Prose-a-try – Meditations 2012-2013
Pioneers Pray – 2022
Pioneers do not have time for idols and any frivolity-
Pioneers parcel
A Higher Power – 2013
Everything that takes place are influenced by a higher power
Spirit is manifest int the laws of the universe
And must feel humble
Science – causally determinism
Cause – effect-
Incompatible with free will?
Determinism strikes to the heart of free fill
Free to choose to defy,
Persons actions are casualty bound by they physical and physically
Einstein and internal determine free will
Beginning and ends all determined
By an invisible player
Childish analogies
Look upon free will as
Exists because we are held responsible for out own actions
Develop a strong personal morality
Striving for our morality can give beauty
Rise among the person
Strive to rise above the monkey mind
Transcend selfish desires
Use for yourself little but give to other much.
Paid for Performance – February 2013
A child is made to perform
To dance on the stage of destiny
For God – through the parents careful, watchful eyes-
What happens when the light beam of the parent’s eyes
Is bent by fear of not wanting to hurt feelings
Truth become perceived and distorted
What happens when the child is praised just for being…
Performance is irrelevant
You are good!
If the performance is low or substandard
The child learns that effort is not important
So trying harder is not necessary
Mediocrity becomes the norm-
If children to do pretty much whatever they please
They will not be incentive to learn to “do the hard thing”
They will not learn to “put away the things of a child’ as the Bible says must happen
They will forever remain it the “pre-adolescent” stage of development..
No free pass to the next stage of brain development.
Sons and daughters of the “insecurely attached”
Become the bullies, gossip mongers,
and eventually another generation of insecurely attached
Forever using the pre-adolescent filter of the Binary Mind
Self and selfish hedonistic behavior
“Mine” of a three year old
Become “it is all about me” of a 25 year old-
Displacing true self-
Credo – What I Believe – February 2013
He, who can no longer wonder, cannot see God in “other.”
is a candle, snuffed out
What is missing is
Humble admiration of the presence of a superior power.
When “self” and greed shadow this light
All that can be seen and witnessed is a thin slice of God
Grace insufficient to sustain life as was intended
A full life of being-
Giving and caring
Everything that takes place are influenced by a higher power
Spirit is manifest int the laws of the universe
And must feel humble
God the old one – the new one
Atheists are to be denigrated…
Utter humility to the usability of the unknown
Fanatical atheists, still feeling the weight of their chains..
Cannot hear the music of their spheres.
Painful act of to the painful act of fundament belonging.
Cosmic religious feeling
Looking for truth and understanding….fundamentalists and atheists do not
Their truth is perception and therefore – not real truth
Do You Believe in God? – Einstein
Humble admiration of the presence of a superior power.
I believe in Spinoza’s god…
Everything that takes place are influenced by a higher power
Spirit is manifest int the laws of the universe
And must feel humble
Realm of science is to evaluation of the truth – not the case-
Science without religion is lame
Religion without science is blind…Einstein
Burn Baby Burn – March 2012
Only the good die young
Death – The Great Equivocator
Does not exact revenge
The balance sheet is brought back to even
To zero
The deficit of negativity
Hate and venom surfaces to the top
Ignorance of life
Being lived beyond the pre-adolescent mindset
The selfish state of the Binary Mind
Is paid for in the hell of dysfunction
Avarice, greed and materialism that flows
Into mercenariness to other
Becoming the chains that bind us to earth
“Other” being the ticket to heaven
Freeing us from the bondage of selfish, self centered greed
Lived on earth by giving of ourselves to “other”
Compassion
Life lived only to serve self
Infantile disease is when a Child expects a voluminous order
Spinoza…body, soul, mind one
Gunther and the Wet Nose – HT Wagner
I write-
Gunther stalks-
His cunning ears detects motion
Scratchy sounds of a pen on a mission
He investigates-
It is not an object to seize for food or folly
Just a friend companion making notes-
A place to be to warm next to the hand
A cold wet nose nuzzles the pen
To announce his presence-
To say he’s arrived
Settles contently
Purrs-
Inky – The End – HT Wagner
Little Cat
Little Cat
You look lonely and bored
You mate, Inky, cannot be found
You do not know where
He has gone
Don’t feel sad
Inky just wore out
He could go no more
Dogs don’t seem to care-
Only, now, there is less food
For them to steal
You are pleasant to hold
Your “tabbiness” is endearing
As your heart purrs away—Sans cat breath
Somehow we will find a way to make
Your heart whole –like before
(Probably won’t be the dogs or the grandkids)
Being a hermit feline may not be so bad after all!
