The Horsemen of the Apocalypse-Revelation 6-End Times
The Pale Horse – Homiletics of the Seals-
-Dee Hinkle January 28, 2014
Revelation 6-End Times-N.I.V.
1 I watched as the Lamb opened the first of the SEVEN SEALS. ‘Then I heard one of the four living creatures say in a voice like thunder, “Come!” 2 I looked, and there before me was a WHITE HORSE! Its rider held a bow, and he was given a crown, and he rode out as a conqueror bent on conquest.
Homiletics-Processed WHITE sugar, WHITE refined flour (body SEES as sugar when over-milled) (Heat-altering Pasteurizing Dairy(PUTRID with Dead Bacteria, Cortisol from abusive factory farms where they are fed GMO grain (not pastured) & Roasting raw nuts (Unclean) ~
Processing DESTROYS LIFE in Modern Processed Factory GMO Altered (Heat & Over-Milling) Foods~GIVEN a BOW-weapon to destroy life.
A ‘CROWN ‘or the PREFRONTAL BRAIN -THE MIND OF CHRIST)
Mind of Christ destroyed by the Modern processes above!
3 When the Lamb opened the SECOND SEAL, I heard the second living creature say, “Come!” 4 Then another horse came out, a fiery red one. Its rider was given power to take peace from the earth and to make people kill each other. To him was given a large sword TO SLAUGHTER-
Homiletics–Red Meat fed with GMO & Modern Meat processing, ‘DISEASE CAUSING’ ~ Not Pastured-raised!
5 When the Lamb opened the THIRD SEAL, I heard the third living creature say, “Come!” I looked & there before me was a BLACK horse! Its rider was holding a pair of scales in his hand. 6 Then I heard what sounded like a voice among the four living creatures, saying, “Two pounds[a] of wheat for a day’s wages,[b] and six pounds[c] of barley for a day’s wages,[d] and do not damage the oil and the wine!”
Homiletics-The BLACK (or DARK BROWN HORSE) IMMIGRATION or Slavery-Prejudice or ‘White’ Mentality
– The last will be first, the first will be last. Matt 20:16
Race evolution to bring about the evolution of the Mind of Christ -the Prefrontal brain & Spirituality. CNS & Prefrontal BRAIN built by ‘day’s wages’ or ‘Daily Bread’ (not Modern Processed ‘disease-causing’ White Bread – Processing removing up to 50% of needed plant protein-
7 When the Lamb opened the FOURTH SEAL, I heard the voice of the fourth living creature say, “Come!” 8 It looked & there before me was PALE. Its rider was named Death,-(2020 Pandemic Covid 19)
and Hades was following close behind him. They were given power over a fourth of the earth to kill by sword, famine and plague & by the wild beasts of the earth.
Homiletics–(Pale from the Famine of Modern CAFO-GMO Factory processed foods)-GMO not banned in US – but the rest of the world–
WW II Industrial Factory methods
& the OVER-MILLED white grains, white refined
& PASTEURIZED white Factory dairy (Dead bacteria, fed GMO altered grains, cortisol from abusive Factory Barns)
& OVER-HEATED VEGETABLE OILS-Omega 3 chemistry changes to INFLAMMATORY Omega 6-
1/4 of the earth-Western Civilization & Western medical culture (‘Sub-Saharan-like’ diet of processed, pasteurized & fast convenience foods, resulting in IMMUNE SYSTEM to BECOME IMPOTENT & kill by disease, along with the fast processed food that will distract and distort & destroy the prefrontal minds causing mental illness.
IMAGE of Pale horse – Lego – ‘Monster Fighters’ toy- Rider is X-Ray-like skeletonal image-
9 When he opened the FIFTH SEAL- I saw under the altar the souls of those who had been slain because of the word of God and the testimony they had maintained. 10 They called out in a loud voice, “How long, Sovereign Lord, holy and true, until you judge the inhabitants of the earth and avenge our blood?” 11 Then each of them was given a WHITE ROBE & they were told to wait a little longer, until the full number of their fellow servants, their brothers and sisters,[e] were killed just as they had been.
Homiletics– (Holocaust, Abortion – Nazi destruction good devout people) All those on earth who chose the Lord as the standard by which they would live & maintained it all their lives Jews under Nazi or Oppressive rulers…
12 I watched as he opened the SIXTH SEAL. There was a great earthquake. The SUN TURNED BLACK-like sackcloth made of goat hair, the whole moon turned blood red, 13 and the stars in the sky fell to earth, as figs drop from a fig tree when shaken by a strong wind. 14 The heavens receded like a scroll being rolled up, and every mountain and island was removed from its place. 15 Then the kings of the earth, the princes, the generals, the rich, the mighty, and everyone else, both slave and free, hid in caves and among the rocks of the mountains. 16 They called to the mountains and the rocks, “Fall on us and hide us from the face of him who sits on the throne and from the wrath of the Lamb! 17 For the great day of their[g] wrath has come, and who can withstand it?”
Homiletics-Sun Turned Black -(Total eclipse of the Sun – December 4, 2021 The total lunar eclipse that will occur on Wednesday, May 26, 2021 will be visible across the western U.S. A “blood moon” happens when Earth’s moon is in a total lunar eclipse. While it has no special astronomical significance. This is known as a total lunar eclipse, or a “blood moon.” In 2020, we’ll observe four penumbral lunar eclipses. … If the moon clipped even a part of the inner shadow, called the umbra, these events would be called partial lunar eclipses.
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Chapter Summary
This chapter typifies the dramatic, heavily symbolic description of end-times events for which Revelation is famous.
John sees a series of visions corresponding to Jesus opening the first six seals of the scroll He received in chapter 5.
The first four seals unleash four horsemen, respectively symbolizing a world leader, war, famine, and death.
The fifth seal reveals the prayers of martyrs pleading with God to avenge their deaths. The sixth seal unleashes massive natural disasters.
In response, the people of the world cower in fear, admitting that they are suffering under the wrath of God.
Revelation 6:1–8 introduces John’s vision of Jesus, the Lamb, opening the first four of seven seals.
He also heard one of the four living creatures issue the thunderous command, ”Come!”
What John saw next was the first calamity to strike the earth in the tribulation:
seven – (end time – final days) years of judgment following the rapture of the church.
There is no way to know whether the four horsemen follow each other sequentially or ride forth simultaneously. If they follow each other sequentially, we cannot know how much time elapses between their rides. The judgments appear to belong to the first half of the tribulation. However, some interpreters believe the sixth seal may be an exception.
John sees a series of visions corresponding to Jesus opening the first six seals of the scroll He received in chapter 5.
Four horsemen of the apocalypse, in Christianity, the four horsemen who, according to the book of Revelation (6:1–8), appear with the opening of the first four of the seven seals that bring forth the cataclysm of the apocalypse.
The first horseman, a conqueror with a bow and crown, rides a white horse, which scholars sometimes interpret to symbolize Christ or the Antichrist; the second horseman is given a great sword and rides a red horse, symbolizing war and bloodshed; the third carries a balance scale, rides a black horse, and symbolizes famine; and the fourth horseman rides a pale horse and is identified as Death.
Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse-
Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse, artwork by Peter von Cornelius, 1845.
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God Space Poems
Free Fall – No Parachute
HT Wagner 2007
Invisible Wholeness
Background Deity
Intelligent Wind
Steering my craft
Guiding
Piloting
Caring
In charge of my being ?
Leading me on
Making me think it was me
and not He
Now I Know the Meaning of Small.
God For a Day Dee Hinkle – Thursday, February 28, 2019
Let me be You for a day
& You can
Because You are God!
I would see to the cogs of creation
I would count all the sparrows
Check the crops
Remember the poor
And answer their prayers
One by one
Within them is the sacred mystery of creation
I would round up the thieves and show
Them Your face
They would see honesty and overflow with humiliation
I would broadcast grace over every field
Where the Godgerm are budding
Remembering – grace looks like a cross
Too heavy to bear
The paradox
The test
Faith and knowing that
When a cross is presented
It will be proceeded and followed
By prosperity…—God’s payment
Remembering Sleepovers:
AM prayers Sleepover-2006
Nana slept on the sofa-not with Joshua on his palate in her room.
Joshua Descending from his 2nd floor lair
“Nana, You have a Ghost in your House!”
Hmm..
‘What did He say?’
‘Please help me to know Him’
Hmm..
