Prose-a-try in Motion-Inspirational Verse in the Free-Form Style of Emily Dickinson – July 2022

About the Author HT Wagner

Inspirational Verse in the free-form style of Emily Dickinson

HT Wagner – is a Freelance writer of WordPress in St Louis, Missouri 
She has had a successful career in Project Manager with over 25 years’ experience in research, development and team building, with a strong background in both technical and financial services industry recruiting. She has also built her own successful recruiting company.

She retired and suffered a series of devastating family tragedies that led to a period of deep depression and devastation. 

Expressing herself in poetry has helped her to rebuild a normal life.

Dee’s ‘turn on’s- are the ocean, swing dancing and comedy.
Her ‘turn-off’s’ are negative people who judge and people who hate.
 She and husband of 53 years now live in St Louis close to her family.
You can email her at
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Inspirational Verse in the free form style of Emily Dickinson


Faint Suspicion – July 2022

Misgivings and doubts 


Take to the air of the mind’s way

Where is the trust?

Mankind seems to be lost in a world of mistrust


The feeling that someone cannot be relied on


a long forgotten lost art-

Contemptuous Way to Gluttony – July 2022



Showing no respect for food

Food lies in the center of who we are

Our being




When too much is not enough

Insatiable demand for the exact-

Then the worst can be expected 

Sanity prevails

It is a set back – not a disaster

Naturally Amenable to the Enemy – July 2022

Easily handled 

The complaint 

Hovered and circled 

Like a circle of vultures 

Without protest or grumbling 

The soared

Only to be brought back down to earth

by a slight of hand

and a prayer

Don’t give up on faith.

Standing in a Busy Queue on a Long and Mean Street – July 2022

Where it is always raining and always dark-

Somehow no longer a scene

But a rugged trap

Depression links

Depression hovers

Depression stays the main stream

Despondent unhappiness

Well spring of being 

Stuck in a cosmic rut 

It is not chosen 

But descends like  a mean ugly fog

Sticks  like slime

That is frozen in time

Willing is away 

Only works if the will is alive and stubborn 

Depression – mostly born out of dishonesty

Physical and mental 

The Spirit cries for help

That comes only in it good time

Depressants only stall

a Kiosk-showcase of emotions – not told

Domestic Hatred – July 2022

Saying things that appear harmless 

on paper

But are really a blow to the face of a foe or friend 

Sorting out the double standard

Deflecting the hurt

Reflecting the life

Makes null the negative energy of hate-

Domestic at home not recognized a stable


Original and first

Cane killed Able 

He was the first to cave to the primal

He opened the door to the violent side of home

The first to test the hypothesis of hate-

Bringing Fully into Consciousness – July 2022

Awareness – a gift

But not without honor-

When consciousness realized


A new thought is harbored

Launched from the healing pad of the nimble mind

Each with its own tiny parachute

To travel and distance

Gentle breeze flows in

an updraft sends 

To an awaiting an elegant home

So as not to compete for essentials and light 

Mega timing-

Well said-

Parrot-Like Prayers – July 2022

Not spontaneous, inward or informal 

Renders Prayers Innocuous




Non-toxic and neutered-

Sacred sparse and spaced

Pray for the good

With whole heart-

One time rivals- 

Better off together-

Vaguely Devotion Mood – July 2022

From a vaguely devoted soul

The fresher 

The better

Hibernation last only a minute

to be exactly where they need to be-


Less or more

Subtler Misdirection of Intention  – July 2022

Low key

Astute and 

Inappropriately used

Wrong instructions 

A Holy Grail

DNA container 


Sought after 

Looking for life in all the wrong places

Holy Grail – great cosmic attractor

Contained in the mystery of life-

Alien starts being brought into the spiral helix 

a celestial ballet

something spectacular in the night sky

about to collide

Drawn in and disorder to the cosmos

Galaxy mergers

Mostly empty space-

Passing through like a ghost

or God

Make purposeful

A wish

A hope

a billion stars grow bigger

The Milky Way or

Sagittarius Streams-

The Sewer of Seeds – July 2022



Fertile loam

Life throws curve balls

as well as  sticks and stones

It is where you land and plant yourself

that makes is all around

Whole happy or stuck?

For I brought you up from the land of Egypt-
from the place of slavery I released you-
and I sent before you Moses-

Moses – Jewish prophet

Author of  the Torah – Law of God

Led the Israelites out of Egypt and across the Red Sea. 

Rode the Exodus tide 

Pharaoh of Egypt ordered every male Hebrew to be drowned 

so the Hebrews would be set free.

Slavery Ended by an Act of God – July 2022


Yoke and fetters – 

A mind entrapped 

Holding pattern-

Space to deploy 

Set free those in bondage-

Release of what can never be held back

Dogma He Detests – July 2022

‘I desire mercy, not sacrifice ~

For I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners’

It is not the Law of Moses

But the Law of our Hearts

That He desires

Life without dogma

The Spirit Knows

The Spirit  Reigns

The Way of Religion…


God is alive and healing

Above the fray 

The Soul of Yesterday ~ Necessary

To bring us to our knees 

Today ~ Before our God

The God of Moses


Thinks not

Sensory overload

Stiff necked and mindless

Believes in 

All that matters not…

The Mind of Christ

Knows others




to Accepting


In every way

The Way of the Cross


Lament of Integrity – HT Wagner

Dirge – Funeral Song

Unflagging voice of the underdog-

Scapegoat – carries the burden of all humanity

The diligent Voice will soar unmoved-

righteousness and honesty survive

to morn the debt of integrity- 

God is watching us – From a distance

The Scapegoat – July 2022

The virgin shall conceive and bear a son,

and shall name him Emmanuel-

(in the Bible) a goat sent into the wilderness after the Jewish high priest had symbolically laid the sins of the people upon it (Lev. 16).

He Covered all our Sins…

John 1:29, where John the Baptist sees Jesus and exclaims, 

“Behold the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world.”

Sins of the father-

become the lining of our souls 


the Greek word ‘psyche’ ‘soul’ and ‘logos’ – ‘to study’.

