Please help my family-
Please forward to any student or faculty – researching Trauma
The reason I am contacting academic institution – is to offer Researchers, Grad Students, etc – looking for a ‘thesis topic’ ?
- To help families (especially with young children to understand & avoid childhood trauma)
For the last 4 years – my family member has been experiencing – What I may believe is ‘unresolved grief ‘-morphing into PTSD Trauma episodes
- Likely – Due to trauma of ‘mis-perceived’ loss of our 50 year old relationship –
- To the point where his ‘verbal abuse’ attacks – led me to seek a Trauma counselor for myself – EDMR treatment & counseling-
- For the last 4 years – something triggers the ‘PTSD-like’ episodes
- To stop them – I made audio recordings – This would temporary stop the verbal abuse but they Exhausted him – requiring sleep for hours & the not remembering any thing about the ‘verbal attack’
- His behavior & my reaction to it – has lead me to publish our experience (& other topics – on WordPress
- A ‘self-proclaimed’ Freelance Writer – 600 + publications & counting~
- I journal daily – especially these ‘verbal abuse’ episodes – that he cannot remember (Intrinsic memory only – likely )
- He still has ‘the PTSD software running in the background & now his episodes are fewer & farther between
- He refused counseling – he cannot ‘remember’ the episodes & does not believe the tapes or journaling – He would be a great candidate for ‘lab rat’ possibly –
- I have amassed volumes of these episodes in my journal & 3 dozen or more of audio tapes –
The reason I am contacting academic institution – is to offer Researchers, Grad Students, etc – looking for a ‘thesis topic’
- We are in a financial position to possibly fund research & to further PTSD research –
- & help families (especially with young children to understand & avoid childhood trauma)
- I am open to any discussion on Prevention & Reversal of Abusive behavior-
WordPress Publication –
I am in the process of identified an editor – for the 600 + posts- Novel ideas – needing a more professional touch?
My career was to create business, Manage projects always came with a staff who did my editing
– so my technical knowledge & editing skills were never developed to a Polished-Professional Level-
My Posts
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Eind to Homelessness – Transfiguration
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Trivi Fountain – Rome Italy…
Dee Hinkle – (HT Wagner) @ Twitter
Cell phone – 314-283-8786
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Joined October Facebook 2009
OTHER NAMES ~ HT Wagner
MISSION ~ To Create awareness of the Toxicity of Factory Foods to our Physical & Mental Health – Greenhouse Gas & Global Warming & the relationship to Poorly supported CNS, Prefrontal Brain & Immune system that Trauma – Abuse cause on the Modern Factory GMO – Heat altered & Over-milled Diet & AWARENESS OF DOMESTIC TRAUMA
CV
Present
** Freelance Writer on WordPress, Facebook
** President of JenCare BCE Reversal & Prevention & Memory Loss
& Disease & Dysfunction Caused by CAFO-GMO ‘Factory or Carnival’ Foods Diet
It is never too late ~ to reverse CAFO-GMO age-related disease-Even for the Baby Boomers
** Former Director of Recruiting at Nexstar Financial (BOA)…
2000 to 2005 St Louis Missouri
** Former Vice President at Bradford & Galt, INC.…
1987 – 1999 St Louis, Missouri
** Former Co-Ownership at Roe Hinkle True Value Hardware Store
1977 – 1987
** Education ~ 1969- 1971 B.S. Elementary Education at William Woods University, Fulton, Missouri
1965-1967 ~ University of Central Arkansas (Conway Arkansas) Studied Biology Pre-Med/Nursing ~ Biology, Psychology, Nutrition, (Prefrontal Brain (CNS), ChemistryStudies at
Attended to Mt. St. Mary’s Academy (Little Rock, Arkansas)
Writing Samples~
After my Dad died in 1998 ~ the Source of My Secure Attachment that allowed me to be Confident & always been ‘tethered’ to my Family & World ~
At that point my Vision became was obscure ~ I lost will to go on living the fast-paced (but very productive financially) lifestyle ~It had become empty & Money no longer the driving force.