Puff Joshua, Afraid of the dark…
(Joshua now in high school…Honor student, Latin scholar
& All-state swimmer as a Freshman)
Joshua Descends
Tonight I (Puff) went into went into her cave
Waited for Jackie Papers
But he came no more…
Tears fell like green scales
Knowing that childhood had been exhaled…
(Puffed out)
Spent
Was the loneliness & fear
loveliness of innocence now
Filling now his cup of greenness
His honor & integrity will now become his own
& not necessarily that of those Who are shepherding him…
His mind will rule his reason…
Will morality be a friend to his soul?…
And foe to his ego – Puff
Or will the Ego Beast bark loudly
Claiming his soul as Ego Turf
Letting go is not always easy..
Joshua Ascends-The Star Wars begin….
Will Luke want to follow the Beast or Fight
When Darth Vader Calls
Will he put on the garb of Luke
That I sewed for him
or fall to the dark side of the Force
The dark side has no “SON’
To give him energy &
Be his spiritual ‘ground zero’ for his darkest hours
Will The point on his Ego be the Jumping off point?
closest to the ignition point – the Alter Ego
Courage to do the right thing
and claim his birthright
Birthright only won by well-crafted control of his Ego
Whose very make up…
Stands not for any violation of the truth
Innate is the gold core of truth….
Life’s process becomes …
Tonight Puff went into Her Cave
Waited for Jackie Papers –
But he came no more
Tears fell like green scales
Knowing that his childhood had been exhaled
(Puffed out)
Spent was the loneliness & fear
Now loveliness of innocence-Filling now his cup of greenness
His honor & integrity will now become his own
& not necessarily that of those who are shepherding him
His mind will rule his reason
Will morality be a friend to his soul
& foe to his ego Puff
Or will the Ego Beast bark loudly
Claiming his soul as Ego Turf
The Star Wars will begin
Will Luke want to follow the Beast or fight
When Darth Vader Calls
Will he put on the garb of Luke
or fall to the dark side of the Force
The dark side has no “SON’
To give him energy &
Be his spiritual ground zero for his darkest hours
Will his Ego
Earthly being closest to the ignition point
Courage to do the right thing
and claim his birthright
Birthright
Won by orderliness
Making a disciplined soul
Constitution & character
Cannot allow violation of the truth
Innate is the gold core of truth
Life’s process become-
Carving away the earthly layer,
to reveal the molten keepsake within
a nugget
Repeated circumcisions
Continual, incessant & contestant
Labor pains
The desolation
Agony of the world denied
Will finally yield the tenderness and sweet victory
of the enduring Infinite
After his ‘now i lay me down to sleep’ prayer
We too discern the inane
My last thoughts for his night prayer
Will he have the will to always to obey
& the courage to do “the right (& usually) hard thing”
We – more comfortable responding to ‘call of the wild’ with
Accustom behavior serves if good & be true
Having a gold-souled intellect
to rethink the thoughts reflexive
Knee jerk
Distractions that keep minds
in the Cave-To Reshape them
For existence in a higher plane
to serve as a storm troopers all
Remembering Sleepovers:
AM prayers Sleepover-2006
Nana slept on the sofa-not with Joshua on his palate in her room.
Grandson Descending from his 2nd floor lair
Jacob’s ladder
“Nana, You have a Ghost in your House!”
Hmm..
‘What did He say?’
‘Please help me to know Him’
Hmm..
Puff Joshua, Afraid of the dark…
(Joshua now in high school…Honor student, Latin scholar
& All state swimmer as a Freshman)
Joshua Descends
Tonight I (Puff) went into went into her cave
Waited for Jackie Papers
But he came no more…
Tears fell like green scales
Knowing that childhood had been exhaled…
(Puffed out)
Spent
Was the loneliness & fear
loveliness of innocence now
Filling now his cup of greenness
His honor & integrity will now become his own
& not necessarily that of those Who are shepherding him…
His mind will rule his reason…
Will morality be a friend to his soul?…
And foe to his ego – Puff
Or will the Ego Beast bark loudly
Claiming his soul as Ego Turf
Letting go is not always easy..
Grandson Ascends-The Star Wars begin….
Will Luke want to follow the Beast or Fight
When Darth Vader Calls
Will he put on the garb of Luke
That I sewed for him
or fall to the dark side of the Force
The dark side has no “SON’
To give him energy &
Be his spiritual ‘ground zero’ for his darkest hours
Will The point on his Ego be the Jumping off point?
closest to the ignition point – the Alter Ego
Courage to do the right thing
and claim his birthright
Birthright only won by well-crafted control of his Ego
Whose very make up…
Stands not for any violation of the truth
Innate is the gold core of truth….
Life’s process becomes …
Lovely Lady
My mother
Hail Mary
Holy Mother
My model
Where would I be without You?
Lost & Lowly
A worm I am
But a friendly one
Only wanting to make compost
In Your Sacred
Holy Garden.
The dirt to mine
My pay
Your Presence
to Plant seeds
Buckets of Water to thirsty horses
Stubborn they are
My bothers & sisters
My friends
Pilgrims along the way…
I breather Your air
I exhale my remorse …
Open my heart into your sacred Heart
On Fire…
He Asked Me & I Obeyed
As is He loved me…
Lock step His Way…
Powerful it was
Powerful it is
The Giving Love
That only God can give
The Breathing love that only God can Breath
The Bonding Love
The Attachment to the Soul to the Eternal Flame
Of Being
No one knows
or Is really to love
Only He choose you
When you least accept
Ready to receive or not..
Ready to love & give
or not’
On call 24 x 7
Or just hold mr for a moment loner…
It is
In this space that I can live
Thrive
& Be
It is in this space
That I desire to be…
Monday, April 23, 2018
- Daily Reading June 17, 2020
- Mercury Direct (From June 17- July 26) Vesta, Venus 12 house lights up to end of July Brings the truth out – things have become more fluid & flow – breath -pant quick – deep sleep- Hidden truths emerge –
- http://www.usccb.org/bible/
You hide them in the shelter of your presence from the plottings of men;
You screen them within your abode
from the strife of tongues.
- Gratitude Poem
Hidden in the Shelter of Your Wings
Pressing forward in YourTruth
Knowing
Money no where in sight
It is not money that I crave
But to please you
Like Elijah
Say something
Let it be harsh
or gently
Your Way of the Cross
Has always been my Way
From the Foundation of time
The tripartite Mind with the Holy Spirt
In toe
in demand
always before us Lighting the Way
Elijah is a Hebrew In Hebrew the meaning of the name Elijah is: Jehovah is God. Famous bearer: the Old Testament prophet Elijah. Elijah had faith to send his servant to the sea seven times to keep looking for the rain cloud. He was certain that it would come. Then, when the tiniest cloud appeared on the horizon, he knew that there was heavy rain coming and coming quickly.
Saturday, October 1, 2011
First Friday & First Saturday-11:00 PM Prayers
Holy Space
Prayer
Layer upon layer
Waiting for the Gate to open
The air is thin
Ordinary and plain spoken
Heart broken
The touch comes from nowhere
The Living Presence shapes in the form of a gift
The air changes to amber
Listening
The sounds peal
Hearing the tumult
The upheaval move near
Knowing the soft loud rustle
The diminutive-almost Imperceptible Force
Settles in my soul
Nestles next to my being
Present in every way
My place in this prayer is suspended
Divinity inundates
Like a butterfly
Hold only for a heartbeat
But once held
Can never be the Same
Would walk a thousand miles
to hold the Butterfly again
Deus Always Love Eternal
How God Works
When you least expect
You find Him
Genderless
Tall & striking
a Column of Lightening
a Thunderbolt
Autumn Mist
A Presence Profound…
Desires are mutual & eternal…
It is nice to know that you have a friend…
Who likes you as you are…
Behind the facade of Ego Small Mind
He lives as a hermit Alone & in love
24 x 7
Your inside is his outside…
He is all desire…
His foundation began with time & Ends with eternity…
To deny Him Is to deny your being…
To know him Is to sense His presence in all…
To feel shame for not knowing Him deeper…
To feel disconnected when He is so near…
So abiding & unfaltering…
Father of all…
Words alone cannot explain this measured connection…
He has favorites & wakes them often to kibitz …
They are in the ‘driver’s seat’ of creation…
They know where they are going….
Stop at nothing…
Press to know Him more – Intense, heartfelt, deep-seated..
Penetratingly perceptive,
Profound is their existence…
As Small Minded Ego slowly pales into the clay…
Collapsing the Small Mind & growing into God…
Egomania is seen in all of its glory..
Nothingness…
Sensuality shrinks & finally descends …
Ego trappings
Are mere ornaments, temporal apparatus….
Equipment –
Geared to protect the soul from exposure of all things that matter not…
Until they become the main purpose of existence..