Walmart – Standing at the Check Out – February 2013
Looking at the concrete block wall
The veneer of nothingness
Hollow cored panels
That protect an a cavity in the fabric of society at large
Ignorance
Feigned wisdom of the insincere
Sinners all
Caving to convention
Because Father forgives them
They do not know what they do..
The trough they feed from
Is daily filled with slop and snickers
and not the daily bread
The staff of life
But with pretend food
Bogus and counterfeit
To extend the shelf life and remove the offending whole food
With the left over tasty remnants
Of a whole food meal that might have been
To gorge on the ignorance of the stupefied masses
Dilute all that is true food
To make more space for all that is not
Thin slicing at its best…
Makes for more profit
Fatten the bank roll
and creates a subculture of vulture physicians
That prey on unawareness and
Those who are clueless
Lazy
Craving convenience and empty convention-
Good Has Many Dimension – February 2013
In a three or four dimensional world
Good is relative
Relative to the truth
What ever that is..
1st dimension is a fuzzy notion of truth
Gloss over
Look out for yourself truth
Proud selfishness
2nd dimension is that of almost true
But not quite right for self
Has to consider both self and other
Politically correctness
Protects everyone involved
But the Soul
Who know better
Dogma reigns the “monkey-binary mind” mentality
3rd dimension reigns over the “monkey mind”
Sincerity, candor, confidence become the and breath
The Good Samaritan folds into the landscape
Sees only what needs to be done for other
Fusses not with can be done
But does what it takes to make things right
an trusts always
Anxiety aside
Trusts without paranoiac pride
He did not go broke or get in debt,
But did what he could amid confusion and doubt.
He won the prize
His investment repaid
In dollars, not earthly
But reward for a vision in the 4th dimension.
Beach-March 2013
The politically correct place to be-
Left at home all of the fancy facade
The front erected to maintain status with ‘the Jones’
Quite an expensive place to walk
Eat out
And take a nap.
Look a the homes and mansions of mud and clay
Who cares?
Help me to find my center
A place to air my sins
In the air of a benevolent sky
Help me to shed my scales
Protecting me from the ones who need a hand
Helping the homeless and forlorn
The beach is for the bird
and otherwise flighty people….
The beach is for bums
Who think the are “powerful princes of pomp”
Who care not for standing up for the down-trodden.
But move earth to get things out of the way of “me”
Heart is a raisin on life support
Mind is a sponge of tasty good and pasteurized worthless faux food
Thinking all the while “what about me”
and how can I jockey into a position of stature
So I can get more praise.
After all, praise is what we are born to receive…
This is the nature of the insecurely attached mind-
Power of Praise (Authentic)
Studies show:
Praise authentically for making a “heroic” effort
Has markedly more positive effect in creating a child that will be better able to face the world independently
and one that will be less fearful
and more courageous attempting new challenges
Than an individual that was parented by a parent who fear that any and all criticism would give the child a “complex”
And create a low self image
Self confidence and self respect –
Or
Criticism (comments shaping behavior) will give a malformed self image is administered incorrectly…dishonestly…with either too much praise or any praise lacking authenticity
Our to fear of creating an individual with a poor self image…
Just the contrary…
Poor self images are created by failure to accomplish…
Failure to accomplish is created by parents that are reluctant to authentically correct (comment) behavior…
As a result, the child believes the inferior work that was created is acceptable and improvement is not necessary…
and will go on to status quo tasks that have already successfully mastered.. Pleasure Reading for example..Displacing more Difficult skills that will better serve as adulthood approaches..
Contrary to popular psychological theories and beliefs…
Always being overly complimentary about intelligence,
Telling a child that job well done
Whether or not it was acceptable work….
Will not help develop necessary skills,
But actually make it more difficult for desirable habits and skills to develop…
Praising a child for the effort make to complete an assignment
Create as mind set to “always do the hard thing”…
That is only half of the story…
Parents perception meets chid’s perception…
If the goal of a parent is to create a child the empathy…
It is not praise that will make or break a child,
But the way praise is
Authentically prudently
and judiciously administered…
Then and only then is that a child is more likely to develop normal meta-human emotions and feeling…
The Theory of Mind – Empathy
(others have feeling just like the ones that I have)
This enables empathy to develop..