*** I left Bradford & Galt (A top producer creating a ‘high function’ team of 5-6 recruiters ~ Awarded consultant of the year EVERY year since 1990
*** 5 years at Nexstar ~ intense recruiting as director of a ‘Start-up’
able to recruit ‘top guns’ & was energized & proactively developed another ‘high function’ team of 5-6 recruiters~
**** My 5 recruiters were released in 2003 due to a downturn in mortgage industry~Without recruiters to hand off work assignments to them ~ It was up to me to do it all.
I thought I could ‘turn water to wine’ ~ but could not ~ Long stressful hours, diet changed to CAFO-GMO Industrial Factory (synthetic) Meat, Dairy & Eggs – Cereal now GMO ~ Lead to mental decline – Life Altering!
Now Modern GMO processed diet replaces with — ‘brain-health’ Pasture-Raised (brain healthy brain fat) not over processed-
Bolyard’s Meat & Provisions
Monday- Friday 11am-7pm
Saturday: 10am-6pm
314-647-2567
2810 Sutton Boulevard Maplewood, Mo 63143
From West ~ Big Bend to Manchester to right onSutton Boulevard
http://www.bolyardsmeat.com/about
MY PERFECT STORM:
Already faced with the death of two closely held nephews & already on the spiritual path, deepened my resolve to continue. working for money ~ In 2005
~ My Perfect Storm ~’Cognitive Burnout’ (Excess CAFO-GMO ~ Cortisol & over-heated with Dead Bacteria (Over-milled GMO grains _Fed & Cortisol) & lack of Pasture-fed (or wild) Animal protein, Wild-caught Seafood ~ very little Unaltered (over-Milled) Ancient grains
~ Lead to a ‘Quintessential’ Western Medicine Misdiagnoses & loss of normal (high functioning) Cognitive abilities~
Without looking at my Inherited DNA 100 years of Parents-Grandparents from Europe, Northern Ireland, & Basque Country France & Spain~ Sustainable Farmers 24×7, 365 days each year & each Sunday ~ Mass at the Benedictine Abby in Subiaco –
* The last 2 years at Nexstar-
my CNS was being soaked in Unrelenting STRESS ~ (Cortisol liver damage)
* I was left to doing the trivial, tedious tasks that my recruiters were hired to do
A Toxic cocktail’ along with my lifestyle~
* Each evening ~ WINE (alcohol is a ‘solvent’) with dinner ~
* Dinner Factory -Farmed Pork, turkey or beef) CAFO-GMO fed Factory animal protein, Modern Dairy & Eggs ~ Unpeeled (lectins in peel) Vegetable & no Soaked Ancient Grains little Seafood ~ a primary source of Plant Protein for the CNS~ * NO ‘conventional bread’ (too fattening) refined carbs ~ only 2 grams of Plant Protein & * No Soaked (unrefined) Ancient Grains ~(another primary source of Plant Protein for the CNS)~ Roasted peanut butter
* Removing WHOLE GRAIN Non-GMO “Total” cereal (breakfast
from (1960 is to 1999) & replacing fruit ‘Pasteurized’ dairy yogurt -milk (loaded with DEAD bacteria from pasteurization Heat Altered, Cortisol from Factory Dairy Farms & GMO Alfalfa, corn or Soy since the ’90’s ~The Smoothie was mostly GMO, Cortisol & altered American Dairy animal protein & Altered protein powder with a little fruit~ Both highly INFLAMMATORY & Not capable of delivering Nutrients to the Brain & CNS~
* APF enriched wheat flour for baking cookies, pizza crust, bagel, bread for sandwiches ~ (All only 2 grams of plant protein)~
* Port wine to bring my mind to stillness before bed only a shot, but still a solvent~
* With all of stress of Cortisol & alcohol & CAFO-GMO SAD diet,
* So little fish (omega 3) or little or no Soaked Ancient grain only Over-Milled (Refined ‘Disease-causing” carbs) ~
* Rice was white (refined carbs) ~ (It is likely the ‘white’ Rice killed the birds thrown to them at weddings ~starvation, malnutrition)~& not until past few years ago ‘brown rice’~oats ~ quinoa & Farro (Italian Rice for Creativity)