A bit like having a car & using it only to ‘Run Over Bugs’…
Instead of ‘driving its way back to find You’
With a burning love inside…
Small Minds hear what they want to hear & disregard the Covenant
Then & always will…
Burn with love for itself
Remains in itself…
The soul is an ‘added adaption’ that ego cannot comprehend…
No comprehension
No point in embracing it…
Ego knows better…
Stiff-necked-
Knows it all & will hear but not receive other words …
Deuteronomy 4: 1, 9
Only take heed, and keep your soul diligently, lest you forget the things which your eyes have seen & lest they depart from your heart all the days of your life;
make them known to your children and your children’s children —
Matthew 5: 17 – 19
The Fulfillment of the Law
17 “Do not think that I have come to abolish the Law or the Prophets;
I have not come to abolish them but to fulfill them.
18 For truly I tell you, until heaven and earth disappear, not the smallest letter, not the least stroke of a pen, will by any means disappear from the Law until everything is accomplished.
19 Therefore anyone who sets aside one of the least of these commands and teaches others accordingly will be called least in the kingdom of heaven, but whoever practices and teaches these commands will be called great in the kingdom of heaven.
How Great Thou Art
The Earth
Our Mother
Shifts on her axis
To signal…
We are going the Wrong
Long direction
We are in retrograde
Now retracing our steps
To understand
What has brought us off course
Not our choice
But ignorance
& desire that keep us in poverty…
Not able to create positive
But to demean with the lower order of man
The lower order not God – But Man
Stiff necked
Obstinate
Knows only Ego
Self
No space left for God
Out of His Way
The mysticL
MAGICAL – Way of the Cross
I AM
The Grateful One
Wrapped in swaddling clothes
Not Foil
The armor that protects
Sheaths the Way of the Cross
Secular Ways swindle
Trick the mind into thinking
What is right but is wrong…
Holy Name of Jesus
Reigns
Brings the Infidels to their knees
Allows trust to be
The Way of the Cross today…
Only the High Way
I Feel Nothing – for the 1st time (Bono)
Where have You gone
In my darkest hour?
Paralyzed by emptiness
Left me adrift
In a sea so still
Wind dead & motionless
Hot July day –
suffocating & wanting rest
no resolution to be found –
Stumbling blindly in the dark
Through the thicket of well-meaning souls
who know Sadness & single
Solo – without companions
All begging for space
Attention to themselves only
Thoughts encapsulated in placebo
But they still work to create
I know You sometimes
& sometime not
What matters –
Where would I be if I fell between between Your hands
Obsidian, igneous rock occurring as a natural glass formed by the rapid cooling of viscous lava from volcanoes. Obsidian is extremely rich in silica (about 65 to 80 percent), is low in water, and has a chemical composition similar to rhyolite. Obsidian has a glassy lustre and is slightly harder than window glass.
Obsidian | Igneous Rock, Composition, & Uses | Britannica
Isolation
Freedom from fear
Fight or Flight
No where to go but up
Show them
Know them
Hold them for all eternity
Modern fire
Hearts on fire
The Blessed
The Holy
All the same
Where does it all come from
& where does it all go?
To hell in a hand basket or
to the Mind of God ?
Jesus Knew the Small Mind of Man
Easy to read a Small mind
With no access to the Prefrontal Mind of Christ
Christ Consciousness
thought the Hippocampus –
Narrow Gate to the Autobiographical Memory
On the ‘Right Hand Side of the Father’
Disease Produced by Negative Quantum particles
Can be left behind in old mind
Pick up mat & walk in the Light of a Positive Mind
Disease is chaff – intended to protect
& left with the food
When negative is absorbed
Spiritual food that should be willowed –
Along with the habituated dementing
Mocking of all those not like us
Poking fun – only to become tumor filler
Willowed & not left with the food
Spiritual food – It is not
only Filler for a tumor
a Land fill in the Mind of a malformed psyche
Lord of the Worlds
He comes to make us whole
He is within-
Home is found in others-
The foundations of home within myself
& find there were no roots more intimate than those between a mind and body that have decided to be whole.’
We are
Who we allow ourselves to be
Lord of the Worlds
Come to me & make me whole again
Rupi Kaur-
Tuesday, September 22, 2020 1:30 am
My Blue Heaven Fats Domino
When whippoorwills call
When evening falls
& the days are cold & dark
A spark cannot be seen
The embers have lost their glow
Memories of the past
Haunt & hang about
Like vultures – waiting to clean up the remains of the day
Where have all the flowers gone
Long time passing
Creation slows to a halt
Longing to be happy in My blue heaven-
Only a Holding pattern to allow creation to begin again.
My Heart is Overwhelmed
What more can I say…
It is He who calls me
It is He who says my name
Birthed me on the day of tomorrow
I am there
Yesterday
Today
Tomorrow
You are my Lord,
My Savoir
My Hope
My love..
Are You Done with Me?
My life is Your life
Or Nothing at all
Take me
Break me
It is Your call
Create in me
& my charges
a new life
Never let me stray
Listen to yo every whisper
Jupiter & Saturn shine on my life
You are the Way
The Way of the Cross
Rocket ship to the Moon
Like an astronaut
Feeling anxious
Systems not needed
Shutting down
Anticipating new frontiers
Encapsulated in fortress of the mind
The Mind of Christ
Sculpted over time
By the Master Designer
Engineer
Creative Genius of Creation
Knowing the target
the Goal to create
Trusting
Feeling no fear
Knowing the middle uncertain
Problems to solve
Hurdles to hurl over
Knowing the end
Will be happy & whole
Share an Original Poem with Sr Beatrice
A Nun –
About Mary
Mary my mother
Jesus mother too
If you pray to her
She will pray for you
Forgot the 2nd verse
Her response
‘Where did you copy this from?’
Determination to Hear Myself
Knowing inside
Others will reject & mock
Giving myself permission to be the me
Intellectualized
Gatherings of time
Old Stuck Energy-
Felt blocked
Rock in the river – chip at the rock Freudian analyst or deepen the flow
Because the permission may not be given
Deepening flowing past- 7 syllables
Did you work something with God that you can co-create?
Small Shaft of Light
Life gets messy
Unavoidable
Churchill when it become hell
Keep walking
Acts
be persistent whether it is convenient or inconvenient
Uncomfortable
Without air
Pause to reflect & breathe
Take 5 or 15
Just take time to breathe in the Holy Spirt
The Assistant
The Game Changer
The Breath of God
Cellular Saving Grace
Breathe in grace
& breathe out negativity
Nothingness
& all things that take away from the Moment of God
The Now
Allow space for life to form out of nothing
The ‘half time’ of the Cosmos
Cosmic Event
Creation at it best
Needless suffocation when Breathe become life
Profound~
Stepped Outside to See the Moon Wednesday, May 6, 2020
the sky was cloudy
Spotted a bright area & wondered if the Moon was behind
Waited
Watches & the crowd of clouds
pated the ‘red sea’
for a few seconds the Moon
almost full
Appareled like a phantom ship in the Cosmos
Bidding Good night
Tame my Breath & breath in me
the living life of eternity
Take my life & use it
to Abuse the Anti-Christ
& Infidels
& Idols that we we love to adore
That dispel the one true God who made us
Blind
Lame & Ignorant
We are
& will be until eyes are open to the light of the Mind of Christ
Whole lives in the darkness of the tripartite create brain to
to Navigate the road to heaven
or all that is not earth.y fare
Boring, taxing, lowly & without sight
Sound hearing or feeling for the Spirit
It is where the Infields find rest
& respite & worship their earthly idols
Those not chose to bear the Cross of Eternity
Love to be at ease & savor the fruits of the earth
only to be denied access to the Eternal Flame –
The Life in Christ
The AM Mist
Mist in the morning
Like Puff in the Morning Mist
Mist in the Autumn
This Descends on the sleepy world
To remind us the He is everywhere
Here to cover
Here to be
Here to heal
My octane
Why not
He has nothing to do
But to exist min the Cosmos
He Love
Breathes love
How He loves is the story of Live
Living, Loving & being in he Being
No ‘set way to be’
Only grace
Love
& Others
The Far Away God So Close
The Divine Presence
The Autumn Mist
The Great IM
We are the clay suspend
In the flow
Flow the Chi of the living God
The Sacred Space in Between the Flow
Of Grace
Chi, the guardian spirit or God
Where we find God
Not that of Moses
but that of the Christ
The Breath of the Holy Spirit
On Pentecost day….
Chi hovera
Like a Dove
Peace
The Great Amen
The Fallen Species
Becomes the Chosen Few
The Engine of Creation
The Heart
& Soul of Matter
Man
Created to be the Chariot
The Tabernacle of the Most High
God on Steroids
Only to listen & obey..
