the life within (any stage)? Is this Mentality an ‘Adaptive Quality’ for Creation? A form genocide – Holocaust that ‘God allows’ ‘Testing’ those who choose to keep the child? –a Positive ‘Faith-filled’ Mentality for a more Compassionate-Altruistic race of humans? Those with ‘STEEL-TRAP’ INTEGRITY” & ‘Choose ‘to do the Hard Thing’!

**   Birth control – a choice – (likely another ‘Adaptive Quality’? Maybe it is best ‘their choice?’ Why condemn?                              Follow your Heart – Likely God’s Will!

READ MORE:  WORTH REPEATING!

Modern GMO soy & Roasted nuts, peanuts – STARVES PREFRONTAL BRAIN & Lack of ‘Impulse Control’ by destroying the Omega 3 (Brainfood) – Making Omega 6 – In excess, Inflammatory & Obesity causing!

Starves the Human Prefrontal THINKING brain & Keeps us in POVERTY!

READ MORE:

Flipping the SAD CAFO- GMO-‘DEAD’ foods diet:

~GIVE UP HEAT-Altered – ROASTING (Unclean & NOT SOAKED TO REMOVE NATURAL SEED LOCKS & LECTINS in the peel (to ward off predators – Which GMO Magnifies! – UNBAPTIZED ‘ALLERGY-CAUSING’! Intensified Ground into ‘Whole Wheat flour’ – Gluten Disease & OBESITY!

~GIVE UP HEAT-Altered – Modern Dairy – Find a Famer That Pastures Diary – 

~GIVE UP – Baked Goods Made of All Purpose-less (low or no) Plant protein – High in ‘Disease-Causing’ Refined carbs!                  Read Back labels for Protein content – It should be 6 or more – not APF 2 grams!

~More ‘Creation Corrections’: (God allows) -Modern ‘Over-Milling’ -(CAFO)Meat & Diary Cartel & Big Pharma Inspired??https://www.linkedin.com/pulse/creation-corrections-god-allows-dee-hinkle/

The Protein Myth Debunked! Protein for Dummies!!

~Conventional Bread – ‘Not Our Daily Bread’-only 2 grams of Protein – The rest – ‘disease-causing’ carbs!! Just to Be Clear! Sprouting & Soaking- Making ‘CLEAN’ FOOD-BUT-Over Milling -4 Grams Not Enough! UNCLEAN-Not Ethical! Dee Hinkle on LinkedIn Publish date February 23, 2019

~Avoid –Ezekiel Bread (Sprouted) – but ONLY 4 grams of ‘Plant Protein’ – The Protein content ‘SHOULD BE, 6 OR MORE! LEAVING DISEASE CAUSING ‘REFINED CARBS’

Not Biblical!! Like the Tax Collectors –    ‘Taking more than their PRESCRIBED AMOUNT!’

Dierbergs GLuten-Free Section (Freezer)! Non-GMO Sprouted BREADS WITH 6 GRAMS OF PLANT PROTEIN (Back Label)

Sprouted Sourdough Bread ‘Alvarado Street Bakery’ https://lnkd.in/gQfbacU

or ‘Silver Hills’ Sprouted Power 6 grams!**

~GIVE UP ‘White’ Rice-NO PROTEIN HERE – BROWN RICE or Try other Whole Non-GMO Ancient grains-Quinoa, Buckwheat, Farro-Emmer-Italian rice for CREATIVITY!!! Sushi with Farro?? (8-10 grams of Plant Protein)!

!GIVE UP Junk Food –  Made of All Purpose-less (low or no) Plant protein – High in Disease-Causing Refined carbs –

MIA – ‘Plant’ Protein (& Seafood Protein-not only Fish oil) for the CNS TIME TO REVOLT ? & STOP BUYING!

JUST More of Marie Antoinette’s cake – That caused the French Revolution!!  America is Ripe for Revolution! The Hunt for ‘Red October’- by facebookcomdeehinkle2

The ‘Hunt for MIA Plant Protein’! Unaltered Plant Protein – CNS & Brainfood! Over-Milled or Over-diluted in Alternative Milk!

**Now that Modern daily has become PUTRID  (pasteurization) with Dead Bacteria – Not ‘LIVE’ BENEFICIAL!

**Fed (obesity-causing) GMO Alfalfa, Corn, Soy!

**Cortisol from Abusive CAFO Conditions! , Filled with Magnified GMO byproducts, water, Omega 3 Roasted to becomes Omega (Body only food)-INFLAMMATORY& DISEASE CAUSING! & WE WILL ALL RETURN TO OUR SUSTAINABLE FARM ROOTS! For this, I labor & pray!

~Give up (CAFO) pizza – Refined flour crust! The body sees the same as SUGAR! – Try other flour (from Italy with Plant Protein greater than 6 grams! Homemade is meaningless if made with 4 gams of Plant Protein or Less!

** Hitler’s s revenge’ – Made with ‘DIRTY’ Modern Dairy Cheese & made with a crust of ‘Marie Antoinette’s cake flour’ – Made of All Purpose-less (low or no) Plant protein…

High in Disease Causing Refined carbs – Give up chips & Give up French fries- ** They are fried (or baked) in ‘INFLAMMATORY’ ‘motor-like’ oil.

~ADD IN:

Beans  & Whole Ancient grains: quinoa, oats, buckwheat & brown rice are the most accessible in our culture. The Improve Creativity & creative mind to make these grains tasty. One enhances the Other!

Homelessness will be history when we no longer are fed ’empty ‘Disease-Causing’ food,’ without PLANT OR SEAFOOD PROTEIN! But with Non-GMO (Pasture-raised),  whole UNALTERED food – Needed to operate a “thinking’ brain that was able to fill out a job application!

The key is to eat whole grains and omega 3 foods consistently (UnAltered & Not farmed & fed GMO) – Establish a consistent pattern of non-processed non-fast food to keep the mind in working order – avoid addictive behavior, hyperactivity & a number of other behaviors

Help Create Awareness! 

~Start with Banning GMO (cheap animal food) – THE CAFO INDUSTRIAL FARMS WILL COLLAPSE, End to animal abuse & ‘GLOBAL WARMING’ WILL SLOW! https://wordpress.com/posts/facebookcomdeehinkle2.wordpress.com

The End to Senseless Loss of Lives – END to GMO & SAVE US ALL & Donuts & Return to Sanity! THE WALL TO BE TAKEN DOWN-GMO https://www.linkedin.com/pulse/end-senseless-loss-lives-gmo-dee-hinkle/ https://wordpress.com/posts/facebookcomdeehinkle2.wordpress.com

Vote Republi-Cat

Remove the Haters from Politics

Howard Shultz- Make Starbucks ‘Clean’ First!