Psychology – science of soul-

For many psychologists-

it is not so much that souls do not exist-

it is that there seems to be no need for it-

Our souls feel the heat of creation

When they become mainstay-

The soul drowns-

Suffocated by the water of the Cosmos-

The Pain He Bore – HT Wagner (From the Fog Lifts in the Garden)

The disputing nerves cried out in Agony

Majestic – Magnificent but outstretched arms

Heart strings strummed a dirge

a funeral song

Blood ran cold and wet

Warming and warning the afternoon


She bore the scene

Helpless and Holy – a Mother’s love

Remembering Billy 

Born under a different star

He lived, laughed and loved-

When his partner left his field

His orbit shifted to dry

His personalized bubble 



He lost heart

He tried to be

but life became benign

Banal and bothersome

No longer benevolent 

No longer approachable 

A bagger he became 

Trying to syphon grace

From the nearest bottle of sludge

Slurry to drowned the pain of dry

Despondency charmed and over came the life for

So tired and strained

With nothing to lie for

He joined the great stream- 

that flowed to the ocean of death 

My Story of Grieving  – July 2022

Loss of a piece of me-

That I had to leave behind

Taken away before my heart was ready…

What once was life

Now all gone


Darkness descends

Like a chain dragging 

Holding life hostage

Chained to a yesterday 

That could not be retrieved

Only remembered

Grasping to hold on to memories

so bold and beautiful

There will be a time to Grieve 

and a time to break down 

and a time to heal.

Frozen in Time – July 2022

Remind yourself 

In your time of loss that your feelings are YOURS

You own them 

Yours to own and relish.  

‘Allow the feeling to be’ and sink in

Collect Support who will allow Sacred ‘Living Crust’

to softly rusty crust to form and become 

the next Living layer of your soul

Life us encircles around you..

Find focus on the living 

Invite them inside

Begin the knitting process of a stratum living 

and warm to hold-

or get a cat-

Friends for Lunch – July 2022

They came bearing wine, bread,

salad – such fare

The joy of comradeship

We toasted our lives

So much alike 

but on a different rail from the past

Now we meet and conjoin our lives

They are like us-

Pilgrims on their way

Our Way like the Way-

An eye lost sight

But more space made for living-

The Horror of the Same Old Thing – July 2022

Love of change- 

Love of permanence 

Human heart valuable viable passions-


With Passion



The Landscape – outlook prospects…

Brings levity 


Redundancy renounced-

Substitute the Faith Itself some Fashion with Christian Coloring – July 2022


Bland and boring

Color of waiting

Not bright or bold 

Lifetime work of preparation 


Counting on crazy fastedness

Reliance is what is needed the most

Hopefulness results

Credence is born again

Christian color painted


A Chink in the Armor of Being – July 2022


But clearly defined belief 

Untroubled assumption 

Colors surroundings 

Turns the room to amber

Ignorance and naivety 

The novice exaggerates 

Pedantic – over-scrupulous 

Some trained minor theocrats

The High priests rule-

Armor – 

Protecting cover survives 

But breached-

Unconscious Reservations – July 2022

Honeycombed intentions of total commitment 

Remembering that the worst

May not come to the worst 

Remembering that one has something

to prevent real terror rushing out to nerves and muscles

No longer a fatal act done-

Act of cowardliness postponed-

Hatred – the Connecting Link – July 2022

Not a hotbed of charity and humidity

A church

A club


Starting-point for contempt of others 

Humility ‘called to consciousness’ 

perpetual Virtue 

Pride at one’s own humility-


this new form of pride

Repentance and Renewal – July 2022

Some say grace-

Surrounded by it

Makes what is all bad- 

inexcusable and inaccessible 

Forgiveness become new life

Objects of Forgiveness – July 2022

Hate – combined with fear-

Becomes cowardice 

Horrible to anticipate 

Horrible to feel

Horrible to remember 

The more fear

The more hate

To abate-

Tolerance becomes-

When forgiveness 

Submersed in grace

Courtship – July 2022

A time for sewing seeds

Rogue seeds 

or seeds of hope

When the market speaks of fear

and dread

It is for us to question-

Our questions merely draws darkness

Hiding place for the end of the beginning-

Seed grow with rays of being

Rays of life longing for itself-

In suspence-

Loose lips sink ships or move mountains

Visible only to those who have-

Those who have not 

Lost in time

Multiplied the harsh reality

the lost reality 


a Dance 


One flesh 

Happily or torn

Scar or new growth 

Must be transcendentally enjoyed or 

Eternally met…

Courtship Becomes a Votive Candle – July 2022

Offered or consecrated 

Each has a tone-of-voice or

Expression of face-

Unendurably irritating 

Eye-brows raised-

The snake that tempted Eve-

Becomes an immense 

Improbable assumption-

Supposition and conjecture 

Self-pity glances of a supposedly happy past-


Unbalanced sleepless nights

A cande lit – 

High minded

Burns aflame-


You are Not Drunk – only Delirious – July 2022

We tend to start yet another war

Combative and hateful

Only makes old heads on a young person’s shoulders

We see their terrors 

a future-

Dead before it has a chance to breathe

Where self-indulgence is a prison or head lock

Only to tantalize and torment us

A blockade that is ultimately imposing 

Looking for causes that show a higher-self

Monstrous sophistication retards the heart

and raised the bar on mediocrity-

When sickness encourages excuses for every indulgence 

The doctors betray the sick to their true condition? 

How much better if we die in costly nursing homes?

They believe themselves the ultimate Way-not so

Babling incoherent – 

Contented Worldliness – July 2022

How disastrous is the continual remembrance of death

Wartime zones relay 

Wartime seizes the opportunity for attacks on God

Faith becomes mute 

Silent and unspoken 

Diffused suffering – war unending 

He died for our sins of lassitude 


Which makes the soul 

Unholy and full of holes

Reason temporarily suspended-

Contradictory views of the future 

All suspended


Suspense for barricading the mind

Fearing what will happen to them

Patience with tribulation 

‘They will be done’

Daily task of being 

Uncertainty remakes and suspends passage-

A crossing never found-

Let Him Regard Tribulations as Crosses – July 2022

Resignation set in-

Prayers weaken and dissolve

Hissing Hope

Mind diverted from fear itself

Fear becomes easier to master 

in the suspended state-

the appointed Cross becomes a state of mind

Vindictive feelings 

Revenge directed to mythical hatred

Scapegoat loaded

Tracks to the desert 

Nailed to a Cross to save mankind-

Some Benevolence – July 2022

Love lost to a remote location-

Man’s mind 

Concentric circles

Malice becomes mostly real-

Benevolence afar-

Shoving all virtues outward to the circle of fantasy 

Virtues painted in the fantasy 

or approved by the mind-

if loved-

May be still a trail to Our Father’s House-

Only to be surprised and delighted when at last gets there.