Done with the Ego
Fenito
Final
Finoshed
Spirit
Gone with the Wind
Wounded
But still alive
Died to the World of Created Man
& Born to the Spirit
Who was always there
Covered with the armor
of the created world
No longer blind
But conscious
to the new realty
of Tomorrow
Without the staff of today…
The senses of St John
That are jettisoned
No loner needed
Become a burden
A tax
No longer needed
To Survive
To thrive..
The Wings
Left Wing
Rigt wing
Extremes
that are not in touch with the Heart of the Matter
The Heart & Mind of Christ
Then I start to ruminate!
Habituated behavior serves if good & be true…
Having a gold souled intellect
to rethink the thoughts reflexive
Knee jerk
that keep our minds in the cave
Reshape them
so they can exist in a higher plant
to serve as a storm trooper
It takes much well disciplined training
Cliff Rocks
Sediment layers at the bottom of a river
To a shelf for moss & lichen to grow upon
For the deer to forage
For the creeping creatures to seek sanctuary
Anchor for the tree roots of life’s storms
Bedrock
The essence, core bedrock of all life
To be, we seek sound footing
The garments of life
Devised by disguise
To trap a weary victim
One, not so cunning and sly
The infrastructure dictates the outcome
Daily Bread is the indicator of the quality of construction
A frugal diet eaten in in poverty
Is a house of cards or sand
A frugal diet eaten in the poverty of industrial farming
Where shelf-life and profit
Is not unlike that of Sub Sahara
Differing only in that taste
An intrinsic mind filter
Rudimentary
Drive the culture of tasty grain fed, over stressed (internal & external hormones) meat
& pasteurized over-heated food
Especially dairy
Feeding the Basal Intrinsic Mind (Hunter-Gather)
& all of the aggressive tendencies, selfishness
&dysfunctional society
Monkeys discard the peel (with 2.5 nutrients)
And eat the sweet core only.
Just like fast and processed food.
Not many monkeys are rocket scientists, architect tall building…
The Miracle Brain (Midbrain (Monkey Mind Integration), Prefrontal, Cerebral cortexes)
Getting Close to the Cross
It is an enigma
A paradox
A contradiction
Of what matters not
What matters is the Soul Space
What matters not is the Ego lair
Layer upon layer
We move closer to infinity
Far beyond the depths from which we were wrought
The hill & valleys of terrain
That fold into existence on earth
To the hills – the Dura Mater (tough mother)
Rock
Arachnoid Mater (spidery cushion mother)
The atmosphere
Pia Mater(soft mater) interfaces with the blood
Responsible for nourished the brain
Forest & plants
Cerebrospinal fluid – the sea
Tired of Me Lord?
I make your Cross harder to bear
By not carrying my weight
Toting my soul
In it fragile state
Know that any movement to the direction of the physical senses
Grace displaced
Lost & not to be replaced
It is so heard to explain
The Intrinsic Mind proclaims
Barks orders
Relentless vigilance to guard the Ego
I don’t want to go there
“Most people, sometime in their lives, stumble across truth. And most jump up, brush themselves off, and hurry on about their business as if nothing had happened.”–Sir Winston Churchill
Frozen
Frozen pines
They don’t die
They don’t grow!
Frozen Minds
They don’t die
& they don’t grow
Paralyzed
Uninspired
Hardened as Stone
Bone-Brittle
& Broke
Groans gasping for air
Airborne
Forlorn habits of old
Clutch
Cling
Bring to the dead-ended road
Of what might have been.
The decomposing flesh of the psyche
See nothing new
Feel feelings of habits of the past
that no longer serve
The field of the comfort zone for the lost & lonely
Is this choice?
Free will of the Now
or what we chose when incarnated at the foundation of time?
The Drama of creation plays out
Ruminates
Resounds with Pathos & Pollyanna
The Shell of our Soul
Seams turned inside out
Only to be reborn
Hoping fo a Second Chance to prove our humanity
Ego or Compassion
Free will
To turn the other cheek
Or run & hide.
Sunday, March 3, 2019 ~ 8 AM
** Heaven Has a Front Porch Swing
Made by a carpenter~ Henry
Each sundown they wait & remain
Henry smoking his Camel
& Evelyn
Gifted with an iPad-
streaming ‘Days of our Lives’
1 PM every day
She was faithful ~
Along with 6 AM walk to Mass.
Wednesday, January 9, 2019 6:30 PM
And why do I do this?
I TOO HAVE A DREAM…
Sometimes I dream & imagine the I am climbing on Bill’s Motorcycle (my Godson Nephew-Who was Left alone to the Mercy of Fast & CAFO-GMO processed – convenience foods – (not unlike many singles today!)
In my dream – we take off on the New York Expressway….
Driving fast – 100 mph, 120, 130 – then, out of nowhere a concrete barrier…
We are both decapitated – Like John the Baptist…
I Awake & Reality returns –
I am still alive & Billy drove himself to eternity..
After a divorce in 2002, the 10 years of FAST & Convenience store foods… GMO, Heat-altered GMO-FED DAIRY Ice Cream &Over-Milled Donuts-loosing hair & back stenosis..
His brilliant & talented mind became anxious & depressed …
After a ‘death sentence’ of 4 rounds of Rehab…(fed ‘Institutional’ Franken-Foods) – He became one of latest victim of the SAD (DEAD) Foods diet…
Our society seems to be Looking the ‘other way’ & turning a BLIND – (IGNORANT) EYE to victims…
In 2015 – The fourth round of rehab is what brought him to this final point – A way out – with honor? Courage? to set a standard & Make a statement?
The Bishop of the Diocese of Little Rock participated in saying his Funeral Mass!
A statement that I heard LOUD & CLEAR!
And Now I drive my pen into the Berlin Wall CAFO-GMO-Man-made toxic by also multiplying the Vital Gluten & Lectins in the peel Non-Nutrients necessary, but made toxic by the MAGNIFICATION!
Industrial Farm Method of ‘Greed (Feeding GMO alfalfa to the animals we eat) & the Lust’ for money Producing Cheap Synthetic Foods…
I thought it was over and then…
2017 the 1st of May another nephew’
The ‘Call’ came at 8 AM…
The Hard news -‘on the heels’ of healing from my Godson nephew’s tragic death on the New York freeway, two years before!
Another nephew, also a College graduate, employed, also Very Talented! Musician – with a band on the side…
Single – relied on Fast Convenient Food, BBQ Industrial Farmed CAFO-GMO animal protein.
Troubles relationships may have led to drinking to hide the anxiety.
The date of what was to be his wedding day – took his own life!
Now I write & reach out to Prevent & Reverse Mental Illness induced by the CAFO-GMOl, SAD American diet…
My Vindication … after years of being rejected & poked fun at…
New Science: Nutritional Psychiatry – Research on Depression & Mental Illness…2017 Dee Hinkle on LinkedIn There are more & more other studies revolving around this topic that support this research. THE NEW
Foods That Can Cause DepressionDee Hinkle on LinkedInFoods That Can Cause Depression By Kelly Brogan MD Teamhttps://kellybroganmd.com/5-foods-that-can-ca…
What is missing:
NON-GMO Ancient Grain GLUTEN FREE FLOUR (Whole -not Over Milled) to support the CNS – The Thinking Brain – TO
Not unlike slavery – Profit for the Plantation owners!
The Greed of the Modern day Money Changers & Tax collectors – Taking more than their “PRESCRIBED” amount (Over-Milling) –
CREATING DIABETES, OBESITY, MENTAL ILLNESS! Removing the Plant Protein & (FIBER) from Ancient Grains that support the CNS – Milling out the Plant Protein – DOUBLING THE ‘REFINED CARBS’ that are ‘Disease-Causing’!
HOWEER, It seems to be catching up with them –
GMO the Cash Crops ..
Multiplying the Natural Seed Locks & MAGNIFIED Vital Glutens – Gluten intolerance issues
& Lectins in the Peel (Bitter to deter predators) create Magnified Lectins (EXCESS)-OBESITY!
CAFO-GMO-(GMold) Genetic Modification
A bit like eating PB&J on MOLDY bread!
From ‘The Boxer’ – ‘Pocketful of Mumbles’!
‘They Hear what they want to hear – disregard the rest’!!
We approaching a PARADIGM SHIFT!
‘GMold’ MAGNIFIES the Food to ‘FEED THE WORLD’!
Caused by Greed & All CAFO-GMold – Tasty, Synthetic, Fast, Cheap & Nutrition-less’- (Another Flavor of GENOCIDE)?
While Genetic Modification –
Magnifies the FOOD – ‘To Feed the world’ The GOOD REASON!
THE REAL REASON IS ‘PROFIT’! Mega-profits from cheap ‘disease-causing’ substrates – Formerly known as ‘FOOD’!!