Dirty Heat-Altered (Raw Dairy ‘DIRTY’ Roasted nuts & seeds & ‘Soaked’ Nuts, Seed & ‘Sprouted’ Non-GMO Ancient Grains ….

Or Trump might beat you ‘to the punch’….

This is not ‘Rocket Science’

Only Science !

Trifecta of Health

** BAN-GMO!! GMO Soy, Corn & Alfalfa – make DIRTY ANIMAL FEED –

** Uncovering the HIDDEN ‘Plant Protein’ that is ‘milled-out’ or DILUTED FOR THE SAKE OF PROFIT!

** ‘Soaked’ – not ROASTED nuts & seeds (Non-GMO)- CANCER & ALLERGY CAUSING

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to stand against the wiles of the devil.”
-Ephesians 6:11

The customary version of the Saint Michael prayer is as follows:

Saint Michael Prayer

Saint Michael the Archangel,

defend us in the day of battle.

Be our safeguard against the

wickedness and the snares of the devil.

May God rebuke him we humbly pray

and do thou O Prince of the Heavenly Host,

cast into hell Satan and all the evil spirits

who prowl throughout the world

seeking the ruin of souls.

Amen…

Dee Hinkle

JenCare BCE

READ MORE ON DOGMA~

Sunday, February 5, 2017 

 9:40 AM after Mass

Allergic to Dogma

Catholic-(Christians) may excommunicate & Hebrews are likely to crucify me!

This Preaching Must Stop 

Shouting – Written our of frustration

This morning’s Mass sermon was 30 minutes.-

Seem like an eternity ~ 

In hell-

My “restless leg syndrome” was on fire.

A burning inferno of jitters

Pumping – Not even possible to meditate

The ‘brunt-force’ of the dogma

Slammed into my Face & Ears 

Like flogging.

Re-echo – Over and over

The cannon of the rigid, inflexible rules 

Meant for sinners…

Christ – I felt your pain

The anxiety that welled up

Could have filled many  water jars. 

Unlike Christ 

We cannot ‘turn water into wine’

Nor can a priest turn ‘dogma’

Into FOOD for the Spirit

It is like going back into grade school …

& trying to fit in the desk of a 3rd grader….

It is painful!

From two thousand years 

Since Christ nailed to the Cross-

Wake up

America & the World

He was trying show how easy it is 

To nail the ‘Animal Instincts’ to the Cross

Time to Say Goodbye 

& to Free the Spirit within

The Animal Instincts are evolving away

Some extinct already 

To clear the path for a smooth & clear  ‘thought transmission’ of 

The Holy Trinity within 

The Brain  & the  CNS

From the ‘Low Road’ Animal Brain

To the Midbrain – The rescue of the BVM intervention.

The Limbic system 

Mary may not be God 

But Close enough 

Two thousand years of REVELING IN SENSUALITY-

All five of them 

Taste only “empty”   manmade Factory Foods 

Are not even sufficient to Nourish the body – Which is what they are supposed to do

Much less 

The Mind of Christ-

The Prefrontal  brain, CNS & Immune Systems –

When nourished the ‘Barley Loaves & Fishes’

What is lost by ‘taste only fake’foods?

Prefrontal Executive Functions

Where is the IMPULSE CONTROL?

Which gives us time to PAUSE long enough

To discern & use Free Will to make Rational choices

Prevention of pedophiles, shooters & bombers

run-on preachers, –

Not slamming dogma & threatening  hell

But – Writing sermons on the Hero’s of our Faith!

Creativity (like the Italian Renaissance )

when fed by  REAL & not Fake Factory  Foods

GMO, Over-Milled grains & Over-heated ‘motor-like’ oils

Omega 6 – Inflammatory 

Jules Verne predicated -Paris in the Twentieth Century – (The Lost Novel)  

Food will be “synthetic& “made of oil”

~Sounds like McDonald  (GMO) French Fries? Fried in ‘Motor-like Oil’ on Whit over milled buns with a Super-size soda – replacing the anti-anxiety wine for rest –

For the ages!

Until 

‘Fear-mongering’ business model of  the Western Medical Pharma – more profitable!

While on a roll…

Western Religion & Western Medicine & Western Science 

Revelations is about decommissioning the “Old Temple”  Brain of the Animal

Which was destroyed in 587 BC…End of a developmental stage..

Not the End of the World-

The lust to eat animal flesh (meat) – fuels anger, aggression  & negativism 

Instead gorge on  wild caught fish & whole Non GMO Altered grains..

not any over-milled wheat, soy or corn (now mostly GMO synthetic foods)

Gluttony – may become a virtue

Read Labels  

Shore up the ‘hardware’ of the Brain & Immune systems 

Fed by non-GMO Ancient Grains – (Not Over-milled) Barley Loaves 

Removing the principal fuel for the CNS & Immune system –

I repeat – while on a roll-

NonGMO clearly support the  CNS & Prefrontal Thinking Brain..

(whole non GMO ‘altered-Fake Factory grains)

NOT ANY GMO Over-Milled  WHEAT FLOUR OR WHOLE WHEAT- Unclean & not soaked to remover the seed locks & lectins in the peel

Natures adaptions – survival of the seed!

GMO – Magnifies the food (making it inert – no longer bioavailable) – 

But also MAGNIFIES the the seed locks & lectins in the peel 

  • making them toxic to gut – IBS 
  • & Dead inert food ready for fat storage – Obesity

Animal Protein 

Feeds only the muscles of the  body

Makes muscles for athletes & laborers..

Plant-based Protein & Not altered oil  

Pasture-raised oils – Healthy & Brain & Immune system – 

Factory foods – In Excess – 

ALCOHOL PLUS WHITE MENACE Foods 

Turns the volume up on to LOUD-

Useful to create laborers – To remove Stress-

– Opiate-like – needed to build cathedrals & populate the West~

While Excess-Abuse – Creation Corruption –

Survival of the fittest by Disease & dysfunction 

Immune System, CNS, Prefrontal Brain is Starved on 

**Factory meat & Factory oil  (not healthy Pasture-raised meat-oil)

& the ‘White Menace Over-refined’ unsprouted CLEAN grains – for taste-only-

& Heat altered oils & Pasteurized GMO Cortisol laced American Dairy –

Poverty Makers – All~

It is a Sin -‘not knowing the science-

More of  a sin – when choosing food by ‘sense-only’

Science is not showing –  how to Feed our bodies-

Including in the Body  – the Temple of the Holy Spirit

Plant-based  Health oils & Protein 

Pasture-raised (all grass – not Grain) 

They are ruminants – Grains go right through – 

Now making possible 

No longer need to be vegan

Omnivores – ALL-

It is all Eve’s fault

She wanted to eat from the ‘Tree of Knowledge’ 

The Intelligencia – Human Mind of Compassion 

Her disobedience opened a door 

That was never intended to be closed

Bookmarked – By the obedience of  His Son

 – Initialized on Pentecost – The Event of the Holy Spirit-

On a roll –

All purpose-less  Over-milled flour-

Milling removes half or more of the germ of wheat 

~ the (good stuff) For the sake of “shelf life”…

Greed – Profits for the vendors

Sold out again – 30 pieces of Silver-

That promotes – Low-brain vice-

Greed nails – to the Cross of The Low Brain….