The next stage is Altruism.-
The Brain grows new neurons when challenged-
Remains stagnant when rumination recoils-
A Day Out of the Ordinary – January 2012
‘Muling’ through the Ozark National Forest…
with a gentle man with extraordinary integrity
and a down-to-earth sense of humor…way down…
A Kind one-of-a kind…kind
The beauty of creation always brings me back to high thought…
The high thought that disperses and disbands separating
and scattered
By the mere thought of remnants left in the world that do not know
“Other”
Your know the “love one another” other,
Or the “Turn the other cheek” other,
Or “look the other way…it is not my problem” other…
The hypocrisy, the nefariousness, the depraved and the ignorant (born and by choice)
They fade into “never-never land”
Where God never treads..
He is there,
But no body is there to greet Him..
Like a monkey picking up a gun…
The do not believe in Him and
Therefore do not need his help…
Besides reading His mind is easier than asking for His help.
They prayed once and did not get the result they wanted…
God’s creation is like turning abound a battleship…
Neither turns on a dime….
He is there patiently waiting for Ego to grow another horn…
One that has room for Empathy…
For that Ego has to be willing to “do the hard thing”
Push, stretch, give of himself…
We are all connected and if we are not helping one another…
We are hurting them and ourselves…
The Garden of Eden is just a “Will” away…
A “free will”
Choice to remain a reptile & use the antiquated hardware & software
Or
Obey to our parents (natural and in our community) when Ego is caught in the act of doing a forbidden behavior…
Forbidden behaviors…are forbidden for a reason..
They keep Ego mired in Reptilian thought..
The 7 Deadly Sins land,
Where pleasure is the standard
and “Other” is the enemy that could make us extinct…
Choices are may by the best guesses and
Highly inefficient, ineffective, unproductive decisions
and inept, incompetent, and dysfunctional behavior..
Creating dysfunctional Egos, dysfunctional Ego families, and dysfunctional Ego Societies.
Hmm. Sounds like Hell to me..
Ego keep us in Hell and Others ascend us into Heaven…
Simple as that.
Amen Alleluia.
Saturday Morning prayers at Mtn. View, Arkansas
Chocolate – HT Wagner
That what it was…
Keeping me from sleep..
So tempting
So good
and so good for you…
Tempting, but now taunting..
Caffeine
M&M’s Dark Chocolate…
With mint, no less-
At the wrong time..
Waiting for sleep to find me…
Chocolate – a Free-radical that attacks the serotonin
an keeps the lids from closing..
It is Sunday tomorrow and I can sleep in…
Make poems while the “Son” shines in the dark…
Sleepy words
That would just as well not be disturbed..
Like a child in the morning…
Climbing in bed the Mom and Dad
When bad dreams come to call..
Bad dreams, mad dreams..
She just needs an excuse to fill her waking time
With a snuggle
She has trained her parents to let her get her way (not God’s way)
With an over generalized tale of fright…
They are suckers for an ailing child…
“Do the hard thing”
Never
Might run the risk of damaging the not-so-fragile-as they think
Fledgeling psyche..opportunity missed for a correction gone untied…
Sucker for fear of dinging her psyche…for life…no less…
When, in reality choosing that behavior
Is effectively preventing
The psyche’s brain
From growing new brain cells that would ensure the skill
Of confidence in learning new behavior that breeds confidence not weakling ways of the victims of society…
Namby-pamby may feel good…
But insisting on behavior of “doing the hard thing”
Will only breed a lionhearted warrior,
A knight in shining armor,
True authentic character and
A staring role be a shining example and celebrity
For their children of tomorrow…
Since parents are not able to visit that tomorrow…
Making hay of psyche crops
Is best done while the “Son” shines..
Stepping Down to the Level of Their Weakness
Parents must “do the hard thing” also…
It is easy not to raise an issue..
Just look the other way…
Reflexively done
When an Ego rules…
Avoid ‘The hard thing”
Avoid “the true behavior”
In favor of coddling “oh-so-tender feelings
That are roadblocks to maturity…
The Adult outside the child keeps on growing…
Infant psyche…communicates as an infant does..
Crying, complaining when asked “to do the hard thing”…
Would rather stay in the shell of infancy…
When all is easy and done for them…
Pushing out of the shell hurts,
If the struggle is not allowed and not insisted upon
The psyche will grow no new brain cells..
While peers…for the most part..