ALSO ‘MAGNIFIES’ are the ‘Seed Locks’- ‘Celiac disease’ rampant!!
ALSO MAGNIFIES the ‘Lectins’ in the Peel– Bitter to ward-off Predators’ (Obesity, Neural Illness, Neural Diseases)!!
These ‘Naturally occurring ‘non-nutrients” – Ancestors removed by SOAKING in WATER (with medium) & RINSING AWAY before cooking!
‘CAFO-GMold’ ‘processing’ SKIPS this vital step
& the CREATES Disease-Causing-non-nutrients are
‘GROUND’ into the flour Over-Milled (removing the Plant Protein)
Creating DISEASE CAUSING foods like – Whole Wheat Flour (UNCLEAN)
** ‘Heat Altered’ CAFO-GMO Meat & Dairy
Modern Dairy – ‘Mass Extinction’ GenocIde by Sweet Dysfunction
(Three STRIKES against Modern Dairy (not Pasture Raised):
- Contain ‘Dead Bacteria’ from Pasteurization – Replacing ‘LIVE’ Beneficial Bacteria (digestion assistants)!
- After 90’s – The Beginning of GMO fed to America’s Meat & Dairy sources) animals – Alfalfa, Soy or Corn – (Research is showing forms Alzheimer’s Plaques in the brain)!
- Cortisol from ‘inhumane. stressful’ farming conditions. ‘Energy-sapping’ processed For Shelf Life! (not the ‘quality off our Lives’ (Medicare)
Plant Protein – Not altered by Heat, Over-Milling & GM0!
The Forgotten & Hidden Protein-(HIDDEN by Graft)!
Disease-Causing CAFO-GMold – UNCLEAN Processing!
The Proteins that Supports the CNS & Prefrontal Brain (the Thinking Brain!) Not CAFO-GMold but ‘PASTURED’ IS CNS & Prefrontal Brain HEALTHY!
The Conversion is simple….(This may be the “Second coming!)
Healthy Donuts! So that Churches and have ‘Coffee & Donuts’
& not feel guilty…
FRIED in Wild pork OR ‘PASTURED – (not industrial GMO fed or’ PASTURE’ raised) …. Like our ancestors made them…Before WWII –
Which ushered in the Industrial-Chemical Age…
Converting any dessert into entrees is EASY by using any whole (NOT OVER-MILLED) ANCIENT grain flour. It will cause a decrease in obesity, disease & mental dysfunction. Any recipe calling for “all purpose-less flour”can be simply converted to any whole Unaltered Ancient grain (sprouted is best). Other uses: breading, gravy , pie crust, bread pudding, birthday cakes, cupcakes, cookies, quick breads, “Our daily bread” can be eaten (3-5 servings a day) & brain fully supplied, without gaining weight.
Give us this day our Daily Bread…not “cookie” Conventional bread that is mostly what is offered to us in the grocery store. ONLY 2 grams of GMO Plant Protein…
Song ‘I Refuse’ …Josh Wilson
‘Sometimes I, I just want to close my eyes, And act like everyone’s alright, when I know they’re not…This world needs God, but it’s easier to stand and watch…I could say a prayer and just move on, like nothing’s wrong, But I refuse…‘Cause I don’t want to live like I don’t care, I don’t want to say another empty prayer…Oh, I refuse to Sit around and wait for someone else To do what God has called me to do myself. Oh, I could choose not to move But I refuse’…
I do not know if God has called me (or others) on this mission…But I do follow an All powerful God – Who could do this if He Chose …
Any beloved ‘Comfort’ food can be easily converted:
Junior League of St Louis Cinnamon Rolls. http://archive.ksdk.com/news/local/story.aspx?storyid=189427St. Louis Days St. Louis Nights cookbook Yield: 2 ½ dozen
1 tablespoon active dry yeast (1 ½ pkgs)
¼ cup warm water (105-115 degrees)
5 tablespoons butter-from Pasteurized dairy (GMO FED, Cortisol soaked & loaded with Dead Bacteria) – Alternative Virgin Coconut oil
1 cup milk (RAW milk from ‘Pastured” cows or ALTERNATIVE MILK:almond, brown rice milk or other healthy plant protein milks)
½ cup RAW sugar
1 teaspoon sea salt-with Kelp granules for Iodine
1 Non-GMO fed egg
4 cups flour (try Sprouted Spelt (ancient wheat) or Ground Almond Meal) or Italian Farro (home milled from berries)
½ cup (1 stick) pastured butter (without Dead Bacteria, Cortisol or GMO)
Cinnamon mixture:
1 cup sugar (or to taste)
4 teaspoon cinnamon
Sprinkle yeast into the water in a glass measuring cup; set aside to form.
In a small saucepan, melt the 5 tablespoons butter in milk;
add sugar and sea salt. Pour warmed milk mixture bowl. Mix in the egg and flour. Use an electric mixer with a pastry hook or paddle, or mix by hand with a wooden spoon. Add the yeast mixture to the dough. (You may need to add up to ½ cup flour to ease handling). Cover the bowl with a damp cloth. Let dough rise in a warm place about 1 ½ to 2 hours.Meanwhile, prepare 9 x 13 inch pan by brushing with melted butter.Punch dough down. Roll out onto floured surface, ¼ inch thick.Spread ½ of melted butter and half of the cinnamon mixture.Cut strips of dough 3 inches wide and 3 inches long. Roll into cigar-shaped rolls 1 inch wide and 3 inches long…Dip rolls into melted butter, then roll into cinnamon mixture…Arrange rolls, seam sides down, into pan. Rolls should touch each other. Bake at 350 for 25-30 minutes.
http://www.organicsproutedflour.net/aboutus.html
How could Cinnamon Roles be improved upon? And change society as well?
Our society is suffering from diabetes, cancer, heart & valve problems, ADDHD, depression, Alzheimer’s & other mind disorders.
Research is now showing the S.A.D. (Standard American Diet)…
Highly processed Animal Protein (fed GMO & trucked to market in (Cortisol Factories)
& processed whites “all purpose-less flour or digestive-disease-causing “whole GMO wheat.” Over milled removing much of the FIBER & PLANT PROTEIN
OVER-Milled: “Enriched” “GMO all purpose-lees” flour has been up to 50% of Essential brain nutrients & Plant proteins removed in processing… concentrates the GMO Franken Grains for “shelf life.”
Refined Carbs fill the space displacing essential CNS nutrients…
often to 50% empty carbs…(The Industrial Farming idea (bad) that started after WWII, removed bran (fiber), vitamins, photo-chemicals, macronutrients that are needed to fight cancer free radicals & rebuild brain and body tissue & more. Sprinkling a few vitamins back in cannot possible replace all that was removed.
Heat altered – Pasteurized Dairy with Dead bacteria from Stressed animals (from birth to market) pumping Cortisol, Fed GMO alfalfa or corn…
The only way to be healthy & to avoid weight gain & increasing CNS mental support & function at the same time.
More tasty compared to the processed while… It tastes “more nutty,” more satisfying (complex whole grain takes longer to digest, all of those brain nutrients!). There are hundreds of alternative and/or combinations: oat, brown rice, quinoa., even lima bean or very tasty “ground almond meal.”
In their Memories!
HT Wagner-Hinkle
Dee Hinkle at LinkedIn (Plant Protein)
H T Wagner @ Twitter
dwh1nine@gmail.com
Dee Hinkle @ LinkedIn (Plant Protein)
htwagner@jencarebce.
https://www.jencarebce.com… (under construction)
JenCare BCE … Prevention & Reversal of Memory Loss & Disease & Dysfunction – Caused by SAD Diet….
Great Minds…Discuss Ideas!
Average Minds…Discuss Events!
Small Minds…Discuss People!
Smaller Minds…Gossip…
We are what we believe we are…C. S. Lewis
“You are what you eat”…
William Lloyd Garrison abolitionist…We feel your pain…
I will be as harsh as truth…
& uncompromising as justice…
I am in earnest…
I will not equivocate…
I will not excuse,
I will not retreat a single inch…
& I will be heard….
William Lloyd Garrison abolitionist…We feel your pain…
Also applies to Post WWII Industrial Farming…
The Corrupt Processing methods…
Over-Heating Sweet Dairy… Cortisol Stressed GMO fed Cows & Live Beneficial Bacterial destroy by Pasteurization…Dead Bacteria in all Modern Dairy…
Over-Milling the LIFE…(plant protein) No longer whole grains…
Making themt GMO Franken-foods….