Pasteurized dairy – Slaughter of Innocents

Three Strikes against~

  1. Dead bacteria –
  2. Fed GMO grains – 
  3. Abusive Industrial Cortisol-producing ‘Factory’ Barns-

The Beneficial bacteria – (Price Weston & Dr Thomas Cowan)

– Digestive assistants

Exchanged for dead bacteria – Really?

No longer bioavailable- 

Only to be stored – The Body being a Closed System…

Temporary DUMP sights 

– Tumors, Skin, Joints, Brain & CNS disorders 

EXCESS – ‘Inert’matter from Factory Processed Synthetic Foods –

Turns ‘Temporary to Permanent ’ – Tumors, Alzheimers, Dementia, Arthritis, Allergies

Factory Meat – not Pasture-raised (all grass)-

Factory Animal protein-fat  does not arm the immune system or CNS~

An Immune system – Well armed with ‘bullets’  –

Fruits.& Vegetables (peeled to remove lectins) & whole Ancient grain (soaked or sprouted  to remove disease-causing lectins & Not GMO soy or corn, alfalfa fed to the animals we love to eat – Over-heated Omega 3 oils become Inflammatory Omega 6 factory oils)

& Prevent Covid 19 virus, allergies, other flus, colds & cancer~

The “Unholy Trinity of Profit” for the Western Medical system

& the teaming pharma dependence

Medicare –  an invention of the Devil  – to prolong the Pain & Profits…

Guaranteed repeat customers

“Ask not what you can do for yourself… 

But what you can do for your Prefrontal Brain Executive Functions”…

JFK 

Tax payers 

Consider Rising!

“Wage war” on the Infidels 

The Idolators of Greed

Shrink their Haven-

The Industry of Second Homes – Guaranteed 

by just ‘Looking the Other Way’-

For the Doctors -smart & likely know better?

View from the profit – blind integrity?

The science behind – Prevention & Reversal ~

Ivan Illich –Health, argues Illich, is the capacity to cope with the human reality of death, pain, and sickness. Technology can benefit many; yet, modern mass medicine has gone too far, launching into a godlike battle to eradicate death, pain, and sickness. 

In doing so, it turns people into risk-averse consuming objects, turning healing into mere science, turning medical healers into mere drug-surgical technicians

Dr Thomas Cowan –‘Once a society finds itself financial detention on war, sickness imprisonment  & enforced schooling – it must be understood that the solution to these problems can’t bet more of the same’

A. Einstein  –The definition of INSANITY –  is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result.

The cost of Medical care is threatening  to bankrupt us.Reducing the ‘ INERT’ &  over-prescribed (under doctor’s supervision) 

Reduce the ‘Pill for a Problem philosophy of  Pharma –  to PLACEBO  level-to preserve organs & avoid SIDE-EFFECTS –

Big Government – Big Business is Fraud-Greed-Fear -Mongering for Profit? – Covid Makers ALL! The Top Human Rights Issue of Our Time – Dr Thomas Cowan and Regenerative Agriculture – Fake Food – Future for America? Immune System Impotent!

VACCINE may not come  – Why not invest in Massive Research on the Immune system & CNS – (prevention & research & exquisite fine dining!!

Instead of complicated meals preparation –

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**  HOW TO CLEAN CANNED-PRESERVED SEAFOOD-

(Inflammatory) ‘Motor-like SWILL’  oil or  water canned  or sardines, tuna, etc) – 3 soaks (after ‘swill’ is drained  in garbage disposal)

  • It OK to buy Marinaded In lemon seasoning & sea salt marinade (to be rinses off) 

Instead of CONSUMING the  ‘SWILL’  of canned foods

-to make MORE PROFIT – A vital Step (that prevents disease) is SKIPPED-In the preparation of MODERN CANNED  food are not ‘BLANCHED’ before canning – Pioneers Preserving Practice  

  • (to remove the ‘SWILL’  (INFLAMMATORY Omega 6 
  • & Other Cancer-causing Heat-altered Free Radicals) –

DIRECTIONS –

1.  Drain & Empty in bowl  & rinsing several times-

2. Soak in Sea salt & AC vinegar for  5 minutes or longer 

( 2 times  – if oil packed – oil will rise to the top  to be poured off – skin should be removed or buy ‘water-packed’ skinless boneless) 

3. Final soak in sea salt, lemon juice or buttermilk (from the Pasture-raised  Farm animals) – Can leave longer – 30 minutes 

4. Rinse & Pat dry!

Serve as a salad – EV Olive oil , garlic, chopped onions, leeks,  balsamic vinegar S & P, Cajun or Herb de Provence, capers , etc

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Address: 5A Clarkson Rd, Ellisville, MO 63011 – 

Hours: Open ⋅ Closes 7PM

Phone(636) 527-8888

Brian and Melissa Estep ~ A STORY OF MODERN DAY PIONEERS!

Sacrificing to bring to the State ~ Pasture-Raised Milk ~ With LIVE Beneficial Cultures of Life ~ ( WITHOUT THE LOAD OF DEAD BACTERIA-Shelf life alive with Dead Bacterial multiplying!or GMO grain-fed or Cortisol from the Stress of the Factory Milking Barns!)

The Esteps sell unpasteurized cream in addition to raw milk with’ LIVE’ BENEFICIAL  BACTERIA ~  INTACT! 

Just so you are aware,  their  ‘brain healthy’ cream is about 70% milkfat ~ 

 (not so in Factory Farmed Modern Dairy – Alzheimer’s maker!)

Much like a double cream in Europe, so take that into account when using in recipes.