Ancient wheat was replaced by GMO Whole Wheat Flour- Omit the Ancient practice of SOAKING ~ the Disease-Causing’ ‘Seed lock’s & ‘Lectins’ in the peel ~ remain & are GROUND into the flour causing Obesity & Gluten intolerance ~
(All raw seeds (Including peanuts) have Omega 3 ~ but the Roasting, gridding to a powder ~exposure to air destroys Omega 3 & They become ‘INFLAMMATORY’ causing cancer causing ‘Free Radicals’ no longer bioavailable-(Carnival-like foods)
* 14 years of ‘dart throwing’ by Wester medicine doctors ~(a book in itself)
* Kidney started show wear & they reduced pharma ~ My diet was reversed also to ‘Non-GMO or not altered Ancient grains, Pastured animal & Seafood Protein (not fed GMO) & Raw Pastured Dairy (European Cheeses from Whole Foods), & Pasture-raised (non-GMO) Eggs~ Fermented Foods ~ (homemade Kombucha tea)
** 2016 I designated my “Jubilee year” ~ With the ‘full copies’ of each parents & grandparents genes inherited ~ 100 years of 24 x 7 Days on a Sustainable farmers near the Subiaco Benedictine Abby ~ Chanting Monks! Whole Grain Mill down the dirt road from local Non-GMO seeds ~ Going back to Subiaco ways ~ Body, Mind & Spirit were fully restored!
My parents (an Orphan on the Orphan Train from NY (Hebrew from Northern Ireland) & Henry (Basque & Hebrew) He lost 2 fathers before he turned 15 ~ Their struggles, prayers & ‘will to give’ encoded in my DNA ~ It is all I know!
* Pre-med 2 year in 1965-1967 ~ a ‘pre-war’ nutrition Classes ~ learned of ‘essential oils’ ~ (many years before they could be bought)!
Whole grain somewhat ‘Over-Milled’ or but no GMO~ More Seafood (not fed GMO) ~ Better quality CNS & Prefrontal Brain function…
‘God gave the Irish Whiskey’ so they would never rule the world’
The Irish bars & meat ~ Laborers need to forge the Western Hemisphere
Catholics ~ only had to eat Fish on Fridays
My Focus & Drive now ~ seem to be good like before 2000 ~ Productive
Raising 2 children, sew, garden & work part & full time ~ out of the house ~
While she encouraging her spouse to read the paper & watch TV after a hard day’s work ~ Just like their father’s & mother’s who raised them?
Based on the encoded DNA from parents with Big Dream & Bold Prayer ~ beliefs
& Strong Desire to Care for Others & Pray ~Steel-trap iIntegrity & Fear of God~
I seemed to think that I could play Jesus & turn water to wine ~All society ~ Empty (processed foods, soda & pasteurized dairy) into wholesome food, packed with nutrients that feeds the COGNITIVE MIND ~
And save the homeless, do away with diabetes at the same time
~ I plan to tell my story to anyone who will listen ~
It had been quite a trip ~ Future may look brighter ~ A good Pope Francis & President not controlled by ‘the Big’s’ or a Politician willing to Ban GMO & allow Factory Farms to collapse!
DNA sequined ~(Hebrew Ulster Ireland & Hebrew & Basque Iberian peninsula)
The ancestry of modern Iberians (Spanish and Portuguese) is consistent with the geographical situation of the Iberian Peninsula in the south-west corner of Europe. …
Furthermore, the Basque region and Catalonia hold the least Eastern Mediterranean ancestry in Iberia~ Genetic history of the Iberian Peninsula – Wikipedia
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Genetic_history_of_the_Iberian_Peninsula
My Portrait of an INTJ – The Scientist
Introverted iNtuitive Thinking Judging-Perceiving (50-50)
Personality Tests Based on the Theories of Carl Jung & Briggs & Myers
Tested in 1990 & again at Nexstar in 2003…
http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/jtypes2.asp
FAVORITE QUOTES:
Poems:
This Preaching Must Stop!