Roasting…for the sake TASTE…& of SHELF LIFE…Not our LIVES…
Also known as “The Queen of Plant Protein”
there is hope…
Foods That Can Cause Depression
New Science: Nutritional Psychiatry – Research on Depression & Mental Illness…
I Loved Her But From Afar – Defensive
Failed Bonding
The unattached daughter (generational)
Sired by a neglected & insecure father
& an also insecurely attached mother ~ (no judgment)
Just life as it was scripted before the foundation of time~
Failed to prune the ‘things of a child’
Feelings formed to fragile tenderness
Her children ruled her will –
Her mind in the intrinsic only state.
Age 12 was “the “jump off” time”
From childhood to adulthood
The shoots fails to open…Land in enemy territory
With out a map
Provided by a knowing caregiver
A place for shelter
Enemies real & imagined surround
Proceeds to live as if a child she was still
Selfish
Thrifty to the point of miser/hoarder
Attaches to a mate that obeys her every whim
A lackey or a slave for a Queen Bee
To the point of ridiculous
May Reel her in…to mask her pouting and snorting
But save her grace to be burned another day.
Her words are of insult was honed to a “t”
Prejudging was her truth
God was there to support her causes & help her win her battles
The devil, to her wore boots to guard her from all of those from“off”
Prejudging was forever
A prejudice stuck in her mind
Like a fish bone in the crawl
Always there nagging her to ‘get even’
Or it would not go away
Her insults were her sword to ward off the demons
Most of which were from “Off”
Her mother-in-law spoke to him in a terse tone
Which made him cower
He promised never to use that tone in his family
That shaped him forever & her as well
God’s Will through Enmity..Genesis – Chapter 3
You Don’t Know Me
‘We meet again
Smile and chat awhile
You walk away always before
On the arm of that other guy
& you will never
How my heart aches
You will never know
The tenderness I feel inside’
The song says…
Afraid and shy
I let my chance go by
Billy
A chance that you might love me too..
Only God decides
It is not ours to choose the roles we are to play..
But follow the Wise Men’s Star
Co-creators ~ we all are
To deny ~ not knowing the Science of Creation
To know our part & to play it well
Our destiny
As assigned before the Foundation of Time..
Knowing is simply recognizing
What was hidden – But always there..
Our destiny does not lie in caving to our sensuality
But rather listening to a poem of hope
The prophesy…
The bearing of fruit
That will remain
Not fruit that is cut by
Parcellated with the Pruning Knife…
Reinforcing
Holding on to feelings that are meant to insult
Holing in to feelings that are at the wrong time
Keeping a private, but a heart full of integrity.
Seeking only the truth
& remain steadfast under the strikes & pellets of lies
Knowing that “political correctness” is the cowards way out.
Never intending to hurt feelings
But putting a positive spin
What is most disagreeable
Not taking the time to pause & know beyond the sensory Ego.
Being satisfied with the status quo
Being lukewarm with striving for holiness and appreciation of the sacred…
Respecting dogma & not knowing or respecting the needs of the spirit
Which are to deny the urges of the Intrinsic primal brain…
Making idols to have pleasure & not attend to the work of the spirit.
Nana slept on the sofa….not with Joshua on his palate
Puff Joshua, Afraid of the dark…
Tonight Puff went into her cave
Waited for Jackie Papers
But he came no more…
Tears fell like green scales
Knowing that childhood had been exhaled…
(Puffed out)
Spent was the loneliness & fear
loveliness of innocence now
Filled is now his cup of greenness
His honor & integrity will now become his own
& not necessarily that of those who are shepherding him…
His mind will rule his reason
Will morality be a friend to his soul…
And foe to his ego Puff
Or will the Ego Beast bark loudly
Claiming his soul as Ego Turf
The Star Wars will begin….
Will Luke want to follow the Beast or fight
When Darth Vader Calls
Will he put on the garb of Luke
or fall to the dark side of the Force
The dark side has no “SON’
To give him energy &
Be his spiritual ground zero for his darkest hours
Will The point on his Ego
Earthly being closest to the ignition point
Courage to do the right thing
and claim his birthright
Birthright only won by a well disciplined soul
Whose constitution cannot allow violation of the truth
Innate is the gold core of truth….
Life’s process becomes …
Carving away the earthly film,
to reveal the molten keepsake within…
Repeated circumcisions
continual, incessant and contestant
labor pains
The desolation and agony
of the world denied
Will finally yield the tenderness and sweet victory
of the enduring Infinite
My last words for our night prayer
After his “now i lay me down to sleep’ prayer
We to discern the inane
& have the will to always to obey
& the courage to do “the right (& usually) hard thing”
We – more comfortable responding to call of the wild with
Then I start to ruminate!
Habituated behavior serves if good & be true…
Having a gold souled intellect
to rethink the thoughts reflexive
Knee jerk
that keep our minds in the cave
Reshape them
so they can exist in a higher plant
to serve as a storm trooper
It takes much well disciplined training
Cliff Rocks
Sediment layers at the bottom of a river
To a shelf for moss & lichen to grow upon
For the deer to forage
For the creeping creatures to seek sanctuary
Anchor for the tree roots of life’s storms
Bedrock
The essence, core bedrock of all life
To be, we seek sound footing
The garments of life
Devised by disguise
To trap a weary victim
One, not so cunning and sly
The infrastructure dictates the outcome
Daily Bread is the indicator of the quality of construction
A frugal diet eaten in in poverty
Is a house of cards or sand
A frugal diet eaten in the poverty of industrial farming
Where shelf-life and profit
Is not unlike that of Sub Sahara
Differing only in that taste
An intrinsic mind filter
Rudimentary
Drive the culture of tasty grain fed, over stressed (internal & external hormones) meat
& pasteurized over-heated food
Especially dairy
Feeding the Basal Intrinsic Mind (Hunter-Gather)
& all of the aggressive tendencies, selfishness
&dysfunctional society
Monkeys discard the peel (with 2.5 nutrients)
And eat the sweet core only.
Just like fast and processed food.
Not many monkeys are rocket scientists, architect tall building…
The Miracle Brain (Midbrain (Monkey Mind Integration), Prefrontal, Cerebral cortexes)
Getting Close to the Cross
It is an enigma
A paradox
A contradiction
Of what matters not
What matters is the Soul Space
What matters not is the Ego lair
Layer upon layer
We move closer to infinity
Far beyond the depths from which we were wrought
The hill & valleys of terrain
That fold into existence on earth
To the hills – the Dura Mater (tough mother)
Rock
Arachnoid Mater (spidery cushion mother)
The atmosphere
Pia Mater(soft mater) interfaces with the blood
Responsible for nourished the brain
Forest & plants
Cerebrospinal fluid – the sea
Tired of Me Lord?
I make your Cross harder to bear
By not carrying my weight
Toting my soul
In it fragile state
Know that any movement to the direction of the physical senses
Grace displaced
Lost & not to be replaced
It is so heard to explain
The Intrinsic Mind proclaims
Barks orders
Relentless vigilance to guard the Ego
I don’t want to go there
“Most people, sometime in their lives, stumble across truth. And most jump up, brush themselves off, and hurry on about their business as if nothing had happened.”–Sir Winston Churchill
Friday, March 8, 2019
Remembering Dad – Henry Wagner
He was too tired (from his stay in the hospital)
to finish cooking their meal
So I went down to help
& we had a lovely meal…
(Sunday Evening)
Our Last Supper…
It just seems like yesterday…
He was the one to teach me to pray to the “Sacred Heart” for a “Happy Death’- (Sweet release of Life)…
It worked for them & it will work for all of their children, grandchildren…
I believe it is in the DNA!!
Thoughts of Henry & Evelyn ~
Henry Slays the Dandelions
Today he got two buckets full of ‘em!
He turns 90 this month,
But age has not slowed his deep desire to “do just one more.”
Today it was the dandelions that were on his list.
Tomorrow it will be something else.
He can’t leave this earth just yet…
Tomorrow will be here to “do just one more.”
The Will to Give
In my early morning haze,
I find myself hugging my coffee cup,
Waiting for that moment of energy.
As I wait, I watch my mother and my dog.
Sadie lies silently at the old woman’s feet,
Moving only when she moves or
To catch a fat laden morsel dropped sneakily to the floor—
Like food smuggled to a prisoner.
Caught!
The old woman is caught in the act.
Confronted!
“That’s why the ants come in!” I say.
They lower their eyes knowing that they have been scolded!
Somehow we know that
The dog can always count on her treats,
The ants will come in
And the Forgetful Old Giving Tree will remember the only thing that’s important…
The will to give.
His Shop Lies Empty
March 9, 1998…
I found him,
So peaceful.
He had told me that he would just sleep away.
His heart was weak after 90 years of toil.
It was in “doing for” that made his being
But simple tasks now made him sick.
His mind and will, so strong
Life was not worth living if he could not “do for” others.