10 Things You Should Know About Raw Milk ~ inspired by Chelsea Green Chelsea Green

10 things you should know about Pasture-raised raw milk that the government won’t tell you:

  • Pasture-raised Raw milk is healthier: (Grass is non-GMO) and no Cortisol from Factory Milking Barns)  Pasteurized milk is accused of causing everything from allergies to heart disease, Alzheimers, to cancer, but back in the day, these diseases were rare. In fact, clean pasture-raised  raw milk from grass-fed cows is chock full of healthy amino acids and beneficial enzymes, and was used as a cure.
  • Pasture-raised Raw milk ~ does not make you sick: That is, if it is properly collected from cows fed good, clean grass. Pasture-raised (non-GMO) or any of the Factory Farms processed (GMO-Over-heating) Grass-fed milk has natural antibiotic properties that help protect it from pathogenic bacteria. But it’s worth noting, if you’ve been using pasteurized dairy products, you might want to eat small amounts of yogurt or kefir for a week or so, for a dose of probiotics, just to be safe. I did, and it helped.
  • Not all Pasture-raised Raw milk is the same: The cow’s diet, how and where it’s raised, and how the milk is collected are all factors in the safety and quality of Pasture-raised Raw milk i milk. Cows pastured on organic green grass produce milk with good health benefits. It’s good to know where your milk is coming from.
  • The first ‘FEAR MONGERING – FOR PROFIT ~ Pasteurization was instituted in the 1920s to combat TB, infant diarrhea, undulant fever and other diseases caused by poor animal nutrition and dirty production methods. But modern stainless steel tanks, milking machines, refrigerated trucks, and inspection are enough of a precaution, and pasteurization has become irrelevant.
  • Pasteurization destroys enzymes, diminishes vitamin content, kills beneficial bacteria, promotes pathogens and is associated with allergies, increased tooth decay, colic in infants, growth problems in children, osteoporosis, arthritis, heart disease, Alzheimer’s & Memory disease & Cancer.
  • Calves fed pasteurized milk don’t do very well, and many die before maturity. Scary, considering the milk originally came from their mom.
  • Pasture-raised Raw milk ~ milk, stays sweet for 3 weeks and then sours (101 uses doe sour cream and Buttermilk  !NATURALLY – if not contaminated by unsanitary handling practices (man-made ~ all with LIVE BENEFICIAL GUT BACTERIA ~
  • ~but Modern pasteurized milk turns putrid; processors must remove slime and pus from pasteurized milk by a process called centrifugal clarification. Gross.
  • Inspection of dairy herds for disease is not required for pasteurized milk. This means, pasteurization is used as a nifty way to wash away all forms of bad bacteria that are allowed to flourish freely before the process. Imagine that for a second.
  • Pasture-raised Raw milk is milk that has more butterfat (BRAIN HEALTHY TO PREVENT ALZHEIMER’S), which is rich in fatty acids that protect against disease and stimulate the immune system. Skim milk doesn’t necessarily mean it’s better for you, in other words.
  • Pasteurization laws favor large, industrialized dairy operations and push out small farmers. When farmers have the right to sell raw milk directly to their consumers, they can make a decent living even with a small number of cows. Support small farmers! and STOP THE ‘FEAR MONGERING’ FOR PROFIT of the Bigs & Federal government – who would rather support MEDICARE and NURSING HOMES!

Guest post by Chelsea Green‘s Makenna Goodman

In recent years, there’s been a crackdown on small dairies producing raw milk, designed as an obstacle to the growing legions of consumers demanding healthier and more flavorful milk. Raw milk has been deemed “unfit” for human consumption by the FDA and other government sting operations, and the public propagandized into fearing it. According to some fear-mongers, for example, raw milk causes rabies.   

David Gumpert, author of popular blog The Complete Patient and forthcoming book Raw Milk Revolution: Behind America’s Emerging Battle Over Food Rights (Chelsea Green, Oct 2009), asks an important question: How much of the fear-mongering from the pro-pasteurization people is real, and how much is propaganda from Big Agribusiness? Gumpert says the anti-raw-milk campaign is just another governmental technique to sanitize the food supply—even in the face of ever-increasing rates of chronic disease like asthma, diabetes, and allergies.   

Sources include: The Weston Price FoundationRawMilkFacts.com, and The Complete Patient.

READ MORE ABOUT THE DEMISE OF FACTORY FARM FOODS!

– We approaching a PARADIGM SHIFT!

LIVE – UNALTERED FOODS not Altered by Factory processed (Heat and Over-Milling) are Cheaper than Pharma (without antioxidants, vitamins, minerals, macronutrients, micronutrients… 

WITHOUT THE LOAD of DEAD BACTERIA (only useful as STORAGE  in fat cells) .. 

– IT IS FOR US TO CHOOSE ~ NOT THE POLITICIANS!

As Americans are being highjacked by giving us ‘no choice’ to find “pasture-raised’ Meat Dairy and Eggs ~ Forcing Us to Have ‘No choice but to eat (tasty and profitable) Factory Foods – Profit for longer (Unhealthy – UNCLEAN) SHELF LIFE

– FUELED  by  GMO and THE  GMO ‘FACTORY FARM’ & all  Processed foods! (over-heating and over-milling (removing or diluting the Ancient grain PLANT BASED-PROTEIN!

~ What all positions (both sides)  are doing to protect their interests – Big Business, Big Western Medicine (pharma) 

If the Dems or Trump win ~ We Americans lose – again-

Help Create Awareness OF CAFO Contribution to Greenhouse Gas

** CAFO FACTORY FOOD waste (Concentrated Animal Feeding Operation)

-Over 168 Gases are Emitted by Factory Farms ~ Major Cause of ‘Global Warming’-

Ban GMO and CAFOs Go Away!

HOW CAN THIS MESSAGE be Spread?

WE LOSE ‘EITHER WAY’ and rich WHITE American mentality – 

~ Methods Win for another 4 year!

Modern Disease, Dysfunction (tax-hog Medicare) wins for the next year~

~ Exposing Big Business, Medicine-Pharma ~ collusion with Corrupt politicians?

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** Ban GMO – It is Not SAFE!

Three STRIKES against Modern Factory Farmed Dairy and (Meat and Eggs)

1.  While GMO Magnifies the food (to Feed the world) 

– The Good Reason! It is really Bad science ~ GMO makes food ‘Synthetic’ and Not Bioavailable ~

The Real reason – Magnified Profits!!  

2.  It ALSO MAGNIFIES are the  (‘Seed Lock’ in each ‘magnifies Kernel) – Celiac disease rampant 

3.  Also Magnifies are the Lectins in the Peel ~ Bitter to ‘ward off Predators’ and no longer bioavailable resulting in Obesity! 

These ‘Naturally occurring ‘non-nutrients’ and Are Easily removed by SOAKING  (with salt or AC vinegar) & rinsing with water to ‘clear’ ~ before cooking 

**  CAFO-GMO ‘processing’ SKIPS THIS VITAL STEP!!  and GRINDS into the flour – (Whole Wheat (more protein but ‘unclean’ by not soaking ) and  ‘All purpose-less flour’ only 2 grams of Protein (removing the Plant Protein by Over-Milling Leaving ‘Disease-Causing’ Refined Carbs!