Who Thrive on new challenges
Will be cheered for their valiant efforts,
Although not always successful…
The mind is hardwired to grown new cells when active
and satisfaction is the reward for a mastering a challenge
Authentic praise is unshaken…
While bland…”Good work” for mediocre performance…
Send the message of mediocre is “okay”
“The hard thing” effort
Is not necessary…
New brain cells sit waiting to be called on
While the “infant ego” goes off to watch TV
Or Read fiction – something that is easy and need no new mastery.
Leaving Spirit “Out in the Cold”-
6:30 Mass – HT Wagner
Temperature in the teens…
Howling wind…
Temptation to pull the covers back up
and meditate a rosary alone…
Spirit has carriage idling and was ready for play..
It was cold out the and he was cold
and lonely…
How can I grow when my spirit is left in cold?
The deal was…
If he awakens me…
I get up and go…
Or he is left in the cold..
The flowers he brought…
In the form thoughts and prayers
Wither and remain unsaid…
God Is the Autumn Mist –HT Wagner 2012
The Great I AM – (Autumn Mist)
We are the matter and God is the Space in-between-
Like the fresh Morning Dew on a brand new day..
Dew Fall
How does one relate to Mist
When the Spirit moves
We move with and within God…
The goal is not just to have the pleasure of mixing-
But to create…
Joy – to keep the grace unbroken..
New thoughts to forge new ground in the creation
Of our universe…
The energy of the stars is transmitted via a relationship with your
Spirit Guide or Guardian Angel-
There is pleasure and that is the point in a spiritual relationship
As long as creation is moving forward
Or Advancing
Expecting pleasure with out doing the “Work”
Meditation
Is futile, fruitless and vane
It is called worshiping other gods and idols…
Spirit guides consist with the only physical equipment
needed to ‘be a “Mix-master” and fulfill their roll in creation..
To keep us on task…
No loitering, no waisting time
Focus on filling in the chart (Temple) that was written at the foundation of time.
Trust in the Unseen Knowing – HT Wagner – January 2012
Mary with Babe in arms
On an donkey – lead by Joseph in the dark…
Starlit night
Full moon glowing
Leading the way…
The donkey is female
Martha by name-
She thinks she knows the way to Nazareth…
After all it is her home…
But the way Joseph is leading her is wrong-
She is anxious and tries to break away
Not knowing that an angel has warned Joseph
To go another way-
Trust in the Unseen Knowing – HT Wagner January 2012
Mary with Babe in arms
swaddled-
On an donkey lead by Joseph in the dark…
Star lit night
Full moon glowing
Leading the way…
The donkey is female
Martha by name…
She thinks she knows the way to Nazareth…
After all it is her home…
But the way Joseph is leading her is wrong..
She is anxious and tries to break away
Not knowing that an angel has warned Joseph
To go another way…
The Sacred Temple – HT Wagner – January 2012
Before the foundation of time-
An Architect drew up plans for His Cathedral
His concept was a space where each Atom (Adam) would have a role…
In either the fabrication
or to be a connected part of the actual structure..
He started with a Big Bang…
Lightning ignited Hydrogen Oxygen to form H20
Water, rock, and atmosphere formed a dome around the true, existing earth…
All done to prepare for the event of the initialization of
The Temple of the Holy Spirit which was to evolve…
Templates ready and waiting….
After the last Ice Age
There was a readiness in the atmosphere
The time had arrived…
The Spirit was breathed into Homo the Sapien creation…
With only a one pound brain…
When blood type A began to emerge
(Whole-not masticated processed grain)
But that was soon to changer..
“Soon” is centuries in God-time….
A race had to be chosen….
When blood type B began to emerge…
(Dairy cow -‘portable proteins’- convenient for Nomads)
Abraham stepped up to the plate…
And pretty much believed anything that His God told him…
The Hebrew Race was crowned.
Theocracy to Monarchy
God turned it over to Saul then to King David
With the help of prophet Samuel – about 1000 BC
The Prophet Years ensued (not unlike the human teenage years)
Warning and Consequences weeded out all those unable to fulfill their given templates – as directed….
All this time, through the centuries, behind the scenes..
The brain was growing from 1 pound to 3 pounds. What is this all about?
Cathedral Under Construction- HT Wager
Midbrain an frontal cortex not yet functional
Prefrontal cortex (Executive functions)
Thus explains the “Prophet Years”
The Hebrews and Gentiles did not have this mental equipment yet..
Christ Crucified…???