He took care of his mother after his father died.
He stayed with her until all the younger brothers and sisters were grown.
He gave Evelyn the family that she had never known.
They gave us focus by keeping us God-centered.
They taught us what is important by giving.
They gave us success by teaching us to serve others.
They gave us joy because there was no room left for sadness.
They were simple people, needing little.
All he desired was affection,
He needed to know that he was loved.
His shop lies empty.
But why do I feel like I did not do enough?
I gave because I had plenty.
They gave, even though they had little.
His shop lies empty.
My work group sent flowers to me,
I took them to his shop.
A Piece of His Soul
March 9, 1999
I knew when they came to live with me
That this would be his last stop
I instinctively knew
& reminded myself daily
Knowing the inevitable….
I was sure that I would be be ready
For the time when he left.
I remember waking at 3:00 AM
The morning he died.
I felt a sudden saddening of emptiness.
I knew a part of me was no longer there.
I was not as prepared as I planned to be.
It was that moment that I understood agape love.
The bonding love that binds and links life force.
& anchors
Tethers to the ground of confidence
That one free to aspire & create..
Now, one year later
The emptiness does not leave.
Nor is it filled …
As I fill my life with nothingness
The emptiness is always there.
It almost becomes a companion,
Reminding me of what is worthwhile.
Longing for that place that I call home.
The Bond of Attachment broken…
It was knit
Like a ticking bomb…
Ear to the pocket watch in his bib overalls
As he rocked me to sleep
The Tommy Bond
Mom – the Daughter of Eve
She knew survival
She knew prayer
She knew love – unconditional
The Greatness handed down by generational un-forgiveness
& she brought him home & Give to me to Care
Tommy was blessed by her mind & heart
As all of her children were
Tommy never knew the Sustainable food from Subiaco
Only the harsh unforgiving altered Non-Food that dissolved their magnificent minds
For the time being – it will be restored
As will those who are called to forgive & be forgiven
Their minds were ‘Light’ in Subiaco
Darkness descended on them – As The Subiaco Super Mom Became to a subhuman suburban mind – in the colors of forgiveness
In the unforgiving empty faux-food of the Factory
Even though I knew him
Faith healed in the end
Quality of Life
Quality of Death
Left to Greed of the unholy
Hitler of the Modern age
Daughter of Evelyn & Sister of Mine
Poem for my Sister Hermina on Her birthday
& the Chosen Child of Evelyn
(Memorial of her Passing in the arms of her beloved daughter – October 4, 2001-
a month after 911
Evelyn – An orphan to none
Orphan to all
Broken by The World War
Channel of life longing for itself
Cocooned for life
Crushed & broken
Calcified –
With no mother to cradle her in a Pieta
her life, death & resurrection
Consecrated her Family to the Care of the Cosmos
1938
The Cosmos responded with Heart of Henry
& all that followed
Living off the land of Camelot
Subiaco –
World at wars betrayed her
Other wars raged around her –
She overcame with prayer & sacrifice
Always the Giving tree
Bessie’s milk her strength
Her mind so strong
Broken by the man-made milk-
that heat to destroyed her very life inside
Dementia became her cocoon
until she rested in the Pieta – the arms of Mary
All knowing
All mindful until death-
Trust in the Way
In all things
Let nothing disturb you
Stay
Remain
Anxious
Disturbances
Steal all the good that might have been
Allow it to come to you
on the Wings of a Dove
the Holy Spirit
The Breath of God
Where is their God?
The God of Abraham, Moses
Dead
Replaced by new awareness
A Paradigm Shift
New Warriors
Light workers
No longer ‘stiff necked’
But earthworms
Making castings
To amend the clay of tomorrow
Fertile
Promising
Justice yesterday
Tomorrow
Renaissance
Better place to be
You Mete out Peace
A herdsman &
Dresser of Sycamores
had a parallel, and more challenging,
The prophet Amos, a herdsman
A dresser of sycamore trees
Had a parallel & more challenging,
A calling as a shepherd of human souls.
Amos
I feel your pain…
Common
For the Common Good
Fire
Energy
Grace
Your Ways I Lord are never straight
But they alway bring us home
Like homing pigeons
We know where we belong..
Silently hidden
Private & holy
Helpless
Hapless
& reverent…
I love no other Way
The Way My High Way to my Center
My Core Connected to Divine Cosmos
Your Heart
My Wisdom
Used to Heal
& to be Healed
The Way through Mary
Martha-Take Heart
Embrace the calling
As a shepherd of human souls
The Weeds in the Field
Stainless Steel
Stained
Tarnished
& bare
We wait on Your Word
The Seeds of Life
The Way of the Cross
The only Way to ‘Know’
To Be
It is in You that we find Hope
Leadership & love…
Where Blind Worms can see
Can be lead out of the Darkness
into the Light
Bold leading the Blind
Binding Heart
Knit our beings in the veins of Your Holy Web
Webwork
Meshwork of Creation
The Worms Will Inherit the Earth…
Earthworms
Their castings gold
The Proud will be left behind
& just go away…
Weak & lowly
Remain
I stand before You
My Heart in my hand..
It is my constants state of awareness
Lowly…in prospective
Reflective & Grateful…
Your Heart
Sacred & Whole
Your Soul … Mary
My Mother
Ever present in the darkness
of my sightless Mind…
In the Light of Forgiveness
The colors of Forgiveness
Nelson Mandella
The Prince of Forgiveness
The Pride of the Humble
Amen…
Sunday, October 1, 2017…Midnight…
Once Again..
The light that I thought had died March 9th 1998…
Reconnected & ignighted a fire that will never die….
One Again..
Darkness
Unholy
Frightening to open
Awareness ..
What was dead
Was brought back to life…
What was taken…
Now restored…
Good to be whole again…
The Wake
of valley of darkness
Suddenly a fire….
A flame…
WOW is all I can say
Thank you …
Missing pieces just never work right…
Whole is one…
The only way to Be..
Whole is Destiny…
The Dark night is over…
A new dawn is dawning
Like a seductive Presence
out of the chasm
The Pit of nothingness
That made my hope grow dim…
Aimless
Trusting
Knowing
Found…
Now
I have walked 1000 miles
& now I hold that Butterfly again..
Amen Alleluia..
Saturday, October 1, 2011
First Friday & First Saturday
11:00 PM Prayers
Holy Space
Prayer… layer upon layer
Waiting for the Gate to open…
The air is thin
Ordinary and plain spoken
Heart broken
The touch comes from nowhere
The Living Presence shapes in the form of a gift
The air changes to amber
listening
The sounds peal
Hearing the tumult
The upheaval move near…
Knowing the soft loud rustle
The delicate…
Almost imperceptible force
Settles in my soul
Nestles next to my being
Present in every way
My place in this prayer is suspended
Divinity inundates
Like a butterfly
Hold only for a heartbeat…
But once held
Can never be the same
Would walk a thousand miles
to hold the butterfly again
The Onion Peel
Our First Breath
The most outer dried layer of protection
Where we start & where we begin
safe
From the radical rays of the SON
Each test
Each layer becomes
Each layer pushes on the last one….’
Root cellar it is
Life stored
Foundation
Mineral & mirth
God’s sense of humor
Flavor the seasons of our soul
To the core
To Immortality
On raw Breath of God
Theo Holy Spirit
The Assistant
The crutch
That Guides into tomorrow & beyond..
When being like Jonah
We say “no, thank you “
He persists..
If vital to the Plan
& finds a carrier
Makes plain His Will
His Will
Will be done
His Way
The Way of the Cross
AA or no Way…
the Evil One comes and steals away
what was sown in his heart…
He defeats the evil one
Against our Will
We obey…
His timing remains
Diverted
but True
Inspiration: 1 JER 3:14-17
The seed sown on the path is the one who hears the word of the Kingdom
without understanding it,
the Evil One comes and steals away
what was sown in his heart…
(the Evil one is distraction…by free will choice..to look the other way..
When some tribulation or persecution comes because of the word,
he immediately falls away.(from the Spirit inside)
The seed sown among thorns (all sensuality of Man) is the one who hears the word,
but then worldly anxiety and the lure of riches choke the Word
and it bears no fruit.
1. August 14, 2018
Saint Maximilian Kolbe, Priest and Martyr
2. Gratitude Poem
When asks to do the Extraordinary
Mary said Yes
Max Kobe said yes.
I say yes
I am but a worm
Just knitting through clay
Making Casting on the way..