** CAFO-GMO ‘Heat Altered’ Meat and Dairy ~

Heat Altering ~ 

Three STRIKES against Modern Factory Farmed Dairy (Meat and Eggs)

1. Contain ‘Dead Bacteria’ from Pasteurization 

2. Fed GMO Alfalfa, Soy or Corn – Research is showing forms Alzheimer’s Plaques in the brain! 

3. Cortisol from inhumane stressful farming conditions. Making Modern Dairy is filthy ~ Putrid with ‘Puss-like’ pathogens~

**  Ban Roasting-of Raw Nuts, Seeds & Ancient Grains – BUT SOAK-to make ‘CLEAN’ – remove the seed lock & lectins.

** Ban Over-Milled Ancient Grains (Plant Protein)-

**Cheap (HIGH PROFIT) Fast ‘Over-Processed ‘DISEASE-CAUSING’ Convenience’ foods.

CAFO-GMO Agriculture is the third-largest contributor to global emissions by sector, following the burning of fossil fuels for power and heat, and transportation.

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Read the Back labels ~

More than 7 grams – the Gold Standard!

6-8 grams an ordinary expected  amount  (Run of the Mill)

4-5 grams – taking more than the prescribed amount (Money changers and tax collectors) 

2 grams (Modern all purpose-less flours products) (00) disease-causing – Refined

0- 1 grams  ~ CRIMINAL ~  (Plant and raw nut milk)

~ Over-milled’ Refined Carbs ~ The practice of OVER-MILLING (Removing up to 50% of the Plant Protein and Fiber Doubling the amount of ‘REFINED CARBS) ~

DILUTING  ~ REMOVING PLANT PROTEIN from Grains and Alternative Milks ~ The ‘PRINCIPAL FUEL’ for the Prefrontal “Thinking’ Brain ~ Leaving only enough ‘BRAIN POWER’ ~ To ‘Kick-the-Homeless-Can’ – DOWN THE ROAD!

~ GMO – (Factory-created Synthetic food) ~ Over-Milled and Over-Heated) 

Modern Dairy with a loaded with ‘Dead Bacteria’ from Pasteurization 

and Industrial ‘muscle meat’- Both SATURATED with Cortisol’ (stress hormone) 

Cortisol ~ produced by’Inhumane Farming Practices’

~Science and Religion –  May have found a COMMON GROUND….

CAFO-GMO Conventional Farm (unethical) Practices – Mills the Necessary but not digestible in with the Grain (Whole Wheat Flour) – Creating IBS, Gluten Intolerance and Obesity, Diabetes and Homelessness!

The End to Senseless Loss of Lives – END to GMO and SAVE US ALL & Donuts and Return to Sanity! THE WALL TO BE TAKEN DOWN-GMO!!

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Brian  Melissa Estep

121 Czar Tower Rd

Steelville MO 65565

Below is some information on our farm, products, prices and a list of drop locations….

READ MORE ~How The Esteps began: 

 Melissa was introduced to a healthier diet through several friends at church.  We had just moved to Richwoods, about an hour out of St. Louis, from Kirkwood in May of 2004. 

 We had three small children and were expecting a fourth, and Melissa felt she needed more energy.  Her friends were reading and applying “The Maker’s Diet” and “Nourishing Traditions”.  Melissa also became interested in eating whole foods and drinking raw milk.  We found a family not far from us who sold raw milk, and we became a weekly customer and also brought milk to church for our friends in St. Louis.

We had thirty acres in Richwoods, and we had recently acquired some chickens.  Melissa thought it would be fun to have our own milk cow.  We did have pastures and we were renting them out to a local farmer to feed his beef cows.  We did get a cow and calf, and milked the cow by hand, enjoying the milk and sharing with our friends from church.  As more of our friends became interested in drinking raw milk, we decided to get a second cow.  Jennifer Keifer offered to keep a fridge in her garage for us  so we would have a place to keep the milk in St. Louis.  We incorporated our farm into an L.L.C., naming the farm in honor of our son Elijah, who was born in 2005.  He lived 9 short days; he died of a chromosonal defect, trisomy 13. God has blessed us with four healthy sons since then.  Word kept spreading, and we kept growing, buying more cows and of course milking more cows.  Eventually we decided to move to a larger farm with more pasture, and Brian quit his programming job in St. Louis to work on the farm full time.

I would just need to know the following to start an order for you:

– which drop you want  – the quantity (we sell cream in quart increments, milk in half gallons)  – the frequency (weekly, bi-weekly, or on-demand).

Our cows live on pasture 24/7; they only come into the barn for milking.  

Our pastures would be considered “organic”; we don’t use fertilizers or pesticides.  At milking time we give our cows a 9 pound “biscuit” of barley fodder.  This “biscuit” looks like a rectangle of grass sod.   It is actually barley seed which we have sprouted and grown to a rich green mat of grass in a hydroponic pod in just six days.   We purchase the best barley seed we can come by; either certified organic or grown by a farmer we know and trust to use natural methods.  Currently we give free choice mineral (non-medicated) which we get from a feed store; We will be looking to improve the quality of our mineral supplement over the following months….Our A2 cows are fed only the barley fodder biscuits. Our A1 cows do get a scoop of grain at milking time, when their is a shortage of fodder, allowing the A2 cows to get all the fodder. 

This happens in the winter when our fodder pod does not operate up to its advertising. Also if we happen to have quite a few A2 cows on the milk line, we will also switch the A1’s over to grain to allow for all the fodder to go to the A2 cows. We milk the cows three at time in our barn.  We have a concrete floor for easier cleanup, and we use bucket milkers with inline filters.  We break apart our buckets and milking equipment and wash the whole system by hand after every milking, down to the smallest part.  We do this to maintain cleanliness and eliminate the need for harsh acidic cleaners. We wash the cow’s teats before milking, and milk into the clean bucket which is equipped with the inline filter.  This means the milk is filtered before it even goes into the bucket.  We pour the milk from the buckets into a stainless steel pot, and from there into 1/2 gallon canning jars.  The jars are marked on the lid with the customer’s name and the date of the milking (7A would designate the 7th day of the month, the A.M. milking.  7P would be the same  day, P.M. milking).  Our customers are responsible for returning the jars clean and ready for filling.  After the milk is jarred, we put it into an ice bath to cool, and we keep the milk in an ice bath until delivery, refreshing the ice as needed.  On delivery day, we pack the jars in coolers and top off with ice, and bring it to different drop off points along I-44 and around St. Louis.