To book mark the Event of the Holy Spirit initializing the Limbic System…
Like a Cathedral finally being completed…
The Bishop comes to consecrate
and let the clowns come in…
That was 2000 years ago…
and there is still a log of reliance on the Reptilian – Binary (ANS) brain – for decisioning….
All we have to do to access the Limbic mid brain filtering system
Is “Turn the other cheek”, be a good Samaritan,
Love one another – don’t judge others,
Do not presume when there is only a thin slice of the truth,
Covet, lust, gluttony…yada, yada, yada….
All thoughts allowed to get thought the Septum will move to
the Prefrontal Mind of Christ Brain-
Spirit Guide – HT Wagner January 201
Tall dark and handsome
King -sized piercing brown eyes
Paraplegic
Paralyzed fro the waist down
A kiss takes away the clay…
That is the human bondage
Binding us to the earth.
It is eternity that is tasted in the mouth..
Sweet and Enduring
A Kiss – HT Wagner January 2012
The last frontier for the Soul
Touching…tasting the eternal…
It is magic-
Relished and savored …
Reaching into the realm of the beloved
The realm of belonging…
Skirting the edge of stone and clay…
God and nothingness…all balled up in one…
One kind
One man
One region of the brain called…
Other…
Cosmic Event – HT Wagner – January 2012
Cosmic loneliness
All of our life, everything we do, think and feel
is surrounded by non-existence
With your anam ċara you awaken the eternal.
In this soul-space, there is no distance.
The eternal empowers you and makes you urgent.
And they heart becomes the inner face of your life
The human journey strives to make this inner face beautiful…
It is here that love gathers within you.
Once the soul awakens, the search begins
and you can never go back.
From then on, you are inflamed with a special longing
That will never again allow you linger in the lowlands
Of complacency and partial fulfillment…
“Close-enough” no longer only for the spiritually impaired…
Creating a spiritual vacuum or indifference…
Interrupting or postponing the celestial flow
Causing it to be interrupted and cease ….
When this spiritual path opens –
an incredible generosity can be brought to the world
and to the lives of others-
Boris Pasternak said,
“When a great moment knocks on the door of your life, it is often no louder than the beating of your heart, and it is very easy to miss it.”
If you have everything the world has to offer you…
But if you do not have love, then you are the poorest of the poorest of the poor.
If you have everything the world has to offer you…
But you do not have love,
then you are the poorest of the poorest of the poor.
Aristotle acknowledges how in the complexity of individuality,
interiority is mirrored and fulfilled in the discovery
and activity of friendship:
“Our feelings towards our friends…
Aristotle acknowledges how in the complexity of individuality,
Interiority is mirrored and fulfilled in the discovery
and activity of friendship-
“Our feelings towards our friends
“The wish for friendship develops rapidly, but friendship does not.”
Eternal Father,
Competence in Creation – HT Wagner February 2012
What can I say?
What can I say?
Thanks, I guess …
and what can I do for You now?
To watch Your orchestration is one thing…
But to experience it is beyond comprehension…
A little scary..
Greatly appreciated…
I have never doubted…
an never expect
But you competence in creation is unquestioned.
WOW!
Marty, Martha and Grace – February 2012
Grace is perfection and beauty
Elegant an humble
Decorum
A human being seamless with dignity and respect
God is in charge and running the show-
Allowed to do so by letting go of free we…
Becoming “we” will…
Martha has seams running up and down her shroud…
Needs to make sure all is done an done well,
Stepping on other’s toes is fine
To complete the task at hand…
Many seams to make the patchwork called “mine”
Move over
She read’s God’s mind like one read the Wall Street Journal…
She is sure God would approve of this method of creation…
Martha style..
Marty means well, loves well and enjoys life’s pleasures…
He is entitled…
For he is working for God..
Food, drink, whatever to the point of pointless,
Know not grace…
Seams bursting..
Flirts with the other god’s
While God is tending his sheep.
He would not mind…
After all He loves me…..
Two Ends of a Spectrum – HT Wagner February 2012
The Little Person inside begins as a seed of grace..
To grow …..the big fat ego beast must be denied,
To prevent seams.
Or to prevent them unraveling.
Obesity of the Ego
Which prevents poverty of the spirit
Lust of the Ego
To prevent the St. Augustine from blooming forth..
Pride of the Ego
Keeping the Tiger Woods, Elvis an Michael Jackson beasts from consuming all grace..
Prime on the outside and emaciated on the inside..