This waste
Enriches soil
Empowers life to mushroom
& undertake dreams planted
Like poppy seeds
Waiting on the Universal signal
When my seeds line up
Sings up
Dreams of tomorrow
Catch fire
Grow
Splinters & shards
With sharp edges of Uncertainty
a Controlled Burn
Makes a clearing
Removing unwelcome barriers & energy hogs
I love no other way
Those who form weapons against Your Way
Powerless to Prosper
& just go away.
Not to be morned
The stress dissolved
Seeing clear vision
To mollify
Quieten the thundering hoards
Noises made by ‘all the is not God’
He is the quiet calm between The spaces of the matter called man
Of the sandy shores suspended in the Thin Air of the Cosmos
it is in Giving we receive
the makings
The hallmark of an intentional saint…
You Don’t Know Me
Friday, February 15, 2013
We meet again
Smile and chat awhile
You walk away always before
On the arm of that other guy
& you will never
How my heart aches
You will never know
The tenderness I feel inside
The song says…
Afraid and shy
I let my chance go by
Billy
A chance that you might love me too..
Only God decides
It is not ours to choose the roles we are to play
Co-creators we all are
To deny, is to be counter to a participate in creation
To know our part and to play it well
Is our destiny
Chosen before the foundation of time..
Knowing is simply recognizing
Our destiny does not cave to sensuality
But rather listening to harbinger of hope
The predictor the bearing that will bear fruit
That will remain
Not fruit that is cut by the pruning knife.
Holding on to feelings that are meant to insult
Holing in to feelings that are at the wrong time
Keeping a private, but a heart full of integrity.
Seeking only the truth
& remain steadfast under the strikes & pellets of lies
Knowing that “political correctness” is the cowards way out.
Never intending to hurt feelings
But putting a positive spin
On all, especially the most disagreeable
Not taking the time to know beyond the sensory Ego.
Being satisfied with the status quo
Being lukewarm with striving for holiness and appreciation of the sacred…
Respecting dogma & not knowing or respecting the needs of the spirit
Which are to deny the urges of the monkey brain…
More fun to have pleasure & not attend to the work of the spirit.
The Smartest Earthworm on the Planet
Knows nothing but the business of the day
Blind
Deaf to distractions
In Love with Mission
Stops a nothing to fulfill
Sees no evil
Cares not!
Hears vibrations &
Warnings to move to the step of a different drum~
Ok with being the lowest on the totem pole of the sky
Loves all others
Not only the other earthworms who are ~ Just like me!
Suffering of others
Intolerable ~ not to be tolerated
But ‘Martha-tized”
The Feather Game
Our Core
Private & Personal
Open to the World
Not to all who is only of the World
We own our thoughts
Positive & well Marinated with Mediation
Others judge
It is all they know
They are doing the best they can with what they have been given
Hide & seek shelter
Trust
The Truth will always emerge
Bright
Shining in the Noon day Son
the Mind of Christ
the Thinking Brain of the Cosmos
We are truly Dust in the Wind
& that is all we can be
Unless we choose to free from what tethers was to the the planet
We call home
Our home is in the bosom of the unseen God
We are the matter
the Clay
the unseen God
The Space in between
Where we often claim home
Mediation
Only a feather
Left in a place whee God Will find it
Meditation of desire
Blessed in the Space where only Large minds roam
Take them
Break them down to compartments of matter
That matters not
Release them to the Cosmos
Live
Breath
Bring on more God…
Loose the meaningless thought
that tether & hold us down
Prometheus bound
On the terra firma
We call home
Until Hercules sets free
The Feather Game
Monday, May 27, 2019
Our Core -poem
Private & Personal
Open to the World
That is not the World
We own our thoughts
Positive & well Marinated with Mediation
Others judge
It is all they know
They are doing the best they can with what they have been given
Hide & seek shelter
Trust
The Truth will always emerge
Bright
Shining in the Noon day Son
the Mind of Christ
the Thinking Brain of the Cosmos
We are truly Dust in the Wind
& that is all we can be
Unless we choose to free from what tethers was to the the planet
We call home
Our home is in the heart & mind of the unseen God
We are the matter
the Clay
the unseen God
The Space in between
Where we often claim home
Mediation Only a feather
Left in a place whee God Will find it
Meditation of desire
Blessed in the Space where only Large minds roam
Take them
Break them down to compartments of matter
That matters not
Release them to the Cosmos
Live
Breath
Bring on more God…
Loose the meaningless thought
that tether & hold us down
Prometheus bound
On the terra firma
We call home
The Night Before Christmas
Is where I intend to live all my life
In the Shadows ~ That illuminate the blind
That frolic in the Autumn Mist of memories past
Past on to the lovers & lonely
We are but a notion of God
Home
A place that always was
A place that can never be held
A place that is forever now
Parents prepare us to sustain
Sustenance they give freely
Our nurture is broadcast minute by minute
Like God sending instruction perpetually
Received by those who long & listen for instructions & guidance
Lord, Make My Prayer
April 8. 2009
Lord, make my prayer
Fold it into your arms
Make them gentle-loud
Make it from my heart
To Your Sacred Heart
Direct From the Connected Unconscious (Carl Jung)
When I am tired
And if my eyelids close on You
Read my mind
Find those intentions that
My File Clerk misplaced
Pray with me on my morning walk
When I am anxious
Wrap me in layers and layers of
Your grace for insulation
You know my heart
(The one that flip flops instead of beating)
Day by day You have granted my desire for
Wisdom
Knowledge
Understanding
Knowing that You are always there
And always will be
Gives me quiet `confidence and joy
You permeate all beings
In animate and intimate
The Harshness in the Light of Truth
We feign “politically correctness”
Tip toe around extra tender feelings
Never brought to light in truth
The horror of hurting feelings of others
Sends our frenzied ruminating mind
Into protect & defend mode immediately
CYA
When truth happens, this is not necessary
But we have to choose it
It does not always choose us
Last Day At the Cabin
The cabin that will be no more
The Great Equivocator’s Bookends:
Came into our possession the year Kebel dies
Shortly after the Flood that changed our plans to build on the other side
Where Kebel built the “sturdiest bridge to nowhere”
& now is on the market
Coinciding with Dorothy’s death
Hardly used
Heard rain drops on the tin roof when it rained
Wistfully scavenged the cliff rocks behind it
Knowing that this was never to be..
Hung art for no one to view
Stocked with food that grew stale
Occasionally loaned to friends..
It was here for us to use
Just in case
We earned extra grace to spare
But Abe, Loretta, & Billy never came to fruition…
They were the graces that would have fired this life
This vocation
Like flowers blooming in the desert
For no one to see.
Next boat load of grace
I pray to have to courage to do”the hard thing” and think of others..
Not me
Prompt words from LL
Inexorably, wallpaper, travel.
Stealing Poetry from Robert Frost
The Speck
Traveling at warp speed …
But unnoticed to the wary eye
Thin the air aloft
Set off across the space
So clear
A forest flies & dragon flies
In time,
We travel
to a place that we once knew
Subiaco
Camelot
Sir Lancelot on a fine steed
& Maid Marion
The wallpaper of my psyche
My soul
The fly on the wall
inexorably mine
A speck that would have been above my sight
On the Wallpaper high
Camouflage
When something strange about it
made me think…
Inexorably linked …
To all that is
Was
& will forever be….
My BCE Sins ~ Forgive me Father ~ for I have sinned against my clients..
The list below how many of these good health habits have taken Root?
Not insisting on a 2-4 week Fast (Daily fast until 10 AM…small meals of mostly Plant or Seafood Protein seasoned with ‘pastured animal protein”?
Not setting guidelines more clearly for Farro, green vegetables & other Non-GMO cereal 3 times daily (each meal)
not differentiating Body Food from Prefrontal Brain Food
Anti-Anti-Inflammatory Trail (Cancer fighting) …made weekly consumed daily …even though “SNACKING IS A SIN”
Farro, Buckwheat or quinoa (SOAKED & rinsed) 2 times a week
Plant protein Smoothie….1st raw nuts, then vegetables & then fruit
Whiskey Raisins…must for flu season…2 time if having symptoms..
Daily bread prepared 2-3 time weekly 1 to 1/2 slice a each meal…
Bone stock each week with soup made from it…
Kombucha …mothers to give away
For future … Fermenting cucumbers
Kimchi…Cooking directions
Rinse and prep cabbage. Cut cabbage into strips and place in mixing bowl. …
Pour cabbage into a strainer and rinse under cool running water. …
Combine sugar, pepper flakes, nori and sugar in a small mixing bowl. …
Meanwhile, rinse and prep daikon, ginger, scallions and garlic. …
Pack kimchi into Mason jar.
Sep 14, 2015
How to make kimchi in 5 easy steps | MNN – Mother Nature Network
https://www.mnn.com/food/recipes/stories/how-to-make-kimchi-in-5-easy-steps
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