Your Unfathomable Cavernous Heart -July 2022



Pumping endorphins of Grace

Over the Great Divide 

The Wall of Freedom

The Journey Fraught with Fear

or the Night

The terror of not having enough

to find the Way through

Your Cavernous Heart of Gold

Diamonds and Warmth

Your Smile

Your Walk

Welcome us always…

If they only knew

How it is to be loved

They would flock

Flee life as we know it 

To your arms

Only to be held 

A second of Your Fleeting time

In an Eternal Flow 


Is a Century of all Eternity

Eyes on the End

We arrive where we are born to be…

Ignorance of the Mind’s Existence – July 2022

Faced with a cruel dilemma 

In due time we learn-

to emotionalism and mythologize

Belief creeps in-

Life Force or evil – sometimes kin

Call in the Materialist Magician

Veritably worshiping 

To avoid confusion 


Belonging to a sect

To manage pacifism

Merge triumphant 

When the Religious Phase Dies Away – July 2022


Moving Smoothly up and down-

Hybrid humans

Spirit belongs to the nether world

Eternity bound

Bodies, passions, imagination are in continual change


Troughs and peaks

Undulation in every aspect of life

to numbness and poverty 

Richness and liveliness 

No good 

Unless you make sense of it

Ask the universe what should be

and then do to less of it

The troughs are laden with the lead based thought that 

have teeth and tether to the earth-

Propaganda of the mind 

Leads to loathsome replicas of creatures on a minuscule size-

Man wants cattle made into food 

He wants servants who can finally become sons

Man’s inner world 

Drab, cold and empty

A child

Lost in a land of odd-

off and much less more

When religiosity dies out-

Prayers offered in periods of dryness – please Him the most

We learn to walk as he withholds His hand

No longer desiring-

But Intending 

Allow Forsaking – but still obedience and faith remain-

Physical Energy of Undulation

Houses Built on Sand -July 2022

Collapse and are ruined

It is easy to be

but it is hard to be nice and easy

Being nice is often the icing on the cake

The cake may have a rotten core

But with the right icing

No body knows-

Love Despite Differences 

No one knows better 

Than someone who is despised

Why did He come? 

only to be despised 



Jesus’ world family-

He loved to the Cross

Trifecta of all in need-

Farther Son Holy Spirit

Crosswords of Science and Religion

To the holy 

St Partinio 

Friend, helper, supporter

He was staid to the most high God

To the Catholic church – music, art, architecture

Tourist vs pilgrim 

Savoring our beliefs 

Politics, faith and food

Moral laws – St Thomas Aquinas

Food for body and soul bologna 

Pursuit of truth and God

The Coward

The adulterer-

They came in droves to give accolades

Because that is what they were supposed to do

They don’t want to be left out

or recalcitrant 

or appear to be thoughtless and unkind

So we lacquer the ego

Hoping that it will pass muster

We wait and waller in the dregs of the day-

Spending the energy intended to build bridges instead

of bringing attention to what needs to be true-

‘He is so nice’

Everyone loves him

If you call him on his lie

He will bury you in hate and mocking

Sugar-coated hate still destroys

 Gethsemane all over again 

Timeless tyrany –

Enabling the fog to slip under the gate and smother

The garden of Even – 

Even though we try to hide

God feels us in our adultery 

Our unfaithfulness 

our Cowardliness 

They Fought to Live and Die 

A plant with a remarkable survival strategyIndependence Means dependence

Dependence on the truth

The life force of the living

Cowards cower and buckle 

When the harsh light of truth 

Permeates the means of the day

You know what I want to say

to broadcast to the cosmos

Al those who hide in the shadows

Only see what they want to be true


Whitewash the truth

Make it look like it is really

They think no one will know

But in reality 

Everyone truly knows 

Always hiding the truth from those who want to believe

End up in the mud pit of creation


Forever sealing all the truth that might have been 

Satan speaks to the ego that boasts

Boasting only makes the emptiness grow larger 

A dust storm suffocating  the very life that they want to create –

Where is the love? 

Hidden and broken 

Shattered and shone by myopic mind of the wanton ways

How do we learn how to project a fake shadow to please 

Free will mixed with the sins of the father-

all wound up in the DNA


Acclaim of the liar 

Buys time to cover


Contradicts the intended holy 

Becoming the lie of a house built on sand




Finding heart in the everyday ways

Recording before it liquifies and becomes vapor

Regrets reinforce bad emotions

Instead of chilling – new neurons 

The old tired thoughts are used to patch and repair 

Wasted energy of the byways of the mind traffic ways 

Depression hardness of the pathways that should have been sealed for all time-

Things that Go Bump in the Night-

Good to remember and not forget

The things that are part of the solid core

Tracking the thought tracks

The thought mister sifts and sorts

It has the power to create novelty 

Also has the power to discern 

Where the mental rubber meets the road 

Road to perdition or hell

or free will pass to create positive diamonds in the rough 

It is the batter with bat that sends the ball out of he ball park 

or let the slider slide on by 

Connection is made and seeds are spawn 

The First of Always 

Was and will every be 

Holding on to what little life if can see

can be 

A Bucket List

An Intention to share

A prayer for the morrow

A wish 

A dare

A prophet nod

A Way of the Cross

or not

It is easy to conceive

and below the line and

Hard to defend a prayer so rare

Too early 

To far out

But real not the less

The least thought 

No the less 

A sparkling piece of the creation puzzle

Only to be brought down from the Control Tower 

At the perfectly syncopated time-

Rare Planetary alignment

On Friday (June 24) the “planet parade” will be joined by a special guest as the crescent moon slots in between Venus and Mars, acting as a “stand-in” for Earth in the planetary procession. According to a statement (opens in new tab)from Sky andTelescope, Mercury should rise about an hour before the sun on Friday, meaning there is ample time to snag a glimpse of the whole parade before the sun puts an end to the viewing party.