So Sad
Presumption of the Ego
“I am always right…not “I AM”
the Unseen God
Each thought I think is always true….
Just as I thought it…
It can be stretched, overgeneralized, but it still is true
After all, it is a thin slice of God’s truth…
I don’t take insults – I tell all of my clan….
If you hurt my feelings…I will growl..
I will shout…
I will become terse,
and frown…
You will know my stance and you better well agree
Political correctness is the way to survive in my tree…
Ego Mister Miser – HT Wagner 2012
Hold on to what you have ….
Cheat if you have to…
Hoard…
Underpay….
All to save a dime…
But remember gold bars are just paving stone
In the great beyond…
Love Into – HT Wagner – February – 2012
Love into day
Love into night…
Love into the space beyond what matters not…
Love beyond sight, feeling, hearing and touch…
Love is the last frontier of the sacred…
The Divided Line..
Dive into the pool of yearning…
Passion is only a heart beat away…
Lust is only the spice of the pie…
With out love only emptiness remains…
Satisfy hunger with the bread of life…
Bring to the table
Longing and hunger for more
More of the limitless, unfathomable celestial King..
Love into darkness to enlighten and awaken..
Love into hate….
To displace it with more love…
We have the technology of ‘Now.’..
That is what the Holy Spirit was hired for…
The Thought Mister – HT Wagner – 2012
The Mark McGuire of Ethos
Knocks errant, ungraced thoughts out of the ball park
Back to the ANS stands where all the looser wannabe’s
Drive, park, affirm their no-names and the nonentity that they are
Like a magician magically change important meaningful time
Into missing pieces…
That will last to 9th inning and beyond..
Sucking up to ego…only a stick in the mud-
Previously known as clay – from which He was wrought
The Soul – HT Wagner – March 2012
Reveals all her beauty..
How can a soul sense her beauty?
Seeing it in a pool of water
Reflecting her glory or her ugliness?
Tasting sweetness or sour grapes?
Bastardo…tied to the physical
and failing to see the spirit
Behind the skin of the grapes
The glory
Rising above the obvious
an approaching the unknowing
The Word
The soul is the Word inside created man…
The souls mastery of the temporal
Overcoming self-ego
| Above all the grace and the gifts that Christ gives to his beloved Iis that of overcoming self. St. Francis |
The New Me – HT Wagner -March 2012
The Sounds harken
Darken-Become angry…
Confusion and ignorance baffle
Bewildered
Bothered
Unaware of reality
Should I be Martha or Mary
Should I care or
Dare to be like me…
Who am I now?
The New me-
Crated by God or the other one?
Eternal Father – HT Wagner – March – 2012
What can I say?
Thank you for not ever forgetting me-
When I am lost in a fog-
Or Just plain ignorant-
When I am on top of things,
It is you that sustains me
an keep me whole…
I need to know where to turn each and every minute
Or at least I think I do
I imagine that I have a mission – to save the world…
But, like Jesus, speak the truth and get stoned by the Pharisees
No longer will fear the loss of Your presence in my being..
The more I am tried, the harder I will try
Try to understand Your will in it all..
My actions will always be with the intent of doing you will
With the best equipment that I possess at the time.
Grandchildren are in Your hands
I have given them to You with the promise made to a Ghost…
‘Nana, you have a Ghost in your house’?
And what did the Ghost say?
He said: “Please help me to know Him”
If you have chosen them for a mission,
They will be able to fulfill it
God wins every time..I choose this team for eternity…
Quarrymen – HT Wagner – March 2012
Pressing passions actualized
Identical call
For all engaged the expression of art form
The art form of the whole of creation
The quarry a decanter
An earthen vessel
Cryptic treasures obscure
Quarried with destination unknown..
Showcase
Sense of impotence
Sense of failure
Front for Racketeers – HT Wagner 2012
Ravished by the con artists – flim-flamers, impostors and more….
Through God’s eye Truth
Inauguration
Man’s eye sees only self-
Baptism by Fire
To hell and back-
Certification for sanity…
Discovery of God’s purpose
Awareness of a being above man-
Cognizance of “Now”
and living it!!
Ego’s Lair – HT Wagner March 2012
On the back of the devil (snake-like) – he charges-
Attacking
Storming
Gathering and hoarding
Amassing
Revenging
Lusting and Gorging
For no good reason – but instincts.-
The devil is the escort and advisor
Remember Satan and Santa are in the same plane…
Just “polar” opposites..