We do not give any hormones to our cows, and only use antibiotics when absolutely necessary; to save the cow’s life and we then take her off the milk line (i.e. we dry her out).

We maintain a closed herd.   All of our cows come from a farm in Cape Girardeau and are fully tested and vaccinated, or else they are born here on our farm.  

We also keep our own bull; we do not use artificial insemination. We did buy 6 cows from retiring dairy farmer in Potosi on April 13th, 2013.

Where we deliver and when: (Schedule below)

Brian delivers on Mondays and Fridays.

His Monday schedule is as follows, All drops are cooler drops unless otherwise designated. Customers should pick up milk the same day from a cooler drop; fridge drops have more flexibility for pickup.

We do our best to maintain the privacy of those persons who keep drop locations for us.  Let us know which drop is closest to you and we will give you more information about the specific location. The freedom to sell and purchase raw milk is a precious privilege we enjoy as citizens of Missouri; many other states may not have the same liberty, and we don’t know how long we’ll have this opportunity.  The Missouri Milk – Board has tried to cause trouble for families selling raw milk in the recent years.  We prefer to keep a low profile.

Brian does not always leave at 10:00 a.m.  We have many things that can and do happen which will affect the time of delivery.  Calves can arrive at inconvenient times; we could have truck trouble or the creeks could flood or the roads are sometimes impassable.  Because of this variability, Brian has an automated email program which we run when Brian leaves the farm with the milk; it will give a more accurate estimated arrival time.  We have still had problems at times with traffic or a truck breakdown; we do our best to get the word out if these things happen via email.  Except for rare occasions, we do not vary from the Monday/Friday delivery schedule.  

Cows don’t take holidays and neither do we; expect deliveries on holidays.

Other products

We do sell grass-fed beef occasionally, when we cull our milk cows and bull calves.  Jersey

beef is top rated for nutrition, having the highest CLA content and beautiful yellow fat.

Carcass yield is low, however, and we adjust the price accordingly.  

We also raise pigs on pasture and wood lots. They are available in the fall.

We no longer sell eggs.

The milk should last from 1 to 3 weeks. (Then it  becomes sour cream or buttermilk (for soaking grains)..

 For best results, keep it cold and keep it sealed.

Once you break the seal on the jar, the milk will sour at a faster rate.  If you go through the  milk slowly, I would suggest breaking it up into smaller jars and filling each jar to the top. If the milk does sour, it is still quite edible.  Sour milk is great for pancakes and any recipe  that calls for buttermilk.

You can skim the cream off the top of the milk and make butter or ICE CREAM!…

WITHOUT THE LOAD OF DEAD BACTERIA-Shelf life alive with Dead Bacterial multiplying!

Scheduling orders

Email Brian how much milk you would like and where you want to pick up.  You can order weekly or bi-weekly, and you can order as little as 1/2 gallon at a time.  A1 Milk is $3.50 for

a half gallon and $7 for a whole gallon.  A2 milk is $5.00 for a half gallon and $10 for a whole gallon. If you are going on vacation, or experiencing illness in the family, just email Brian and let him know if you need to cancel or reduce your order for that delivery. You can also order extra if you have company coming.  Most of our customers have a

weekly standing order and let us know if there’s a change.  We also accept “on demand” customers who only get milk when they notify us. 

We are short milk from time to time, depending on the weather, season and the lactation cycle of the cows.  We do our best to maintain a consistent supply, but we do have to short sometimes. On your delivery day the delivery notification will also let you know how much milk we are sending for you.

Jars

Please return your jars each week clean and ready for more milk.  Remember especially to clean around the rim and around the seal on the lid.  If you haven’t had time to dry your jar completely, just put a paper towel inside before sealing to absorb any extra moisture.

Cream

We do sell cream when available.  

The cream is super thick and will make any recipe you have absolutely incredible.  

It is very close to what they call in Europe, double cream.

It is around 70% fat, vs the 38% fat found here in the U.S.

We sell it for $12/quart.  It will make 1.5 pounds of butter.

We currently have cream available.

Payment and Jar deposits

We prefer that customers pay monthly and by check to cut down on paperwork and to make it easier to track payments.

But we do accept weekly and cash payments if that is the customer’s preferred method.

I will send a monthly email statement at some point following the billing month.

You don’t have to prepay; just wait for the statement following the month serviced.

It will have the total amount due for the month indicated and does factor in credits and rolling balance.

We do ask for an initial jar deposit of $2 a jar for 2 sets of jars.

Example: A weekly 1 gallon order would required 4 jars (2 sets of 2 jars) at $8.

We actually need 3 sets of jars (1 set at customer, 1 set here, 1 set at the drop-off point); but we provide the third set…JMJ

Monday Schedule, assuming Brian leaves at 11:30 a.m.

Cuba 12:00

South St. Louis 1:30

Sunset Hills 2:00 (fridge drop)

Webster Groves 2:45 (fridge drop) 

Maplewood 3:00

Maryland Heights 4:00-4:30

Florissant 5:00-5:30 (fridge drop)

St. Charles 5:30-6:00 (cooler drop)

O’Fallon  6:00-6:30 (fridge drop)

Friday Schedule, assuming Brian leaves at 10:00 a.m.

Union  12:00

Gray Summit  12:45

Wildwood 1:10

Manchester  2:00

Affton – 2:30 (fridge drop) 

South city – 3:30 (fridge drop)

Fenton  4:30-5:00



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Why GMO is not SAFE!   The ‘Real’ reason Magnified Profits!! 

Three STRIKES against Modern Factory Farmed Dairy (Meat and Eggs)

While GMO Magnifies the food to Feed the world-world is rejecting GMO – 

Banned in other Nations – 

America is  the last stronghold!

– The ‘Good’ Reason! It is really Bad science! ~ GMO makes food ‘Synthetic’ and Not Bioavailable ~ MAGNIFYING the ‘non-nutrients…

**  ALSO MAGNIFIED are the  (‘Seed Lock’ in each ‘magnifies Kernel)- (Celiac disease rampant)

**  ALSO MAGNIFIED are the Lectins in the Peel ~ Bitter to ‘ward off Predators’ (Obesity)!

These ‘Naturally occurring ‘non-nutrients’ and Are Easily removed by SOAKING  (with salt or AC vinegar) and rinsing with water to ‘clear’ ~ before cooking-

**  CAFO-GMO ‘processing’ SKIPS THIS VITAL STEP!!  and GRINDS into the flour – Whole Wheat (more protein but ‘unclean’ by not soaking ) and  ‘All purpose-less flour’ only 2 grams of Protein (removing the Plant Protein by Over-Milling Leaving ‘Disease-Causing’ Refined Carbs!