Night Owls and Early Birds

They all come to home roost

The night owls hover and harken 

The early birds always catch the worm

They slug out the slugs and shards of soul

The world goes on spinning

Winter brings dormancy 

others it brings death-

Everything depends on the timing 

and getting it just right-

The pyramids hold their spot

Never seem to change

Built to last

Where as the night owl and early birds 

transient and unaware 

Unlike the stone marking it place on the Nile-


Brotherly love


A care, concern


Benevolence to Behold

A Way of Life

His Love

He will Renew one

In His love

He will sing joyfully because of you

Faithfully yours

Mindfully mine

Mind for Feeling

Whither thou goest

I go

It is easy when there is Wind beneath your wings

Breath for Breathing

Heart beats to the tune of the Cosmos


Freedom to soar 

 Not my Will 

But the Will of Eternity

Loving and living

The Sound of a Gun

It is said that a gun 

Held to the head 

Is lethal-

Only if it is shot

Just the same 

as words shot from the hip

to wound another

It is mental-

Just as powerful 

as physical – but more damaging to the psyche 

an allotted portion 

a cup of poison 

a charged issue 

bottomless pit 

When a line is crossed- 

Friday, March 8, 2019 

The Last Supper (From Prose-a-try in Motion – WordPress)

Remembering Dad – Henry Wagner  

He was too tired (from his stay in the hospital)

to finish cooking their meal 

So  I went down to help 

and we had a lovely meal…

(Sunday Evening) 

Our Last Supper…

It just seems like yesterday…

He was the one to teach me to pray to the “Sacred Heart” for a “Happy Death’- 

(Sweet release of Life)…

It  worked for them and it will work for all of their children, grandchildren…

I believe it is in the DNA!!

Thoughts of Henry  and Evelyn ~

Henry Slays the Dandelions

Today he got two buckets full of ‘em!

He turns 90 this month, 

But age has not slowed his deep desire to “do just one more.”

Today it was the dandelions that were on his list.

Tomorrow it will be something else.

He can’t leave this earth just yet…

Tomorrow will be here to “do just one more.”

The Will to Give

In my early morning haze, 

I find myself hugging my coffee cup, 

Waiting for that moment of energy.

As I wait, I watch my mother and my dog.

Sadie lies silently at the old woman’s feet, 

Moving only when she moves or

To catch a fat laden morsel dropped sneakily to the floor—

Like food smuggled to a prisoner.


The old woman is caught in the act.


“That’s why the ants come in!”  I say.

They lower their eyes knowing that they have been scolded!

Somehow we know that

The dog can always count on her treats,

The ants will come in  

And the Forgetful Old Giving Tree will remember the only thing that’s important…

The will to give.

His Shop Lies Empty

March 9, 1998

I found him,

So peaceful.

He had told me that he would just sleep away.

His heart was weak after 90 years of toil.

It was in “doing for” that made his being

But simple tasks now made him sick.

His mind and will, so strong

Life was not worth living if he could not “do for” others.

He took care of his mother after his father died.

He stayed with her until all the younger brothers and sisters were grown.

He gave Evelyn the family that she had never known.

They gave us focus by keeping us God-centered.

They taught us what is important by giving.

They gave us success by teaching us to serve others.

They gave us joy because there was no room left for sadness.

They were simple people, needing little.

All he desired was affection,

He needed to know that he was loved.

His shop lies empty.

But why do I feel like I did not do enough?

I gave because I had plenty.

They gave, even though they had little.

His shop lies empty.

My work group sent flowers to me,

I took them to his shop.

A Piece of His Soul

March 9, 1999

I knew when they came to live with me

That this would be his last stop

I instinctively knew 

and reminded  myself  daily

Knowing the inevitable…

I was sure that I would be be ready 

For the time when he left.

I remember waking at 3:00 AM

The morning he died-

I felt a sudden  saddening of emptiness.

I knew a part of me was no longer there.

I was not as prepared as I planned to be.

It was that moment that I understood agape  love.

The bonding love that binds and links life force.

and anchors 

Tethers to the ground of confidence 

That one free to aspire & create..

Now, one year later

The emptiness does not leave.

Nor is it filled …

As I fill my life with nothingness 

The emptiness is always there.

It almost becomes a companion, 

Reminding me of what is worthwhile.

Longing for that  place that I call home.

The Bond of Attachment broken…

It was knit 

Like a ticking bomb…

Ear to the pocket watch in his bib overalls 

As he rocked me to sleep-


How do you Fix Happy?

Anatomy of Dysfunction and Disease-See Article on WSJ

Dysfunction and Dysfunction – Linked to Physical and Mental Behavior Poorly Controlled largely due to DNA (Nature) and by not supporting the Nurture of the CNS, Prefrontal Brain, Immune System due to GMO, Factory-altered PROCESSED foods –

GMO-Multiples the Glutens and Lectins (Natural part of seed – 


that are indigestible and ‘disease causing’ when GMO and MULTIPLIED IN EXCESS – LIKE THE FOOD – GMO multiplies to EXCESS the Food – However is also makes it NO LONGER BIOAVAILABLE – OBESITY and GLUTEN DISEASE-

** Over-Heating Omega 3 Healthy oils Raw Nuts and Seeds (not Soaked- Changed to Omega 6 – ‘Motor-like’ oils – Shelf life stable-Body only – CNS, Brain and Immune System are poisoned! Dr Thomas Cowan

 ** Over-Milling of Ancient Grains, Raw Nuts and Seeds (not Soaked-Sprouted to CLEAN – Mother Nature’s survival adaptations – (Glutens – Seed locks  and Lectins in the peel – to ward off predators-Shelf life stable)-

List of Disorders – 

Made worse by the Modern American GMO – Fast-Convenient Faux Foods!

  1. Impulse control problems – Sex offenders – pedophile priest or Abusive  father – daddy’s girl-May find themselves  on The Sex Offender Registry was created in response to the Missouri Legislature’s resolution to facilitate public access to available information about persons … › CRID › SOR › SORPage › CRID › SOR › SOR  
  2. INFANTS – Not Bonded – Insecurely attached by Ignorance and Poverty – Single Parent Moms – setting up life-long relationship problems – 

R. Chris Fraley | University of Illinois-Research on adult attachment is guided by the assumption that the same motivational system that gives rise to the close emotional bond between parents and their children is responsible for the bond that develops between adults in emotionally intimate relationships. The objective of this essay is to provide a brief overview of the history of adult attachment research, the key theoretical ideas, and a sampling of some of the research findings. This essay has been written for people who are interested in learning more about research on adult attachment.