How God Works – HT Wagner – March 2012
When you least expect-
You find Him
Genderless
Tall and striking.
Presence profound-
Desires are mutual
and eternal-
It is nice to know that you have a friend…
Who likes us as we are..
Behind the facade of ego
He lives as a hermit…
Alone and in love…
24 x 7
Your inside is his outside-
He is all desire-
His foundation timeless-
Ends with eternity-
To deny Him
Is to deny our being…
To know him
Is to sense His presence in all..
To feel shame for not knowing Him deeper…
To feel disconnected
When He is so near…
So abiding and unfaltering…
Father of all-
Words alone cannot explain this measured connection…
He has favorites and wakes them often to advise…
They are in the driver’s seat of creation-
They know where they are going-
Stop at nothing-
Push to know Him more-
Intense, heartfelt, deep seated..
Penetratingly perceptive,
Profound is their existence…
As Ego slowly fades into the clay…
Loosing Ego is growing into God…
Ego mania is seen in all of its glory..
Nothingness…
Sensuality shrinks and finally falls away..
Ego trappings
Are mere ornament – temporal apparatus….
Equipment
Gear to protect the soul from exposure of all things that matter not..
Until they become the main purpose of existence..
A bit like having a care and using it only to run over bugs…
Instead of “driving its way back to find You,
With a burning love inside”
Ego ignores the Covenant then and always will…
Burns with love for itself…
Remains in itself..
Soul is an added adaption that ego cannot comprehend..
No comprehende
No point in embracing it..
Ego know better-
Stiff necked
and wills not – be behold-
A Day is Done – HT Wagner March 2012
It is not over…
Begins anew a dialogue with the Considerable Creator
The mystery of Communion begins to unfold.-
Free for all – but “no thanks” for all – but “The Chosen”
When God needs you – He will find you.-
By awakening a desire
Unquenchable and clear-
Creation does not wait for the indecisive
Or those who wobble-
If you are choses-
The yoke will be light-
Eternal Father God – HT Wagner – March 2012
It has be a very lonesome day today at the beach
All the worldly trapping surround and smother-
Smother any glimmer – chance to be alone with what matters most…
As things grow quiet and dark
There is a passing chance
That I can steal time to hold on to my hopes and prayers.-
There is no question
Where I will always find myself
Whether good or bad
Happy or sad-
Aligned with You-
How We Begin – HT Wagner – March 2012
We start as bare-empty animals
All selfish and needy-
and pretty much stay that way.-
Greedy
Prefer and choose only the easy – fun things to do..
“No pain” no gain is for enthusiasts
Who need to win – for a lot of nice cars
What is this “deny oneself”?
Why bother??
Love one another?
“Fools” don’t fit in that category for me…
All of my “Others” – look just like me-
Besides God loves me, – just as I am
“lift a thumb”- not-
He would not want me to suffer – like His Son…
Here and now is just fine with me…
I can call all of my shots-
His mind is easy to read-
If I work hard – things will just happen for me…
I am in charge and control my destiny…
Since God is not around,
I can fabricate stuff – to make myself
More able and skillful-
Embellishment is not necessarily a lie..
My intuition (from the stone ages)
Is mostly right – some of the time-
Presuming is the other skill at which I excel-
Thrift and greedy money-grubbing
An art that I have mastered..
Stingy, miserly and mean
All mine for the keeping..
Others can just…
Other can just go to the food kitchens
and get their grub-
Natural Disasters – O how horrible!!
Thank God for Red Cross…
God must fund them from above…
and
You know. – all food is food. – just so it is tasty.
The cheaper the better…
Why pay more for whole grains when processing
and “enriching” them will fill the bill-
(no one told me that eating Big Macs, and French fries and Super-sized soda)
Has so little nutrition that (the “nice-to-have systems: reproductive, skin, etc.)
Do not get enough nutrients at the end of the day – add ‘dead’ weight or keep your hair from falling out-
Raw milk fresh and grass-fed –
from the farm with LIVE Beneficial, enzymes-
Why bother the expense.
When we can irradiate (all bacteria both necessary good and bad)
and the thrifty, dishonest dairy counsel-
To save all of the factory-made animal fat —
Homogenized it with the milk protein and deceive us into thinking it is good for us by calling it “whole milk”
But only another modern process to extend shelf-life
and make more profit and ensure that Medicare will grow-
Florida – One Rock South of Petrified – HT Wagner March 17, 2012
The plastic people
Vanities of the Frogs-
Oasis for the tedious unthinking hoards
Tedious to be seen with the beautiful people
All decked out in their pride – so blazon.