Soaked loaves of bread (with 6 grams of Plant Protein is ‘sprouting up in stores across the nation~  Pardon the pun!

** CAFO-GMO ‘Heat Altered’ Meat and Dairy ~

CAFO-GMO-(GMold) Genetic Modification

It is a bit like eating PB&J on MOLDY bread!

‘GMold’ MAGNIFIES THE FOOD (FEED THE WORLD)! Burger King Whopper goes to Mold ~ (ALREADY MOLDY BEFORE IS IT COOKED) IT BEGINS WITH ‘GMOLD’ – FACTORY FARM GMO FED BEEF and PUTRID MODERN DAIRY CHEESE – DISEASE CAUSING  BUN OVER-MILLED BUN,

Another Flavor of GENOCIDE ?

Help Create Awareness OF CAFO Contribution to Greenhouse Gas! 

** CAFO waste (Concentrated Animal Feeding Operation)-

Over 168 Gases are Emitted-Major Cause of ‘Global Warming’-

Ban GMO and CAFOs Go Away!!!

REMOVING (diluting) PLANT PROTEIN from Grains and Alternative Milks

The ‘PRINCIPAL FUEL’ for the Prefrontal “Thinking’ Brain

– The CNS and  Prefrontal Brain ~ (the Mind of Christ)!  

Leaving only enough ‘Brain POWER” ~ To ‘Kick-the-Homeless-Can’ – DOWN THE ROAD and GMO –

‘Synthetic’ food made into ‘Carnival’ Food by the Modern Factory Farm Processing methods~

Modern Dairy ~ loaded with ‘Dead Bacteria’ from Pasteurization

and Factory Farmed l GMO fed ‘muscle meat’- Both SATURATED with Cortisol’ (stress hormone) which is produced by’Inhumane Factory Farming Practices’…

Science and Religion –  May have found a COMMON GROUND….

‘Heat Altered’ Roasting and (not Soaked – Unclean) of Raw Nuts, Seeds  (not soaked to be made Clean) ~ essential for CNS, Brain and Prefrontal ~ Support!

Roasted and Unclean ~ Nut ALLERGIES, Arthritis, Skin allergies, Asthma, Memory disease,  Alzheimer’s and Dementia – Most Modern diseases caused by Factory Farm processes and GMO-

‘Heat Altered’  CAFO-GMO Meat, Dairy and Eggs!

BEARS REPEATING ~ 3 STRIKES Against ~ Modern Dairy 

Milk and all that is made of it ~ CHEESE, Ice Cream, Yogurt, Sour Cream (dips)

Contain ‘Dead Bacteria’ from ‘Heat Altered ~ Pasteurization ~ Instead of LIVE BENEFICIAL BACTERIA!  Unclean (mold-like) ‘Disease-Causing’ from ALLERGIES to ALZHEIMER’S

**  Fed GMO (MAGNIFIES both Food & Excess Vital Glutens (seed lock)  and Lectins in the peel (to ward off predators)  Alfalfa, Soy or Corn  ~ ‘Disease-Causing’ ~ Obesity,  Diabetes, Gluten Intolerance~

** Cortisol from inhumane stressful farming conditions ~ Which we also produce internally ~ High levels of cortisol can wear down the brain’s ability to function properly ~ Stress can kill brain cells and even reduce the size of the brain. Chronic stress has a shrinking effect on the prefrontal cortex, the area of the brain responsible for memory and learning.Jul 26, 2016

Start with ‘Banning GMO’ – ALLOW FACTORY FARMS TO COLLAPSE and ALL ALL ANIMALS TO ‘RETURN TO BE ‘PASTURE-RAISED’ –  VITAMIN D and OMEGA 3 – Not possible when animals are fed GMO Grains~

Ban GMO – Prevent Poverty and Suicide (Mental Illness)!

The Mind and Mental Health: How Stress Affects the Brain https://www.tuw.edu/health/how-stress-affects-the-brain/

How to tell if CAFO-GMO ‘MODERN’ Diseases: Alzheimer’s, Neurological Disorders, Allergies – Are in Your Future?

https://facebookcomdeehinkle2.wordpress.com/2019/04/24/how-to-tell-if-cafo-gmo-modern-diseases-alzheimers-neurological-disorders-allergies-are-in-your-future/

Read More ~

~ Exposing Big Business, Medicine-Pharma ~ collusion with Corrupt politicians?https://wordpress.com/posts/facebookcomdeehinkle2.com   & Facebook page also ~ https://m.facebook.com/dee.hinkle2

Barley Loaves and Fishes (not farmed and fed GMO) ~ It was a Miracle – He (some say God) could have used ‘Big Mac, super-sized fries (fried in ‘motor-like’ oil and served with a empty sugury  soda!!

IF GIVEN THE OPTION (FOR AN EXTRA FEW DOLLARS) TO ENJOY ~ FRIED COD, DUSTED WITH POLENTA (8 GRAMS OF PROTEIN) FROM NORTHERN ITALY – FRIED IN brain healthy – ‘PASTURE-RAISED’ BEEF TALLOW ~ IT WOULD BE A WAY TO HONOR THE ‘BARLEY LOAVES and FISHES TRADITION OF CHRIST!

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The Second Coming-Italian Renaissance-Food & Drink – Non-GMO, Over-Milled or Heat-Altered-Not Modern SAD (Raw) Natural State!

CAFO-GMO Conventional Farm (unethical) Practices – Mills the Necessary but not digestible in with the Grain (Whole Wheat Flour) – Creating Gluten Intolerance and Obesity, Diabetes and Homelessness!

Ancient Grains ~ Gluten-Free ~ Grind into Flour ~ No Soaking Required – Vitamix Smoothie Blender only ~ Preserve More Plant-Based Protein for the CNS & Prefrontal Brain! https://wordpress.com/post/facebookcomdeehinkle2.com/4689

It is Not Recommended to TRY TO GO VEGAN in US  ~ With GMO Soy, GMO Corn and GMO Alfalfa Fed to Cows ~ ‘FAILED MODERN PROCESSES’ ~(Heat-Altering Dairy, Roasted (Un-Soaked) Nuts and Seeds – May Still Keep Us on the Medicare Train! US ‘Beyond Meat’ – Like Eating Muscle Meat? Outside the US ~No GMO ~It  May be safer ~ https://wordpress.com/post/facebookcomdeehinkle2.com/4565

‘PUTRID’ MODERN DAIRY (Including Ice Cream) ~ Un-SOAKED ANCIENT GRAINS, Nuts and Seeds ~  Like Eating ‘BOOGERS’- CAFO~GMO ~ Heat Altering ~Pasteurization and  enzymes destroyed by heat (becoming free-radicals) ~ Roasting are Allergy and Modern Disease-Causing! https://wordpress.com/post/facebookcomdeehinkle2.com/4608