  • Diseases-Cancer, Obesity – Diabetes-ADDHD -DNA (Nature) –                                  Made worse by the Modern American GMO – Fast-Convenient Faux Foods! Acute Spinal Cord Injury.
  • All Neurological Disorders – List of Neurological Disorders and Their Descriptions- DNA (Nature) -Made worse by the Modern American GMO – Fast-Convenient Faux Foods!
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This article is about the Austrian philosopher. For the novella, see The Death of Ivan Ilyich. For the Russian philosopher, see Ivan Ilyin.

The Reverend

Ivan Illich

Ivan Illich.jpg

Born   September 4, 1926

Vienna, Austria

Died    December 2, 2002 (aged 76)

Bremen, Germany

Era      Contemporary philosophy

Region           Western philosophy



Main interests           

Philosophy of educationphilosophy of technology



Ivan Dominic Illich (/ɪˈvɑːn ˈɪlɪtʃ/; 4 September 1926 – 2 December 2002) was a Roman Catholic priest, theologian, philosopher, and social critic.[1] His 1971 book Deschooling Society criticises modern society’s institutional approach to education, an approach that allegedly constrains learning to narrow situations in a fairly short period of the human lifespan. His 1975 book Medical Nemesis, importing to the sociology of medicine the concept of medical harm, alleges that industrialised society widely impairs quality of life by overmedicalising life, pathologizing normal conditions, creating false dependency, and limiting other solutions more healthful.[2] Ilich called himself “an errant pilgrim.”[3]


1          Biography

1.1      Early life

1.2      Work in Europe and the Americas

1.3      Personality

1.4      Death

2          Philosophical views

3          Influence

4          Published Works

4.1      Deschooling Society

4.2      Tools for Conviviality

4.3      Medical Nemesis

4.4      To Hell with Good Intentions

5          List of works

6          Honours, decorations, awards and distinctions

7          See also

8          Notes

9          References

10        Further reading

11        External links


Early life[edit]

Ivan Dominic Illich was born on September 4, 1926 in Vienna to Gian Pietro Ilic (Ivan Peter Illich) and Ellen Rose “Maexie” née Regenstreif-Ortlieb.[4] His father was a civil engineer and a diplomat from a landed Catholic family of Dalmatia, with property in the city of Split and wine and olive oil estates on the island of Brač. His mother came from a converted into Christianity Jewish family from Germany and Austria-Hungary (Czernowitz, Bukowina).[5] Ellen Illich was baptized Lutheran but converted to Catholicism upon marriage.[6][7] Her father, Friedrich “Frtiz” Regenstreif, was an industrialist who made his money in the lumber trade in Bosnia, to later settle in Vienna, where he built an art nouveau villa.

Ellen Illich traveled to Vienna to be attended by the best doctors during birth. Ivan’s father was not living in Central Europe at the time. When Ivan was three months old, he was taken along with his nurse to Split, Dalmatia (by then part of the Kingdom of Yugoslavia), to be shown to his paternal grandfather. There he was baptized on December 1, 1926.[8] In 1929 twin boys, Alexander and Michael, were born in the family.

Work in Europe and the Americas[edit]

In 1942 Ellen Illich and her three children—Ivan, Alexander, and Michael—left Vienna, Austria for Florence Italy, escaping the Nazi persecution of Jews. He finished high school in Florence, and then went on to study histology and crystallography at the local University of Florence.[9] Hoping to return to Austria following World War II, Illich enrolled in a doctorate in medieval history at the University of Salzburg[10] with the hope of gaining legal residency as he was undocumented.[9] He wrote a dissertation focusing on the historian Arnold J. Toynbee, a subject to which he would return in his later years. While working on his doctorate, he returned to Italy where he studied theology and philosophy at the Pontifical Gregorian University in Rome, as he wanted to become a Catholic priest. He was ordained as a Catholic priest in Rome in 1951 and served his first Mass in the catacombs where the early Roman Christians hid from their persecutors.[5]

A polyglot, Illich spoke Italian, Spanish, French, and German fluently.[10][11][12] He later learned Croatian, the language of his grandfathers, then Ancient Greek and Latin, in addition to Portuguese, Hindi, English, and other languages.[10]

Following his ordination, in 1951, he “signed up to become a parish priest in one of New York’s poorest neighborhoods—Washington Heights, on the northern tip of Manhattan, at that time a barrio of newly-arrived Puerto Rican immigrants.”[13] In 1956, at the age of 30, he was appointed vice rector of the Catholic University of Puerto Rico, “a position he managed to keep for several years before getting thrown out—Illich was just a little too loud in his criticism of the Vatican’s pronouncements on birth control and comparatively demure silence about the nuclear bomb.”[13] It was in Puerto Rico that Illich met Everett Reimer and the two began to analyze their own functions as “educational” leaders. In 1959, he traveled throughout South America on foot and by bus.[10]

The end of Illich’s tenure at the university came in 1960 as the result of a controversy involving bishops James Edward McManus and James Peter Davis, who had denounced Governor Luis Muñoz Marín and his Popular Democratic Party for their positions in favor of birth control and divorce. The bishops also started their own rival Catholic party.[14] Illich later summarized his opposition thusly:

As a historian, I saw that it violated the American tradition of Church and State separation. As a politician, I predicted that there wasn’t enough strength in Catholic ranks to create a meaningful platform and that failure of McManus’s party would be disastrous on the already frail prestige of the Puerto Rican Church. As a theologian, I believe that the Church must always condemn injustice in the light of the Gospel, but never has the right to speak in favor of a specific political party.[15]

After Illich disobeyed a direct order from McManus forbidding all priests from dining with Governor Muñoz, the bishop ordered Illich to leave his post at the university, referring to his very presence as “dangerous to the Diocese of Ponce and its institutions.”[14]

Despite this display of insubordination and an order from Paul Francis Tanner, then general secretary of the National Catholic Welfare Conference, forbidding Illich from any official role in the organization’s Latin American bureau, Illich maintained the support of the influential priest John J. Considine, who continued to push for Illich to have a role in training the Church’s missionaries, personally funding trips to Mexico in order for Illich to scout locations.[14]