Blazing fervor for all that matters not.
Because it is important to them to be “in”
If “in” means to ‘know-it-all’ sports…
Or to support a sport that allows and encourages
Abuse of mind, body andsoul to win…
It is allowed – as long as the team wins…
Endorphins for all…
All be it – they are dirty…
Sensuality and empty hearts-
‘I’ll take pleasures and my chances with them’-
Take care of bodily gratifications first &the rest will surely follow-
Drunk on what ever numbs the Soul’s moaning-
This is what eternity is like?
Why not have eternity now?
A universe that does not even come close to touching the
Size of the ‘Box’ we have relegated to God
A parallel universe
That we all grow into
The fabric stretches from far to far-
The human souls is the fabric threads-
and God is the space between…
The ticket for admission is grace…
A lottery ticket is won my taking on a “Cross”
With the understanding and faith-
That is to accept God’s “yoke,”
The burden will be light-
Winning lottery tickets-
Pay well on earth and assure front row ‘stitching’
On God’s tapestry being woven in the parallel universe a Far-
Mindfulness – HT Wagner – March 2012
Staying on cue, requires a platform-
A stage to stand on
Whole grain is the scaffolding…
Not “enriched” or genetically engineered processed whole grains.
Sugar and empty carbs are not whole grains
You cannot force a child to think-
A platform must be provided
and then the child will walk on that platform
If the right brain platform is not in place.
The mind will wonder wherever-
Not having a direction as to the path..
All – especially children with developing brains –
will wander aimlessly in the desert of sugar and empty carbs…
My explain the thinking to the shooters and bombers – stuck in the binary brain of the animal mind-
Discerning Point – HT Wagner March 2012
Switching tracks
.2 of a second
Neurons on the run…
Discerning point..
Choose to stay in the primal forest..
Or be diverted to the road to the Kingdom
Through the midbrain filter
Feeling need to stop and
Take a breath-
let thoughts, all knotted up and fried-
Take a rest and let God sort them out.
Always sorted when I put them in His hands…
Tarnished, I feel
Varnish, I need
Can I be trusted?
not…
“Martha” in me again – sold out!
a compass needed
I relish the help and support of my Spirit guide
But why can’t I seem to believe what He tells me..
Driven to spend energy trying to swim up stream.
All going a different way?
I just want to go my way..
Discerning is a craft and a skill..
Shake me – HT Wagner 2012
Make me see…
Just don’t let my attitude
Run off the only Piece of my life that has truly been mine…
Miracles happen
Hope
Trust is a 2-way street
Where is my place in all of this?
Saving the world would not be so bad
If there were less uncertainty…
Uncertainty creates anxiety – fear
All displaces what might have been.
What about facing the blind, mute and lame?
I am mute
(Ducks are lame)
Beach and the Banyan Trees – HT Wagner – 2012
They Banyan tree sends out branches
and the branches in turn send back down roots…
Made braver and stronger as each root….
Gravity driven
Stakes out a fort to build around..
The foundation becomes many foundations
To defend the sodality
The reckoning of the Forces of three
Of which it is allowed to be…
The eternal shore-the beach-
The separation
Sky, land and water – All Kiss
Intermingle and share…
All are one…
One overwhelms the other…
Borrows from and gives back-
Triune God – Creates tripartite spirit
Hurricanes and floods maintain the balance of forces of them all
Fires – cremate the excess-
Ice remembers what might have been..
The chemistry of the Cosmos
The novelty of existence
Never lost
Never found
Always searching-
Be surprise by what is uncovered
and happy when aware of the God within
Let His pen write your history
Knowing that history is just a piece the Cosmic Pie
History enshrines the dead but means nothing to the deity
The Divine
Work in progress
History matters not in the scheme of Creation,
because it was all over before it began-
Praise – HT Wagner 2006
Praise God from Whom
All
Things
Flow
The Triune being
Who allows
Who watches and waits
Who loves
Monday November 26 – Sermon at Mass-
The Beggar
King stopped and asked the beggar for a gift
All the beggar had was a kernel of corn.
He gave it to the king
He ran after the king
Asking –Where is your gift for me?
Look in your pocket..
The kernel was changed to a gold nugget
He wished he had given more.
We are all beggars who ar afraid to give
If we do not give of ourselves
We will remain a beggar.
End to Homelessness 