Factory Farms (Unethical Treatment of Animals) ~ Medicare (Unethical Treatment of Humans) ~ Put Them Out of Their Misery ~ Shoot Them or Nail them to the Cross of Greed! GMO will Not Be Missed! https://wordpress.com/post/facebookcomdeehinkle2.com/4674

What We Will Miss when GMO is Banned ~ (Cheap fuel for Factory Farms ~ They will Collapse when GMO is banned ~ (As It is in the Rest of the World)! https://wordpress.com/post/facebookcomdeehinkle2.com/4672

THE NEW SCIENCE OF ‘NUTRITIONAL PSYCHIATRY’ ~ Research on Depression and Mental Illness ~ Caused by GMO Factory Farm Processing! Removing-Diluting the Plant Protein for the CNS – Prefrontal Brain! https://wordpress.com/post/facebookcomdeehinkle2.com/4672

The Truth About Vaccines ~ Coronavirus: the Whole world ‘Must Take Action’ warns ‘WHO’ – Western Style ~ CLASSIC FEAR MONGERING ~ Investigate Who Will Profit? ~ Prevent by ‘Brandy Pot’ (Dried Fruit, Soaked-Raw Nuts ~ Small Jar ~ Alcohol ~ Brandy, etc ~ To Preserve ~ Nature’s Flu Shot, Cold & Cancer Prevention & Reversal! Simple Starts Daily! https://wordpress.com/post/facebookcomdeehinkle2.com/4590

DEBUNKING ~ THE SCIENCE BEHIND THE TOP 10 CLAIMS FROM WHAT THE HEALTH -Pasture-raised Meat is Essential to flavor ‘UNALTERED’ and Non-GMO PLANT-BASED PROTEIN in ‘Unaltered’ Ancient Grains, Beans, legumes, etc. ‘Muscle Meat’ is Not! https://wordpress.com/post/facebookcomdeehinkle2.com/4705

Keto Diet works even better when GMO Factory Processed (Over-Heating and Over-Milling) are Removed and when Nuts are not ROASTED but Soaked! https://wordpress.com/post/facebookcomdeehinkle2.com/4703

‘Cowspiracy’ ~ Netflix ~ Animal Rights and Environmental at Top of FBI Priorities ~ Direct Threat to Corporate Environment?  Keep People in Dark ~ Fear Mongering for Profit! Kip Chose ‘Not to Surrender’  to Threats from Big Business & Government! ‘Rotten’ (Netflix) – Another Wakeup Call!  https://wordpress.com/post/facebookcomdeehinkle2.com/4521

Also ‘Rotten’ ~ Netflix Documentary on the American Food Industry

President Roosevelt – Walked a Fine Line Between Big Business Interests & the Suffragists ~ Moms Who Wanted Assurance that Food for their Children to Pure!  Food Safety Assure ~ UNTIL the End of WWII – Vote to Ban GMO and Factory Farms Will Collapse without Cheap Fuel! Back to the Start of Greed!

Dee  Wagner~Hinkle
HT Wagner@ Twitter

dwh1nine@gmail.com
314-283-8786  (text)
https://www.facebook.com/dee.hinkle2

https://wordpress.com/posts/facebookcomdeehinkle2.com

https://wordpress.com/posts/facebookcomdeehinkle2.com
https://wordpress.com/post/facebookcomdeehinkle2.wordpress.com/24 (My story)

William Lloyd Garrison – Abolitionist ~ We feel your pain ~

‘I will be as harsh as truth.

and uncompromising as justice

I am in earnest

I will not equivocate

I will not excuse

I will not retreat a single inch

and I will be heard!

This also applies to Post WWII  Factory Farming  (GMO, Heat altering  ~ over- Roasting of unsoaked nuts)…

Over-heating Sweet Dairy and

Milling the LIFE Plant Protein ~ No longer whole grains ~ Making them  GMO  ‘Carnival’ -foods….

All for the sake TASTE and of SHELF LIFE – Not our LIVES…

Local sources”

Bolyard’s Pasture-raised in Maplewood

Estep Farm Delivery of Raw ‘pasture raised’- dairy !

Estep Farm 

Dee  Wagner~Hinkle

HT Wagner@ Twitter
dwh1nine@gmail.com
314-283-8786  (text)

JenCareBCE.com (web site)
(htwagner@jencarebce.com – under construction)

About the Author

Inspirational Verse in the free-form style of Emily Dickinson

HT Wagner – is a Freelance writer of WordPress in St Louis, Missouri 
She has had a successful career in Project Manager with over 25 years’ experience in research, development and team building, with a strong background in both technical and financial services industry recruiting. She has also built her own successful recruiting company.

She retired and suffered a series of devastating family tragedies that led to a period of deep depression and devastation. Expressing herself in poetry has helped her to rebuild a normal life.

Dee’s ‘turn on’s- are the ocean, swing dancing and comedy.
Her ‘turn-off’s’ are negative people who judge and people who hate.
 She and husband of 53 years now live in St Louis close to her family.
You can email her at dwh1nine@gmail.com
JenCareBCE.com
(htwagner@jencarebce.com – under construction)

Inspirational Verse in the free form style of Emily Dickinson

My Posts
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Eind to Homelessness

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(My story)

OTHER BOOKS BY HT WAGNER

SELF-PUBLISHED ON AMAZON BOOKS-Inspirational Verse in the free form style of Emily Dickinson

Prayer Book of Poems & Other Notions: Verses To Hold In Your Heart

by HT Wagner and Vince Ciarpella | Jul 28, 2021

Paperback

Kindle

Living in God’s Space: Inspirational Verses

by Ms HT Wagner and Vince Ciarpella | Jun 11, 2021

As the Fog Lifts in the Garden : Verses to Know that You are not Alone

by HT Wagner and Vince Ciapella | Oct 11, 2021

Kindle Edition 7.99

For the Love of Emily and Me – : A Study of the Inspirational Verse

by HT Wagner and Vince Ciapella | Feb 2, 2022

Kindle Edition

The Force of Someone Praying for You, Is Powerfully Felt! So is Twitter or Just Pray!

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Dee  Wagner~Hinkle


HT Wagner@ Twitter


dwh1nine@gmail.com


314-283-8786  (text)

My Posts
https://wordpress.com/posts/facebookcomdeehinkle2.com

https://wordpress.com/post/facebookcomdeehinkle2.com/8784JenCareBCE.com (web site)

htwagner@jencarebce.com – (under construction)