Following his departure from Puerto Rico, Illich moved to Cuernavaca, Mexico, where he founded the Center of Intercultural Formation (CIF) in 1961, originally as missionary training center.[9] As the center became more influential it became the Centro Intercultural de Documentación (CIDOC, or Intercultural Documentation Center),[9] ostensibly a research center offering language courses to missionaries from North America and volunteers of the Alliance for Progress program[10] initiated by John F. Kennedy. His real intent was to document the participation of the Vatican in the “modern development” of the so-called Third World. Illich looked askance at the liberal pity or conservative imperiousness that motivated the rising tide of global industrial development. He viewed such emissaries as a form of industrial hegemony and, as such, an act of “war on subsistence”. He sought to teach missionaries dispatched by the Church not to impose their own cultural values.[16] “Throughout the late ’60s and early ’70s, CIDOC was part language school and part free university for intellectuals from all over the Americas.”[13] At the CIDOC, “Illich was able to develop his potent and highly influential critique of Third World development schemes and their fresh-faced agents: Kennedy’s Alliance for Progress, the Peace Corps, and countless other missionary efforts bankrolled and organized by wealthy nations, foundations, and religious groups.”[13]

After ten years, critical analysis from the CIDOC of the institutional actions by the Church brought the organization into conflict with the Vatican. Unpopular with the local chapter of Opus Dei,[13] Illich was called to Rome for questioning, due in part to a CIA report.[10][9] While he was not convicted or punished by the Vatican, it was then that he decided to renounce active priesthood.[9] In 1976, Illich, apparently concerned by the influx of formal academics and the potential side effects of its own “institutionalization”, shut the center down with consent from the other members of the CIDOC. Several of the members subsequently continued language schools in Cuernavaca, some of which still exist. Illich himself resigned from the active priesthood in the late-1960s (having attained the rank of monsignor[citation needed]), but continued to identify as a priest and occasionally performed private masses.

In the 1970s, Illich was popular among leftist intellectuals in France, his thesis having been discussed in particular by André Gorz. However, his influence declined after the 1981 election of François Mitterrand as Illich was considered too pessimistic at a time when the French Left took control of the government.[10]

In the 1980s and beyond, Illich traveled extensively, mainly splitting his time between the United States, Mexico, and Germany. He held an appointment as a Visiting Professor of Philosophy, Science, Technology and Society at Penn State. He also taught at the University of Bremen and University of Hagen.[17] During his last days of his life he admitted that he was greatly influenced by one of the Indian economists and adviser to M. K. Gandhi, J. C. Kumarappa, most notably, his book, Economy of Permanence.[18]

While Illich never referred to himself as an anarchist in print, he was closely associated with major figures in left-anarchist circles, notably Paul Goodman and unschooling advocate John Holt. Goodman is credited in Deschooling Society with having “radically obliged” Illich to revise his thinking, and described with great affection in Illich’s 1990s interviews with David Cayley:

… I loved Goodman very much, but not from the beginning. In 1951, as a twenty-six-year-old man newly arrived in New York, I went to a public debate. This strange person arrived and fascinated everybody with his way of presenting himself. I was just then having my first experiences of sitting through cold turkey with neighbourhood kids from Washington Heights, and this guy carefully phrased his proposal that New York immediately decriminalize all substances you can ingest, because otherwise the city of New York would become an unlivable city within the next few years. He had recently played a major part in getting a law passed which recognized that the state should not interfere with the private activities of consenting adults. Well, I was shocked! I would not have suspected that within three of four years we would be good friends and that during the last part of his life he would spend considerable time with me in Cuernavaca. I consider Goodman one of the great thinkers I’ve known, and also a tender, touching person.[19]


Ivan Illich called himself “an errant pilgrim”,[3] “a wandering Jew and a Christian pilgrim”,[5] while clearly acknowledging his Dalmatian roots.[20] He remarked that since leaving the old house of his grandparents on the island Brač in Dalmatia, he had never had a home.[21]


Illich died 2 December 2002 in Bremen, Germany. Not realised was his last wish: to die surrounded by close collaborators in Bologna amid the creation of his planned, new learning centre.[22]

Philosophical views[edit]

Illich followed the tradition of apophatic theology.[23] His lifework’s leading thesis is that Western modernity, perverting Christianity, corrupts Western Christianity. A perverse to attempt to encode the New Testament’s principles as rules of behavior, duty, or laws, and to institutionalize them, without limits, is a corruption that Illich detailed in his analyses of modern Western institutions, including education, charity, and medicine, among others. Illich often used the Latin phrase Corruptio optimi quae est pessima, in English The corruption of the best is the worst.[5][24]

Illich believed that Biblical God’s taking human form, the Incarnation, marked world history’s turning point, opening new possibilities for love and knowledge. As in the Gospel of John,[25] it invites any believer to seek God’s face in everyone encountered.[5] Describing this new possibility for love, Illich refers to the Parable of the Good Samaritan.


His first book, Deschooling Society, published in 1971, was a groundbreaking critique of compulsory mass education. He argued the oppressive structure of the school system could not be reformed. It must be dismantled in order to free humanity from the crippling effects of the institutionalization of all of life. He went on to critique modern mass medicine. In the pre-Internet age, Illich was highly influential among intellectuals and academics. He became known worldwide for his progressive polemics about how human culture could preserve and expand, activity expressive of truly human values, in the face of multiple thundering forces of de-humanization.

In his several influential books, he argued that the overuse of the benefits of many modern technologies and social arrangements undermine human values and human self-sufficiency, freedom, and dignity. His in-depth critiques of mass education and modern mass medicine were especially, pointed, relevant; and perhaps, more timely now than during his life.

Health, argues Illich, is the capacity to cope with the human reality of death, pain, and sickness. Technology can benefit many; yet, modern mass medicine has gone too far, launching into a godlike battle to eradicate death, pain, and sickness. In doing so, it turns people into risk-averse consuming objects, turning healing into mere science, turning medical healers into mere drug-surgical technicians.[26][27][28]

The Dark Mountain Project, a creative cultural movement founded by Dougald Hine and Paul Kingsnorth that abandons the myths of modern societies and looks for other new stories that help us make sense of modernity, drew their inspiration from the ideas of Ivan Illich.[29]

Published Works[edit]

Deschooling Society[edit]

Main article: Deschooling Society

Illich gained public attention with his 1971 book Deschooling Society, a radical critique of educational practice in “modern” economies. Claiming examples of institutionalised education’s ineffectiveness, Illich endorses self-directed education, supported by intentional social relations, in fluid informal arrangements:

Universal education through schooling is not feasible. It would be no more feasible if it were attempted by means of alternative institutions built on the style of present schools. Neither new attitudes of teachers toward their pupils nor the proliferation of educational hardware or software (in classroom or bedroom), nor finally the attempt to expand the pedagogue’s responsibility until it engulfs his pupils’ lifetimes will deliver universal education. The current search for new educational funnels must be reversed into the search for their institutional inverse: educational webs which heighten the opportunity for each one to transform each moment of his living into one of learning, sharing, and caring. We hope to contribute concepts needed by those who conduct such counterfoil research on education—and also to those who seek alternatives to other established service industries.[30]

The final sentence, above, clarifies Illich’s view that education’s institutionalisation fosters society’s institutionalisation, and so de-institutionalising education may help de-institutionalize society. Further, Illich suggests reinventing learning and expanding it throughout society and across persons’ lifespans. Particularly striking in 1971 was his call for advanced technology to support “learning webs”:

The operation of a peer-matching network would be simple. The user would identify himself by name and address and describe the activity for which he sought a peer. A computer would send him back the names and addresses of all those who had inserted the same description. It is amazing that such a simple utility has never been used on a broad scale for publicly valued activity.

According to a contemporary review in the Libertarian Forum, “Illich’s advocacy of the free market in education is the bone in the throat that is choking the public educators.”[31] Yet, unlike libertarians, Illich opposes not merely publicly funded schooling, but schools as such. Thus, Illich’s envisioned disestablishment of schools aimed not to establish a free market in educational services, but to attain a fundamental shift: a deschooled society. In his 1973 book After Deschooling, What?, he asserted, “We can disestablish schools, or we can deschool culture.”[32] In fact, he called advocates of free-market education “the most dangerous category of educational reformers.”[33]

Tools for Conviviality[edit]

Main article: Tools for Conviviality

Tools for Conviviality was published in 1973, two years after Deschooling Society. In this newer work, Illich generalizes the themes that he had previously applied to the educational field: the institutionalization of specialized knowledge, the dominant role of technocratic elites in industrial society, and the need to develop new instruments for the reconquest of practical knowledge by the average citizen. He wrote that “[e]lite professional groups … have come to exert a ‘radical monopoly’ on such basic human activities as health, agriculture, home-building, and learning, leading to a ‘war on subsistence’ that robs peasant societies of their vital skills and know-how. The result of much economic development is very often not human flourishing but ‘modernized poverty’, dependency, and an out-of-control system in which the humans become worn-down mechanical parts.”[13] Illich proposed that we should “invert the present deep structure of tools” in order to “give people tools that guarantee their right to work with independent efficiency.”[34]

Tools for Conviviality attracted worldwide attention. A résumé of it was published by French social philosopher André Gorz in Les Temps Modernes, under the title “Freeing the Future”.[35] The book’s vision of tools that would be developed and maintained by a community of users had a significant influence on the first developers of the personal computer, notably Lee Felsenstein.[36][37]

Medical Nemesis[edit]

In his Medical Nemesis, first published in 1975, also known as Limits to Medicine, Illich subjected contemporary Western medicine to detailed attack. He argued that the medicalization in recent decades of so many of life’s vicissitudes—birth and death, for example—frequently caused more harm than good and rendered many people in effect lifelong patients. He marshaled a body of statistics to show what he considered the shocking extent of post-operative side-effects and drug-induced illness in advanced industrial society. He introduced to a wider public the notion of iatrogenic disease,[38] which had been scientifically established a century earlier by British nurse Florence Nightingale (1820–1910). Others have since voiced similar views.[39]

To Hell with Good Intentions[edit]

In his 1968 speech at the Conference on InterAmerican Student Projects (CIASP), Illich strongly opposes the presence of American missionaries in Mexico. Illich says that the presence of American “do-gooders” is causing more harm than good. Rather, he suggests that the Americans should travel to Latin America as tourists or students, or else stay in their homeland, where they can at least know what they are doing.[40]

List of works[edit]

Die philosophischen Grundlagen der Geschichtsschreibung bei Arnold J. Toynbee. Salzburg: Diss. 1951.

Celebration of Awareness. 1971. ISBN 978-0-7145-0837-5.

Illich, Iván (1971). Deschooling Society. ISBN 978-0-06-012139-6.

Tools for Conviviality. 1973. ISBN 978-0-06-080308-7.

Illich, Ivan (1974). Energy and Equity. ISBN 978-0-06-080327-8.

Medical Nemesis. London: Calder & Boyars. 1974. ISBN 978-0-7145-1096-5. OCLC 224760852.

Illich, Ivan (1975). Medical Nemesis. ISBN 978-0-394-71245-1.

Illich, Ivan (1978). The Right to Useful Unemployment. ISBN 978-0-7145-2628-7.

Illich, Ivan (1978). Toward a History of Needs. ISBN 978-0-394-41040-1.

Illich, Ivan (1981). Shadow Work. ISBN 978-0-7145-2711-6.

Illich, Ivan (1982). Gender. ISBN 978-0-394-52732-1.

H2O and the Waters of Forgetfulness. 1985. ISBN 978-0-911005-06-6.

ABC: The Alphabetization of the Popular Mind. 1988. ISBN 978-0-86547-291-4. Coauthored with Barry Sanders

Illich, Ivan (1992). In the Mirror of the Past. ISBN 978-0-7145-2937-0.

Illich, Ivan (1993). In the Vineyard of the Text: A Commentary to Hugh’s Didascalicon. ISBN 978-0-226-37235-8.

Blasphemy: A Radical Critique of Our Technological Culture. We the People. Morristown, NJ: Aaron Press. July 1995. ISBN 978-1-882206-02-5.

interviews with David Cayley, ed. (1992). Ivan Illich in Conversation. Toronto: House of Anansi Press.

The Rivers North of the Future – The Testament of Ivan Illich as told to David Cayley. Toronto: House of Anansi Press. 2005. ISBN 978-0-88784-714-1.

David Cayley, ed. (2000). Corruption of Christianity. ISBN 978-0-660-18099-1.

Disoccupazione creativa (Creative Disoccupation), Italy, Italian, 1977

Illich, Ivan (2013). Beyond Economics and Ecology. ISBN 978-0-714531-58-8.:[41] Edited by Prof Sajay Samuel

Honours, decorations, awards and distinctions[edit]

Culture and Peace Prize of the Villa Ichon in Bremen (1998)[citation needed]

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3. **  Select Medium setting and START!


 ~ Now Conventional GMOWheat bread WITH ONLY 2 GRAMS OF PROTEIN~

Ancient grains (Non-GMO like  Modern wheat, soy. corn or Alfalfa) include varieties of wheat: spelt, Khorasan wheat (Kamut), freekeh, bulgur, farro, einkorn, and emmer; the grains millet, barley, teff, oats, and sorghum; and the pseud ocereals quinoa, amaranth, buckwheat, and chia…Ancient grains – Wikipedia

WE (WHO DESIRE TO BE HEALTHY) will pay more for high quality HIGHER PLANT PROTEIN flour


Grind your own flour and SOAK IN BREADD MACHINE for Several Hours to dissolve glutens and lectins

or buy a home miller  or  Use Smoothie blender or Vitamix to grind whole Ancient Grains BERRIES INTO HIGHER PLANT PROTEIN FLOUR ~ SAVE MONEY and INCREASE THE FIBER & PROTEIN in the Whole Berries of any Ancient Grains 


Ancient Grains Quinoa, Oat and Buckwheat Groats (‘Gluten-free) ~(MILL IN A SMOOTHIE BLENDER – SPELT, BARLEY OR NON-GMO WHEAT BERRIES need to be soaked to remove the glutens and lectins 



6 Ancient Grains You Should Try Once You’ve Mastered Quinoa…

(No GMO Whole Wheat or All purpose-less “white menace” flour or GMO soy or GMO Corn or GMO Alfalfa fed to animals)

** Conventional Bread can be BOUGHT SPROUTED ~ 

SILVER HILLS OR Angelic Bakehouse: The Sprouted Grain Bread Brand 6 grams of Protein

Ezekiel on  is sprouted  only 4 grams of protein – Not Biblical!

**  For ‘Plant Protein’  ~ HANDFUL of Plant Protein Smoothie –

Soaked Frozen Almonds or coked Farro, buckwheat, oats or other Ancient Grains (low or no gluten) 


& Frozen Non GMO Tofu cubes…Grind to paste with a small amount of Kombucha tea, green tea, cranberry juice. etc…

**  Add HANDFUL of kale, Bok Choy, Swiss Chard, Beet Greens, Collards or any other deep green and leafy vegetable…

Broccoli, a carrot, celery with leaves, stems of beet greens and Swiss Chard…

**  Add a HANDFUL of frozen fruit or vegetables 

and (Remove PEEl – if GMO) …

Google if not sure … Avoid Flax seeds, GMO Apples, Squash and Zucchini, Peel potatoes & tomatoes (Night Shade – high in Lectins  & GMO alfalfa & corn fed Animals)…any Industrial farmed Animals..

(GMO -“Magnifies” Lectins in peel to ward off predators & Vital Glutens – necessary seed locks) …  causing them to be concentrated to a “Toxic” level).

**Add Abundant honey, raw sugar or Maple Syrup…


**  SIMPLE ‘ANTI-INFLAMMATORY,’ (PLANT PROTEIN) TRAIL MIX ~Non-GMO & (Raw), ** Non-Dairy, ‘Gluten Free’…


Non-GMO (buckwheat) CEREAL (Kashi-go-lean-Buckwheat), Oats, ‘Aritsan” brown rice crackers, Spelt pretzels, Pumpkin seed for zinc…

 A variety of RAW nuts (whole walnuts, pecans, almonds, etc. 

and RAW seeds chia, sesame, millet, etc &Spices.(Herb de Provence, Cajun, Cayenne Sea Salt with Kelp for Iodine, Cracked Pepper, etc..…

Melt slightly and mix: (Virgin coconut oil/or duck fat (from free range ducks – not farmed & fed GMO)…Add seed & herb mix.. 

Mix thoroughly …

Bake on cookie sheet (lined with Parchment paper) at 190* for 30  min & rest for to cool in the oven for an hour or so..…

After cooled…Add EVOO and more Sea Salt …if necessary… store in an air tight container… Hanover Spelt pretzel barrel container works well…

Like Olive Oil – Coconut oil can be compromised & thinned for Profit~

Extra Virgin  ~ Trust labels ~but Verify ~Google!

Top 10 Evidence-Based Health Benefits of Coconut Oil 


(High in Lauric Acid)…`

Virgin Coconut Oil Can Destroy “Harmful Microorganisms”. 

The 12-carbon lauric acid makes up about 50% of the fatty acids in coconut oil. 

When lauric acid is digested, it also forms a substance called monolaurin. 

Both lauric acid and monolaurin can kill harmful pathogens like bacteria, viruses and fungi (6).Jan 11, 2018

* Foods High in Lauric acid (per 100 g edible portion)

Palm kernel oil. 45000 mg.

Virgin Coconut oil. 43000 mg.

Coconut (coconut powder) 28000 mg.

Coconut (coconut milk) 6900 mg.

RAW ~ “Unpasteurized” Cream  3000 mg.

“Unpasteurized” (RAW) butter. 2600 mg.

“Unpasteurized” Whipping cream (vegetable fat) 2600 mg.

“Unpasteurized” (Without the LOAD of “DEAD BACTERIA”) & Fed GMO

Foods High in Lauric acid | Whole Food Catalog

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**  ‘The Magic Pill’ – Netflix Documentary~The Lie of the Grain Millers-How SKIM,  Over-Mill, Dilute Un-Altered Raw Nuts and Seed Milks ~ Making ‘Plant’ Protein No longer NATURAL and DILUTED FOR Profit and Leaving Us with Disease! ‘Crime-in-Italy’~ IT IS TIED TO ‘HOMELESSNESS and WILL REVERSE AGING!

Simple Pastured (Free Range) Beef Bone or Free Range Chicken Stock

Beet and Beet Greens-stems are known to reduce High Blood pressure quickly….


Fish (Not Farmed or Fed GMO)

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“Tell me what you eat and I will tell you what you are”…

Anthelme Brillat-Savarin wrote, in Physiologie du Gout, ou Meditations de Gastronomie Transcendante, 1826: “Dis-moi ce que tu manges, je te dirai ce que tu es.”

Great Minds ~ Discuss Ideas!

Average Minds ~ Discuss Events!

Small Minds ~ Discuss People!

Smaller Minds ~ Gossip!

We are what we believe we are.

C. S. Lewis 

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